so we'd spread love like violence; ♥
♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}

n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence


naomi jung
서여정, 三浦 なおみ
29 june 1992
ngee ann poly mass communications
Rorsharch ink blot
J Tune Entertainment

& ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥


Heart of God Church ♥ b41

/more about me


나의 남편!


정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband.

Faith/Spaz - the best friend.

Prisia/Siao - the other best friend.

Cheryl - Cooking mama

Joyce - Korean fanatic.

Brother (wenjun) - who has 10000000 brains

Hyun - Mr Smart-ass Korean.

Chew - Dear Leader.


Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie

Ajusshi (아저씨) : Uncle

Chagiya/Yeobo (자기야/여보): Darling/Honey

Namja Chingu/Namchin (남자친구/남친) : boyfriend

Yeoja Chingu/Yeochin (여친/여자친구) : girlfriend

Hyung (형) : Older brother (for males)

Oppa (오빠) : Older brother, also can be used as "boyfriend" in a steady relationship (for females)

Nuna (누나) : Older sister (for males)

Onni (언니) : Older sister (for females)

Ssulung (썰렁) : "so cheesy/cold/lame" for cold jokes

Selca (셀카) : camwhore/self camera

Wang Ja (왕자) : 6 pack/washboard abs



♥ Heart Of God Church
♥ B and C Zone!
♥ donghaeng; Lord and Me
♥ Moi-même-Moitié
♥ amelia
♥ andrew lau!
♥ andrina
♥ anqi
♥ bellrarie!
♥ boxue!
♥ candy!
♥ cassandra!
♥ chew!
♥ clara!
♥ dajie
♥ darren!
♥ daryl!
♥ debrah
♥ faith, best friend!
♥ fedora!
♥ gabrielle!
♥ hinwen
♥ ivan!
♥ jasmine
♥ jia en!
♥ jia jia!
♥ jiayang!
♥ jia yun
♥ joanne!
♥ joyce
♥ kenneth!
♥ le raine
♥ ling
♥ liyin
♥ lucinda!
♥ marissa
♥ nadine!
♥ nelson!
♥ pearlyn
♥ peggy
♥ pei fen!
♥ pei jun
♥ reuben
♥ ruoen!
♥ ryan new!
♥ samantha!
♥ samantha whang
♥ sion; mr kimchi!
♥ shermaine!
♥ shihua
♥ shijin
♥ shizhe
♥ shumin
♥ shu xian/joe
♥ sofiana
♥ sophia
♥ sushian!
♥ sylvia!
♥ thea
♥ ting wei!
♥ trisha
♥ wanwen
♥ wei lai
♥ wendy
♥ winsome
♥ yi jing!
♥ yu xuan
♥ zhiyi!


♥ Abingdon Boys School
♥ Gackt
♥ Kenichi Matsuyama @ Horipro
♥ L'arc~En~Ciel
♥ Malice Mizer
♥ Namie Amuro
♥ S.K.I.N

♥ Big Bang
♥ DBSK Offical Site
♥ Epik High
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Entertainment
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Creative
♥ Rain's Offical Site
♥ Se7en
♥ Tablo
♥ Yiruma

♥ Gackt Dears
♥ Gackt Syndrome
♥ Rain Singapore
♥ Rain Union
♥ Sexy Bi


Blogs I read:

♥ Feet Man Seoul
♥ Joss Sticks
♥ K-popped!
♥ Lakeside Girl
♥ Mr Brown
♥ Mr Miyagi
♥ Mr Wang Says So
♥ PopSeoul!
♥ The Sartorialist
♥ Sibeh Sian
♥ Singaporean Mind
♥ Son of Singapore



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일요일, 4월 30, 2006, 10:03 오전

this sucks.

Horrible, terrible, vegetable day.

Firstly, my GOOD, TRUSTY iPod CONKED out on me. I mean, it still can play sone songs, but it HANGS, and in between songs it skips to the next one, and it hangs when I try to play, of all songs, Rain's Sad Tango. SHIT THAT THANG.


It feels shitty when a teacher condemns you for choosing a topic that you've worked on, and it is something out of the ordinary.

I'm a maverick.

목요일, 4월 27, 2006, 4:17 오후

Does it matter?

Just think that good things will come to an end someday. - Naomi.

Oh god. I think I'm losing my sense of philosophicness. If there's such a word. I can't think to think of more ranty posts and stuff. I'm now like most bloggers, just blogging about their daily lives. ARGH. HELP ME.


AHhhh. That's better. HEH.

Got back my report card. Did quite okay, better than I had expected. If only I could eliminate that little F9 over there....

And D&T. Oh, how much I hate Design and Technology. I mean, getting PVC glue all over your fingers, wood shavings in your hair, getting your thumb sore from guiding the wood through the scroll saw, etc, etc. Urgh, that sucks. Totally.

Rant, rant. Whine, whine.

Hui Kang came to school today. With AHMAD. I mean, Ahmad's ok. Like, real ok. But what pisses me off is someone else. Was told that he'll give us a BIG roasting. Like, marinating us first, then putting honey glazed over us, and stick us in a skewer and roast us, fireplace-like.

Okay, that was out of the freaking point.


Okay. I'll admit it.


Hah. I WISH. Okay Reuben, you can fix your jaw back in. I'm NOT.

You know you're in deep trouble when you're in this catagory: "I need no man to help me up and I am a feminist".

Pretty much most of Singapore's population are not, unless you're a nun. (Kidding.)

You know you're in trouble when someone tries to crack open your stubborn stone of a heart to get some of those beliefs about everlasting love in it.

I know I wouldn't last that much in a relationship right now because... I'm in two minds about these pointers.

8) The teeter-tottering of emotions. In a relationship, a couple must have surely, SURELY fought with one another over something. If you didn't, something's wrong with you. I detest, absloutely DETEST the feeling of being happy at a point of time and feeling so sad at the next. I need no mood swings. If I wanted them, I'll get pregnant, thank you.

7) Guys at this age are still in puberty, and they'll get DESPO. So, either you get a guy who still plays Digimon or Pokemon or Maplestory, or a guy who dumps you and goes for another girl. If you're one of the lucky ones (WOW, must ask you for lottery numbers), you get a guy who is mature (highly unlikely). Best wait for a few years.

6) I know I'll probably lose the friendship when this relationship ends. It always happen with mature guys.

5) It's not worth spending valuable time and money on a 'business' venture that, from the beginning, that you know that it will end someday. Unless you're on ROM, that is. And that's going to happen to me when I'm 23 or 24. Yi chun guang yin yi chun jin, chun jin nan mai chun guang yin.

4) And meaningless jealousies and suspicions that lead to quarrels over virtually nothing. I could do without that.

3) And at this age, nothing's gonna last that long. We're only going through the phrase to adulthood - a change that changes. Nothing changes except for change. WOW. Tongue twister, heh. Although I dream of the perfect relationship sometimes, with me and HIM. :p But that's in the near future. Not that I'm really going to get hitched to him or something. But I'm hoping.

2) Having to spend time with him. Boyfriend = prison warden. Get what I mean. UNless he wants to hang out on a double-date or something.

1) I have enough heartbreaks in my life to be so stupid so as to add another one. HA. I know that I'll get scarred for life, and most probably be a bachelorette. Or, worse still, be a Sister Sandry. And I'll live at the Vatican, thank you very much.

HEH. Nuns don't go on shopping sprees, don't watch the Da Vinci Code, don't hang out with male friends, or even have a BOYFRIEND. You know I can't live without that.

Maybe when I'm 18 or 17, I'll have my first steady. Or maybe even later when I go overseas. Or maybe even a local. I'll see how it goes. I wish for a guy 10 years older than me. ((: He must MUST be musically-inclined, (or not who's going to support my musical career?) or maybe a dancer. (!!! ((:) Have a kind and compassionate heart, knows how to cook. I'll appreciate his music if he's a musician of some sort.

Okay, with all that said...

Now, are there any single, intelligent young ladies who are interested...?

수요일, 4월 26, 2006, 6:45 오후

Some weird things, in and out of the courtroom.

Oh, I forgot to blog about this!

Jia Ling, Kiat Yi and I were playing this game.

"I blow your EYES away." Kiat Yi sang.

"I blow your NOSE away." Jia Ling sang.

"I blow your EYELIDS away." I sang.

This continued for a while.

Then suddenly...

"I blow RAIN'S NOSRILS away!" Kiat Yi sang.

Jia Ling and I stopped short.

"WHAT? Rain's NOSRILS?" I yelped.

"Yeah, his nosrils so big. His lips too." Kiat Yi said.

"WOW. That was like, so... UNEXPECTED." Jia Ling said.

Then Kiat Yi and Jia Ling proceeded to sketch (horribly, I noticed) Rain, using the various pictures I have of him.


Went to the Subordinate Courts today. Quite an eye-opening experience.

Sat through a hearing.

Hearing consisted of the judge and lawyers (like, so DUH) and members of the public.

4 people were in the docks.

The first person:
Commited shoplifting, had a huge number of cases before being charged with this case. Sentenced to 3 months inprisonment.

Second person:
Stole a necklace, inflicted hurt on the victim. Sentenced before with 24 (can't you believe it? 24 STROKES!) strokes of the cane and 15 months inprisonment. Now 7 years of corrective work training.

Third person:
Stole a CHOCOLATE bar from 7-Eleven and paint thinner from a nearby hardware shop. Sentenced to 6 months prison for both charges.
(When we heard that he stole a chocolate bar, we doubled up in laughter. A CHOCOLATE BAR! AHAHA! Not worth it!)

Fourth person:
He was charged for embezzling funds from his wife and friends. One of his friends' friend came to testify. He did not come for the previous court trial, so his bail is forfeited.

Was sleeping through the Embezzelment trial. Was so SLEEPY, with the rain beating against the walls. (It isn't soundproof) and I woke up when the judge said, "COURT!" And we had to rise.

URGH. Went to Hougang Point with Mei Hao and Ren Yi and Julie and Elijah and Uthara. (:

화요일, 4월 25, 2006, 8:46 오후


Endless effort, endless modesty, endless endurance. - Jeong Ji-hoon

This is like, so pathetic.

Those spammers have nothing better to do that waste their precious time spamming my tagboard than actually doing something worthwhile, for instance, studying, then they know I'm immune to it. HA. In your FACE. WHAHAHA.

Oh, stubborn me.

And actually doing this to my best friend. HOW DARE YOU. I won't forgive anybody who disses my friends, especially those people close to me. Do NOT involve her. Even though she sucks, in your opinion, (which I think otherwise), you keep it to yourself.

One thing is that I actually pei fu you/he/she/IT, that IT types SINGLE-FINGER-LY on the keyboard "dee sucks". How can anybody be soo TALENTED to actually TYPE for a long TIME? Unless they do copy and paste, which is like, so OLD SCHOOL. (note the sarcasm dripping)

Back to more happy things!

Renie and Nikki came to study at my abode yesterday. More like hosting a KTV session than studying, really. My room sounded like a noraebang (Korean word for a room in K-box).

Renie was hypervendilating (my new word!) about this 'hot' guy. HE. HIM. HEHE.

Got even closer to Nikki and Renie. (: Knew a bit better about each other and stuffs like that. Nikki was fascinated about my house, haha.

About the compo, I think it was ok.

Almost EVERYBODY chose question 1 or 4!


1) Write about an experience that changed your life.
2) My favourite time of the day.
3) *I forgot*
4) Write about -something- an animal escaped from the zoo.
5) Fame.

I wanted to write about fame, but I did not know what to write. HEH.

So I chose question 2. My favourite time of the day. I wrote about my favourite time as dawn, right after night and right before morning. HEH.

Anna and Li Qin thought that I would write question 5, haha. Because normally I'll write about those questions that has only one word, HEH.

Can't wait to go The Learning Lab this Friday. ((:

TLL ROCKS. (((((:

일요일, 4월 23, 2006, 1:56 오후

서여정, 三浦
nā-ō'mē, lit. my delight; beautiful; agreeable
hebrew נָעֳמִי , arabic, lit. enjoyment, pleasure, or gratification
japanese, lit. above all, beauty

16/17 /Korean-Singaporean /29 June 1992 /Nanyang Primary, Hougang Secondary, Ngee Ann Polytechnic Mass Communications /Raffles Junior College /Heart of God Church B41 / News anchor Model Pianist Celebrity Humanitarian Philanthropist / Dreamer Maverick Femme Fatale L'enfant terrible Revolutionary Visionary

Black Orange Pink Light Green White Red Grey / J-rock J-pop K-pop English Christian Classical Visual Kei / ABBA Big Bang Epik High Gackt Maksim Malice Mizer Namie Amuro Rain(!!) Se7en The Fray The Script TVXQ Utada Hikaru Chopin Mozart Schubert Nobuo Uematsu Ryuichi Sakamoto / Victorian Lolita Baroque Renaissance Romantic Gothic / Paris Tokyo Seoul Vienna Prague /piano rainy days tranquility serendipity romance expression surreal sublime abstract depth nocturne impromptu etude madrigal citadel asphyxiate spontaneity love passion cantabile chaconne semplice / (Mrs) Jeong Jihoon/ Jesus♥



10:59 오전

The Remedy [I Won't Worry] - Jason Mraz

I saw fireworks from the freeway and behind closed eyes
I cannot make them go away
Cause you were born on the fourth of july,
freedom ring now something on the surface it stings

that something on the surface it kind of makes me nervous who says that you deserve this
and what kind of god would serve this?
We will cure this dirty old disease
if you've gots the poison I've gots the remedy

the remedy is the experience.
It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious.
Which is a strange enough new play on words

I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends when it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.

I heard two men talking on the radio in a cross fire kind of new reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack they were counting down the days to stab the brother in the be right back after this

the unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh death breath is sure to outlast his catastrophedance with me, because if you've gots the poison, I've gots the remedy

the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends when it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.

When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why
Becausethe remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison

I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends when it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.
I won't and I won't and I won't.

This song left an impact on me. Especially when I'm down, I'll say, "I won't worry my life away."


9:43 오전

moments of passion in public transport.

Control thy passions, lest they take vengeance on thee. - Epictetus (55 AD - 135 AD)

Remember the post I'd made over the "I Love Yous"? Well, I take half of it back.

People get WAY too passionate and intense in Singapore when it comes to love. I can see, oh yes, I can actually see them canoodling in public transport when they are supposed to do whatever they have been doing in a room.

I swear, on my regular trips on the MRT and public buses, I can see lovestruck lovebirds clinging on the dear life to each other, hands running everywhere on each other, and some succumbing to each other. I felt like dousing cold water over them to douse their burning passions.

Can't they see that Singaporeans are actually "kehpoh" by nature and they are seeing you smooching like seeing a live version of Tammy NYP, no, make that Brokeback Mountain?

Even if they want to do these things, book a room, or find a secluded corner, hidden from prying eyes.

Birth control. We're learning that in science. No, we have already learned it. :p

I was with Ren Yi at the Kovan taxi stand last night and we saw a guy and a girl. They girl was around Sec 3 to 4, and the guy was like 4 years older than her. He suddenly leaned in towards the girl, and he was stuck in that position for so long, and we presumed that he wasted to give her a token of his affection. (tongue involved.) Ren Yi and I were so disgusted at this public display of affection, and turned away.

"Look at all these NEON lights that ESSO has!" Ren Yi exclaimed, in a high falsetto-like voice.

"Yea! The HANDICAPPED sign! The endless beams of light COMING FROM the CARS whizzing past US!" I added.

Heh. We're so evil.

Thank GOD the couple had the sense to break apart.

Urgh, go get a room.

목요일, 4월 20, 2006, 6:47 오후

Time 100 most influential people of the year



Vote for Rain as one of the most influential Artists and Entertainers of the Year!!!


Time magazine ROCKS. More than NEWSWEEK. *PFFT*.


6:10 오후

& i'm moving on.

Had a talk with Reuben last night on MSN. I guess we're sort of 'isolated' because we have mature thinking, as in, different from our chronological age.

My chronological age: 14
My mental age (according to Reuben): 16.

That sets it apart from other people. No matter how hard I try to fit in the crowd, I sort of can't. That's maybe the reason why I fit in with people older than me, or younger than me. :p

I mean, I feel frustrated why people can't adapt to my thinkings and theories, and my language. Sometimes I try to fit in, but I can't seem to adapt to their talk about clothes and stuff.

It's all a speculation.

The best things that happened in 2006 (SO FAR)
1) I got to know Renie, Nabila, Li Ming, Li Qin better. (:
2) Reuben and Li Ming helped me in my social life. (They helped me to sorta sort things out.)
3) Reuben and Pei Wen sorta grew closer to me.

OOH, major sidetrack. :p

Was sitting next to Renie for most of the day. ((: Was listening to the iPod and she was writing cool songs down for me to download. ((:

Renie's a cool person actually. She's a born comic. (: All over her diary was scrawled what I call (we call) "Moments of Intense Passion". HEH. All over my diary were also endless scrawls, of crushes and the like. Hers too. ((:

Was hanging out with Jannah and the rest at MacDs after school, after art. WHOOTS! I passed art, HAH. I thought I was going to fail, because the portrait drawing I drew of me looked like Jackie Chan's son, Jaycee. =X But Miss Tan said it was okay. =S

I just liked the way they joke, and stuff. Yea. I hope that I have friends like that that would joke with me and stuff.

Jannah tested me on Malay. She was like, "OH?"

Tak Ada= nothing
Tak taooh (it is pronounced like that) = I don't know.

Then she was like, "UJAN!"

OOHHH! Ujan = Rain. ((: LOL. Funny people.

Renie was talking about S***** (OOPSIE) and we joked and stuff. ((:

Jannah called me TING! ^^ Heh. The way she pronounced it was weird. HEH.

Nabila guided me back to the bus stop. HEH. Quite a short way home! ((:

수요일, 4월 19, 2006, 4:40 오후

sweet nostalgia.

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you

I'm not perfect. Seriously. No one's perfect.

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

I'm just worried about everything; my family... my friends... my future... my studies...
Everything's just a blob in my head. I try not to think too much, but I can't.

Even the best fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I guess this is not the right reason I have. I'm just sorry for whatever I've done to hurt you.
I treated you as a best friend. You are one of my best friends. But what do you treat me as?

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Nothing. You just shrugged our relationship away. I've tried hard to build this friendship with a solid foundation, and spicing it up with humor, jokes and an occasional outing (which we never had). To you, I'm just a NOT SO CLOSE friend.

Even the best fall down sometime
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Imagine the hurt that suffices in time, to realise that this happens. Just the day before we were nice to each other. Now? You don't even talk to me. You don't even look at me when I speak to you.

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Sure, I trusted you with everything I had. I don't want history to repeat itself. I don't want to be a girl with no meaning in life. When one person has no meaning in life, they die away.

Even the best fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide

I don't want to have a friendship that wastes away into nothingness. I don't want a friendship that I am the sole contributor. I just want a normal, stable friendship. I want a friendship with two people contributing to build it up. Not only me. I had had this type of relationships. But it fell apart, because they don't treasure it.

You finally find, you and I collide.

I'm sorry.

lyrics by Howie Day, Stop All the World Now.

3:45 오후

I Love You.

Don't think of me as a 14 year old, since all these troubles have made me older; I won't regret my actions. I'll behave the way I think I should. - Anne Frank, taken from TIME magazine.

One of the things that made me ponder about life... why don't people say "I Love You" to friends?

Love thy neighbour, as the Bible puts it.

I said to Renie, "I love you Renie darling."

"I love you too, Naomi darling."

"I love you Elijah."


"I love you, Pei Wen."

"I love you too, dear."

"I love you Reuben."

"I love you too."

"I love you, Uthara"


Most people are thinking about the usual, typical, stereotypical ways about saying "I Love You."

It is not just a phrase that you use for your loved ones, your significant other. You can use it for any occasion. You can tell your friends how much you love them. I do, but they told me never to say that again. (Hello, I'm straight. LOL.)

That's why I make a point to say Good Morning to every friend I meet. I treasure their friendship like gold. =)

To everybody out there; I LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE. =)

the verdict is out.

Typical, typical, typical.

I failed maths once again, dearies.

Renie too.

She was crying her eyes out, and I asked Kun Ying to change places with me. Miraculously, he did.

Comforted her, and in the end, I started crying.

Hais, math, living on this earth to kill us, and get us grounded.


화요일, 4월 18, 2006, 5:24 오후


I don't know how I feel la. It's a mixture of happiness and disappointment.

Miss Tan changed our spaces today. Actually I was sitting with Jia Ling and Kiat Yi and felt perfectly happy, and the girls tried to keep the noise level down with we chattering QUIETLY.

But, BUT, however, the MALE section of the class were making SO MUCH NOISE until we couldn't hear the grass cutter below.

The noise of JEREMY (assistant monitor, for God's sake) banging and shouting on the table to his buddies, the yellings of CX and the others, Dennis cussing and Kun Ying shouting contributed to the din of 2E3. Even Mdm Chua came and scolded us. (Thank god she never mentioned the pantyliners. 1E3 people know about this. =X)

Then, she went back to the staff room and told it to Miss Tan, in turn, came to us and changed our seats pronto.

Seriously, MALES (I relent using the word guys), can't you act more... MATURED? This is not pre-school, but secondary school. You're already 13, some of you 14, and you still act like children. GROW UP, WILL YOU?

You're making all of us frustrated, adding grey hairs onto Miss Tan's scalp, causing her to worry so much over you all. URGH.

Stupidity, that's what it is.

월요일, 4월 17, 2006, 5:35 오후

hooked on blogthings!

Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

Your Blogging Type is Artistic and Passionate
You see your blog as the ultimate personal expression - and work hard to make it great.One moment you may be working on a new dramatic design for your blog...And the next, you're passionately writing about your pet causes.Your blog is very important - and you're careful about who you share it with.
What's" Your Blogging Personality?

Your Musical Tastes Match: Jennifer Garner
See her whole playlist here (iTunes required)
What Celebrity Matches Your Taste in Music?

You Are Likely an Only Child
At your darkest moments, you feel frustrated.At work and school, you do best when you're organizing.When you love someone, you tend to worry about them.
In friendship, you are emotional and sympathetic.Your ideal careers are: radio announcer, finance, teaching, ministry, and management.You will leave your mark on the world with organizational leadership, maybe as the author of self-help books.
The Birth Order Predictor

HEHE. It is correct. (:

Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"
You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you
Your flirting style: friendly and sweet
What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance
Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive
What Does Your Candy Heart Say?


Your Hidden Talent
You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!
What's" Your Hidden Talent?


Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking
You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.
You should major in:
PhilosophyMusicTheologyArtHistoryForeign language
What Should You Major In?

WOW! It's really what I want to major in. :p

Your Birthdate: June 29
You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet.Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings.You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments.You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action.
Your strength: Your vivid imagination
Your weakness: Fear of failure
Your power color: Coral
Your power symbol: Oval
Your power month: November
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

OKay, mostly true but I fit in in traditional environments!

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?


How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You give completely and unconditionally in relationships.
You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
How Are You In Love?

Okay. Maybe. Dunno. (:

Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2
"Sky falls, you feel likeIt's a beautiful dayDon't let it get away"
You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments.And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too.
What's" Your Theme Song?

That is SO RIGHT! (:

You Should Be A Cancer
What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous
What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand
In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection
In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support
Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure
Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood
You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese
What Sign Should You Be?

What the heck. I AM a Cancer.

Your Career Type: Artistic
You are expressive, original, and independent.Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic DesignerIllustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.
What's" Your Ideal Career?

OKAY. OKAY. Maybe a musician.

You Should Get a JD (Juris Doctor)
You're logical, driven, and ruthless.You'd make a mighty fine lawyer.
What Advanced Degree Should You Get?


You Were a Skunk
You carry yourself with sensuality and a flowing energy.You have a great reputation, and you follow your own (good) advice.
What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

But Skunks give off a bad smell too. HUMPH.

People Envy Your Compassion
You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.
What Do People Envy About You?

Do they? They don't even see it!

Your Love Life Secrets Are
Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.
You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?
It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off.
In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.
A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.
Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

... OKay.

You Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.
Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.
At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.
What Temperment Are You?

quite true, actually. (:

Your Love Element Is Water
In love, you connect deeply and commit totally.For you, love is all about taking risks and moving into unknown territory.
You attract others with courage and confidence.Your flirting style is defined by your flexibility and ability to adapt.
Nurturing and shared learning are the cornerstones of your love life.And while you may jump in to love too quickly, you always come out the wiser for it.
You connect best with: Metal
Avoid: Earth
You And another Water element: will pull each other down into a dark place
What Element Is Your Love?

ARGH! But he is WATER TOO! What dark place?

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B
You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.
You are most compatible with: B and AB
Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and
What's" Your Inner Blood Type?

Your Japanese Name Is...
Misaki Shijo
What's" your Japanese Name?

My Japanese Name is Naomi. Naomi is a Japanese name. (: Actually it's Hebrew. LOL

Your Love Song Is
You and Me by Lifehouse
"Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to proveAnd it's you and me and all of the peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you"
For you, love is very intense and a little difficult to express.
What Love Song Are You?

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!
You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

Er. I have not gone into a relationship BEFORE. HEH.

Your Element is Water
Your power colors: blue and aqua
Your energy: deep
Your season: winter
Like the ocean, you evoke deep feelings and passion.You have an emotional, sensitive, and spiritual soul.A bit mysterious, you tend to be quiet when you are working out a problem.You need your alone time, so that you can think and dream.
What Element Are You?

DUH. I AM a water element. (:

You've Got Guys Lined Up Around the Block
While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's...You get the most dates of any girl you knowIt's your whole five star package that attracts men -Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue.
Are You Attractive?


You Are Low Maintenance
Otherwise known as "too good to be true"You're one laid back chica - and men love that!Just remember that no good guy likes a dormat.So if you find your self going along to get along...Stop yourself and put up a little bit of a fight.
Are You High Maintenance?

HEH. But I demand certain stuff sometimes. (:

You Are a Flawless Beauty!
When it comes to beauty, you spare no expense - and it showsYou're the kind of woman a man would launch a thousand ships forIt's hard for anyone to beat you in the beauty departmentBut remember, it's okay to show a flaw or too - you've got plenty to spare
What Type of Beauty Are You?


Your Love Quote
Love makes the wildest spirit tame, and the tamest spirit wild.
What Love Quote Suits You?

Your True Sign Is Aquarius
WackyRebelliousCutting EdgeA Total FreakUnconventionalDifficult to PredictBreaking All The RulesIndependent and Inventive
What's" Your True Sign?

Your Power Color Is Blue
Relationships and feelngs are the most important things to you.
You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.
If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.
You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.
What's" Your Power Color?

You Should Honeymoon in Asia!
If you and your sweetie aren't world travelers, you should beYou have a flair for the exotic - and *will* eat the mystery meatAsia is the perfect new experience for your new lifeFrom temples to tofu to tech toys, you'll have trouble fitting everything in!
Suggested destinations: Hong Kong, Tokyo, Thailand, Austrailia
Where Should You Go On Your Honeymoon?

You Belong in Paris
Stylish and a little sassy, you were meant for Paris.The art, the fashion, the wine, the men!Whether you're enjoying the cafe life or a beautiful park...You'll love living in the most chic place on earth.
What City Do You Belong In?

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond!
You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring.A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition.Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you.And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...!
What's" Your Dream Engagement Ring?

You Are Right Brained In Love
Bit of a drama queenPeacemaker, first to end a fightGood at thinking up creative datesTend to fall in love and get hurt easilyGoing with your gut instead of your headEmphathetic and caring, sometimes to a faultGood at recognizing patterns in relationshipsBeen in love many times, perhaps too many to countWildly passionate and intense when falling in loveSpontaneous with relationships, going with the flowOverly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mindRoses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart
Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love?

HEHE. (:

5:04 오후

you're weird.

I'm weirded out.

Han Wei is the weirdest member of the male species I've ever met and seen. With the exception of Reuben. (Kidding!)

Firstly, this is our conversation on MSN.

my desire to kill...had not end... says:
i hate angmoh women

` ting+비(ピ) ji-hun© 我爱你,郑智薰 사랑해요, 비!! sarang hae jeong ji-hun. that's not funny at all. says:
why leh?

my desire to kill...had not end... says:
they flaunt their bodies anyhow...

` ting+비(ピ) ji-hun© 我爱你,郑智薰 사랑해요, 비!! sarang hae jeong ji-hun. that's not funny at all. says:
why telling me this all of a sudden? -_-"

my desire to kill...had not end... says:
nothing lor... just say say la. but i think angmoh guys better. at least they not so...

` ting+비(ピ) ji-hun© 我爱你,郑智薰 사랑해요, 비!! sarang hae jeong ji-hun. that's not funny at all. says:


my desire to kill...had not end... says:
ya ya.

I mean, seriously! Who says these to a girl? Come on! No wonder why his previous girlfriends left him. Now he shows off his BIASNESS. URGH.

my desire to kill...had not end... says:
i looking for stead now. my previous girlfriends say i boring.

` ting+비(ピ) ji-hun© 我爱你,郑智薰 사랑해요, 비!! sarang hae jeong ji-hun. that's not funny at all. says:
what has that gotta do with me?

my desire to kill...had not end... says:
nothing lor.

OMG. So despo! Desperate for a relationship! Is this guy a buaya or something? So weird!

` ting+비(ピ) ji-hun© 我爱你,郑智薰 사랑해요, 비!! sarang hae jeong ji-hun. that's not funny at all. says:
i mean, seriously, what are you writing these to me for?

my desire to kill...had not end... says:
you like nothing to talk so i start lor.

OK, fine. I mean, you should at least start like, "Oh, how's your day?" or something along those lines la. For goodness sake, it's like asking someone, "Hey. Did you know, before talking to you I went and peed?"

my desire to kill...had not end... says:
they say in school i most handsome one.

` ting+비(ピ) ji-hun© 我爱你,郑智薰 사랑해요, 비!! sarang hae jeong ji-hun. that's not funny at all. says:
sure. then why are you still single, may i ask?

my desire to kill...had not end... says:
... because i dump them what.

Oh GODS! The last thing I want is to talk to a guy with a BIG ego. Seriously. He's such a put-off.

I did something what every decent girl would have done.

I blocked him.

일요일, 4월 16, 2006, 11:21 오전







10:51 오전

big dreams for a teenage adolescent.

Keep to the dreams of thy youth. - Friedrich von Schiller

Everybody has dreams. Big dreams, small dreams, whatever they may be, they are still dreams.

But there's one thing that seperates dreams from physical reality.

I love pretty and beautiful things. Seriously. For example, the typical bougenvellas (sp?) on the road. The single, petite flower on the sidewalk. That new ankle-length skirt that I want in the shop window.

But deep down inside, I know I'm just plain Naomi. If you'd walk along Orchard Road, you probably won't talent-spot me. I'm just another Singaporean teenager walking along, chatting with a friend or two. But you see, what seperates me from the crowd, or vice versa, is the dreams that I have.

Someday I would like to have beautiful children. Yes, I'll probably look like a harassed shopoholic cum maid when you visit my house next time, but I'll be happy. Why? I know that those stroke-inducing buggers will tire me out and everything, but they'll be filial enough to help me carry heavy shopping bags. HEH. Although they are not perfect in others' eyes, they'll be perfect to me. Even though they don't get good grades, but as long as they try hard enough, I'll be satisfied.

But if they get good grades without studying, I'll scold them. It's like, you get things without putting in the effort, then the thing is pointless. You don't bu lao er huo, or shou zhu dai tu.

Huge sidetrack. =)

I also aspire to have a career in the educational side. I plan to set up an English, Maths & Science school , namely, The Learning Lab. (: And I could be a translator for stars too. *hint* But if I could, I also want to do modelling (when all traces of teenage skin are gone) for the various fashion industries too.

I wish upon a star.

I wish upon a single raindrop.

The world could do with a little more magic, in the harsh reality that is overtaking our world.

토요일, 4월 15, 2006, 11:54 오전

the price of fame.

Reading: Rich Kid, Smart Kid by Robert T. Kiyosaki

What's the price of fame? Being stalked? Being not able to have any privacy?

This is what I am wondering, in case if I turn famous, which is like, a tad bit possible. But I must consider the consequences.

For instance, if you're famous for the right reasons, like modelling, acting and being a famous educator like Robert T. Kiyosaki, it's okay. The most, for modelling and acting or singing, you have legions of fans stalking you and demanding for your contact number. You go to Orchard Road with your friends, and suddenly this barrage of people rush up like a tidal tsunami towards you.

Cameras flashing, people screaming and waving placards bearing your name across in big read font, carrying embarassing messages like, "Marry me," "I love you." Okay, the I love you isn't so bad, but the "Marry me" part... urgh. If someone declares his love for me like that on a billboard in Korea, Seoul, I'd practically DIE.

HEH, as if it will happen. HEH.

If you're famous for the WRONG reasons, like Tammy NYP, you're like, so screwed. The tabloids! Especially the tabloids. They follow you steathly, observing your every move. You are dating with someone the world doesn't know, you're on the tabloids. (*shudder*, I hope my face and name are not on the tabloids if I date someone famous) I'll practically DIE.

I guess there's a price to pay if you really want to succeed. Like, you want to go out with your friends, go to the local 7-Eleven to buy something, go to Esso... etc, and fans come asking for your contact everywhere you go.

This price is, no privacy, no limitations. Sometimes you just miss the days that you're not famous, and you can go pee on the roadside without anyone knowing who you were.

Just for the fun of it.

10:28 오전

screwed. so screwed.

in the iTunes: Sugar, we're going down - Fall Out Boy
Sad Tango - Rain
Flight of the Bumblebee - Maksim Mrvica

Reading: Forbes Magazine
The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown
Memoirs of a Geisha by Arthur Golden

I am so effing PISSED.

Han Wei cannot come, and Jia Ling had to cancel today's appointment.

By right, I'm supposed to dress up RIGHT FREAKING NOW and looking punked, rocked and dangerous, ready to roam the streets.

But now? I'm stuck at this stupid desktop computer doing practically NOTHING until Reuben comes online.



And, I just found out that my dad had to pay 12K to install Starhub Cable Tv.

I hate this. I absloutely hate this.


All of us want presents. Beautiful or not, it's the thought that counts.

Presents I don't mind recieving:

1) Jeong Ji-hoon. (: Goes without saying. HEH.

2) Concert tickets to a singer I like. Refer to picture above. (: If he gives me a complementary ticket I won't mind. But must have backstage pass la. *wink*

3)Shoes. Heels please. I have too much sneakers.

4)Scrapbook of Rain: Road to Rain. =) Now that is one book I don't mind recieving.

5)A Borders/Kinokuniya/Popular voucher.

6) Books. Novels. Not those Sci-Fi rubbish. Something like romance, or thriller with codes like Dan Brown.

7)Flowers. Now that's one thing I don't mind recieving.

8)A year's subscription to a magazine. (Seventeen, Teenage, Newsweek.) I have Time, Reader's Digest, and the Economist already. And Forbes too. =D

9) A Me to You mug. I love those cute Patch Bears. =D

10)A holiday in Korea. With a visit pass to JYP Entertainment.

And these are things under no circumstances would I want to recieve:

1)A computer game.

2)A photoframe.

3)Food vouchers.

4)A pen holder.

5) A water bottle.

6) A Russell Lee true Singapore Ghost Stories Book.

7) Sunglasses.

8)Piano scores to meaningless modern composers.

9)The chance to visit the Singapore River, with complementary Riverboat ride.

This is all I can think for now. The list grows everyday.

9:54 오전

jinx or what.


So jinxed.

Or is it ambigious?

Firstly, Mrs Lily Lee told me to enter this competition, and I added Jia Ling, Kiat Yi and Jesslyn.

Jia Ling cannot go because she is coming back at NIGHT on the competition date.


Next, today I'm supposed to go out with Jia Ling. Han Wei was supposed to go out with us. (Sort of a double-date thing). And NO, I'm not Han Wei's stead.

Then Han Wei's grandpa passed on, and he had to go to his grandfather's funeral.

Wah, strike lottery is also not so ZHUN.

목요일, 4월 13, 2006, 6:21 오후

Okay, the science exam wasn't so hard as they rumored. Easy. And I thought the diagram was some complicated design of the xylem and phloem tubes... and it turned out to be a sperm. -_-". And I added the fact about mitochondria that the notes had (in fine print).

Today Jia Ling, Kiat Yi and I were 'studying' in class, but Kiat Yi was recording our 'melodious' voices.

I was singing the high pitched voice of Jay Chou's Huo Yuan Jia, and Jia Ling was singing the "HUO HUO"s. Unfair SEH.

When it was our time to listen to the recordings, it was FRIGHTFUL.

LOL, won't elaborate, but Jia Ling and I sang "The Moon Represents my Heart" (Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin).

Jia Ling sang baritone, I sang soprano. HEHE.

Enough madness for one day.

Faith, I want to wear a HANBOK, those Da Chang Jin ladies wear, but a more fashionable one la. Not those hideous maroon red. Change my mind about the kimono though. HA.

수요일, 4월 12, 2006, 6:26 오후



This is the Yodelling Way!

Where we learn how to YODEL! or YODLE! WHATEVER!


Rain is learning how to yodel (yodle) right? Ask him to follow this simple steps.

1) Take a deep breath
7) Exhale

See?! 7 simple steps! LOLOLOLOLOL


Being annoying and stupid unlike my usual serious self.



5:47 오후

self-inflicted stress.

Why, OH WHY did I mention Cao Cao?

Now everybody that I know is talking and guessing who Cao Cao is. Finally JIA LING, of all people, guessed it. HEH.

Actually I kinda think that the name is suitable for him.

1) Cao Cao is a general, and HE organizes things too. =)

2) Cao Cao is fierce. And he LOOKS fierce. HEH.

As Jia Ling says, "Naomi ar, dedicate yourself to one person." HEH. Okay.

ARGH, so excited about this SATURDAY! I'm going out with Jia Ling and Han Wei and Mr Anderson! Something like a double date! YAYNESS!

We're going to watch a movie, and then we're going K-boxing! LOL! I hope I don't need to sing, or not I'll choke on my own voice and embarass myself. BLEAGH. Everybody knows singing is not my forte. I'd rather... dare myself, dress up like a geisha to roam the streets of Chinatown. NOT.

Then after after we bid farewell to the boys, we're going full-blown girl shopping! (: I don't mind being girly now. HEH, after being tomboy-ish for my whole Primary school life. HEH.

Jia Ling says that I shouldn't think too much. Should I? The only things I think about are philosophical stuff.

OH OH OH! I went to this dental exhibition on Sunday, after my piano concert!

And my family met this guy, Dr. Peter Tay, one of the most prominent figures in the dental industry. He gave me a lot of tips about business.

"Naomi, what do you want to be when you grow up?" He asked me.

"A translator, for Rain." I replied.

"Don't be just a translator. OWN the school that teaches translators, or a language school." He shot back.

OMG, this is like so... zhun lor. I want to collaborate with Reuben and Pei Wen in the future to establish The Learning Lab in Seoul and China, and this guy here is showing me that way!

"Music is also a good career to be in. Now, more and more people appreciate music," he said, after knowing I had just came from the piano recital, "so go for it. I am looking forward to see you in the Esplanade in the near future." He concluded.

"Play golf. Who knows, you may meet prominant figures in society. Why, just yesterday I played gof with Sembcorp's CEO, that lady. And, although she's a woman, she plays well.

See, I told you so, my dad gave me a look.

URGH. GOLF? I get the aches when I play it. But for the sake of meeting business partners, I must play golf. HEH.

OH, exams!

There were 5 topics to choose from.

I chose the "difficult to say no" one.
And I wrote about 638 words.

Hell. About 170 words that exceed the word limit. URGH.



화요일, 4월 11, 2006, 4:28 오후

Lacking of something.

And we shall clean the cobwebs out of each other's mind. - Fannyowemoney.

"Naomi, you're clearly lacking in something." He told me in MSN.

"What?" I typed back.

"Motivation." Those jet black fonts screamed at me, in contrast to the white background of the MSN window.

Fine. You read me.

I don't know, whenever I talk to him on MSN, when he hits the nail on the spot, I get that familliar warm fuzzy feeling that you get when someone knows or reads you like a book.

It's a good thing and a bad thing.

Heck, how the hell did he know so much about me?

It sort of stings when I know that he is so damn right about me. What motivation do I have in my life? Besides all these useless billboards screaming out at me, "Depression? Call this hotline."


"Oh, Naomi, the world's best rocket scientist failed his algebra when he was young."

HA. Motivation. HA. HA. HA. I'm amused.

You mean, push myself to do better? PUSH. PUSH! PUSH! Like some gynae telling a mother to push harder. HEH.

I must stop thinking too much.

Hell, this blogging is theraputic! I feel good already.


월요일, 4월 10, 2006, 5:38 오후

trying to impress.

In the iTunes: Bad Guy - Rain
Sad Tango - Rain
Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You - Air Supply
Leaving on a Jet Plane - Jewel


How the heck did so many people know about *ahem* Cao Cao already???

Walao, first it was only Bi Xia and Ren Yi. Then it ballooned to Mei Hao, Julie, Elijah (kidding, thank heavens no). OMG.

Then tell me, next time, he himself will know. Then I'm like, so dead.

Anyway, today is International Friendship Day. People got roses. I didn't. So does Ren Yi and Xiao Li.

Jia Ling got 3 roses. No prizes for guessing who they were from - Jason Liow (he gave a BOUQUET), Chin Kiang and Kenneth (a rose each).

Oh wells, people who are not popular now will become popular next time. (Like Rain.)

Renie asked me if I was sad, I said no. Seriously. NO, I'm not sad at all. (: See? I'm SMILING!

*dreams* I'll like to ask my significant other to send me a bouquet of flowers when I'm in class or something! I mean, like how Cha Tae-Hyun gave the rose to Jeon Ji-Hyun in My Sassy Girl onstage, while she was playing the piano! I hope something like that would happen. I mean, it'll be a surprise when you are learning A Maths, then suddenly this delivery guy or your boyfriend just came in and give you the freaking flowers! It's like... *gasp!* *ends dream*

FINE. I'm sidetracking. HEHE.

Cao Cao was behind me, Jia Ling, Nikki, Boon and the rest. Boon Ping suddenly turn to me and asked,

"Naomi," as we were walking to Hougang Point, "later we go to the taxi driver and ask, "Uncle, how to go to Hougang Point ar?""

Jia Ling and I burst out into guffaws. Seriously, Boon Ping can be so funny sometimes.

I remember, during recess, Jason Liow made fun of my qing chun dou AGAIN. Seriously, I'm at the Peak of Puberty, and of course some of us will have pimples on our face right?

He said, "Were you being shot at with a machine gun or something?"

I shot back (pardon the pun), "At least it's better than yours right?" For his is those type of small and SIGNIFICANT (I swear, the alliteration was unintended!) pimples, scattered across his face like chicken pox.

Boon Ping added, "Yea, Jason Liow, she has a point. Yours are like ant bites." Before running away before Jason could give him a knuckle sandwich.

Naomi, must be dedicated to one person! Do not let your mind wander!

All the best for CA2 people! We can do it! Aza Aza FIGHTING! Jia YOU!

일요일, 4월 09, 2006, 10:33 오전

My Korean Endeavour

I am a full-blown Korean fan for about.. 4 years now, ever since My Sassy Girl and Rain came out. No kidding.

My first ever Korean Endeavour-

My Sassy Girl. Poor Cha Tae-Hyun. But a nice and funny movie. Practically everyone says that I'll look like this chick when I grow up. *shudders*

My Korean Endeavour 2-

My Tutor Friend. Short. But funny. I love this show.

My Korean Endeavour 3-

Windstruck Like it, but that poor guy dies halfway through the movie. Oh no, not LUKEAMIA again? Can't they be more creative? Like lung rot or something? Okay, they tell me that it's from gunshot wounds. Okay, that's not so bad after all.

My Korean Endeavour 4-

Ill Mare This show never ceases to touch me. *sobs*

My Korean Endeavour 5 -

Marrying the Mafia. Poor guy, getting married to the Mafia's Daughter. Typical Wife-beats-hubby show. Funny.

My Korean Endeavour 6-

Oh, Happy Day! A typical Jang Na-ra film. Not that nice though.

My Korean Endeavour 7-

FULL HOUSE ARGH! MY FAVOURITE AMONGST ALL THE KOREAN DRAMAS!!!!!!! ARGH! ARGH! All the guys are hot. My kind of dream guy though. (:

My Korean Endeavour 8-

My Little Bride! It's damn funny and nice. My 3rd favourite Korean drama series. About this 18 year old girl, in an arranged marriage to a 28 year old police officer. Sounds like an impossible marriage... not. hehe.

My Korean Endeavour 9-

Wonderful Life My 2nd favourite show of all time. The synopsis is kinda complicated. It's shot in Singapore! At least for the first few episodes. I LOVE IT! (:

My Korean Endeavour 10-

Sangdoo, Let's go to School! Love this. But Rain and that horrible actress gets killed by a dump truck after Rain was released from prison, leaving behind his only daughter. DANG IT!

My Korean Endeavour 11-

My Girl and I That girl dies from lukaemia, yes, AGAIN. But nice movie anyways. (:

My Korean Endeavour 12-

My Name is Kim San Soon. Hilarious. Love it. (:

I love Full House. ((: My favourite of all. ((:

10:00 오전

Pre-concert jitters.

Screw it.

I'm having my annual Easter Concert TODAY, yes, TODAY.

Come on, I'd like anyone, just simply ANYONE, to shoot me onstage.

Wait, if they shoot me, I'll...

I can't play in the Esplanade next time when I grow up, BOO HOO.

Was walking along Singapore River with the parents.

Saw this gorgeous house, the Riverview (or something like that), and the Dad, being inquisitive, went in and checked it out. I was reading the Da Vinci Code and was so engrossed in it and walked furthur than expected until the Dad had to call me.


OMG, that place was GORGEOUS. I swear I'm going to ask my husband to buy that penthouse next time. (: If he wants to la. Besides, I've got my eye on Sentosa Cove. For my house in Singapore.

I went to the penthouse showflat.... OMG OMG OMG. I am so going to live in that showflat. They designed it until it was so... NICE. I can't stand it. It's so damn damn nice. (: Especially the Master Bedroom, so nice! Like... those Nature Dark kinda stuff. So you can have extra privacy at night. *wink* (:

The kitchen, ah, the kitchen! I can cook next time for the Husband and the Kids while looking out at the Singapore River and beyond.

Carribean at Keppel Bay
Courtesy of DTZ Ltd.

This looks something like those houses, but only it's at the Singapore River, not Keppel Bay. (:

Sentosa Cove
Courtesy by Sentosa

I want. I want. So gorgeous right? But I want that house on the mountain. I mean, by the mountain. (: Can see the sea, damn beautiful. Kiat Yi, you are more than welcome to stay to take pictures for a few weeks. Just don't mind the little buggers. (:

But my real dream house is... you guessed it, Full House.

See, ladies and gentlemen, my dream home.

Anyone can buy it for me, just... anyone?

Kidding la.

목요일, 4월 06, 2006, 4:43 오후

girl, interrupted.

Just posting for the fun and sake of it.

HEH, so just posting.

Mom found Mr Goh. Mr Goh's my primary school Chinese Orchestra conductor. WAS, in fact. I missed him LOADS after he left Nanyang, and he's now replaced by this snotty old woman who thinks she's so great. BLARGH. Shoot her.


So yea. Actually it was Aunty Amy who found Mr Goh.

I love Mr Goh. He bought the Orchestra to McDonald's after the SYF, he brought us to the Singapore Mint, he brought us to Jurong Island (kidding) and he brought us all the way to Genting Highlands for a Chinese Orchestra Competition.

So, we found him, he is now creating a CLUB in PASIR RIS. PASIR RIS. SO DAMN FAR. Furthur than EXPO.


Was wondering today yet again.

Today we were talking about terrorism.

Mrs Teo asked us to name a few terrorism attacks.

I recalled what was printed on the MRT advertistments, about the SQ 117 in 1991 attack, and was willing to share with the class that something, or somebody actually dared to attack Singapore Airlines.

But what did the whole class respond?

"Ah YA. So long time ago de. Not interested."

"Ya LOR"

"BOOOOOO. We were born after that la."

Yeah, one pathetic year. I thought.

When I was attending school in Australia for a month before, I remembered, the people there were different.

They were actually willing to share whatever little nuggets of facts they had with the class, the class will listen intendly and they will inject their own comments or opinions.

Here, in Singapore, it's a total vice versa kinda thing. It's like, when you want to add to the fray, the people, instead of trying to comment or encourage you, they discourage you and dismiss you as, "Oh, fuck off, what you're contributing is total and absloute BULLSHIT."

Great. If I wouldn't care about these sort of things, I wouldn't have opened my mouth and waste my saliva.

I guess it just works this way, that when people say something or do something that makes you fall, you pick yourself up for the 68465494684th time, ignoring those wounds on your knees and continue running, and the next time that someone or someone else trys that tactic on you again, you feel indifferent. To the extent of not caring whether Toccatua gets blown up and millions of people dies... or something like that. DIEEE, you little shithead, DIEEEE.


"What's so amazing about really deep thoughts?"

Now that I think about it, it is rather ironic isn't it? The fact that I am living in some kind of weirdass paradox is makes me want to poke myself to death. Haha. POKE. Hell, we should all stop thinking altogether. Makes the world a happier place. No love, no hate, no war, no fighting... just existence. Sounds good to me.

Or, maybe not, without the love part. But we should have love in the world.

I was trying (in vain) to explain to a friend what "irony" meant, and as I went on and on churning out examples of irony, the entire irony of the irony that I am explaining to her what the ironic meaning of "irony" is, hit me hard on the head. Ironically, I don't think she really got the idea in the end.

Whoopsie daisy, diddly dum. (okay, that shounded wrong. Just wrong.)

수요일, 4월 05, 2006, 5:53 오후


I think people think that my thinking is too disillusional. My brain has probably fogged up to totally comprehend what other people are trying to send me through, and to see what they see through their eyes.

Maybe I am. Perhaps I am.

I think otherwise, and I end up acting on my own accord and just do what is right in my thinking. I just save my opinions and instead, blare them out like a loudhailer. When people just look and judge me on these actions and do not bother to listen to my explainations on why I conclude such theories in said matter, I really can't think of a nicer way to say, "Fuck off and mind your own business," in a nicer tone and quality of words.

I just sort of absorb, sponge-like, their accuses and it's nice, however, to let your feelings absorb all those negativeness and then teleport into nothingness.

I'm living life too close to my best friends and good friends. Faith Sim, Prisia Ong, Tan Jia Ling and Tan Kiat Yi. (close friends count = 4). The rest are either friends, sub-friends, aquaintences or just enemies. Our friend ship is those kind of like, you don't say anything with words kind. We just keep quiet, but our friendship bond is like, growing stronger everytime we meet or talk.

Me, I just don't know myself. I don't really know myself. All that I know about myself is that I'm willing to forgive, (unless that person stabs me or whatever) I'm sort of kind and listen to people before injecting my comments about said subject, and I love to read, play the piano, listen to music and cook.

Sorry, excuse the sidetrack.

Isn't it heart-breaking if you try to start conversation, you are halfway saying something and the person you were trying to talk to goes, "Fuck off. You're wasting my time."? Yea. That's how it feels, referring to said point above.

People think I allow her to bitch about other people, expecting me to put a stop to it. I mean, hell, what has SHE and whatever SHE SAID has to do with ME? I don't call the shots in the school. I don't do anything in the school, except holding a position of Prefect. (Hui Yi, nothing's wrong between us in this post. Not referring to you. No hard feelings. ((:) Heck, you people expect me to go and just stuff a cork in her mouth or something?

Hell no. They believe I actually APPROVE of her doing it, and I'm really afraid of ruining our friendship. HEH.

It's like a been there done that thing. Seriously. I ended up falling out with HER, just because I did not want to be a rumor monger. But hey, something's gotta give.

Sometimes I don't know what I am doing is right or wrong. But it all boils down to trust. I trust my instincts, I trust my friends, and most importantly, I trust myself. The world is already full of problems, don't add to the weight by adding another one. I just arm myself with my trust, and just clean up whatever I've spilled.

And it's only up to you people to see whether you trust me.


4:40 오후


Does rejection hurt? Does it?

I don't know. I rejected him yesterday and he just well, shed tears that I could not see, but I can feel it.

Sorry. Go find some other girl that you know better, even know I only knew you for three years.

I don't know what you see in me la. Really.

Let's remain as friends okay? It'll be better.

I don't want to have my first love so early. I need to concentrate. I know you're already Sec 3, and I'm only Sec 2. You've finished your streaming examinations already. I haven't.

Just be friends. Friends?


To one of my good friends.

Yan, I know rejection hurts. Just soldier on, girl. Even though the group won't take you in, just bear with it. Your goodness will shine through, eventually.

Yan, I know you're in a prestegious school. No fear. You have your future ahead in store for you. Just hit the books, do not care about her dear. Just hit the books. At least you know that you have a brighter future ahead for you than her.

Cutting yourself is not an option. Yes, I've walked through that path before. I've cut myself. I did not feel any satisfaction. Instead, I felt even more torn and hurt within. Do not blemish the wonderful body God gave you. Treasure it. Treat it like it was your favourite Jay Chou CD.

Come on darling, let's face it. Rejection hurts. But along with it, it brings with it a lesson and love. You'll find your love eventually. Do not depend on that guy anymore. He just wants you because he wants you to be his squeeze. Do NOT let him touch you anymore. he has not got the right to anyway. So take your mind away from him.

Wish you all the best, my friend.

Take care.

Love, Naomi.


I feel as if I'm speaking in riddles and I'm contradicting myself. And speaking in a paradox too.

월요일, 4월 03, 2006, 8:14 오후

Hot guys on Earth.

Since it's only 8 and I just finished eating my dinner + finding for my iTunes CD (still haven't found it) + configuring the new laptop (still haven't configured it) and watching my toenails grow.

Okay, my post for the day.

So far, I have been in doubt for the most hottest guy on Earth (to me.)

It's a fair fight between Rain and Se7en.


Se7en. Jesslyn says that he's hotter than Rain. HUMPH.

But, I'll be exclusive about those guys for awhile.

For some of my Harry Potter crazy friends (yes YOU, LING TYNG) I'll put his gorgeous picture here for you to see.

Harry Potter a.k.a Daniel Radcliffe. I have to admit, he's a tad bit hot for an angmoh.

Back to ASIANS again. Jesslyn, however, remains adamant that her darling JJ Lin is handsom-er than Rain.

JJ Lin. But he looks uglier in this pic. Shame on you, Google Image Search!

Maybe Jay Chou can save this poor fella.

Jay Chou. One picture that'll make Kiat Yi drool. HERE, Jay takes pictures too!

According to a survey I made, my mother was all, "Kwon Sang WOO! Quan Xiang YU!"

Kwon Sang Woo. Maybe his cute face made ajumas fall for him. But Heck, he's HOT. But too old. 30, like Cha Tae-Hyun and Bae Yong-Joon.

However, I think some guys are hot on the inside. Like in their personas.

Cha Tae-hyun. Not that hot, but cute. HA. He's engaged. *sobs*.

Lee Ji Hoon. It's funny how all the hot Korean guys are called Ji-Hoon. HEH.

Rain will still remain my favourite.

He looks cute in this photo actually, unlike those horrible pictures of him halfway talking with his mouth hanging open in the taboids. Hell, I'd bet that they just take a pic and publish it, that's it, without PHOTOSHOPPING it or even considering whether it's nice or not. ARGH.

Will do the gals next time, when I have time. LOOL.