so we'd spread love like violence; ♥
♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}

n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence


naomi jung
서여정, 三浦 なおみ
29 june 1992
ngee ann poly mass communications
Rorsharch ink blot
J Tune Entertainment

& ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥


Heart of God Church ♥ b41

/more about me


나의 남편!


정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband.

Faith/Spaz - the best friend.

Prisia/Siao - the other best friend.

Cheryl - Cooking mama

Joyce - Korean fanatic.

Brother (wenjun) - who has 10000000 brains

Hyun - Mr Smart-ass Korean.

Chew - Dear Leader.


Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie

Ajusshi (아저씨) : Uncle

Chagiya/Yeobo (자기야/여보): Darling/Honey

Namja Chingu/Namchin (남자친구/남친) : boyfriend

Yeoja Chingu/Yeochin (여친/여자친구) : girlfriend

Hyung (형) : Older brother (for males)

Oppa (오빠) : Older brother, also can be used as "boyfriend" in a steady relationship (for females)

Nuna (누나) : Older sister (for males)

Onni (언니) : Older sister (for females)

Ssulung (썰렁) : "so cheesy/cold/lame" for cold jokes

Selca (셀카) : camwhore/self camera

Wang Ja (왕자) : 6 pack/washboard abs



♥ Heart Of God Church
♥ B and C Zone!
♥ donghaeng; Lord and Me
♥ Moi-même-Moitié
♥ amelia
♥ andrew lau!
♥ andrina
♥ anqi
♥ bellrarie!
♥ boxue!
♥ candy!
♥ cassandra!
♥ chew!
♥ clara!
♥ dajie
♥ darren!
♥ daryl!
♥ debrah
♥ faith, best friend!
♥ fedora!
♥ gabrielle!
♥ hinwen
♥ ivan!
♥ jasmine
♥ jia en!
♥ jia jia!
♥ jiayang!
♥ jia yun
♥ joanne!
♥ joyce
♥ kenneth!
♥ le raine
♥ ling
♥ liyin
♥ lucinda!
♥ marissa
♥ nadine!
♥ nelson!
♥ pearlyn
♥ peggy
♥ pei fen!
♥ pei jun
♥ reuben
♥ ruoen!
♥ ryan new!
♥ samantha!
♥ samantha whang
♥ sion; mr kimchi!
♥ shermaine!
♥ shihua
♥ shijin
♥ shizhe
♥ shumin
♥ shu xian/joe
♥ sofiana
♥ sophia
♥ sushian!
♥ sylvia!
♥ thea
♥ ting wei!
♥ trisha
♥ wanwen
♥ wei lai
♥ wendy
♥ winsome
♥ yi jing!
♥ yu xuan
♥ zhiyi!


♥ Abingdon Boys School
♥ Gackt
♥ Kenichi Matsuyama @ Horipro
♥ L'arc~En~Ciel
♥ Malice Mizer
♥ Namie Amuro
♥ S.K.I.N

♥ Big Bang
♥ DBSK Offical Site
♥ Epik High
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Entertainment
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Creative
♥ Rain's Offical Site
♥ Se7en
♥ Tablo
♥ Yiruma

♥ Gackt Dears
♥ Gackt Syndrome
♥ Rain Singapore
♥ Rain Union
♥ Sexy Bi


Blogs I read:

♥ Feet Man Seoul
♥ Joss Sticks
♥ K-popped!
♥ Lakeside Girl
♥ Mr Brown
♥ Mr Miyagi
♥ Mr Wang Says So
♥ PopSeoul!
♥ The Sartorialist
♥ Sibeh Sian
♥ Singaporean Mind
♥ Son of Singapore



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수요일, 2월 28, 2007, 8:15 오후

` 523; -

I feel retarded today.

I woke up looking like a lion, I got a pimple right smack on my nose, I forgot what I ate last night, and while I was bending back (like what Gackt does), I brushed my teeth with facial foam.


Headed to school, made Uthara jealous, and made a beetroot bleed during my experiment.
I didn't even hear Mr Soh calling out my name when I was walking.

It's like, someone bludgeoned your head, made you spin in those teacup rides in the amusement parks and whirled you around.

And that, made me fall in love with Hitler even more.
Smacked my head on the locker door and got whipped in the face with the tail of the lantern.
Smooshed my face into Cheryl's butt when Xiao Hui was pushing the roller table (while I was sitting on it) into Cheryl's arse. Now I know what it really means by kissing someone's arse.
And she just farted into my face, literally.

What a day to remember.

-and that pabo hasn't emailed me yet. You're gonna get it, boy. xD

라벨: ,

화요일, 2월 27, 2007, 9:54 오후

` 522; -

the reason why I am reluctant of being together with you is

I'm scared;
because I don't know how to love you.

I could say
I could tell you
But I don't know how to express it correctly

But as long as you know
I'm okay with it
and remember, God loves us the most.
And we must put God first (:

He is the one who created love, so both of us must learn to love Him more.
I just say, I really love you my Kim Jong Kook-lookalike <3

-maybe I should stop blogging like this.-


9:18 오후

` 521; - just so you know

So she still likes him.
Okay, I'll back off. But it's not my fault if he likes me right?
You take him back. Haha.
How can I steal a good friend's ex?

but I think I'm starting to like him.pfft.


Naomi says:
He must be uber rich is it.

Hinwen says:
Okay. How many kids do you want to have.

Naomi says:
Er. Hm. Er. 3?

Hinwen says:
ooh. tell him tt.

Hinwen says:
u'll have fun every night

Naomi says:

Stupid Hinwen. Talking to her really cracks me up.


I, sadly, have taken up another love interest.
And that person is Adolf Hitler.

No kidding.

I fell in love today during History when Mr Chin was explaining about WW1. I fell asleep and he picked on me (because I was convinently sitting infront of him.)

"Naomi, explain why the French wanted revenge."
"So, uhh, uhh, they can... uhh, like, get the moolah and kapok them."
"Kapok? What's kapok?"
"Uhh, like, you know, KAPOK!"

so much for my superb linguistic skills.

I think Hitler and I have some similarities.

When Hitler was young he was a shy, moody and lonely child. He was weak in all subjects except Art. He applied to the Vienna School of Fine Arts but was rejected, and he made his living by selling postcards he had painted.

He joined the army and was made a corporal, which was quite a low rank in the German army. He then joined the German Worker's Party and rose to power. He was quite charismatic and managed to win the support of the people.

Despite his early failures, he still managed to overcome them and he became the leader of Germany in a very short time.


Oh I wish I was like him, but I'll use my power for something better.

Oh, whatever.

라벨: , ,

4:32 오후

` 520; - literary material.

Snagged from Le Raine's blog, 30/9/05 entry, as I was browsing through blogs;

I've read many Friendster profiles, as have many of you, I'm sure. More often than not, I realise, the Singaporean profiles, (mostly but not limited to) especially the teenagers, admit that they don't like to read books.

Simply put, that is. Under the heading "Favourite Books", the responses vary. The more nonchalant ones simply say,

"dun like to read......."
"ii dunnchh readd bbooks nnorrh`ss..."

Or something to that extent.

The more curt responses:

" - "
"Don't have."

And yet the more aggressive. This group consists of people who, apparently, feel very strongly about books and feel the need to share their aggravation and anger with the world, with all the frenzy of a snarling pitbull on crack.

"kNn wAt bOoKs i HaTe bOokS lOr thEy r 4 gUai kiAz onLi niNaBeI u gImme bOoks i wilL PUKE loRz BLEAAAAAAAAAHZ"
"b0oks r GAYYYYY!!@!1234!!!334!!!1!!!!!!!!"

..And one other (true) example that I recall clearly:

"wAt bOokS I dUn EvEn nOe hOw tO SpElL bOoOOOOOOOOooOoOoOoOkS loRx!"

God. The cheenarians are at work again.

But seriously, the younger generation (like me), simply do not like reading books (for the life of me I don't understand why.)

The last response was a classic. I was thinking, "Thank heavens I was blessed with perfect brains and coherent linguistic abilities."

I guess that the last response was emitted by a girl (if it's a guy he must be severely retarded), having yet another spasm as her parents forced textbooks down her throat, or her chinese oral teacher asked what books she enjoys reading. And they vent their anger on the keyboard and type in cheenarian, causing the rest of sane people to read and consequently blind their eyes.

I digress.

Books are heaven. You could read them and get immersed in them like some drug. Gracious, for the life of me I don't understand why people avoid them like they are avoiding the plague or something like that.

I have been labeled a nerd, a bookworm, and I carry that label with pride. I love imagining myself as the protagonist, in the middle of some romance novel or in Narnia. I see the scene with my own eyes, and I hate people dragging me out of that fantasy.

Condolences to those who do not know how to appreciate fine literature.

You don't know what you're missing.

라벨: ,

월요일, 2월 26, 2007, 10:56 오후

` 519 ; - filler.

Stolen! from Faith Sim.

If you go over 45, you're a bad influence.
If you go under 15, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh.

*Total the number of things in each list you've done.
*If you got tagged, tag at least 3 people on your watch list.

1. Smoked- No
2. Consumed alcohol:- Yes
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex:- Yes
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex:- Yes
5. Kissed someone of the same sex: - Yes
6. Had sex: - No.
7. Had someone in your room other than family: - Yes
8. Watched porn: - by total accident I swear!
9. Bought porn: - Unless you count Moulin Rouge.
10. Done drugs:- er. Caffine in Tea?

1. Taken painkillers: - yes
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine: - No
3. Lied to your parents.- Yes
4. Lied to a friend.- Yes
5. Snuck out of the house.- Indeed.
6. Done something illegal.- Bringing in chewing gum.
7. Cut yourself.- Yes
8. Hurt someone.- yes
9. Wished someone to die.- Yes
10. Seen someone die.- no

1. Missed curfew- yes
2. Stayed out all night.- No
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.- Yes.
4. Been to a therapist.- Yes
5. Been to rehab.- No
6. Dyed your hair.- No.
7. Received a ticket. – I don't drive.
8. Been in an accident.- No.
9. Been to a club. – Yes, my cousin, CEO of MoS, brought me in.
10. Been to a bar. - Yes

1. Been to a wild party. - No.
2. Seen the Mardi Gras. – No.
3. Drank more than four beers in a night. – I don't drink beer.
4. Had a spring break in Florida. – I wish.
5. Sniffed anything. – Yes, perfume.
6. Wore black nail polish. - Yes.
7. Wore arm bands.- Yes.
8. Wore t-shirts with band names.- Yes. RED RAIN ROCKS! (:
9. Listened to rap.- Yes. Omarion rocks.
10. Own(ed) a 50 Cent CD. – No, never.

1. Dressed gothic. – yes
2. Dressed prep. – yes
3. Dressed punk. – Yes.
4. Dressed grunge. – yes.
5. Stole something. – Yes
6. Been too drunk to remember anything. – Yes. Don't ask.
7. Blacked out. – No.
8. Fainted. - yes.
9. Had a crush on a neighbor. – You gotta be kidding.
10. Had someone sneak into your room. – yes

1. Snuck into someone else's room.- Yes. Kenny's. HAHAH.
2. Had a crush on your best friend. – ER. YES?
3. Been to a concert.- yes.
4. Dry-humped someone. – Of course not.
5. Been called a slut. – Yes.
6. Called someone a slut.- yes.
7. Installed speakers in your car. - I don't own a car...YET
8. Broken a mirror.- No
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house. – Yes. Kenny's?
.10. Brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.- When I was younger.

1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. – No way.
2. Been an R-rated movie in theater. – No, going to.
3. Cruised the mall. – Yes.
4. Skipped school.- No.
5. Had surgery.- Yes.
6. Had an injury.- yes.
7. Gone to court. - Yes, for a hearing.
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying. – no.
9. Caught something on fire. – Yes. My lantern.
10. Lied about your age. – Everyone gets my age wrong anyway.

1. Owned/rented an apartment. – Not yet.
2. Broke the law in the police's presence. - No.
3. Cheated on someone.- Will not.
4. Got in trouble with the police. - No
5. Talked to a stranger.- Yes.
6. Hugged a stranger. – during the camp we had to.
7. Kissed a stranger. – No.
8. Rode in the car with a stranger. – No
9. Been harassed.- Indeed.
10. Been verbally harassed. – everytime.

1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online. – Yes. Debrah.
2. Stayed online for 12 hours straight.- yes.
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.- yes.
4. Watched TV for 12 hours straight.- No
5. Been to a fair.- Yeah, duh.
6. Been called a bad influence.- all the time
7. Drink and drive. – I don't drive.
8. Prank-called someone.- yes.
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.- Yeah, duh, Kenny? No we didn't do anything.
10. Cheated on a test.- Obviously.


...stab me dead.


7:37 오후

` 518; -

I woke up today by the female part of the Government at 4.30 in the morning.

"Naomi, you're late! It's 6.45!" *jabs at alarm clock in hand*
"It's only 4.30." *points to alarm clock on bedside*
Prefect's Investiture!
I screwed up during the song lar. Stupid Ziyang kept bumping into me. -_- And the Holy High guy was creepy. He kept staring at Ziyang and I, said something to his friend, and guffawed.

Ziyang, Lynn, Xiaohui and I.

Ziyang, Me and Bixia. Backstage, just before the song.

Me, Melvin (the creepy HIHS guy), Justin, Ziyang.

Was at Hougang Point with Liyana after Prefect's, to buy stuff for the Biology experiment. Got scoffed (and laughed) at when I bought Kinder Surprise. Like it was an offence.

Too lazy to walk to school and Liyana paid for the cab fare. Snogged on Cadbury's Marble Dream whilst Mrs Goh and Mr Chan were explaning about the experiment.

I nearly died of a cardiac arrest in Hougang Point.

"...what? What are you talking about?"

I collasped onto the floor of NTUC (and screamed loudly). Until Liyana pleaded for me to halt.


Lord, save me.

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일요일, 2월 25, 2007, 10:07 오후

` 517; - goodness.

Chem homework.
SYF Dance.
Piano Grade 8; MEP.
School of Worship.

Gah how am I going to cope?


8:14 오후

` 516 ; - how great is our God

When Pastor mentioned today that he does not encourage BGR at our age, when we should start believing in Jesus and now it is the time for us to actually make a difference, this really sparked my mind.

I don't know how I feel now, but with something that happened weeks before and someone special coming around now, I'm like in the crossroads of my life.

Should I develop this friendship that had become to blossom, and maybe wait till when I'm later-
or take the plunge?

I guess I should wait, and just start this friendship, so we could know each other better, and aim to go to the same JC (that is, if he doesn't go back again), and... let nature take it's course.

I want to be a leader in hoGc too, and Pastor said that if I plunge into a BGR now, I can't be a leader (as I have already too many commitments on hand).

But, will HE be willing to wait?

I'll go tell him.

If I lie here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?

Forget what we're taught
before we get too old
show me a garden that's bursting into life


10:50 오전

` 515; -

I hate Physics.

Sorry, Hyun Jun, but that's the way it is. (:


토요일, 2월 24, 2007, 9:51 오후

` 514; -

I don't know why;
I can't take my eyes off you.

As Elva says
"Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly."

Yeah, and here I am, and I'm still thinking of you,
you're in that faraway land.
Longing for your embrace
and I'm still searching for your face.

I know it's only been 2 months since we knew each other
But I know we'll recognize each other
when we finally get to see each other face to face.

So come back soon, baby boy.
I miss you.

after all,
you're my sweetest surrender.

oh no or not he fall for you

B says:
then I should bring my guy

B says:
and hug him! and you two shall do the same ^^

we haven't even stead yet -____-

B says:
dun worry. you will.

B says:
I'll cheer for ya!

Oh goodness sometimes I wonder why I have such an excellent best girlfriend like her.
3 years darl, and still going strong. <3

11:49 오전

` 513 ; -

I really need to do my theory homework.

oh God, help.


now is the time for us to shine
shine with the face of Christ divine
all comprimise, all Heaven cries
now is the time


금요일, 2월 23, 2007, 11:41 오후

` 512 ; - nothing is sound

Reading my friend's blog with pictures of her and her boyfriend (whom she clearly loves) evokes two kinds of feelings in me.

1) uncontrollable jealousy and the urge to grab my cousin and hug him.
2) "awwwwwwwww."

Mostly it's the first.
"When you're in love, you don't notice people around you." - Miss Chia

So true, oh so true.

& I want you to come back soon. <3


" I have been waiting for your emails. (: They give me encouragement every single step of the way."

"Oh rly? Anything else?"

"I just want to come back and see you. The thought of seeing you..."


"Makes me shiver in delight. Ahya, I can't describe it la, in cheem English."


"Ahya, saranghae <3"

"Is that it?"


"That's more like it (: sarangheyoooo <3"

♥ your arrival will be the best present you could ever give me.
& I wish you're here with me now.


7:42 오후

` 511; -

MEP was the sex! Except for one horrifying incident that left my brain in spasms.

Remy, Alastair, Hinwen and I were in the canteen for break. Hinwen went off to talk to Sherman.

Remy: What are they doing, talking about their future?
Me: Maybe.
Remy: So, talk about it with me *gives come hither look*
Me: *cringes and runs away screaming*
Alastair: AND ME! *smiles*

OH GOD. EWWWWWWWWWWWWW! Me + Remy = nothing. really.
And Hinwen didn't help by laughing. Hard. So much for friends anyway. xD

Someone told me something really stupendous the day before yesterday that made me grin like some lovestruck girl. (:
Someone is coming back.
Very soon.

I'll meet up with you soon boyyy ;D I can't wait to actually meet you after talking to you for so long dearest <3


And guess who I met?
Boon Ping, Joshua and Zi Gui who ponned cross country to watch movie.
They were sitting right behind me, Tereza and Prisia. ZZZZZ.

"I like girls who have flabby granny arms." - Peter
"My dad screwed a goat." - Mr Tremeous.
"That's not the chocolate river, that's the sewer line." - Willy Wonka
"Lame is a seven letter word." - Lucy
"You like big boobs. Kinky." - Mystique
"Beware of dunshits, in case of suffocation." - Plastic Cover
"And presenting, Lucy the Dumbshit." - Talking Beaver
"Oh my god a talking beaver!" - Lucy
"I like to repeat myself because I'm Samuel goddamn Jackson!" - Samuel L Jackson

OMG freaking funny, but totally lame. I suffered from temporary brain damage after watching that movie. >.<


I can't wait to see you soon
for I've talked so much to you
And we could actually meet
and talk
and fall

수요일, 2월 21, 2007, 7:25 오후

` 510; - things a guy MUSN'T do on a date.

I survived (along with Jia Ling) what should be deemed the most obnoxious blind date ever.
We were set up by Rui Jing (you evil twit xD).

We met this guy, C***Bin. So gross.

I turned up at Plaza Sing with Jia Ling, at the command of the King. And we were standing outside the ticket counter, looking aimlessly for that idiot. I spotted this rather handsome guy, and I thought it was him.

Alas, he turned out to be a person, shorter than me, loud, obnoxious and terribly crude. He was practically treating his friend as a personal butler.

This is out of personal experience, considering everything that he hath done YESTERDAY.

Okay, without furthur ado, I'll tell you gents what you shouldn't do, especially in front of a girl, during a blind date. If you do otherwise, I swear, the warmest response you'll get from her is a steaming bowl of hot mee soto down your lap.


1) First and foremost, NEVER EVER insult a girl on the clothes she's wearing. Even if she's wearing hideous Manolo Blahniks, please at least complement her on her hairdo and her top.

2) Even if you think the biggest blech you could muster makes you irresistable to the girl, you thought wrong. Please do not execute your neanthethal charms on her.

3) Do not mention crude stuff, like, "Where are you going shopping? Are you going to shop for bras?" It turns a girl off, totally.

4) Shower compliments on the girl, and try to pay for all the small little things, like the popcorn combo for the movie. I believe in going Dutch.

5) Strike up a conversation with her, but please, not about DOTA or WOW or something like that. Before your date, ask her what her hobbies are, and research on them. For example, she likes Final Fantasy Advent Children, go research on that, and talk to her about it.

6) Do not insult her friend, even though her friend isn't that suited to your taste. It is suicide. Trust me.

7) Do NOT act ego, especially when the girls are taller than you.


You insipid inconoclast.

Quoting from Yu Xuan,
"Because, us, unlike them, actually care about our IQ level."

So true, Yu Xuan. So true.

라벨: ,

화요일, 2월 20, 2007, 10:45 오후

` 509 - wondering

It seems strange that one needs to learn exactly how to manage different types of people. Isn't it funny?

You seem to have to follow rules on how to do so, i.e, you cannot be blunt to her or not she couldn't take it, or, you have to follow his every whim and fancy or not he'll judo throw you or something. *subtle hint, Jia Ling (:*

You have to follow rules on how to ACT in this society, that's why we have to CONFORM to everything that is being said to us. This is why people have no chance to develop, no chance to shape ourselves into the unique mold that we are destined for.

But, of course, you have to follow certain rules, like when that guy is dissing you, if you're a lady, you have full permission to shut him up. But if he is dissing you for fun (which, apparently, happens very, very rarely), you should give him a killer smile and then push his face with your finger.

And the thing with me is, I HATE to conform. I think I should be the way I should, and unless someone wants to change me, for the better (there is no such thing as constructive critisism, by the way), I will generally follow it if it makes sense.

Oh bother, I don't know what I'm rambling about and I betcha that you don't know what I'm talking about either :P


And I envy the best friend who managed to make that arrogant guy fall in love with her, being non-chatty and yet alluring. I really want to be like her in a certain way. To shed the geeky Naomi and to emerge as a social butterfly, and, at least, look pretty.

When I look into the looking glass, it's still, plain, old, and nerdy Naomi, with a tinge of blusher.

라벨: ,

10:19 오전

` 508 - Yiruma

Oh god I love Yiruma to bits so I'm gonna dedicate one whole post to him!

Yiruma has been (and always will be) my favourite New Age pianist of all time.
He is a South Korean pianist, and his works have been released in Japan.
He started playing the piano at the age of 5! Like me (:
Yiruma means "great accomplishment" in Korean (:

photos courtesy of

OH goodness. When you listen to one of his songs, I gurantee you'll faint on the spot.

This is his hit song, River Flows In You, taken from the album, From the Yellow Room.

Him performing on stage

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK! My dream location to play. The beach! O^.^O

Oh god I love Yiruma <3

My dream is to duet with him on the piano one day (:

라벨: ,

9:53 오전

` 507 -

URGHHHH. Have you ever conversed with a person, belonging to the male species, who is so egoistic until he could make you puke?

I have.

Here now, ladies and germs, excerpts of the conversation.

"im *******" best of the best""
"u all come early la, then come find me."
"u all wan come with me not i wan come with u all hor"
"depend on my mood lor, make me happy"
"i walk pass then atleast bow la"
"cos im the best of the best"

URGH, and I'm going out with him today. Stupid fucktard. I can't wait to shove my pointed boots into his eye.

GAH, she is pressuring me to get a boyfriend soon. ):
She posted some parts of the conversation that her bf sent her.

=- ~Roy@L Kn!gHt ~ says:
aw... see la.

=- ~Roy@L Kn!gHt ~ says:
morning already so sweet

=- ~Roy@L Kn!gHt ~ says:
later eat the food also become sweet liao

OH... MY... GOSH. O^.^O

B says:
the plus side of having a guy. (:

thanks a lot. and i'm here single

B says:
LOL i'm putting pressure on you

yeah yeah yeah. -_____________-

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월요일, 2월 19, 2007, 8:56 오후

` 5o6; - My Perfect Lover; a meme

Just taking a breather from music, Biology, Physics and Chemistry and the bevy of evils that the teachers of the world try to throw at us, in hope that we could become cultural zombies like them. (Just kidding, teachers.)

Valentine's Day has come, greeted us, and left again. But, according to the great Naomi, Valentine's Day lasts everyday. So, 'nuff said.

Kena conned again, so here you go.

The rules: The tagged victim lists 8 different points of their perfect lover/partner, mentioning the gender of said partner. Sabo 8 other people to do this thing, for better, or for worse. Leave a tag/comment on their blogs if saboed.

My perfect lover:

1) He must be a lover of music, both classical and non-classical.

2) He must have his opinions, and he must also acknowledge the fact that I, myself, have my own personal views on certain things, and if our views clash, he must not, NOT kick up a fuss and cry in a writhing mess on the carper in front of me.

3) He must love God with all his heart, and put me after God.

4) KNOW how to be romantic. No Valentine's dinner at Kopitiam is considered romantic.

5) Respect me as a lady.

6) Be honest, no playing around when my back is turned.

7) Be deliciously handsome to me, at least.

8) Show that he actually cares - be it in words or actions. I love a spontaneous action sometimes.

9) At least, try to earn my family and my close friend's approval.

10) Be extremely hygienic and have a good dress sense. No body odour, or floral patterned Hawaiian T'shirts - unless it is for a dress-up party or we are in Hawaii. Note,

1)Faith Sim; who I know her ideal man is Kenichi Matsuyama
2) Uthara Nair, I know you want this.
3) Hinwen; yes you, you bitch.
4) Yu Xuan; I know who you loved last summer

And the rest who desperately needs a new meme and such, consider yourself saboed. (:


일요일, 2월 18, 2007, 7:11 오후

` 505 - blood is thicker than water

Indeed, it is the time of the year again where we meet with (long-lost) relatives and snatch angpaos from our elders. I guess we really forgot what Chinese New Year really means to us.

Went to visit relatives, and even my great-grandmother (get this, GREAT grandma!) still could walk and talk, and she cried when I met her. She then thrusted boxes of Ferrero Rocher and prawn rolls at me and motioned for me to eat them. (: I love her so much.

Got to know Keiron and Monisha (the President's grandchildren) better. Monisha is in RJC (OMFG) and the President was there (: He gave me like, $20 (:

It's like, there's a tingling up your heart when you meet relatives of yours, be it for good or for bad. After all, blood is still thicker than water (:


Leslie & I (: He's my handsome cousin <3

My other cousins, Gladys and Geraldine <3

The other pictures are still in my phone, and I am too lazy to update them (:

Forget it, I'm a very nice person so I'll just forget you and your stupidity (:


and I tried to forget you
but it was all in waste
no matter what I still
can't erase away your face

토요일, 2월 17, 2007, 6:48 오후

` 504 }

Still feeling depressed over Hyun Jun's matter. Please stay strong my dear (: You're loved. <3
This is for you person (:

Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'cause you we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's all too late, it could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I'll fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, Yeah

Hear me when I say, when I say believe
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah



I'm getting fat.
From all the New Year goodies.
And they're going to feature me on an advert concerning liposuction. Not.

Went shopping with Ayleen. Jason was supposed to turn up to buy our stuffs for us and surprise surprise, he was no where to be found. That bastard.

I want my CRUMPLER BAG )):

Got a top and leggings. Cheapo! Will go shopping with Jia Ling on Tuesday and photocopy my music notes to practically EVERYONE in the MEP class. They love my notes. I have no idea why.

Lazy Benzebaa Remy. Remind me to decapitate you when I have the chance, Remy. Stick your head in the toilet bowl or something. (:


Too lazy to post more, will be spending the night playing Scrabble with my cousins and watching Death Note 1. More later.


금요일, 2월 16, 2007, 10:01 오후

` 503 - memories.

I went back to Nanyang Primary today with Ardella. I really miss that place.

Met Shuwen and his RI friends in the bus, smiled to him but he stuck out his tongue at me. -.-

The clock tower. It's actually taken with my 3 megapixel handphone camera T.T

The school courtyard where we go for PE and we assemble.

The school hall (:
Called Ashlynna, and she almost died of a heart attack when I said it was me. She immediately rushed down from the Chinese Orchestra room with Lim Rei in pursuit. They screamed, I screamed, we all screamed.

Yes, the corridor is THAT BIG.

Ashlynna, Me and Lim Rei (:


"...okay okay."

My old classroom. It's been converted into a Primary One class T.T

When I came out, I heard Lim Rei broadcasting to the whole world that the "Singapore's Brainiest Kid" has arrived in Nanyang. Immediately, Woon Yee, Xin Tian, Wan Qing, and everyone rushed up.



"...okay get a grip!"

Xin Tian, Ardella, Me and Wan Qing (:

Wan Qing, Me and Maya (:
(Maya's the Education Minister's (Tharman Shamaguratnam)'s daughter. =X)

The Giant Steps, where I used to play catching with my juniors and friends. It was the place where *ahem* confessed to me.

Along the sides, they have mosiac tiles we made when we were Primary 5.

Where is my tile?

南小, 南小 爱我 南小!
Naomi loves Nanyang Primary to bits (:

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목요일, 2월 15, 2007, 9:22 오후

` 502 - loss for words.

Hyun Jun, mianhaminda.

For privacy's sake, I'll write this in Korean.

나는 당신의 어머니에 관하여 진짜로 유감스럽다.
나는 진짜로 나가 한국에 비행기표를 구매하고 즉시 갈 수 있었다는 것을 바란다.
이렇게 나는 당신 적어도 거기 있을 수 있었다.
이 사건 영향을 신과 가진 당신의 도보 시키지 말라.
그리고 강한 체재! 당신은 그것을 할 수 있다!
그리고 나가 당신을 위해 여기에서 항상 있을 것이라는 점을 항상 기억하십시오,그리고 사랑해요, 영원히 그리고 항상.

Love, Naomi. <3

I have an uncontrollable urge to get there, come what may, and hug you tightly.

I don't possess the supernatural ability to process feelings into coherent language, but to be said simply, these three words are the only things I can think of to say to you at this point of time.

"I Love You."

Of course I don't use these words so carelessly. I really mean it. I love you. It is the only consolation I could provide for you, since we are so far apart. I was really stunned, and a wave of nostalgia swept over me like a tidal tsunami.

I'm willing to cry with you, and to comfort you in the best way that I can. I could call you if you want, irregardless of the cost (how much is it to call Korea?). I really wish I could do more, if I can.

But the message behind all this jargon is, I'm here. (:

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수요일, 2월 14, 2007, 10:33 오후

` 501; - valentines day.

Esther and I gave out sweets and hearts to the whole school (well, almost) today.
When I heard that some of them thought it was gay, and they threw them on the floor and stuff, and I was a bit hurt.

I took 3 hours to cut out the hearts, and a lot of money to buy the sweets and stuff, and it has been trodden and stepped on.

But, on a lighter note, I really feel happy as I did that because I know I've sown the seeds in people's hearts alr. (: But what really saddens me is that they take no notice of people's hard effort (the blisters on my fingers) and stuff, the time I put in to cut out and write on these hearts (manually, mind you.)

However, some of my friends came and thanked me. The feeling I get, ladies and germs, is one of satisfication.


Went with Yu Xuan to Fort Canning today (: We met B2 there and played games and such. ((: Yu Xuan is now my sista <3

Valentine's Day. Shucks.

I would really like, one day soon, to take a walk along the beach with my significant other, and just sit on the beach and talk talk talk. Talk about music, talk about anything in the world.

Talking is theraputic. That's why I made it a point to talk to myself in the mirror each day.

Amazing, how life is like.


화요일, 2월 13, 2007, 10:13 오후

` 500 - OMGGGG!

I have a fetish with Korean guys + small eyes + muscular build + nice voice OMGOMGOMGOMG.

EEEEEEEEEE! *squeals





*runs around and bangs into a gigantic Kim Jong Kook poster!

Okay la he not that handsome. My Rain better (:

Fine, Oppa Hyun Jun is teh numero uno. xD

월요일, 2월 12, 2007, 7:01 오후

` 499 - shit happens.

Well, I flunked Physics and Chinese (OMG!) surprisingly. I did considerably well for English and Chemistry though.

AND A BIG KAMSAHAMINDA goes out to LEE CHUN FAI for saving my ass during Physics. Cheryl and I were talking about pig intestine soup when Mr Chong told me to go up and do a Physics question. May pretty girls invite you to be their Valentine this Valentine's Day!

Hin Wen is one lucky duck.
She gets to go to KOREA and see Hyun Jun. PFFFFFFFFFT. And Rain. PFFFFFFFFFFFFFT.
And her school's GOVERNMENT, which is the same as HS. Okay, that sucked.


During morning assembly today, Mr Lee (Soon Huat) commented that I looked like the girl in One Litre of Tears (that Jap drama). (Who falls and eventually dies.)

Thanks a lot, Mr Lee. I'll take that as a compliment (:


If you want to fight for the one you love, you better fight for her.
Or not she'll be gone forever.

Come on man, be a soldier, fight for what you want.

일요일, 2월 11, 2007, 10:46 오후

` 498 - exploits. (:

Clicky for larger pic!

Thanks for telling me that the world is still home to suckers like you, :D
I shall try to improve my linguistic and observation skills to match your standard (:

토요일, 2월 10, 2007, 12:11 오후

` 497 - O level results.

I mean, I didn't totally stay for my school's O level result thingy, but what I knew from my seniors, the best was Gavin I think. He got below 10 I think. Lucky him. Smartypants. He was the head prefect and stuff, so I wasn't too surprised.

Ah yeah, Wee Ling became the head prefect, Vincci the vice head. Congratulations, ladies. Hope your brains and leadership skills rub off me, and may good luck be with you come what may.

Will blog more later, theory awaits.

금요일, 2월 09, 2007, 3:19 오후

` 496 - 이 죽일 놈의 사랑

Uthara told me something that made my stupid day worthwhile.

"If he tells you he loves you, he's telling it subtly that he wants you to be his girlfriend. And what did you say to him?"

"That I love him more?"

"Yeah, congratulations. Both of you are officially together."


Stupid insipid iconoclast.
And you're avoiding me, I know it. I was not born yesterday.
And, quoting from Fiona; "That guy humji la."


How to Save a Life - The Fray

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through

Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along

And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you


As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two thing
sHe will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

As Renie says, "This song suits your mood now."

I agree.

목요일, 2월 08, 2007, 9:31 오후

` 495 - effing ftard.

It's like I've been sucked into a void of delusion and despair.
I've been avoiding everyone and I have been boxing myself up in my own warm cocoon.
(Jaded? Certainly.)

GAH. I feel like a ex-boyfriend stealer. PHWR.

I have 2 husbands and 2 wives :D

Naomi: "Marry me? XD"
Hyun Jun: "I don't mind =D "

Naomi: "Marry me?"
Amanda: "YOU SAY LEH."
Naomi: "Yes, bcos you love me ^3^"
Amanda: "AW." (I'll take that as a yes :D)

Naomi: "Marry me, will you? ^^"
Sherman: "I do? HAHAS"

Naomi: "Will you marry me? xD"
HweiYing: "Of course I love you too much Tinggggg~!"

This is what exam stress + endless nuaness does to your brain (:


Stupid brainless twit.
After I met him at the audition *gasp!* He thinks that I'm in love with him. I added him into the convo with Trish because he was a budding Rain fan, and he was explicitly dispicable.

As follows:

Trish: Naomi has a lot of friends in Korea. She's in love with one of them!
TWIT: Oh please, Naomi's in love with me. Just ask her.
Trish: ?! She has a boyfriend! In Korea! (THANKS a bunch Trish for saying that!)
TWIT: Oh! Why?! I'm the one she's in love with!
Naomi: YOU'RE NOT.
TWIT: Oh I'm not going to speak to her ever again! She told me I was her one and only love!
Naomi: Good riddance. I love my boyfriend and not you.
*twit leaves convo

Its SCARY. He asked me out on a date, and I freakingly don't like HIM. If there's no chemistry in a relationship, why try it out? I'm freaked. I'm seriously FREAKED.

*makes a vow never to speak to him ever again.

7:39 오후

` 494 - when I see you cry, I'll just smile

MEP was the sex! (: Except for the part where Issac and his gang got scolded, and Remy was sent out for nothing.

Remy was just asking some question (I don't know what), and the biach sent him out.

I feigned stomach-ache and talked crap with him outside for a full 15 minutes (God knows why.)


Debates tomorrow. Julia Gabriel.

I'm just the spectator, no notes to prepare, no adrenalin surge. Nothing.
Just sitting at the spectator stands watching my school debate against Orchid Park (and their ugly uniforms).
I feel useless, like a benchie at a football game.

Whatever, it's gonna be my time anyway.


I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light and a tunnel at the end
And you're calling up on the phone
So you could have a little whine and a moan
Just because you were feeling alone

At first, when I see you cry
and it makes me smile
I was feeling bad for awhile
But then I just smile
I know I hadn't smiled.

And how do you hold on to someone you've never met?

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수요일, 2월 07, 2007, 7:20 오후

` 493; premier amore

my bleeding mascara
streaming down

like your black ink
out of your ballpoint pen.

the way you're slowly killing me;
your addictive whispers
& they're filled with malice and misery
every word

remembering that just one song
that contained every single thing
- revolves around you
piercing like barbs

& everywhere I turn reminds me of you

- I love the sound of you walking away, oh, walking away.


I don't know why I'm feeling so snappy today. It's like, you've given up on everything that you could possibly love.
I'm repeating the same song again and again; hoping that it'll fade away.

Have you ever been in a void of confusion?

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4:18 오후

` 492 - Haeng Bok Hagil Balrae. 행복하길바래.

"나죽어서도 내사랑으로 더 행복하길바래. - 행복하길바래; 쾌걸 춘향."

!OMG I'm in love with Jae Hee from DGCH (Delightful Girl Chun Hyang; 쾌걸 춘향)! [AGAIN!]


*runs over and faints in a pile of Jae Hee posters! (like Debrah)

This is one of my fav scenes!

Chun Hyang: "I said, I really love ice cream."
Mong-Ryong: "Forget the ice cream."
Chun Hyang: "I said I'm in love... with ice cream, that is. God, I love ice cream."
Mong-Ryong: "Okay, forget it. I'll just pretend I'm the ice cream."



Physics today was horrendous, but thanks to Chun Fai ^^ and Hyun Jun ^.^ for the encouragement! And LOVELY AND CHIO AMANDA TEW for the RGS notes. Kamsa! (:

I don't know almost all the questions in the exam (like almost everyone). But Chemistry was easy-peasy, I finished the paper in 10 minutes and slept for the other 30 minutes O^.^O

Biology tomorrow. GAH.


Sheng Yaw is so retarded I could send him to Woodbridge.

I was at MacD, and he was just sitting right at the back, and he called (as in, on the phone).

"Naomi, you free? Help me get CURRY SAUCE."



Valentine's coming up. I wonder what should I get. Flowers for myself? Maybe.

For the umpteenth time, I AM SO ENVIOUS of her. She has someone she actually likes (in SG, nonetheless), and they meet up almost all the time and they sms each other and (*&(#*^%.


Yeah, thanks Nelson, I attract all the nerds. Thanks a lot.

The Goong necklace is nice! But it's like, I'm broke. >.<

Jia Ling is so retarded.

Jia Ling: -gives random link-
Naomi: "What is this for?"
Naomi: -___- "I'm not even attached please."
Jia Ling: "Then that guy neh? The other one?"
Naomi: "PLEASE LURH. He has to buy for ME, not ME to him. He has to ask ME."
Jia Ling: "Then ask your whoever la!"
Naomi: -____________- *goes emo*
Jia Ling: "Oh. I remember. Okay. HAHA. Sorry."

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화요일, 2월 06, 2007, 3:48 오후

` 491 - if you'll fall, that I'd pick you up

"Come to decide that the things that I tried were in my life just to get high on." Red Hot Chili Peppers; Snow ((Hey Oh))

FINALLY I'm in debates.


*does a little tango

...but I'm not joining in Julia Gabriel. All five positions have been taken up and I'm like, a supporter. Anyway, I haven't had any formal training so whatever.


As a prefect, I had to shepherd people to blardy put their rumps on the floor. No kidding.

And this morning, my jovial mood was shattered by this particular old teacher who asked me (in Chinese nonetheless), to scram.

Irritating Teacher : "为什么你站在这里 ?" [Why are you standing here?]
Naomi: -shuts up and looks at her-
Irritating Teacher: "你听到我吗? 你了解国语吗?" [Can you hear me? Do you understand Chinese?]
Naomi: "나는 중국어를 공부하지 않는다 " [I don't study Chinese]Irritating Teacher: "现在不是开玩笑的时候."
Naomi: "Teacher, I told you already, I don't understand Chinese. 당신 낭비하지 않는다 나의 시간을 할 수 있는가?" [Can you please don't waste my time?]

I actually replied her in Korean. I was really so annoyed with her and I walked off. I can't stand teachers who think that the world revolves around them all and stuff.

And today's math test, no hope. I'm so deceased, and I'm gonna flunk it (like everyone else).
Yeah, and I'll blog again if I have time tonight. Toodles. (:

일요일, 2월 04, 2007, 11:41 오후

*490 - I still believe in love

According to my lovely Amanda Tew, I am heart-broken one day and in love the next. (:

I shall keep quiet about who it is ;D
He fufills all my requirements (:

9:43 오전

- you'll step up, i'll step up too

studying does work wonders. I'm married to my Golgi apparatus now ;D

I'm gonna complain about that construction site next door. I was trying to save the environment by sleeping with aircon, nonetheless. (a feat considering that I slept in aircon every single day of my life)

Then, at precisely 9.04am, the horrendous DRILL went drilling. And the construction site was practically outside my window.


I slept like 3 am in the previous night and you woke me up from a nice dream consisting of Gackt + Rain + Me.

So much for saving the environment.

Shyt, I dreamt that I didn't get accepted into JYPE. SHYT. But my previous dream didn't work out, (ie, it had a happy ending and now the roles are reversed) and now maybe this dream will work out!

Hinwen introduced me to Hyun Jun (at long last)!
He's very funny lurh ;D He went back to Korea (boo)
the pure blood vamp says:
which one are u in yr dp?
直美;이루마+雨;~사랑 예수! Says:
the left one
the pure blood vamp says:
rly? how old are you
直美;이루마+雨;~사랑 예수! says:
15 ^^
the pure blood vamp says:
O.o cute! (:
OMG a Korean guy called me cute
Then we started talking about God and stuff (he's a Christian!) and he's really nice, and he has a sense of humor ((:
the pure blood vamp says:
do you have your solo pic?
直美;이루마+雨;~사랑 예수! says:
here, there you go (:
the pure blood vamp says:
you look cute in the pic =D
直美;이루마+雨;~사랑 예수! says
so do you ^^
I'm gonna study hard and go Seoul for uni (: Hopefully I can crash at his place without needing to pay for hostel fees HAHA. So cool la! Can't wait to jabber and kajiao him in Korean and Cantonese xD
I have the weirdest friends LOL.

토요일, 2월 03, 2007, 11:56 오후

- confessions of a teenage drama queen

I thought that the incident about Sean won't repeat itself, but it did.
I didn't confess but Kelly told me that he liked me and if only that I confessed that time
And I didn't want to miss that chance now
And I remember the other one where Daniel made fun of me after it all
I don't know what to say
Or do


oh, yapputa.

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8:23 오후

- oh, my, freaking goodness. OMG.

I stumbled over this cute guy, Jun Hong's blog.

He's kinda cute and stuff, and I was like, shyt. He didn't put his email up.

Searched the whole site and no email was found.


And, I just went to Kero (the other half of Singapore teenage gay couple Colin and Kero) and I found out...



In other words,


hot damn!

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1:06 오후

- random yowzahs.

Just felt poemish.

or so he says; vogue
your speech hard to decipher

your long fingers
over that delicate instrument
- it nearly smoulders under your touch

the song of delusion and despair.

my shattering heart
remnants of the hurt you radiate
your presence
like the ink on your
s c O r es
of the B and G flat.

(flat, your diabolic deeds
too imaginary to morph)

my confession to you
made you hurt me
even more
slammed me right down
on the bed of thorns

-the sound of your metallic instrument
too mesmerising to bear

your blasphemous promises
of the love that you'll give
are as thin as the stems
of your minor scale

(talk is cheap, my love
you know it so much better.)

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10:34 오전

- crave for debates

Oh god. Ever since I have been reading ling!'s blog about debating and all (note; Raffles Insitution and Loyang Sec), my debating nerves have suddenly sprung to life.

No kidding.

... considering my last debate was in Sec 1 for the Inter-school Debates. My team lost by a microscopic amount of points, because of -glares at Eugene-

He burped during the debate, and scratched his head while speaking. How's points for you?

I have been asking, and have even degraded myself to begging Teacher to let me in the debate and stuff, and was promptly rewarded with

1) "I'll see how."
2) A big fat No.

Alright, okay. Wait till JC then. (:

So far away I wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disappear
before the doors close, this comes to an end
but with you by my side I will fight and defend

It's too late for me to turn back.


금요일, 2월 02, 2007, 1:10 오후

- take me on a journey

"Can't explain it, how you swept me off my feet unexpectedly;" - Right Where You Want Me; Jesse McCartney

Remy (really) is corrupted. (:

Remy: Ting, the emergency door cock. Go have sex with it.
Naomi: -not paying attention- mmmmm. no way. -goes back to book-
Remy: Then have sex with me la!
Naomi: -sits upright immediately- WHAT? NO! -proceeds to whack Remy-



Ohwells, the CA's coming up in just a few days, and this poor blogger here has been mugging away.
while on MSN, nonetheless (:

Mr Soh is sooo egoistic. He is disillusioned that he is Rain.

"C'mon la Mr Soh. You how old already."
"No la. You see, there's a resemblance."
"EWWWWW, gross."

Seriously, I swear that Mr Soh LAUGHS like those little giggling girls. No kidding. And ew. EW.

AND, theory tomorrowwww. ):
*scrambles to do theory

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