so we'd spread love like violence; ♥
♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}

n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence


naomi jung
서여정, 三浦 なおみ
29 june 1992
ngee ann poly mass communications
Rorsharch ink blot
J Tune Entertainment

& ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥


Heart of God Church ♥ b41

/more about me


나의 남편!


정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband.

Faith/Spaz - the best friend.

Prisia/Siao - the other best friend.

Cheryl - Cooking mama

Joyce - Korean fanatic.

Brother (wenjun) - who has 10000000 brains

Hyun - Mr Smart-ass Korean.

Chew - Dear Leader.


Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie

Ajusshi (아저씨) : Uncle

Chagiya/Yeobo (자기야/여보): Darling/Honey

Namja Chingu/Namchin (남자친구/남친) : boyfriend

Yeoja Chingu/Yeochin (여친/여자친구) : girlfriend

Hyung (형) : Older brother (for males)

Oppa (오빠) : Older brother, also can be used as "boyfriend" in a steady relationship (for females)

Nuna (누나) : Older sister (for males)

Onni (언니) : Older sister (for females)

Ssulung (썰렁) : "so cheesy/cold/lame" for cold jokes

Selca (셀카) : camwhore/self camera

Wang Ja (왕자) : 6 pack/washboard abs



♥ Heart Of God Church
♥ B and C Zone!
♥ donghaeng; Lord and Me
♥ Moi-même-Moitié
♥ amelia
♥ andrew lau!
♥ andrina
♥ anqi
♥ bellrarie!
♥ boxue!
♥ candy!
♥ cassandra!
♥ chew!
♥ clara!
♥ dajie
♥ darren!
♥ daryl!
♥ debrah
♥ faith, best friend!
♥ fedora!
♥ gabrielle!
♥ hinwen
♥ ivan!
♥ jasmine
♥ jia en!
♥ jia jia!
♥ jiayang!
♥ jia yun
♥ joanne!
♥ joyce
♥ kenneth!
♥ le raine
♥ ling
♥ liyin
♥ lucinda!
♥ marissa
♥ nadine!
♥ nelson!
♥ pearlyn
♥ peggy
♥ pei fen!
♥ pei jun
♥ reuben
♥ ruoen!
♥ ryan new!
♥ samantha!
♥ samantha whang
♥ sion; mr kimchi!
♥ shermaine!
♥ shihua
♥ shijin
♥ shizhe
♥ shumin
♥ shu xian/joe
♥ sofiana
♥ sophia
♥ sushian!
♥ sylvia!
♥ thea
♥ ting wei!
♥ trisha
♥ wanwen
♥ wei lai
♥ wendy
♥ winsome
♥ yi jing!
♥ yu xuan
♥ zhiyi!


♥ Abingdon Boys School
♥ Gackt
♥ Kenichi Matsuyama @ Horipro
♥ L'arc~En~Ciel
♥ Malice Mizer
♥ Namie Amuro
♥ S.K.I.N

♥ Big Bang
♥ DBSK Offical Site
♥ Epik High
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Entertainment
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Creative
♥ Rain's Offical Site
♥ Se7en
♥ Tablo
♥ Yiruma

♥ Gackt Dears
♥ Gackt Syndrome
♥ Rain Singapore
♥ Rain Union
♥ Sexy Bi


Blogs I read:

♥ Feet Man Seoul
♥ Joss Sticks
♥ K-popped!
♥ Lakeside Girl
♥ Mr Brown
♥ Mr Miyagi
♥ Mr Wang Says So
♥ PopSeoul!
♥ The Sartorialist
♥ Sibeh Sian
♥ Singaporean Mind
♥ Son of Singapore



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월요일, 4월 30, 2007, 10:22 오후

` 587; -

was just wondering.
without heart of God church,
I would be nothing.


& without You, my life would have no reason.


5:56 오후

` 586; -

aishite mo ii kai? yureru, yoru ni
arugamama de ii yo motto fukaku
kuroshii kurai ni, mareta, kuchibiruga
dokena hodo ni,
boku wa, kimi no, Vanilla.

& you're my Vanilla.

& I don't feel like talking to him anymore in my life.
Learn to let certain relationships go.

Crapped with Yuxuan, Liai, Tjiaying and Jasmine today :D
So happy happy.
Found out I was ambidextrous, I'm a neat freak (I took the plastic casing out of Yuxuan's foolscap and used it T.T), and I <3 T.M. Revolution. But he's Yuxuan's. So I'll settle for Gackt <3

Besides, Takanori is hers. And T.M Revolution is like, 37? And GACKT IS ONLY 32/33/34 <3<3<3

And Yuxuan's pimples are CHARISMATIC (:

Okay, will blog later. My eyelids are failing me.


토요일, 4월 28, 2007, 9:40 오후

` 585; -

Tagged by ling!, the husband (:

RULES:Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncrasies as well as clearly state this rule. After stating your 6 weirdness you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names at the bottom of the entry. Dont forget to leave a comment on their tagboards that says "you’re tagged!" and tell them to read your blog for information as to what it means.

Idiosyncrasy #1:
I mustMUSTmust have my iPod plugged in my ears in order to actually study. I absloutely can't stand total silence (forgive me, I'm a soundholic), and if I forgot my iPod and such, I'll end up fiddling with pencils, building a stationery fort/wander aimlessly around library/eating instead of studying. T.T

Idiosyncrasy #2
I have a fetish with different foods at different periods of time. First it was kimchi, then it was chicken rice, now it is those peanut butter homemade waffles you could find at those bakeries and buy for a dollar.

Idiosyncrasy #3
I am probably the only one in the entire world who enjoys the smell of newly-bought textbooks/books/literary material, basement carparks, and men's cologne.

Idiosyncrasy #4:
Naomi made a bet with her friends in Secondary 1 that, if she marries a Singaporean, she'd treat all of them to Crystal Jade and abalone. And the age gap between the guy and her would be around 4 to 10 years.

I <3 older, mature, men. *licks* xD

Idiosyncrasy #5:
I can NEVER, EVER watch horror movies. Anything that concerns a great deal of blood (stabbing, whipping, anything) scares me enough and I would get terrified for days. But The Host wasn't that bad though. (:

Idiosyncrasy #6:
I have weird dreams. Which eventualy come true somehow. Period.

And behold, I tag.

1) Fedora who loves to act emo
2) Darren who IS emo
3) Yuxuan who wants to marry T.M. Revolution and ditch me for him
4) Jasper who describes himself as the Incredible Hulk when he is actually the Incredible Hunk
5) Andrina who actually knows how chickens cluck
6) Anyone who wants this as a meme on their blog(s).


9:27 오후

` 584 ; -

& welcome to my life.


Changed phone number today :D But the old one's still in use.

Message me, call me, whatever, with the two numbers. (:

When I sent out messages informing everyone in my phonebook about change of number. Mose people replied with,

"Okay, will do!" - Fedora, Himbo, Chelsea.

"Sure, can!" - Shermaine, Christine, Lijia.

"Let's catch up again sometime okay?" - Bernard.

"Your old number leh?" - Bingrong.



And my husband ling! replied with,

"<3 hello. love you. okay. bye."

And the classic goes to Cheng Ji.

"Which Naomi? Naomi wong/ong/tang/tan/yong which is ur surname."

"=.= Naomi SEOW LA your class mate in pri sch!"

"Oh I know! The chiobu with a lot of cca de ^^"

Like, so whatever.

라벨: ,

수요일, 4월 25, 2007, 3:44 오후

` 583; -

"I want to go St Andrew's JC!"
"Can you even go into JC in the first place?"

Got dissed by a certain shallow-minded Physics teacher yesterday.

I don't like you.

Whoever makes Naomi angry dies ugly-ugly. rawr.


화요일, 4월 24, 2007, 9:20 오후

` 582; - & you know I'm the best damn thing,

Avril Lavigne's new album The Best Damn Thing is now serenading me through boring homework sessions :D

Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
You’re so fine
I want you mine
You’re so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You’re so addictive
Don’t you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
Don’t pretend I think you know I’m damn precious
And Hell Yeah
I’m the motherfucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I’m right
She’s like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about!
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don’t want to hear you say her name ever again
(And again and again and again!)
She’s like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about!
In a second you’ll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There’s no other
So when's it gonna sink in?
She said, "Stupid,
What the hell were you thinking?!
This song has been stuck in my head since... whenever. :D

라벨: ,

3:47 오후

` 581; - looking back;

in the iTunes: Passing By - Yiruma
Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne

I miss Heart of God Church.
And B4.
I view school as a place to study.
I don't believe in 'real' friendships in secondary school.
I mean, yeah there are a few, like Girlfriend, Banana, Monkeybutt, Cheesebun and Pimpstick :D

But I really doubt if I could really see some of my friends -now, becoming true friends until adulthood. Where we could see ourselves getting married, having children until they become little rascals, and such.

Nana sou sou.
To be together forever.


Banana and I were talking after math lesson yesterday.
Found that she was quite the philosopher too :D

What's the use of entering into a relationship now when you know that it's gonna break up eventually?
Only a small minority in the world grew up together and married each other. Unless you count arranged marriages of course.
So it's better to wait till we're older... right?

People change.
Things are not just what they seem to be.

Banana wants to get married at 26, I at 23. :D
She questioned me on what I want to be next time.

Maybe a pianist? I answered. I want to be someone famous, someone who can be recognised, like Yiruma and Richard Clayderman. Or an actress/model? And a part-time pastor at that?

She laughed, and said that she wanted to be a lawyer.



월요일, 4월 23, 2007, 7:54 오후

` 570; -


-You know you love me ;D

Sucky day.

Went for math remidial and got scolded by vegetable at a decibel louder than an airplane taking off.
Flunked physics (the whole level practically flunked.)
Evil No. 1 gave us the sly/seductive/grossed-out smile at us.
And Evil No. 1, when explaining a question, tried to bring himself down to the level of the desk, by spreading his legs out wide, so we have a clear view of how small his butt is.

-No kidding.

But when I flipped open my phone;


라벨: ,

토요일, 4월 21, 2007, 9:05 오후

` 579; - I LOVE!

I LOVE R______________!

-very much! <3


10:22 오전

` 578; -

After yesterday's Connect Group, I reflected.

What was I like last time?

Emo (terribly so, till the extent of cuting myself), love-seeking, attention-seeking, and I used to swoon over various guys who look so atrocious that there must be some alien from Planet Zoog that had invaded my brain or something along those lines.

What could I do without God?
After renewing and committing myself to more church activities, I could really sense the change.
I did not spew anymore profanities (trying to anyway), I did not commit myself to guys anymore, I couldn't care less about them.

But I found a bunch of friends that soon becamse a family to me.

Chinese Orchestra, Pool, Foosball... all the wonders that church has.

I wanna join Dance Ministry! :D

I used to be those "nua" people who doesn't give a damn about people, but now
I want to get deep into their lives and know them.
I love people.
Really, I do.

I want to be a Zone Leader. Connect Group Leader.
I imagine myself leading my friends, giving them followup.
Leading, changing, influencing.

B7! :D

Love God
Love Life
Love Others.

라벨: ,

금요일, 4월 20, 2007, 11:31 오후

` 577; -

Did I mention how much I <3 B4?
CG was AWESOME today :D Really brought down the presence of God!

His painting for Pastor Lia's birthday is so beautiful.
Haven't took pictures yet, will ask Uncle CHEN(:
To believe Bo Xue did it with a toothpick, and sponge!

God is indeed great. :D

I will lead B7 with SYLVIA CHUA!


Crapped with Chelsea and Nicholas at BK, and bumped into Chelsea's seniors a Carrefour.

SENIORS: *pointing at me* "Your brother's girlfriend ah."
NICHOLAS: "No, she is R___'s."

Whatever can.

Boxue laughs whenever I call him

"Bo xue, my beloved, my sweet, where are you?"



something's shaking.
something's moving now,
in my life.

Your glory
engulfs me
like a rushing wind; consuming FIRE.

we're moving. faster&FASTER
non-stop; turning

I know You are here with me
aiding me, walking with me, urging me
to lead, to serve, to strive
for Your covenant.

break me, mould me
change me
do whatever You can to make me

& I lay my life down for You alone.

라벨: ,

목요일, 4월 19, 2007, 10:26 오후

` 576; -

I have been carrying only 2 bags my whole secondary school life.

My MYUK tote bag and my Converse backpack (both bought at Sec 1, nonetheless.)

And you said I have a lot of bags.


Money is meant for spending, bastard.


10:02 오후

` 575; - & I know we'd be together.

He smiled at me.
He talked to me.
He acknowledged my presence.

Isn't that blissful enough?


월요일, 4월 16, 2007, 11:29 오후

` 574; -

Like a soft, air above a sea,
Tossed by the tempest's stir;
A thaw-wind, melting quietly
The snow-drift on some wintry lea;
No: what sweet thing resembles thee,
My thoughtful Comforter?

- Emily Bronte; Well Hast Thou Spoke


I Love Victorian Literature.

*scrambles to go read Pride and Prejudice*

8:39 오후

` 573 ; - elementz.

At Anderson Junior College. Mr Gan drove Kejun and me there (: He was from CJC!
Started to set up the booth in the hall (air conditioned nonetheless) and it ended up like this.

When we got into the computer lab, there were 3 judges. And one was TOTALLY UNINTERESTED in what we had to say, and was inspecting his socks to see if lollipops grew on them or something >:(
Met John Hao (lianhezaobao wenhuaying `o6 [HAN CHAO]) at AJC. I didn't recognise him, but
he was the group before mine. And as we were leaving, he stared at me and asked,
Gavin was one of the student helpers for Elementz too! :D Met him and he was incharge of the room that we were in :DDD
of other things;

& that's all folks ;D

라벨: ,

4:16 오후

` 572; -

sometimes I think I need to be more girly.


10:13 오전

` 571; -

Crapping and lazing in the school's Physics lab (and making use of the free internet, nonetheless) while waiting for Mr Gan to bring us to Anderson JC for the Elementz Science Conference and Competition. :S

I'm so gonna die. And faint.

Went for service yesterday and it was mindblowing. It really answered all the questions I had and how to deal with certain people :D

AND! After service, we went to Park Mall as usual, and started calling Nelson a chicken wing ;D All was well until someone came.

Fedora was being irritating. She kept nudging at me and winking and raising her eyebrow at the direction of someone. >:(
Tingwei also thought that it was funny. :(

But anyhowso, we'll build the church together!


Flight. Accelerate.
B4 will expand and enlarge.
The war is coming, the end is coming
Which side would you take?


일요일, 4월 15, 2007, 11:52 오전

` 570 ; - GACKT (:

Thanks Yu Xuan for reviving the love for Gackt :D
It's my 25435436541th time posting his song here but anyhowso ;D
Oh how I love this song, be glad that you're not watching his live video on this song or not you'll be getting a nose bleed.

Gackt - Vanilla

kimi wa seijitsu na moralist
kirei na yubi de boku o nazoru
boku wa junsui na terrorist
kimi no omou ga mama ni kakumei ga okiru

You're an honest moralist
You trace me with your pretty finger
I'm a pure terrorist
Your thoughts are rising like a revolution

koi ni shibarareta specialist
nagai tsume o taterareta boku
ai o tashikametai egoist
kimi no oku made tadoritsukitai

A specialist bound by romance
You used your long fingernails on me
An egoist who wants to confirm love
I want to struggle on until I'm inside of you

kimi no kao ga toozakaruah
boku wa boku de nakunaru mae ni

You keep yourself at a distance
ah Before I lose myself

aishite mo ii kai?
yureru yoru ni
arugamama de ii yo motto fukaku
kuruoshii kurai ni nareta kuchibiru ga
tokeau hodo ni
boku wa...kimi no...Vanilla

Is it okay to love, too? In the shaking night
It's good as it is More Deeper
As those almost maddening lips I've gotten used to melt together
I am...Your...Vanilla

"...nante kidorisugi"
sonna cool na kimi wa plastic
atsui menazashi ni wa ecologist
sono moeru kuchizuke ga modokashii

"'re too affected"
You're cool like plastic
With hot looks like an ecologist,
those burning kisses are irritating

yugandeiku kimi no kao gaah
boku ga boku de iraremasu you ni

Your distorting face is
ah Please let me stay myself

aishite mo ii kai?
yureru yoru ni
arugamama de ii yo motto hayaku
kurushii kurai ni nureta kuchibiru ga
kotoba nante mou
kimi to boku not Burning love

Is it okay to love, too? In the shaking night
It's good as it is More Faster
The almost painful wet lips are
there are no more words
You and I are not Burning love

ah ikutsu asa o mukaereba
ah yoru wa owaru no darou ka
ah sora ni chiribamerareta
ah shiroi hana ni kakomarete yuku

ah If we welcome how many mornings
ah Will the nights probably stop
ah Scattered in the sky
ah White flowers surround us

aishite mo ii kai? yureru yoru ni
arugamama de ii yo "I've seen a tail"
kuyashii kurai ni kimi ni hamatteru no ni
A crew sees cring knees,
I wanna need. Not betray!!

Is it okay to love, too?
In the shaking night
It's good as it is "I've seen a tail"
It's almost embarrassing I've fallen for you
A crew sees cring knees,
I wanna need. Not betray!!

aishite mo ii kai? yureru yoru ni
arugamama de ii yo motto kimi o
kuruoshii kurai ni nareta koshi tsuki ga
tokeau hodo ni
kimi wa...boku no...bannin da

Is it okay to love, too? In the shaking night
It's good as it is More You are
As those almost maddening hips I've gotten used to melt together
You are...My...keeper

I've infected Yu Xuan with gackt + J-rock fever ;D


10:09 오전

` 569; - Sidney Mohede! (:

Do I love Yuxuan or DO I love her? :DD


Went for Sidney Mohede's concert today with Wee Kiat and Christine! (:
Fedora said Wee Kiat dressed like Rain. HAHAHAH.


Fedora kept nudging me and swept her eyes at his direction.
YALA Fedora I know ;D

During dinner, Wee Kiat, Darren and Nelson crapped about army ghost stories =.=
AND Christine freaking big mouth can :X

Ah, I have no mood. But that someone! :D


토요일, 4월 14, 2007, 11:53 오전

` 568; - sometimes ignorance rings true.

Refer to title, I have nothing to say.

Even someone's smile didn't make me feel better.


As Nelson said, "Even when Jesus angry he still heal people! Matt 21!"
Jasper: "Forgiveness is the most noble form of revenge."
Fedora: "Ahya don't care her la."
Darren: "Why not try to explain? She shouldn't do these things anyway."

Thanks people ;D

금요일, 4월 13, 2007, 8:57 오후

` 567; - & you're all I need.

See, Biology DOES NOT matter (:

Literature was actually enjoyable today. We digressed from Christopher's letters to dentist to local anaestasia to piles and how it was literally a pain in the ass, to childbirth and how caesarian section is actually cutting through 7 layers of skin to shit.

We are teh experts man.

I was stepping on the MRT to church at Potong Pasir, and one SAJC councillor came to me.

COUNCILLOR: "Where is your tie?"
NAOMI: "Huh?"
COUNCILLOR: "Where IS YOUR TIE." *everyone staring*
NAOMI: "I'm in Hougang Sec." *stuffs prefect badge infront of councillor's face*


Went to church, and was immediately greeted (albeit too warmly) by Chek Yeow, Lucinda and Roy.

*whole church bursts out laughing*

And Tingwei is a posessor of a big mouth.

She blurted out his name when he was standing there.
SHEESH, would you.

I found out a lot of INTERESTING and scary coincidencal things from Thea :X

And Roy caught on the mayonnaise fever.

"Hello, Mayonnaise."


But Naomi is teh happy happy :D

-public announcement-



목요일, 4월 12, 2007, 11:05 오후

` 566; - & you'd better stop believing in this love thing.

I guess it's just me.

Saw someone today that made me happy happy :D
I'll die if someone found my blog ):

I simply couldn't be bothered.
Slept during Biology today.

Fedora got off the train as I got on.


Why do they allow people to make scrapbooks in Mos Burger and chase us out when we want to study?
Life and all it's fine ways.

And I so don't feel like going Beijing.
And Genting.

But I promised to go Genting.
And Beijing. I don't want to go.
Because I'd be missing 2 precious weeks of church.
2 PRECIOUS WEEKS. of getting the presence of God, learning about others, leading integration.

Darn it.

Suddenly that feeling came back in a surge.
The need to be Loved.
I'm gonna compress it.
Into the nebula of non-existent emotions.

She opened a raw wound.
Would you stop mentioning his name?
His name reopened my stitches around my brokeness
And rubbed salt into it.

I want to grow
But they won't let me
Maybe I haven't grew enough?
Maybe I haven't learnt to love You enough?
For You to fill my heart with endless rapture
For You to give me a future with someone.
For You to groom me into a history maker.

For You to do all the things You want me to do.


Sorry. Was feeling freaking emo. It'll pass.


수요일, 4월 11, 2007, 9:35 오후

` 565; - Reminiscence Of You

Ponned Modern Dance phototaking for church stuff and visited my darling FEDORA :D

Fedora lives in YISHUN which is near *teehee* ;D

Messed up her bookshelf by pulling out all the yearbooks and started guffawing (with Darren + Sylvia + Wenjun) at her, Ting Wei, and Sylvia. Found my Kim Jeong Hoon CD and my beloved GACKUTO-SANNNNNNN! :)

And Darren dearest squashed my French crossiant with Fedora's GP file. Well done.
Forced Darren to be my royal servant, and he dutifully willingly carried my Physics + Biology textbooks! Brownie points to Darren for being so sporting :D


Talked to Sylvia on the bus ride home and we had a very, ENTERTAINING conversation.

In the end, we paired up:

Tingwei + Nelson (but she wants Jiayang. So. Yeah.)
Sylvia + B_____
Naomi + R_____
Darren + Fedora (HAHAHHAAHH)

So yeah. thanks Sylvia for making me fall for someone eh. ;D

Sylvia: "I want a husband that is cuddly! Nice to hug!"
Naomi: "But he so skinny!"
Sylvia: "That's why I passed him on to you! :DD"

Sylvia: "I think both of you quite pei leh."
Naomi: "Pleaseeeeee. I'm only a regular."
Sylvia: "You can rise up! Have faith!"

Sylvia: "I'm sure he'll go into the music industry, you also, so quite pei!"
Naomi: "maybe. hahahahah."

So fun!
To actually think and talk crap and speculate about the future.


To answer Darren's question;

YES I believe in soulmates.
It's someone that God plans out for us (:

라벨: ,

9:07 오후

` 564; - and you'll never know, frenemy.

I have found out some things about you.

Apparently EVERYTHING I say has something in it for you to criticize. The guy I like. Big deal. My piano. AND, most importantly, my leader and MY CHURCH.

You can criticize me, who gives. But when you criticize my God, my leaders and my church, you're going too far. Way too far.

You're insulting Him who changed my life and made me whole, you are slandering the people who loves me for who I am (not like you, you and your stupid stereotypes), and you are condemning my SECOND HOME.

I can't take it no more, no more bullshit from you and your disgusting mouth.

And apparently, you think (and you spread) that I am in love with my junior. If you were a true friend, you'd be all, "No, she won't do this." But did you?

A big fat freaking NO.

You encouraged the rumour. You laughed at me behind my back. You silently cursed me as the Sec 1s said "Hi" and crowded around me. You ignored me when I said hey to you.

Don't think everyone likes you, you jerk. You are just oblivious to the amount of people who despise you.

Think again.


화요일, 4월 10, 2007, 11:25 오후

` 563; - rubbish.

NELSON LEONG, I AM NOT A NERD!!!*&^#$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*throws Bio + Chem textbooks at him*


9:56 오후

` 562; - do you know everything that my heart's been though?

You think you're so smart.
Firstly, insulting my fish, then you insulted my church, and my LEADER.
Yeah, and you had to rub it in to say he's ugly.

It's the final straw.
You just had to put me down in everything, don't you.
Just go and think and reflect about you and your lousy attitude before you try to lead others.

Had biology paper today, it was supposed to be on last Thursday but the Attack of the Bees postponed it to today :D

Of life, and other random things;

My Kingdom Hearts keychain ;D

Bio is teh lurrrrrrve ;D

Cheryl is the focker ;D


I'll exalt Him on high.

† Saint Darren † || What's Music To You? || says:
hello ah. R. of course.

† Saint Darren † || What's Music To You? || says:
beats him hands down legs down, everywhere down!

† Saint Darren † || What's Music To You? || says:
okays. he beats ribbon in every way

† Saint Darren † || What's Music To You? || says:
clean nice short =)

/NAOMIJEONG(: 雨;~사랑 예수! <3 ♥ } Reminiscence Of You. says:
Of course he's better than that someone hahahahaha

I have some doubts.
How am I so sure that I'm going to marry _?
I just have this hunch, from God maybe, that it's like.
Intangible. Tangible. Intangible yet again.

Is it how God communicates?
By hunches? By dreams? By a vision?
I don't think I will get him anyway. So I don't know.
It's God's will.

It seems so funny how news travel fast.
Anyway, it's up to God. (:

But anyway I'll still keep it close;

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월요일, 4월 09, 2007, 4:29 오후

` 561; - nothing that you cannot do.

" Let's book a reservation at the Hilton, so we can leave this world in STYLE." - Sin Yee

Got back Chem results today, and I got 19/40.
I bet that I was last in line when the gods were giving out luck, but anyhowso.

I spotted a mistake and I got 20/40 :DD Oh joy.

Apparently no one passed Comb. Physics in our level :S

Boxue knows Ruijing! He's Ruijing's COUSIN. *faints*
Singapore is so small after all.

It's really scary to dream about who you're going to marry next time. I have my dream. And it involves FEDORA. :D
But the guy I'm going to marry is not bad la. A good guy of God :D I hope I can really rise up to his standard la. But Fedora....

HEHEHE. *cackles*

And Tingwei called me during Chinese today just to talk about JY.

"You and R very pei leh! Some more look alike! Wahhhhh!"
"You are so free hor. JC life still so free to talk crap."

-but actually I was really happy :D
R passed the Girlfriend test for Looks! :D
okay, ciao, mugging for Bio ;D

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일요일, 4월 08, 2007, 9:57 오전

` 560; - easterrrrrr :D

I HAVE BEEN IN CHURCH FOR 3 DAYS STRAIGHT :D and who says I'm complaining?
our God reigns.
B4, accelerate!

금요일, 4월 06, 2007, 10:46 오후

` 559; - easter.

History Maker - Delirious?

Is it true today
that when people pray
Cloudless skies will break;
kings and queens will shake

Yes it's true
and I believe it
I'm living for you
I'm living for you

Is it true today
that when people pray
We'll see dead men rise
and the blind set free

Yes, it's true
and I believe it
I'm living for you
I'm living for you

I'm gonna be
a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be
a speaker of truth to all mankind

I'm gonna stand
I'm gonna run
Into your arms
into your arms again.

Well, it's true today
that when people stand
With the fire of God
and the truth in hand

We'll see miracles
we'll see angels sing
We'll see broken hearts
making history

Yes it's true
and I believe it
I'm living for you
I'm living for you

*chorus x2

I'm living for You


Easter was da bomb ;D Sorry for lack on photos, because Dad confiscated laptop :(

And Nicholas is irresistable ;D
B4 invented the himbo cheer! Kudos to Nicholas ;D

And I think Jia Yang and Roy are CUTE ;D


Went lunching with Dominic, Yong Xin, Thea and her siao friend Cynthia. Dominic was RETARDED. In KFC he ordered me to do this and that, and ended up stuffing his face with chicken =.= Cynthia then poured chili sauce into his Coke :D

Yong Xin :DDDDDD lost to me in foosball. MWHAHAHAHAHHA.
Chinese Orchestra rocks.

Forced Darren to carry my erhu, and Tingwei commented that he was MACHO (get that, Darren, MACHO! :D) when he's carrying it. No wonder he refused to give it back to me ;D


Talked for 3 hours non-stop.
Time really passes so fast.
I was brought to hoGc by Prisia (who was invited by Lucie) for last year's Red Rain. Then I was all emo and I saw Fedora at the MRT station (I initially taught she was someone cold, and it turned out that she was thinking that I was some new friend and COLD TOO).

If it wasn't for Prisia, + Lucie

I would still be leading a meaningless life. No Chinese Orchestra, no B4, no Pastor How and Pastor Lia, no Connect Group, no nothing.
Just emo me.

I thank God for sending me to Heart of God Church where everyone practically cares about me. As I always say

"The only true friends I have are my church friends."

B4, we shall go SHOPPING one day, eh, Nicholas? ;D

Nicholas™ - says:
you good. your message hor.

/NAOMIJEONG(: } nicholas is soooooo irresistable ;D says:
that's what you said. you said you're IRRESISTABLE :D

Nicholas™ - says:
Yes I am. I'm more sexy than RAIN (:

/NAOMIJEONG(: } nicholas is soooooo irresistable ;D says:
Whatever. =.=

Nicholas™ - says:
you good lor. and I know nicholsa is so irresistable and sexy :D

/NAOMIJEONG(: } nicholas is soooooo irresistable ;D says:

Nicholas™ - Nicholas is so irresistable (: says:
fine. you win. just so you know, I'm sexier than RAIN :D

so nonsense. tskkkkkk.

sian. I'm off for Biology.


목요일, 4월 05, 2007, 11:19 오후

` 558; - haeng bok hagil bahlae.

Haeng Bok Hagil Bahlae; I hope you'll Be Happy - Lim Hyung Joo

그 눈속에서 너는 또 다른곳을 보며 울었어
그러는 니가 너무 미워서 나도 따라 울었어

그리워 난 니가 너무 찢기도록 나 아파도
나 죽어서도 내 사랑으로 너 행복하길바래

힘이들어 돌아보면 나 거기에 늘 있는건
그 곳에다 남겨두고온 니 눈물 때문에

나 떠난 자리에 널 혼자 둘 수 없어 있었던게
이제는 널 너무 사랑해 갈 수 없는 이유됐어

그리워 난 니가 너무 찢기도록 나 아파도
나 죽어서도 내 사랑으로 너 행복하길바래

너 행복하길바래 행복하길바래

I could see it in your eyes, how you cried as you looked towards another place
I resented you so much for it, I found myself crying with you

I long for you, no matter how much it hurts me
Even if I die, I hope my love will let you be happy

Whenever you're tired, turn around and I'll be there
I'll be there because that's where your tears remain

Before, I couldn't leave you alone in that lonely place because I wasn't there
Now I can't leave you alone because I love you

I long for you, no matter how much it hurts me
Even if I die, I hope my love will let you be happy

I hope you're happy, I hope you're happy


Reminds me how I used to feel and be like 3 months ago.


수요일, 4월 04, 2007, 8:50 오후

` 557; - do something.

If you want to have a revival, at least DO SOMETHING.
Don't chuck me with all the work. It's not humane.





Had really really bad stomach cramps during Physics CA2 ): Time of the month.
And I'm really angry because my browser's freaking slow. ):

Tomorrow's Biology and I'm really really scared. :X



The newest addition to the Perodic Table of the Elements, it is classified as a highly radioactive element that when being exposed to large amounts of it, the brain might be slightly addled and cause temporary brain retardation. Side effects include: uncontrollable laughter, uncomprehensible gwables and twitching.



월요일, 4월 02, 2007, 4:58 오후

` 566; - whatever.


- I rly should be doing my history homework now.


4:14 오후

` 555 ; -

NELSON: "I going on wed to watch turtles with fedora they all"
NAOMI: "SIAN never call me go."
NELSON: "erm u wan go?"
NAOMI: "=.="

My heart is Yours forever
and I know we'd be together
You're so self-centered. What type of friend do you take me for?
Just someone to be a subsitute.
Change yourself before you tell others to change. And since, when I'm not going,
you said you do not give a damn.
Thanks for opening my eyes to see the true you.
You have made me do something that I shouldn't have done.
And since you don't give a damn, I will not too.
I miss church already.
Have faith! And we will enlarge & expand!
B4 will burst forth and multiply
New leaders will rise up.
B Zone bagus! (:

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