so we'd spread love like violence; ♥
♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}

n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence


naomi jung
서여정, 三浦 なおみ
29 june 1992
ngee ann poly mass communications
Rorsharch ink blot
J Tune Entertainment

& ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥


Heart of God Church ♥ b41

/more about me


나의 남편!


정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband.

Faith/Spaz - the best friend.

Prisia/Siao - the other best friend.

Cheryl - Cooking mama

Joyce - Korean fanatic.

Brother (wenjun) - who has 10000000 brains

Hyun - Mr Smart-ass Korean.

Chew - Dear Leader.


Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie

Ajusshi (아저씨) : Uncle

Chagiya/Yeobo (자기야/여보): Darling/Honey

Namja Chingu/Namchin (남자친구/남친) : boyfriend

Yeoja Chingu/Yeochin (여친/여자친구) : girlfriend

Hyung (형) : Older brother (for males)

Oppa (오빠) : Older brother, also can be used as "boyfriend" in a steady relationship (for females)

Nuna (누나) : Older sister (for males)

Onni (언니) : Older sister (for females)

Ssulung (썰렁) : "so cheesy/cold/lame" for cold jokes

Selca (셀카) : camwhore/self camera

Wang Ja (왕자) : 6 pack/washboard abs



♥ Heart Of God Church
♥ B and C Zone!
♥ donghaeng; Lord and Me
♥ Moi-même-Moitié
♥ amelia
♥ andrew lau!
♥ andrina
♥ anqi
♥ bellrarie!
♥ boxue!
♥ candy!
♥ cassandra!
♥ chew!
♥ clara!
♥ dajie
♥ darren!
♥ daryl!
♥ debrah
♥ faith, best friend!
♥ fedora!
♥ gabrielle!
♥ hinwen
♥ ivan!
♥ jasmine
♥ jia en!
♥ jia jia!
♥ jiayang!
♥ jia yun
♥ joanne!
♥ joyce
♥ kenneth!
♥ le raine
♥ ling
♥ liyin
♥ lucinda!
♥ marissa
♥ nadine!
♥ nelson!
♥ pearlyn
♥ peggy
♥ pei fen!
♥ pei jun
♥ reuben
♥ ruoen!
♥ ryan new!
♥ samantha!
♥ samantha whang
♥ sion; mr kimchi!
♥ shermaine!
♥ shihua
♥ shijin
♥ shizhe
♥ shumin
♥ shu xian/joe
♥ sofiana
♥ sophia
♥ sushian!
♥ sylvia!
♥ thea
♥ ting wei!
♥ trisha
♥ wanwen
♥ wei lai
♥ wendy
♥ winsome
♥ yi jing!
♥ yu xuan
♥ zhiyi!


♥ Abingdon Boys School
♥ Gackt
♥ Kenichi Matsuyama @ Horipro
♥ L'arc~En~Ciel
♥ Malice Mizer
♥ Namie Amuro
♥ S.K.I.N

♥ Big Bang
♥ DBSK Offical Site
♥ Epik High
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Entertainment
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Creative
♥ Rain's Offical Site
♥ Se7en
♥ Tablo
♥ Yiruma

♥ Gackt Dears
♥ Gackt Syndrome
♥ Rain Singapore
♥ Rain Union
♥ Sexy Bi


Blogs I read:

♥ Feet Man Seoul
♥ Joss Sticks
♥ K-popped!
♥ Lakeside Girl
♥ Mr Brown
♥ Mr Miyagi
♥ Mr Wang Says So
♥ PopSeoul!
♥ The Sartorialist
♥ Sibeh Sian
♥ Singaporean Mind
♥ Son of Singapore



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일요일, 6월 29, 2008, 11:03 오후

` 1030; -


I shall think of myself as a spiritual leader
I will see myself as one.
Doubts are nothing in the Kingdom of God, they are just lousy bullets used by the devil to throw you off course.

Thank you Prayer Group for celebrating my birthday (Weekiat, Wanwen, Daniel Chan, Yu Chuan, Nigell, Christine, Vivian, Vanessa, Tiffany, Bryan - see I named everyone! :D)

Jolyn, Cheri, Uthara, Xiao Hui, Jiaen for the presents - I love you all!

I will lead my life right so that everyone can see Jesus through me.
Be simple in a sophisticated world.
Simplicity is the key.

School has been GREAT (: Amazing. I mean, last time if I were put in this situation I would definitely be all emotional and let emotions get the best of me but now I've got my identity in Christ and no words than Man ever says can bring me down, which is amazing.

Pastor Josh Kelsey was simply mindblowing. His faith, his passion for the things of God simply amazes me, and makes me want to be more like him and Him everyday. I'm glad that I attended both services because IT SPOKE TO ME SO MUCH.

Haha I shall get a boyfriend then husband who's like him. The zest,'s amazing.
God doesn't listen to what others say about me.
If He doesn't care, what more reason should I?
His identity lives in me.

I actually enjoy the burden being lifted when I'm being myself. I used to be so paranoid about what others think about me but now I don't care :D For I have God on my side (:

Oh no I need to prepare Prayer Group stuff (: All and out.

라벨: ,

금요일, 6월 27, 2008, 11:32 오후

` 1029; - love was right on time

A very BIG thank you goes to Rain-Union for sponsoring my meal & celebrating my birthday last week (although technically my birthday is tomorrow's tomorrow, which is 29 June).




I've been feeling jaded pretty easily these few days, perhaps it's due to lack of circumspect? I don't know. Remy's been telling me to practice our duet and when I'm tired he humors me with Pirates of the Caribbean and Somewhere Over The Rainbow on the piano with stupid jerky movements of his head. Thank you FRENCHMAN. Dinner with the boys (i.e, Remy and Lionel), Jolene, Peggy and Chengfen was fun. If not funny minus the dirtiness and crudeness. These are friends for you (:

Gail: "I think ***** (name of some Man U football player which I forgot) is hot!"
Lionel: "You put him beside Wayne Rooney and a gorilla. Which one is better?! Of course the gorilla!"


And he spewed up a lot of nonsense about all the France players are not pure French and some racist comments about procreating. :/ And he insulted Remy but Remy being Remy, he was nice and decided that Lionel was just stupid and ignored him. HAHAH FUNNY.

I love my MEP friends. Every single one of them. They think my Gackt and Rain obsession is CUTE :3 \O/ yay me.

I need (absloutely) to chiong theory. I'm having that tomorrow at like 11.15am and I haven't done ANYTHING. Lord help me.


I think after I've read Fourth Dimension, my life went to a whole new level. Firstly because I've been using faith as my stepping stone and the Holy Spirit as my guide.

& thankyou to B4 for the cake and everything, much loved! :D


목요일, 6월 26, 2008, 9:46 오후

` 1028; - it all gets you nowhere

I'm glad Rain left JYP.

Some birthday gift, huh, JYP, for saying that, I quote, "Wondergirls’ music sales are higher than Rain’s" and that he "didn’t produce Rain with music in mind." He "just wanted to create an icon and music allowed Rain to become an icon, while Wondergirls is all about music."

YEAH, and who gets all the bulk of Rain's earnings, 50% to be exact (normal price for the agency to take is around 30%), HUH? You tell me.

Agreed, you took Rain under your wing and trained him, and he has since left your company. You tried to promote your company in his concert tour and your stupid World Tour Audition (which no one eventually went in). You've also claimed that "RAIN" is your property and Ji-hoon had to spend millions to get that name back.

And apparently topping the charts for 8 weeks means Wonder Girls are musicians. Right. It's only your ditsy-pop numbers that made them famous. Ego, ego. Rain's doing well without you.

Maybe you're peeved that your main money machine is gone. Hurrhurr.

At least he's too classy to stoop all the way down to your level to shoot you back.

Go Rain.

& LOL at Jen's comment;

"Wonder Girls more talented than Rain? JYP, I think those leather pants you've been wearing is cutting off the circulation to your brain."



Music was ultra-duper fun today (:
Remy's finger techniques on the piano are like W-O-A-H.
Go frenchman. :D

I was re-reading the Fourth Dimension and it was awesome.
I shall do a revelation review some other day because there's too much to be said. Really. I could fill 3 blogposts with all my revelations and everything.
I need to go, 115 days to O levels.

Bye now.


수요일, 6월 25, 2008, 6:07 오후

` 1027; - butterflies everytime you come around



생일축하합니다 지훈!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
너무너무 보고 싶어요!♡

Happy 26th birthday to the cutest-lens smouldering-hottest-stage smoking-heart stopping-mindblowing-awesomest-insert synonyms/nouns/whatever here,


나는 열심히 일할 것이다.
나는 당신을 복제하십시오, 아니, 보다는 더 나은 노력할 것이다.
저를 위한 기대, 지훈!
당신이 나에 의하여 저의 거만할 것이 시킬 것이다.
당신은 저를 사랑할 것이다.
행복하고, 항상 건강하십시오.

나는 여성 비일 것이다.

Aja aja fighting! (:


&, I was bored.

Behold... My Future

I will marry Jeong Ji-hoon.

After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Jeju Island in our fabulous Shack.

We will have 7 kid(s) together.

Our family will zoom around in a Orange Volkswagen Beetle.

I will spend my days as a Singer, and live happily ever after.

whats your future


라벨: , ,

월요일, 6월 23, 2008, 7:47 오후

` 1026; - yami no shuuen

School was okay.
I need to buy back my brain.

Congratulations to Gakuto-sama for landing into Hollywood's big screen!
Yay, now my favourite two artistes are on the big screen (: Rain and Gackt!

WOOHOO I'm so going to watch this (:

라벨: ,

일요일, 6월 22, 2008, 2:13 오후

` 1025; - you can do anything

這 是 一 個 表 達 夢 想 的 年 代 絕 對 不 放 過 (絕 對 不 放 過)
每 一 個 節 奏 都 呼 應 著 心 跳 才 那 麼 自 由 (才 那 麼 自 由)
世 界 的 目 光 將 跟 著 我 而 左 右 (贏 得 所 有 的 光 榮)
我 要 你 此 刻 為 我 而 感 到 驕 傲
而 你 擁 有 了 我

無 論 anything that you want
我 都 可 以 把 夢 ong ha wu 在 你 心 中 穿 過
無 論 any dream that you have
我 的 夢 正 在 跟 世 界 溝 通

You can do anything
而 你 擁 有 了 我
Anything any dream

讓 我 舞 動 著 身 體 的 節 奏
熱 烈 又 溫 柔 (熱 烈 又 溫 柔)
每 個 動 作 都 像 呼 吸 一 般
那 麼 的 自 由 (那 麼 的 自 由)

世 界 的 舞 台 跟 著 音 樂 變 彩 色 (舞 動 接 下 了 煙 火)
我 也 因 為 你 的 了 解 而 驕 傲 (OH~)
讓 他 夜 夜 看 著 我

無 論 anything that you want
我 都 可 以 把 夢 ong ha wu 在 你 心 中 穿 過
無 論 any dream that you have
我 的 夢 想 正 在 跟 世 界 溝 通

Not because Jihoon's in it but of the content.
Shows that if you dream you can get it (: But of course with hard work and God (:

라벨: , ,

11:41 오전

` 1024; -

Ahya sian don't have his picture now but anyway :D TBC...

Rain Union celebrated Jihoon's birthday yesterday & at the same time with mine! :D
Pics will be up when Jazzy uploads them on Rain Union (:
Met Vivian there and hello (:
HAHAH so funny on the train ride to church and Tampines :E

And you so gotta read The Fourth Dimension by Pastor Cho Yonggi!
It's super, uber, duper powerful.
Finished it in 2 days and I'm re-reading it again.
Saving up for Volume 2!

"Visions and Dreams are the language of the Fourth Dimension, and the Holy Spirit communicates through them."
If you see it, imagine it, and you have a burning desire for it, and you know it's for the glory of God, well, just keep on praying because you're drawing closer to it (:
Be pregnant in the spirit, yo.

And to follow in the likes of Pastor Cho: "I'm pregnant with my L1R5 of 7 for O levels within me! And a merit for my piano exam!"

I remember that last time my facial condition was super jialat (thanks to my hormones), and I was praying and praying, and envisioning myself with clear skin and everything, now thanks to God and a little bit of effort on my part, my skin is back to normal but of course with the blemishes (:

So God really hears our prayers (:


Then I'll move on to the entertainment industry and stuff. Will talk about that another time...I already see everything forming in my head and it's great. J-Tune here I come! (:

Got to get my life right man... it's a season of intense studying with God!

And about the previous post, it's about me thinking too much.
But anyway tomorrow's a whole new school term, so I'm just going to give it all I've got.
Revival? Definitely.

I'm off to study now.


목요일, 6월 19, 2008, 10:37 오전

` 1024; -

I feel tired, emotionally and spiritually drained.

I should not feel this way.
I should not feel sian when I'm about to do my QT.
I should not yawn while doing QT.

I must step out of my comfort zone, and stop being anal over people who actually are anal, to say the least
Move on to the next point, stop procrastinating
Lean on God more and not my own strength
Decisions over emotions
And to love people more like how Jesus did.

I seriously need to pray more and let faith rise up, have more faith.
I'm midway to being dried up inside.

Ah, crap it.
I feel as if I'm stuck in this and there's a suction force pulling me back into what I tried to get out of.


수요일, 6월 18, 2008, 11:07 오후

` 1022; -


CEO in Berlin. :D I wna go there. But anyhow Rain seriously... his hair sucks. Period. But shall forgive him for it because it's for Ninja Assassin so.. :/ anything Wachowski Brothers want, they get.

Peektures are for Trisha. The PICTURES, not the man.

What's with that huge thermometer there? :/ You're too hot you don't need it.

"Naomi, when I get to Singapore I swear I'm going to spank you (Me: YAY!) for laughing about my haircut."


Went out with my mother today and it was sweet (:
Met Chiwen & Zhilin in Topshop.

: D

I'm going to watch Narnia tomorrow with Darren and Sushian.
But before that I have math tuition with my Super Tutor tomorrow.
And on Saturday, lunch at Amara Hotel with the rest of Rain-Union people! (Even though they're older than me) :D

Oh and I met SOFIANA :D She's my primary school mate!
:D:D At the Rain-Union gathering to collect the Speed Racer tickets.

I am soooooooooooooo pfft.

But anyway Soolan says she'll help me get a siggie from CEO :3 Yay?
Oh whatever I'm off to do math now.

라벨: ,

월요일, 6월 16, 2008, 10:33 오후

` 1021; -

"Music is communism, but you're playing democracy."


Edit: I just realized that my new math tutor is featured on Sunday Time's Super Tutors.

Congratulations, Miss Loi. (:


일요일, 6월 15, 2008, 12:01 오전

` 1020; - Sunshine, how'd you do it?

I feel happy.
I feel like I'm shining. Surpassing the candleflame, light, stars, sun... and stopping right before the glory of His name.
And, knowing that I'm weary from shining sometimes, He says, "Do not stop shining, My daughter." (although you know it ceases to cease)
And He takes me into His arms, tonight and today, filling my life to overflow.

Never release me, instead, take me to greater heights, my Love.
For I know all these which comes by loving without hesitation.

I came back from church like about 5 hours ago and I miss church already.

Well today was cool, did theory and rushed down to Singpost.
I love Heart of God Church people. And I'll say it again.

They say you're beautiful. With conviction and belief. Without any hint of saying "I'M JUST KIDDING! HAHAHA" after saying you're pretty.

Thank you Deleon, Yong Sing, Derry, Kenneth Jiejie and Lynn for saying my hair was gorgeous today (it's pretty everyday hor!)

I love you guys.
I love You too, Jesus.


토요일, 6월 14, 2008, 12:11 오전

` 1019; - eye candy

The new AnyCall Haptic SCH-W420 looks to be the perfect way to show it (Samsung's development of touchscreen phones) off. Centered around a 16:9, 3.2-inch screen, the phone includes DMB, a 2 megapixel camera and Bluetooth 2.0. Haptic feedback in the form of vibrations help out with the UI, and home screen is customizable with widgets. The feature set seems to be squarely targeted at the consumer, but the price sure ain't -- the phone is launching in Korea starting at 700,000 KRW and ramping up to 800,000 KRW ($700 to $800 US [WTFFFFF?!?!?!?!?!?!?]).

*This is the part where you swoon*

But well I guess I could also get this as a consolation :P

(Samsung music handphone SGH-F258; aka the Rain Phone) is available in China and Hong Kong (WLAU!)

I hope I could get this with an UPGRADE.

Say, Rain/Ji-hoon as my personal voicemail greeter:

"Annyeong haseyo, this is Rain. You have reached MY yoja chingu Naomi. Mianhaminda, she's not available right now as she's too busy attending to me. Saranghaminda, Naomi...However, if you will leave your message I MIGHT get her to call you back. Ne, kamsahaminda, and have a Rain-tastic day!"

*This is the part where I swoon*

Samsung SHOULD hire me as the marketing head or whatever. :PPPPP

라벨: , ,

금요일, 6월 13, 2008, 12:01 오후

` 1018; -

Service with Charleston was... mindblowing.

Was very impacted by what he said, especially the 3 levels of knowing God.
Which level am I? I know where is my position. It's not exactly good, but it isn't bad either.
Well... growing closer to Him doesn't hurt.

Stole Hannah's Winnie the Pooh pillow and hugged it all the way up to the admin office on the 13th floor to say goodbye to Charleston, and then Leonard took it and threatened to throw it down! ):
But I still love you, Leonard. (:

Bussed home with Sushian and Tingwei.
Was a great sharing session... Tingwei shared a lot about her struggles and how she overcame it...and ultimately it's truly God.

And I really need to get the Fourth Dimension by Pastor Cho!!! ): Sushian when are you going to Tecman with me ah. Next week?


I'm going to be good friends with Mr Chopin again.


수요일, 6월 11, 2008, 11:31 오후

` 1017; - don't be afraid to fall in love again

It's like we look into this amber spyglass and see the ugliness of people. But sometimes the spyglass shows you the beautiful side of that person but you tend to focus more on the negative rather than the positive. Love focuses more on the positive, acting as though the negatives ain't there.

Well love isn't (really) love if you love what you love.

Have you ever crashed while loving? It isn't a pretty feeling but it's a feeling anyway. Some people get over it and some people don't. For those who do, it's an emancipation, a liberation from that painful (love? Or is it sub-love?) and they are usually taking this freedom to love again as something scary. They fear love, because the person they love failed them. And before that, they love people too much and when people make use of their love as an excuse (albeit a lousy one) to step all over them like a doormat.

Do you get what I mean?

Those who don't, they spiral down into an abyss of despair. For the lucky ones, they find a saviour which pulls them out from Hell's Gate and (supposedly), they manage to find love again. But there's a problem. You don't hanker after love. You do it.

Those who get over it, they love again. Selflessly.

He got disappointed by those who betrayed and killed him. Murder. But He still loved us for whoever we are, bad or good. Now, would you just love Him back?

I was afraid. Scared to love. And this season I have to break the "Me Myself and I" mentality.
He first loved me.

Now, I can't wait to love again.


아무도 맘을 모르죠
사실은 당신만 모르죠
아파도 계속 반복하죠
이러다 언젠가 다시 마주치겠죠


11:02 오후

` 1016; - YATTAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I KNEW IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The plot for Rain’s new drama “Sagye” is finally out but however, due to Rain and Jun Ji-hyun’s upcoming Hollywood movies, the two “world stars” cannot find a common time to film the drama together.

FYI, “Sagye” is a Koreanized form of the french word “Les Saisons” and the drama was going to be about a French mercenary (Rain) who falls in love with a news reporter (Jeon Ji-hyun).

credits from POPSEOUL!

Anyhow. It's a start.

라벨: , , ,

월요일, 6월 09, 2008, 11:47 오후

` 1015; - You are my saviour

I've typed in a whole lot of stuff but I deleted them all.

This sums up what I intended to say through words.
This is uber powerful.

How could we live but not see
Your sacrifice, Your glory

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금요일, 6월 06, 2008, 2:31 오후

` 1014; - Your breath would probably end before my heart

You are wandering through death, (I'll save you...)
(When you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin′)
You are the one.
When you're walking in shadows
(When I'm panicking in the shadows, my breath does the same)
You are my savior
I'll reach my hand out to you
(When all the doors in the world close, I'll support you with my hand)
You are the one.
You are my savior.

라벨: ,

목요일, 6월 05, 2008, 11:56 오전

` 1013; - it's windy in my lifetime

This June hols, I need to plan for:

Family Time
Study time
CG outings
CG sessions
Hanging out with friends
Practice sessions with Remy
Translation for Rain-Union's stuffs

Most people will go, "alamak Naomi where got time?!"
But I've planned my week already. I must make every second and every minute of my life worthwhile! I'm making a DECISION to be the best whatever in everything I'm in. But quite hard since I have like f9s but faith will pull me through (:

Now my maid's playing Chris Brown's With You and it's ANNOYING especially when you're attempting to watch your favourite dramas on the Net. No kidding.


수요일, 6월 04, 2008, 8:21 오후

` 1012; - most of us are here against our will

That is Sushian just being Sushian and me. HAHA she's my best friend!

On Tuesday, Sylvia, Liling, Cindy, Desiree, Sushian and I went to some ulu salon at Bishan to cut our hair... and I went for treatment. Was scouring the shops for the cheapest treatment and Sylvia ended up plonking herself down on one of the chairs and refusing to move. So that's how we decided to do our hair there.

YES SYLVIA I KNOW PASTOR JOSH KELSEY is HANDSOME (: Well let's be more spiritual shall we... he's ANOINTED. Thanks to her I'm smitten with him already...

Well. Went to Bugis because Chew told us that she was there... and then Sushian and I went to Desiree's house to play with the rabbit. Her house is super nice. Next time I must stay at that kind of house! :D

Desiree's chauffeur took us to Peace Centre where we chiong-ed for the 147 that was about to move away. Caught it and fellowshipped in the end (: ILY Sushian!

Then yesterday, went to eat lunch with Sushian at Hougang Mall and met DERRY! :D in the library. Got him to have lunch with us and he's HAHAHA funny. Seriously! Had a great time talking to him and here's one of this quotes on marriage:

"I want the product (as in, the child) but I don't want the factory."

WALAMAK how can like that?!?!!?

And, he's at loggerheads with Boxue because both of them wants to build and design the future HOGC. Oh well guys Boxue can do the inside you can do the outside.

Trained to Harbourfront with Derry (Sushian went out at Kovan). He's one real joker. Great to know you more man, must study together one day with other people too yeah (:


That pretty much summed up my first two days. Wasn't selected for BMT because my results aren't that good... but anyway, I'm going to work hard!

Nothing can come to pass without hard work. Yeah God's encouragement does count but in the end your part still needs to be played.

I'm onto working harder and harder. Complacency needs to be kicked out.

I'm off,
gdnight & gdbye


월요일, 6월 02, 2008, 10:24 오후

` 1011; -

I am trying very hard.

I don't understand.
But I will soldier on.

I will go on to glorify You, oh Lord.
Give me time, soon I will show you a more mature Naomi.


일요일, 6월 01, 2008, 2:02 오전

` 1010; -

I've never been this... this... DISGUSTED. Ever.

Everything on wordpress.