so we'd spread love like violence; ♥
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♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence
나는
naomi jung
서여정, 三浦 なおみ
29 june 1992
ngee ann poly mass communications
Rorsharch ink blot
Pianist
J Tune Entertainment
& ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥
ll.intoxicated.ll@gmail
Heart of God Church ♥ b41
/more about me
wishlist
friendster
cyworld
facebook
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나의 남편!
누구지?
정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband.
Faith/Spaz - the best friend.
Prisia/Siao - the other best friend.
Cheryl - Cooking mama
Joyce - Korean fanatic.
Brother (wenjun) - who has 10000000 brains
Hyun - Mr Smart-ass Korean.
Chew - Dear Leader.
용어
Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie
Ajusshi (아저씨) : Uncle
Chagiya/Yeobo (자기야/여보): Darling/Honey
Namja Chingu/Namchin (남자친구/남친) : boyfriend
Yeoja Chingu/Yeochin (여친/여자친구) : girlfriend
Hyung (형) : Older brother (for males)
Oppa (오빠) : Older brother, also can be used as "boyfriend" in a steady relationship (for females)
Nuna (누나) : Older sister (for males)
Onni (언니) : Older sister (for females)
Ssulung (썰렁) : "so cheesy/cold/lame" for cold jokes
Selca (셀카) : camwhore/self camera
Wang Ja (왕자) : 6 pack/washboard abs
할말!
친구
♥ Heart Of God Church
♥ B and C Zone!
♥ donghaeng; Lord and Me
♥ Moi-même-Moitié
♥ amelia
♥ andrew lau!
♥ andrina
♥ anqi
♥ bellrarie!
♥ boxue!
♥ candy!
♥ cassandra!
♥ chew!
♥ clara!
♥ dajie
♥ darren!
♥ daryl!
♥ debrah
♥ faith, best friend!
♥ fedora!
♥ gabrielle!
♥ hinwen
♥ ivan!
♥ jasmine
♥ jia en!
♥ jia jia!
♥ jiayang!
♥ jia yun
♥ joanne!
♥ joyce
♥ kenneth!
♥ le raine
♥ ling
♥ liyin
♥ lucinda!
♥ marissa
♥ nadine!
♥ nelson!
♥ pearlyn
♥ peggy
♥ pei fen!
♥ pei jun
♥ reuben
♥ ruoen!
♥ ryan new!
♥ samantha!
♥ samantha whang
♥ sion; mr kimchi!
♥ shermaine!
♥ shihua
♥ shijin
♥ shizhe
♥ shumin
♥ shu xian/joe
♥ sofiana
♥ sophia
♥ sushian!
♥ sylvia!
♥ thea
♥ ting wei!
♥ trisha
♥ wanwen
♥ wei lai
♥ wendy
♥ winsome
♥ yi jing!
♥ yu xuan
♥ zhiyi!
명사
♥ Abingdon Boys School
♥ Gackt
♥ Kenichi Matsuyama @ Horipro
♥ L'arc~En~Ciel
♥ Malice Mizer
♥ Namie Amuro
♥ S.K.I.N
♥ Big Bang
♥ DBSK Offical Site
♥ Epik High
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Entertainment
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Creative
♥ Rain's Offical Site
♥ Se7en
♥ Tablo
♥ Yiruma
♥ Gackt Dears
♥ Gackt Syndrome
♥ Rain Singapore
♥ Rain Union
♥ Sexy Bi
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Blogs I read:
♥ Feet Man Seoul
♥ Joss Sticks
♥ K-popped!
♥ Lakeside Girl
♥ Mr Brown
♥ Mr Miyagi
♥ Mr Wang Says So
♥ PopSeoul!
♥ The Sartorialist
♥ Sibeh Sian
♥ Singaporean Mind
♥ Son of Singapore
주크박스
과거
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화요일, 10월 31, 2006, 9:41 오후
okay.all my savings, everything, down the drain.
DARN IT I CAN'T GO TO RAIN'S CONCERT.
THE STUPID SAVINGS THAT I HAD ALREADY SAVED FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS
THE NUMEROUS POSTERS I HAVE COLLECTED
EVERYTHING
ALL GONE DOWN THE BLARDY DRAIN.
THANKS TO YOU MAN. ):
):
I AM SO FREAKING SAD LAAA
3:33 오후
L!!! /swoon.
Kenichi Matsuyama is MINE. :D
*goes crazy over L*
aisheteru, L!
<333333333
L's my new boyfriend ;D
1:44 오후
Richer students = smarter students?Did you ever notice that the branded schools in Singapore usually have high-end cars (ie, Mercedes, BMW, Jaguar) spewing out of their front gates every morning?
Maybe richer students = smarter students.
Everyone is born with a brain. That we know. And it's up to the parents to determine how smart their child can get. Through Mozart, through books, through encylopaedias (everything has been tested on me, and look how I turned out. Just kidding :D) and everything else that money can buy.
Let me give you an example.
One child is born into a rich family; let's call him Richie. Another child is born into a financially unstable family, let's call him Tom.
Richie is showered, from birth, Mozart CDs, encylopaedias made easy, tuition... whilst little Tom was made to inherit torn and tattered textbooks from his older siblings which look the worse for the wear. He has no tuition and had to count on help from his school teachers.
Who eventually went to Raffles Insitution, with the state-of-the-art facilities, numerous CCAs and iMac-ed computer labs?
DING DING DING DING! Richie.
It's because of the tuition and various motivational courses that Richie's parents showered on him. Maybe.
However, some may beg to differ. I, personally have friends who are of the middle-class status, like me, who actually made it to the branded schools with no tuition, and with tattered textbooks.
The bottom line, it MAY help if you're from a rich family, so that you can have tuition and stuffs, and you can achieve better grades. But it also doesn't mean you don't have the potential.
EVERYONE has potential within them (yes, even people I despise.), it's just the matter if you've found it or you haven't discovered it yet. I myself haven't, and I'm finding, and searching for it.
Haha. I'm off to play Audition, then study.
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, IT'LL BE THE BEST THING YOU'VE EVER DONE.
i guess i can't say a simple "i love you" to you on MSN anymore
since you already love someone else.
the only way i can say it to you again
if that person you have been admiring is me.
12:20 오후
Take me to VEEEVOOOAm I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken?
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see; right through me?
I live, I breathe
I let it rain on me
I sleep, I wake, I've tried hard not to break
I crave, I love, I've waited long enough
I try as hard as I can
I laugh, I feel, I make believe it’s real,
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees,
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man,
I try as hard as I can.
Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don’t I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?
- Kasey Chambers; Am I not Pretty Enough?
Went there with Boon, Zheng Jie, Jasmine and Jia Ling to watch Death Note yesterday.
Cannot post pics up because I misplaced the USB cable ):
replies to tags:
faith: it's not me. it's Jia Ling and me who made up the play. HAHA. who asked you to do one of me and Rain hmm?
Rachel: Okay, let's buy a parrot? What should we name it? xD JAPAN AHOY!
luce: hey HORSEY! xD Yeah, I am one scary girl. (: thanks for the grace. I'll give you blessings. Wait, I'm not God. XD
tracy: Yeah! How time flies; from the time you got lost in the cab, the Dae Jang Geum theme park... the hot Korean guys... Lotte World... Everland to the present, which is JAPAN!:D me loves you mucho mucho too <3
jermaine: okays. (: linked.
cedarian: if you want to say it's Mr Sng, go ahead. I bear no grudges against him. I have read his blog posts, and I have found that he is a fantastic writer and a faithful servant of God. What I have reproduced here on my blog, is something that my friend and I came up with to poke fun at my best friend, to her request. I am NOT ruining his reputation, nor creating any malice against him. I take his liberty in good faith.
If you request that post to be taken down, please say it nicely, and it'll be taken down for you. Seek, and you shalt find.
it seems like you're taken already
i don't know why i'm missing you a lot here
when you already have someone over there.
i feel like a fool
who doesn't know that you already loved someone
i just can't feel anything else
except hurt.
토요일, 10월 28, 2006, 9:48 오후
Yes, I agree, Fedora. Mine's Mr Jeong. :D
x
Replies to tags:
WOTRrc: Amen to that. The society should be more open and embrace Arts. I guess they're trying their best. We Arts students should break their stereotypical thinkings about us.
Darren: Precisely, that's my point.
Peiwen: I'm appealing now, and thanks for all the messages. (:
Sophia: Haha, I understand. And thanks, I hope I can get in!
Uthara: -.- Don't you have anything better to do?
Passerby: I understand. I'm thinking of going to the Arts faculty in the near future. But what I'm trying to convey is that I want to break through the stereotypical thinking of people that Arts has no future. And why should they put us, the Arts students, as the last class instead of the first? And why do they chuck all the retainees in Arts classes? That's my question. Thanks for droppin by!
Rachel: have heart woman! At least you didn't get expelled or something (: Ganbatte!
Faith: YEAH! And those crap about teach less learn more, education system gets more money, yadda yadda. BLEAGH. All BS.
siao!: you're wasting your time flaming my tagboard. fuck off.
alif: really? we're implementing the homeroom system next year. hope it's fun! (:
목요일, 10월 26, 2006, 8:21 오후
SCREW the system.Now that everyone's grumbing over their combination results, let me have my say.
I can summarise everything in 3 simple, yet significant words;
F*** THE SYSTEM.
To express my point, Singapore's secondary school education system, at Secondary 3, is split into two catagories, namely the Sciences and the Arts.
The geniuses get into the Sciences, and the retainees and the not-so-smart people get kicked to the Arts.
This sucks big time.
And the combination form; why WASTE SO MUCH TIME ON IT?
We can adopt the homeroom system (which we are going to implement next year), choose our own subjects, and allocate the timetable according to the student's subjects?
[Eg., the student chooses A math. Then, the students which choose A Math will be allocated into that class. If more than 40 students choose A Math, then the schedule of the first 40 students will be different than the second batch of A Math students]
Everyone will be happy then.
Come on, if you're setting these combinations, you're forcing us to study subjects that we most probably have no interest in, and we waste 2 years of our life and more than a hundred bucks for the GCE O level examinations.
The future is ours to create; why ruin it for us?
It's good that the government is currently opening the different schools to nurture different people in different niches, for instance, Singapore Sports School, Singapore Arts School (upcoming) and NUS High School for Maths and Science.
However, we need more of these schools.
Because all of us are learners today; leaders tomorrow.
Leaders are not born, they are MADE.
x
I don't bother to censor this post because I am so angry. period.
WHY AM I PUSHED BACK TO 3E6.
I am disappointed, disgusted, furious and very angry with the school.
BLOODY HELL. EVERYWHERE I GO, IT'S BEEN
"Naomi, why you go to such a lousy class?"
"Naomi, I thought you very smart one?"
BLOODY FUCKING HELL. Why must you push all the Science people to the first class and shove the Arts people to the freaking last class? This is freaking UNFAIR.
YOU PEOPLE THINK ARTS PEOPLE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THE FUTURE ROAD SWEEPERS AND CLEANERS IN SOCIETY WHILST THE SCIENCE PEOPLE ARE GOING TO BE THE FUTURE PRESIDENTS AND MINISTERS AND ALL THAT SHIT RIGHT?!
Wah, those people who score damn freaking well get into the Science stream and all the retainees/stupid asses get pangseh-ed into the Arts stream? BLOODY FREAKING SHIT.
As Jannah said, we can prove that Literature + Biology students can do as well as 3E1 people. We can prove it. But it's UP TO THE BLOODY ASSHOLES WHETHER THEY WANT TO ACKNOLEDGE OUR EXISTENCE OR NOT.
THE LITERATURE + BIOLOGY CLASS IS NOT FOR YOU ASSHOLES TO TRASH YOUR STUDENTS WHOM YOU THINK ISN'T THAT GOOD ENOUGH.
COME ON. WE ALL HAVE A BRAIN. WE ARE PEOPLE. WE AREN'T THINGS THAT YOU CAN PUSH AND SHOVE AND LABEL THEM.
IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT ALL THE LEFT-BRAINERS, NAMELY, SCIENCY PEOPLE, ARE SMARTER THAN ARTS STUDENTS. COME ON, WE ALL HAVE OUR OWN STRENGTHS RIGHT?
We're both SICK and TIRED of hearing people say that "oh, it's not according to rank, it's according to your combination, and what you choose, blah blah blah."
WHAT BULLSHIT LA.
Why not let's put the Triple Science class as 3E6 and the Lit + Bio class as 3E1. HOW ABOUT THAT HAR?!
As Jannah stated, what if our classes were ranked according to what is stated above, and some VIP comes to inspect your school, and she asks you what class you were from and you are a triple science student and you tell her 3E6, and she doesn't know that your school ranks you in this way and she starts checking your nails and shit, and think that you're some rebellious student who needs extra care because you're in THE LAST FUCKING EXPRESS CLASS WHERE ALL THE THROWAWAYS ARE IN - 3E6.
It's a stereotype; "Oh, you're in 3E6, the last class. Surely you must have did badly." "Ah, 3E6, lousy la, they all don't want to study, it's so unfortunate, all the students are like shit." Jannah was in 2E1, and I was in 2E2, and people'll think, "OMG, why did they drop class until like that? Must be slacking."
WELL YOU THOUGHT WRONG.
SERIOUSLY, IF YOU THINK THAT EVERYTHING IS ALL ABOUT THE SCIENCES, YOU IDIOTS SHOULD SERIOUSLY GO TRASH EVERY WORK OF ART THAT YOU SEE, BOOKS,
THE MONA LISA, AND MIGHT AS WELL TO TORCH THE LOUVRE RIGHT? GO PROTEST, GO TEAR UP SINGAPORE BIENNALE. GO AND CONDEMN ALL THE ARTS STUDENTS FOR ALL I CARE. IF THERE WEREN'T LITERATURE AND ART, YOU PEOPLE WON'T BE ABLE TO READ THESE AND EVEN HAVE PICTURES FOR YOUR DAMN TEXTBOOKS.
EVERYTHING NOWADAYS IS ALL BUSINESS, MEDICAL, FINANCIAL EH? NO MORE LITERATURE BECAUSE IT IS SO LAST CENTURY RIGHT? WELL, YOU'RE WRONG. YOU'RE READING LITERATURE NOW. IF YOU DON'T EVEN STUDY ANY ASPECT OF LITERATURE, THERE'RE WOULDN'T BE ANY PIANISTS, AUTHORS, POETS, WRITERS, JOURNALISTS AND WHAT HAVE YOU IN THIS WORLD RIGHT?
SO YOU STEROTYPICAL IMBECILES THINK THAT ARTS STUDENTS HAVE NO FUTURE RIGHT? FINE, GO AHEAD. SACK ALL FASHION DESIGNERS. SACK ALL ARCHITECTS. SACK ALL JOURNALISTS. SACK ALL PIANISTS AND WRITERS. SACK POP STARS. SACK 'EM ALL.
WE'LL SEE WHETHER YOU SURVIVE.
GO AND SCREW YOURSELF IN YOUR CORNER IF YOU THINK THAT ARTS STUDENTS ARE TOTALLY FUCKING USELESS AND INCOHERENT. COME ON. BLOODY HELL, SCIENCE ISN'T EVERYTHING OKAY.
WE ARTS STUDENTS HAVE A FUTURE OKAY. DON'T LABEL US, DON'T BRAND US TO WHATEVER YOU WANT US TO LOOK LIKE.
AND STOP ASKING WHY AND WHAT ON THE FUCKING EARTH HAPPENED TO ME THAT I WENT INTO 3E6. IT'S SO DAMN FREAKING ANNOYING. SO WHAT IF YOU'RE A SCIENCE STUDENT EH? YOU ALL WANT TO LOOK DOWN ON US IS IT? IS RESULTS EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD? YES? THEN GO SCREW YOURSELF.
HECK, I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE WORLD ANYMORE. GUESS THEY HATE ART STUDENTS.
I AM SO DAMN ANGRY RIGHT NOW. STUPID SCHOOL AND THEIR STUPID BRANDINGS.
JANNAH AND I ARE GOING TO PROVE, ON BEHALF OF THE ARTS STUDENTS, NORMAL ACAD AND TECH, THAT WE CAN DO BETTER THAN ANY SCIENCE STUDENT.
IT'S UP TO YOU WHETHER YOU GUYS WANT TO SEE OUR RESULTS OR NOT.
수요일, 10월 25, 2006, 2:51 오후
5 years on.Read Reuben's blog entry on what would happen 5 years later.
I guess it was rather meaningful, because it really got me thinking and imagining what would happen in the future.
I guess I'd be in JC, or in university, or maybe something else.
Five years ago I was in Primary 4; Nanyang Primary. We were sitting for our streaming examinations. I remember that as my best year in my life in Nanyang. Everyone were united, if one falls, everyone tries to help that person.
What would happen 5 years later?
x
Didn't get the combination I wanted.
WHY ON EARTH IS EVERYONE COMPARING THEIR FACKING RESULTS WITH MINE? IT'S NOT LIKE I'M SOME STUDENT IMMORTAL OR SOMETHING RIGHT. GOODNESS.
I got into Literature and Biology, which was my second choice. I wanted Triple Science.
I got so frantic I called Darren first.
First Call: Darren
Naomi: "OPPA! I got into Literature and Biology! It's 3E6 LEHHHH!"
Darren: "????"
Then he started to tell me to relax. I mean, who'd relax la. My classroom will be next to the LOO, and it'll be on the Normal Acad side!! /faints.
Second Call: Reuben
Then, I called Reuben.
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I COULD BUY AN AIRPLANE TICKET ON THE SPOT AND FLY OVER TO CANADA JUST TO HUG HIM.
He spent like half an hour listening, trying to help me to get an appeal, trying to gauge my standard and stuff like that. It's midnight over there and he's still trying to help me with my subject combination.
I LOVE YOU MUCHO MUCHO MAN. <3 /lovedd!
He then told me to go to see Mr Chia.
Third person: Mr Chia.
Uthara and I went to see Mr Chia in his office. Went in, bowed deeply and then sat down.
Uthara's phone rang in the middle of the meeting, and she mouthed "FACK!". Thank goodness Mr Chia had his back turned.
Mr Chia helped me a lot. He explained every single thing to me, and encouraged me.
I am going to sign a petition to stop him from leaving next year. I miss him. ): He's DA PRINCIPAL MAN.
Thanks Darren, Reuben, Uthara, Fedora, Miss Lau, Mrs Yap, Mrs Lily Lee and Mr Chia for believing in me. (:
So now just need to pray la.
JIAYOU! AJA AJA FIGHTING!
화요일, 10월 24, 2006, 8:55 오후
Can't believe I'm going out with a JERK.For the moment; the remake of John Tucker Must Die is upcoming.
*reads script*
do you know how much I actually despise you?
월요일, 10월 23, 2006, 7:11 오후
he'd better watch outhe'd better not try
he'd better go hide
I'm telling you why
Evil Naomi's coming to town
she knows when he is lying
she knows when he is fake
she knows when he is bad or good
so be good for goodness sake!
he'd better watch out
he'd better not try
he'd better go hide
I'm telling you why
Evil Naomi's coming to town.
My first ever debut performance is this Friday.
Exit, stage left.
3:43 오후
UBER bored, so will do a post about the past teachers I had.English
- 1E3; Ms Low
Oh GOODNESS. Some people says she's bias, because when she thinks that if someone is literate and articulate, she marks their compositions with flying colours. Nobody listens to her in English class. I mean, NOBODY.
- 2E2; Mdm Elizabeth Wu
I love her a lot. She instills the interest in English within us. WHY DO ALL THE GOOD TEACHERS HAVE TO BE TRAINEES?
- 2E2; Miss Adeline Tan
I actually like her, because she can actually connect with us. Was our form teacher until - Mrs Teo came. But I got a little pissed with her because she scolded me for no rhyme or reason because of a misunderstanding over the IPW project. But nonetheless, I love her.
Science
- 1E3; Mdm Radza
She's quite okay, but they way she uses words are very cheem. For example, DNA, say DNA la. Don't say Deoxyribonucleic Acid la.
- 1E3; Mr Lee
The HOTTEST teacher I've ever met nor seen in my entire life. Blushes when explaining about Sexual Reproduction. O^.^O
- 2E2; Ms Lau
Even she teaches lecture-style (aka boring), I actually excel in her classes. W3rd.
Mathematics
- 1E3; Miss Ong
SO cuteee! And her Mushroom Days (where we split into groups to discuss problems). Ingenious. /loves- 2E2; Mrs Yap
Very very motivating. Love her to bits. Very strong follower of the Lord, and she encourages me to do well even when I flunked badly. /grateful
- 2E2; Miss Serene Loh
Gave me lotsa tuition, even though she's a trainee. My math went from F9 to an A1 in a snap.
- 2E2; Mrs Yap
She's da MATH TEACHER, y'know. Everyone really pays attention in her classes (do you, people?)
Chinese
- 1E3; Mdm Chua
Cracks jokes, especially DIRTY jokes. I still remember the one that she threatened to seal up Don's mouth with a pantyliner, because it fits perfectly. xD
- 2E2; Mdm Liu
Wears leopard prints and goes, "an jingr!" in a Beijing accent.
Geography
- 1E3 and 2E2; Mr Fahizal
Kept advertising his scouts, pestering people to join PA Club and Scouts. His drawings are super nice, and he speaksveryveryfast.
History
- 1E3; Mrs Devan
I LOVE THIS WOMAN TO BITS.- 2E2; Miss Koh
Energetic. Rides a HARLEY DAVIDSON to school! How cool is that?
- 2E2; Miss Neo
As the saying goes, "silence is golden."
Art
- 1E3; Mr Wong
Tells us ghost stories everytime during his art lessons. No teaching. Every student's heaven.
- 2E2; Ms Jamilene Tan
Really passionate about art, taking us to Singapore Biennale (I CAN'T GO. *SOBS*) and took us to NAFA. (:
D&T
- 1E3&2E2; Mr Liang
Very professor-ish. And strict. Wears pants that hang loose.
Home Ec
- 1E3&2E2; Ms Nadleen
She has qian li er (thousand mile ears). She has very sharp hearing. But she's FUNNY, in a morbid way. :D
Literature
- 1E3; Miss Junice Chia
Really passionate about literature. Probably the only teacher I listen to in school.
- 2E2; Mr Fahmy
As Miss Swan goes, "say what you mean and mean what you say."
P.E
- 1E3; Mr Khoo
Quite okay. Now he's the vice principal. T_T
- 2E2; Mr Lee
Yes, the same guy who taught us Science. He's hot.
- 2E2; Mr Varnan
The most patient teacher I've come across in my life. Heh. He always loses to me in badminton. xD
Going to play Audition. Bye people.
3:09 오후
I'm still loving youEven though there's a distance between us
Forever loving you
Even though we can't be together now
We'll still be under the same sky
Even if we're in different countries
We'll still be under the same sky
- Kaira Gong; Together Forever; (Yuan Yuan Zai Yi Qi)
The meaning of love.
"Naomi, when you stead, you only stead for the experience, not the love. You can't expect two people to be together forever right? So to me, it's just for the experience."
Urgh. Agh. Aghrama.
Please, when you get into a relationship, you must seriously love that person a lot to commit to him/her. You don't get steads just for experience. Where's the commitment? When you commit to each other, it means that you must protect your girl/boyfriend to actually go out offically with him/her. Don't treat them like toys, that you could do whatever you want to them, and when you have something to do, ditch them aside.
"Why do you choose to chase me at that time?"
"Because you were famous. You were in Singapore's Brainiest right? I wanted some of your fame to rub off on me."
YOU don't choose your partners because they're famous. You choose them because you truly love them; not because you want to be famous as well. If I go steady with someone famous, it's not because I like his looks; body; intelligence; money or what has he. I go steady with him because of his PERSONALITY. Not material stuffs.
I feel like slapping this kind of guys. He is now two-timing people. He hasn't broken up with his girlfriend, and now he's chasing ME. WHY?
Probably because of my Apple iPod.
I hate these kind of guys. I despise them. )):
even though we're in different countries
i knew you'd come to me one day
even you said that you won't do so
but i know you would.
토요일, 10월 21, 2006, 3:30 오후
GOONG 2!Goong 2 is called "Prince Hours." -.- Corny.
BUT SE7EN'S ACTING IN IT! Fedora, cheer!
taken from soompiforums:
Lee Hoo (Seven): His blood flows in a Royal family, but Lee Hoo doesn't know it. Not knowing that he's a prince, he works at a Chinese Restaurant as a delivery boy...delivering food in the palace. He looks at everything in a positive aspect and is an optimist by nature. Though he's in poverty (poor), he lives every day freely...but one day, something happens and it's the start of his life as a royal.
Yang Soon-Ae (Huh Lee-Jae): Everyone in the neighborhood knows Soon-Ae as an impracticable girl. She thinks preciously of her fraternal twin. But one day, she finds out that Lee Hoo is the boy that she grew up with as a child, and they start their life's together in the palace.
Kang Doo (Lee Joon): To become a prince, he recieved training as a mastery elite. He's a great candidate. Lee Hoo's appearance makes Lee Joon get farther away from becoming a prince. He's a perfectionist.
Park Shin-Hye (Shin Sae-Ryung): Honor and power, Sae-Ryung grew up in a wealthy family. She has never lost first place/spot at school (meaning she's very smart)...she has skills and the looks of becoming prince's wife. She always had the ambition of becoming a royal princess. However, the prince that she has always imagined of is completely different when she see's Lee Hoo's sudden appearance. A change comes to her way.
Filming starts November 2006 and will be aired in Korea in January 2007.
CAN'T WAIT FOR IT TO COME OUT!
Se7en, you RAWK!
목요일, 10월 19, 2006, 4:29 오후
Bored. Apparently I have a part-time job during the hols; as a counsellor.Appealing qualities in guys, according to me
Must be Christian, if he's not, he must convert before he can marry me.
Loves God with all his heart
A (deep) husky voice, a la Sean Paul. [Note that the deep is bracketed, which is optional]
Must be at least 5 years older than me, maximum 11 years.
Plays at least one musical instrument
Tall (1.84/1.85/1.86m)
Muscular
Korean/Japanese
Perfectionist
Can actually DANCE
Has facial hair that suits him
Likes children
NO, NO, NO B.O
Makes me laugh uncontrollably
Must have a boyish/manly look
Sincere/Faithful
Strong hands, no MANICURED FINGERNAILS NO.
When smiling, his eyes must crinkle!
SMALL EYES IS A MUST.
Big lips
Can by soft-spoken, but must at least talk.
Quite financialy stable
Le romantique
Can at least COOK and CLEAN
Cracks really really good jokes
Listens to a wide genre of music, it helps if he's in the entertainment industry
Good sense of fashion
... Was really really bored.
- scoots off to watch Ya Shin Man Man feat. Rain
12:55 오후
// - With you I'm not aloneWith you, I'm not alone
With you, I'm not afraid no matter what I face
With you, I'll never fall
With you, I'll never fall
As long as you hold my hands, I'll never fall
Don't know why,
I knew you'll come back
- Rain; With U
Had to drag myself to school today; got one more glorious hour of sleep (yay) until Dad had to cruelly wake me up from my sweet sweet dream of - something - in particular. T_T
By playing Halo (I am playing Halo 2; we were battling to see who would finish first) so loudly on the Xbox at 7 in the morning.
Goodness. He's 45 already and he doesn't have any sense
And I have modern dance today (YAY) and was walking; zombie-like to the COE room for practice. Lee-sensei was already there.
He's always early, this man
STOMACH CRUNCHES SOME MORE. DOUBLE OOMPH.
Stop asking me about my stupid scores. It's irritating, like when people ask you about your sex life. In a nutshell; IT'S PRIVATE; AND YOU'RE ANNOYING.
I'll post this up to make you insufferable dolts to put a cork in it.
And; behold the verdict -
English: A2
Chinese : B3 (thankfully enough. I thought that I would flunk everything and just drop out of school.)
Mathematics: C6 (HEY! I flunked the first half of the year and I got As for the second half. So yeah! I did a great job considering my Mathematics Dyslexia okay.)
Science: B3. (MUAHAHAHA. I got full marks on the Biology part of it okay. Guess which chapter. :P)
Home Economics: A1. (Man, I can become a housewife!)
Design and Technology: A2
Art: B4
History: A2
GeographyA1
Literature: A2
Whether I messed it up or not, you decide. :D
OMFG the stupid Mamee noddles I was crushingthepowderspewedoutlikeFREAKINGMOUNTKRAKOWTOA WTHOMFGWTH.
-runs off to grab a rag and clean the darn table.
10:27 오전
MV RAin's I'm ComingThis looks freaky. Like Armeggeddon like. But his body is hot anyhows.
(:
Wish I could be his backdancer. Imagine all the calories I could lose. xD
수요일, 10월 18, 2006, 9:07 오후
thanks for making my day."Naomi?"
"Yes?"
"I tell you if I don't have stead,"
"Yes?"
"I'll chase you."
"I'm flattered, Wei. Thanks a lot. (:"
Sometimes I wonder if I am really that beautiful on the inside than the outside.
화요일, 10월 17, 2006, 6:02 오후
PSI 130; with air full of haze, anyone?
Yes, this is how bad the Singapore skyline is. So blur until you can't possibly see the buildings. NO, the outline doesn't count.
People ar. They KNOW that the ozone layer is depleting, they KNOW how much wood for paper they're wasting, they KNOW that the wind would eventually blow all the smoke over to Singapore and they're TRYING TO KILL US BY INSTILLING LUNG CANCER IN US IS IT?!
Stupid people and their stupid ways.
x
While everyone's crazy over Goong, I'm busily watching Wonderful Life.
I think Lee Shin's (Joo Ji-Hoon) is cuter. NYAH.
And someone broadcasted (loudly) that Goong bu hao kan. Now it's saying that it's hooked on it. Hypocrite eh? :P
Ah, I still have to master the act of being subtle. Mianhaminda! :PPPP
If you were wondering, yes that's Eugene from Save the Last Dance for Me.
SOOOOOO CUTE CAN.
Kim Jae Won's acting isn't so bad, and the girl (Shin Bi) is ADORABLE. O^.^O
The story of Wonderful Life follows the exploits of Han Seung Wan (Kim Jae Won). During a trip to Singapore to meet his girlfriend, Lee Chae Young (Han Eun Jung), he bumps into a young woman named Jung Se Jin (Eugene) at the airport. They accidentally swap their passports, which leads Se Jin to track Seung Wan down at the address pasted in his passport. She meets a man who kindly gives her a piggyback ride to the apartment. When they meet again in Chae Young's apartment, they exchange passports, on the condition that Se Jin helps Seung Wan track down his missing girlfriend. They discover Chae Young playing around with another man, Min Do Yun (Lee Ji Hoon), the two of them having met in Australia, much to Seung Wan's surprise. Depressed that his girlfriend is now spending time with Do Yun, Seung Wan turns to Se Jin for comfort. The duo drink too much, resulting in a one-night stand in the Sentosa hotel.
Then a series of events followed, resulting in Shin Bi, and the marriage of Seung Wan to Se Jin (rather complicated), and then Chae Young tries to break up the couple, who already have problems, and Do Yun also tries to get Se Jin to be with him. Until the point that they found out that Shin Bi has lukaemia (YES, AGAIN), then the family got together again.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
Kim Jae Won is cute and you know it. xD
CUTE LURRRR.
This is Lee Ji-hoon (OH NO WHY AM I INFATUATED WITH ALL THE JI-HOONS?) who looks like Se7en.
If you see it clearly they REALLY RESEMBLE EACH OTHER!
Oh well, all Korean guys look the same. xD
Jeong Ji-hoon, Joo Ji-hoon and Lee Ji-hoon.
Anymore?
월요일, 10월 16, 2006, 10:19 오후
thanks for being in this world to show me that there were actually people who are indespicable like you.you'll be forgotten; but not forgiven.
people-users like you should be eradicated from the face of this earth.
don't think everyone hates me, they despise you more.
8:27 오후
One. Think about 10 interesting things about yourself, they gotta be true.Two. Think of 5 false things about yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.
Three. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
Four. Post them and let people guess which the five false ones are!
Five. Get 5 others to do the same.
1) I am half Korean, part Hakka and part Cantonese and Hainanese. (Rojak)
2) I support Pepsi more than Coca Cola
3) I can play the guzheng.
4) I have been on national and international TV.
5) I love books.
6) I am a music fanatic, especially Korean music.
7) I hate the rain.
8) I used to be an atheist.
9) I have never gotten a boyfriend.
10) My favourite author is J.K Rowling
11) I own a Xbox 360.
12) I SIMPLY LOVE MATH!
13) I am a narcissist.
14) I have gotten detention from the Principal before.
15) I used to decapitate my Barbies.
5 ppl will have to do this!
-Anyone
-who
-is
-totally
-boliao.
x
Woah. Talked all night (4 hours, actually, from 12 to around 4) with Darren and Fedora. Actually we were supposed to discuss about Create ` o6, then we digressed a lot. (FEDORA YOU AR!)
Then we ended up singing drowsily over the phone. Heh.
And this morning, I woke up to find out that I had double eyelids (OH MY GOODNESS NO) instead of my Rain-like single eyelids. Mom added that I looked like a deprived goldfish. ):
x
RACHEL! I WANT YOU TO COME TO JAPAN WITH ME! xD
I'll pray that your dad gets the tickets la. )))):
And I think your siamese twins idea is stupendous, but will they notice the cord that is used to tie us together?
We'll ROCK the PLANE! :D
x
I wanna say these words to you
I love you.
일요일, 10월 15, 2006, 8:45 오후
// I'll walk with you in my heartI'll walk with you in my heart
Find me at the cross
Down on my knees
Thank you Lord
For saving me.
*
Come and fill this place
As we bring glory to your name
Open up the gates and let the King of glory in
Fill His house with praises as we
Lift our hands
And worship you
Sorry, Fedora, Darren, Shermaine and the rest. I was really moody today and it sorta.. yeah. Apologies man.
*Darren, if it didn't affect you, I'll take out your name :P
Because, today I went to my old church for confirmation rehersal. BUT, they didn't tell me that the rehersal was POSTPONED and I had to walk from Dhoby Ghaut to Mount Emily. Which is more than 2km.
RAWR.
And only to go up there and be told that confirmation was postponed -.-
And I had to waste $2.80 in cab fare and sweat walking up.
PHRAWR.
x
Signed up for School of Worship! For the drums! (:
Lucie signed up for the vocals. Heh.
x
Rain's concept for 4th Album
credit: deppstar; rainsg
Picture provided by JYPE
Chi translation by wingya;cloudchina
Up by gogo1437;rainhk
Eng translation by jjbug;rain-malaysia
In his World Tour Premiere showcase held at Oct 13, he officially announced the concept of [Rain's World] is "an angel who defeats the evil".
Like, wth...
But whatever Rain wants, Rain gets no?
God, this soul will be yours one day.
Naked upper body, his head turning to right glancing far away. Tint yellowish black hair and wearing army pants, Rain stands in desert and there is a pair of white wings behind. Also a star is drawn on his left chest. This is the 4th album that he throws away the jacket, standing alone in the sunset in a desolate desert.
His eyes are firm, and there is a pair of wings behind him. According to JYPE information "This visual effect is personally requested by Rain himself, to make it the theme... Through this visual design he hopes to express the meaning of 'Natural rains to wash away the dirt and filth'... As a singer, Rain wishes he could contribute to purify the darkness in this world..."
Naomi: How the heck is he going to do that?!
The STAR on his chest is a symbol to represents war, peace, pain, hope and love. JYPE said, "Various meanings will be presented in this album... The filthy world is described through each single word, and it suggests the method of curing."
Rain held his World Tour Premiere on Oct 13, 8pm at Jamsil stadium. His 4th album will be first released in South Korea, as well as Rain himself will meet his domestic fans through events.
Begins from Dec 2006, his world tour covers S. Korea, USA, Singapore, Japan, Thailand, Vietnam, China, Malaysia, Indonesia, Hong Kong, Phillipines and Taiwan, totally 35 shows in 12 countries.
GAHHHHHHH I WANNA GO SEOULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
x
As quoted by Paulette:
"I am going to go ahead and propose that we boycott this tour so that these people would realize how insane they are."
And by my dearest Rachel:
"haha. retardness, oh well,it's mad. just to see someone who have exactly the same living functions as you, (just that he's taller, hotter, cuter, and more talented than all Singaporean guys) on stage for $888? that's ridiculous."
HAH. I so agree. But there's this teeny little guilty feeling within me that, if I don't get the chance to meet him, there's no way that I can meet him again.
But however, I'm Mrs Jeong. xDDDD
Btw, Dad's blasting this sermon of this Korean preacher so LOUD on his iPod which is mounted on this device that actually magnifies the sound that I can hear from my room. Something like Mao Zedong doing one of his speeches. Oh well.
funny household. =X
Okays, righto. signing out now.
I really miss you
I really need you
I really want you by my side
I don't know why
I am feeling this way
It's one of the symptoms that you have
Once you've caught that disease.
토요일, 10월 14, 2006, 3:32 오후
- how fast it is.It's been a year since the last November/December holidays. It was like just yesterday that I was that nerdy little daddy's girl studying for the EOYs. That I was preparing for my Grade 5 piano exam.
Now I'll find time to pursue my passions - dance and music - , and my dreams - translating - this coming hols. And maybe, to do some blogskins.
I remember that I wanted this year to end quickly to see who would still end up my friends and who wouldn't. And maybe, blah would shut up and stop it's rants about me, and blah would learn to be more sensible by looking at itself and blah will become more mature. But apparently, this did not seem to be the case.
I think I've changed a lot. For the better and for the worse.
- One draggy year later and a number of friends, both gained and lost
I feel nothing. Not nostalgia. Not happiness. Nothing.
From the scent of new textbooks, from the awkwardness of first days (the first person I talked to was Jing Yin - she asked me for correction tape), where we could sit anywhere, prefect's investiture, the making of friends, teachers, more friends, and the sleazy days of hanging out at Hougang Point...
I feel nothing. Absloutely nothing. Nada. Zilch.
Maybe the hurt I had felt from that incident has sucked away all my emotions into its dark abyss. This moment- that I have been yearning for all year - finally came, it is totally devoid of purpose, nor meaning.
I think I deserve some sleep... but you can sleep all you want when you're dead.
// * I know what you're trying to do
wanna make me just like you
no love just playing around
you wanna see me living my life like you
~
No matter what you say to me I still believe in love
Although in future you may laugh at me, but still I won't give up
Let me dream, dream this silly dream
Even so, I still believe, I still believe in love.
~
Oh no I won't, I believe there's still true love
Although I'm always hurt, still I dream of that true love
I know one day, you'll fly towards me like a butterfly
Although I don't know when that'll be, but still I plan on waiting
- Rain; Still Believe} BMW Meets Truth
9:38 오전
Rain's World; and Rain's Showcase
credit:rainsg.
WAH. I am supposed to go for this thing. But the stupid North Korea and it's stupid nuke.):
Rain, here I come in January! xD
x
Faith and I went to Vivocity today!
VERY BIG, but not many shops were opened. Tucked in at Micky D's (MacDonalds) and we scooted up to watch Singapore Dreaming.
Not too bad, but it's something you expect from Singapore - a heartland flick. Not too much drama, and it truly depicts the meaning of life. I recommend all you avid movie goers to watch this.
Faith and I were the only teenagers there, whilst the rest were all middle-aged (gasp!) and we were the youngest (not really, there was a toddleamong us, but he was restless)
Then we MRT-ed all the way to Novena and slacked, and got A Series of Unfortunate Events Book the 13th. xD
We got it cheap. (:
목요일, 10월 12, 2006, 7:23 오후
! The ticket prices are confirmed.But I'm still going for the $888 one no matter what. HUMPH.
Ganbatte, Ji-hoon san, tomorrow's your Showcase! Aja Aja Fighting!
I'm supposed to be there now.Stupid North Korea go test that nuke. ):
But my soul and heart will be there to cheer you on, Oppa. FIGHTING!, Jiayou!
Learning the Sad Tango dance now. Haha, Faith wants me to teach her. xD
Learning Wu Niang dance with Shi Hua too. (:
dance and music are my soul and spirit
i love you
did you see that?
the sparks from your eyes
supposedly directed at me
how I actually long
for you
where I can support you
and to be with you forever.
수요일, 10월 11, 2006, 8:01 오후
Rain's Coming - Outrageous Ticket Prices!credit: stephanie; rainsingapore
ZOMFG.
The concert tickets are
DING DING DING DING!
$888, $688, $488, $388, $288, $188
what's up with all those 8s man.
I am so dead lor. I am not going to get the $188 one. High up on the mountain tops, seeing him like an ant.
I mean, are they FREAKING kidding?! This must be a joke!
AND PLEASE, buying a concert ticket close to a thousand BUCKS will leave me completely broke for the next few months. Not mentioning that I have NO JOB, I AM A STUDENT, AND MY ALLOWANCE IS $35 A WEEK.
But please, not all Rain fans are RICH. Even though I perceive that some of the funds are going to charity, BUT, I think we fans need charities.
GOD, I WOULD NEVER SPEND AN OUTRAGEOUS PRICE ON HIM NO MATTER HOW MUCH I REALLY LOVE HIM IN EVERY FIBRE OF MY BEING.
Come on, Zhang Xue You's concert was only, the most, $500. But THIS?!
Oh wells, I guess I have to skip a few more recesses on this.
Okay, I digress.
Oppa Ji-hoon, I think you have to reconsider the prices. Some of us are really broke and your concert stuffs are too expensive. Period.
2:54 오후
// my name, because it was so common, even I didn't like itbut when you call me, I only think of it prettily
It's gonna be another day with the sunshine
you make me feel beautiful, will you please hold me
will you tell me that you love me...
When we can get together I feel paradise
because finally, I feel like the main character in the movies,receiving love
I was reborn in your heart
- Jang Na Ra; Sweet Dreams
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
EXAMS ARE OVER!
I wanna go triple science.. seems like I can't really make it.
Mrs Yap told me not to go triple science. But I'll prove to you all that I can do IT.
Fighting! I am so going to appeal. (:
I have fought the good fight, I have run the race.
It's not funeral okay. xD
I could not describe
The moment I met you
It was was just a chance meeting
I shouldn't have seen you
but I did
and was it sparks
or was it chemistry?
화요일, 10월 10, 2006, 6:59 오후
Rain's Showcase in Seoul; 13 October 2006
I wanna go. *sobs*
Originally, my mother allowed me to go with rainsingapore, provided if there's someone to take care of me, but now, there's this hullabaloo about North Korea testing some nuke, and now my mother doesn't allow me to go.
But my heart and soul will be backstage, supporting him all the way.
Ganbatte, oppa Ji-hoon! Fighting!
I LOVE LIFE AND IT'S FINE WAYS. - thanks ling. again.
6:37 오후
TAN JIA LINGTAN KIAT YI
YOU BOTH ARE GOING TO BE SO DEAD.
At least the least you can do is just to take a more flattering photo of me on the webcam right. Let me wear something DECENT la.
AND I do NOT, I repeat, NOT look like a customer service officer.
REMIND ME TO KILL YOU IN SCHOOL TOMORROW. PHRAWR.
1:14 오후
i'm in a effing pissed-off mood right now.SCREW ART AND ALL THE BRUSH STROKES.
grrrrr.
just hang on for one more day, and you'll be alright.
in art exam
A Certain Classmate: *sings in Art exam*
Me: *glares at her*
A Certain Classmate: KNN! Never see people sing before is it?
Me: *rolls eyes and continues with art*
I mean, for the love of the Dalai Lama, who sings in an exam?! In a tremendously and ridiculously high-pitched voice. I mean, it puts off people and their stomachs.
OH YAY. I love LIFE AND IT'S FINE WAYS. -thanks ling!.
월요일, 10월 09, 2006, 3:21 오후
// we choose the world we live inwe make our own way
just take the time to work it out
we make our own way
honestly I feel like tryin'
all the days I feel like flyin'
we still have time
we still have time
it's only natural to want to find
it's only natural to wonder why
we choose the world we live in
we make our own way
- We Choose; Red Rain
****************
This is something really close to my heart, and I am posting it here. You can discuss the topic with me; but don't go around and laugh at me.
Why is it that I get jealous every time I see couples in the streets, holding hands as if in love with each other?
I mean, I feel that a BGR should be treasured and not dumped, like some people I know, going steady, having to find themselves dumped (or they dump). Then, according to their whim and fancy, they find another partner.
To me, I want to marry my first love (haha, I don't think it's possible), so I don't think I may be getting a boyfriend anytime soon. But I get really envious of people who gush about their significant others, and that got me wishing to have someone else to love me for who I am.
Haha, how deep.
I mean, how great would it be if you had a guyfriend who really really treasures you, and he looks hot (to you), he'll send you gifts, take you to the movies, smsing everyday to ensure you're okay, to attend to your every whim (and you must be fair too) and most importantly,
love you for who you are.
I have seen couples, where the guy is a lean, mean, lovin' machine (namely, tall, HOT, muscular), and the girl is like, nerd (she's wearing a polo tee with a skirt (long flowy ones) and mismatched Adidas shoes), and he was like, just holding her hands and stuff.
So sweet. 1, 2, 3, everybody together now, awwwwwwww.
How nice would it be if you had a guy who would bring you to the gym, share his popcorn with you in the movies, and debate about Korean pop. And is a good 10 years older than you.
I had always wanted an oppa (older brother) for a guyfriend. (:
But I'll see first,when I'm 18.
*******************
Today's Geography paper was okay. Got stuck at a few questions though. Wrote until my hand was in a bent-like position. Haha.
I guessed it right! Philippines, capital city MANILA! xD It was 2 marks, so 2 marks well guessed. (:
Uthara is now hooked on Goong. xD she's at my house now watching it. God.
Annyeong, have to do pic for art alr. (:
Fighting, one and all! xD
- 2 days to partayyyyy.
- 2880 minutes to playtimeeee.
- 172800 seconds to freedom.
일요일, 10월 08, 2006, 7:31 오후
// with you I'm strongwith you I'm free
to change the world
to be anything
would you believe me if I said
that we are the ones who can make
the change in the world today
would you believe me if I said
that God could make miracles
happen today
We step out in faith
If I had wings I would fly
Because I need; you are
If the world caved in around me
To you I'll still hold on
'Cause you're more I believe
You're the one that created me
Jesus, because of you
I'M FREE
Pastor Don's sermon today was really enriching!
"If you have faith, as small as a mustard seed, you can move mountains."
That really inspired me! If I have a little faith in something, I can really make the difference in everywhere I go!
A BIG thank you to FEDORA, LUCIE, and LYNN! Thanks for comforting me and praying for me after Pastor Don prayed for me! Thanks for supporting me all the way!
And little thank yous to DARREN, NELSON, GUO QUAN (stop being retarded), TING WEI and SYLVIA for being there for me when I need you guys. Seriously, after joining HOGC, I have totally changed and I have become more of myself!
I wasn't expecting to go up to Pastor Don to pray, but somehow the Lord prompted me to go up. I went up, together with Lucie and Lynn and Fedora... and I requested for Pastor to pray for me. He did, then I felt a tsunami of emotion... started sobbing and breaking down, and then something- a force - pushed me down, I was slain by the sprit.
Then I don't know.. I can only remember that I was sobbing... I felt a gentle electric sensation all over my body...
Then Fedora, Lucie and Lynn comforted me. (:
Thank you Lord.
Here I am, send me.
6:42 오후
I WANT LAAAAAA.
Pepsi is having some charity concert in I don't know where and I want to go.
You can't buy the ticket. It's some promo thing.
Now, Nelson and I can go. ^^ Got his Jolin Tsai and my Rain. xD
And Fedora got her Jay Chou. ^^
9:52 오전
doing this while Audition is downloading something into my computer.- 3 more days to freedommmmmmm.
- 72 more hours to playtimeeeeee.
- 4320 minutes to go shop.
- 259200 more seconds to go out and paint the town red.
Annyeong, have to play Audition now. xD
토요일, 10월 07, 2006, 7:45 오후
What's wrong with saying 'I love you'?/ like winter nights need fire
like temples need a shrine
like lovers need desire
like prophets need a sign
I need him
Can't he see?
I need him
To be mine
- I Need Him; Forbidden City, Portrait Of An Empress
In our rather modern and 'conservative society nowadays, each and every one of us find it hard to say to a friend, "I Love You."
I don't find it hard at all. I say it to almost everyone. To Pei Wen and Reuben (They say it back to me too), to Faith, to Prisia, to my parents, and to almost everyone.
Love can be depicted in many ways. That simple phrase need not be reserved for your significant other, it can be used for other people as well. It just tells people how much you really treasure them.
Sure, it may be a little difficult at first. Once you get the hang of it, it will be a paradigm shift. Trust me, when you start saying it, you will feel a certain joy in your heart.
I don't know, maybe this was instilled in me by my parents. They hug and kiss me everyday without fail. But sometimes this may be a pain in the neck when they do this in front of friends. Haha.
saranghae. <3 color="#333333">i really want you
i wanna hold you tight
and you saying that everything's alright
i wanna stay in your embrace
your strong arms holding me close
never letting me go
i love YOU.
4:45 오후
I'm a Cyborg but it's Okay! PicturesGot this off soompi and rainsingapore. I still can't get over the hair xD
I am so going to watch this because it's about 2 people in a mental insitution who fall in love. (Well, I'm crazy myself)
That Im Soo Jung is so darn lucky to make out with him. HUMPH. =X
And Rain has finally earned his Masters Degree in Making Out at the University of Love hm?
like he's eating Im Soo Jung's lips LOL. =X
The. Hair. Is. Beyond. My. Comprehension. Still. Shocked. And. Laughing.
But he looks adorable. O^.^O
So retarded can. xD
FINE. No kissing scenes. Could not find them. ):
` ting +rain, out.
PS: Fedora, your Mr Choi and my Mr Jeong xD (At Cha Tae Hyun's wedding)
` ting + rain, really signing out now.
1:55 오후
// Let me be the one to hold you tightBe the one you wait for every night
No matter until when, I will take the place of that person and stay by your side
I will always be right by your side
I will always be right by your side
Make you the promise of eternity.
Move On - Rain Jeong
I'm taking a break from Geography and Art, so I'm doing QUIZZES! :DD
| Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson |
 In 2004 you fell in love. Let's hope it lasts. |
RIGHTO. I did, and still am. xD
| Your Birth Month is June |
 Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty Your gemstone: Pearl Your flower: Rose Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream |
| You Are 30% Weird |
 |
Okay.......
| You Should Drive a Jaguar XK 4.2 |
 |
Haha, I always have expensive taste. Heh.
| You Are 4: The Individualist |
| You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel. |
Really! Haha!
| Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 56% |
 |
Er... right.
| You Are A Good Friend |
 |
Haha. But they don't usually notice.
| Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male |
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Haha. I taken advantage of all the time.
| You Have a Choleric Temperament |
 You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. |
Haha, not exactly.
| Your Inner Blood Type is Type B |
 You are most compatible with: B and AB Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and |
RIGHT! I thought they said Type Bs aren't good?
| Your Career Type: Artistic |
 You would make an excellent: Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic DesignerIllustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary. |
HAHA! YEAH!
| You Are 51% Addicted to Love |
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WHATEVERR.
| Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence |
 You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator. |
w00t. hahas.Being a translator is actually my dream job.
| You Are A Romantic |
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금요일, 10월 06, 2006, 10:03 오후
I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!~!!!!!!!!!
I wanna watch itttt! L is HAWT.
FEDORA EE JING WEN I DON'T CARE I'M WATCHING THIS WITH YOU.
:D
well, I hope I get a husband who loves to watch movies and appreciate classical music and pop music. Can go out to watch movies with him :DDDD
Preferbaly 10 years older. And is a Korean. :DDDD
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Random post.
Saint Cedar - History Makers! - crazy for You Jesus! schools. says:
yeah mah homie
Saint Cedar - History Makers! - crazy for You Jesus! schools. says:
we da random yo
` ting+ ji-hoon <3 mrs jeong ji hoon (: with you Lord, the impossible is possible. (: says:
yo shakin' up the street yo
` ting+ ji-hoon <3 mrs jeong ji hoon (: with you Lord, the impossible is possible. (: says:
yea shorty i don' wanna see ya go bac yo
Saint Cedar - History Makers! - crazy for You Jesus! schools. says:
yeah we gettin down in here tonight yo
Saint Cedar - History Makers! - crazy for You Jesus! schools. says:
everybody in d CLUB GET TIPSYY
` ting+ ji-hoon <3 mrs jeong ji hoon (: with you Lord, the impossible is possible. (: says:
we gonna rawk da dance floor
Saint Cedar - History Makers! - crazy for You Jesus! schools. says:
break it down like this
` ting+ ji-hoon <3 mrs jeong ji hoon (: with you Lord, the impossible is possible. (: says:
take it off from dere
` ting+ ji-hoon <3 mrs jeong ji hoon (: with you Lord, the impossible is possible. (: says:
let's rawkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
Saint Cedar - History Makers! - crazy for You Jesus! schools. says:
we're a bit high yea
LOLNESS. This is how retarded Fedora and I can get. :D
9:33 오후
//: What makes the one to shake you down?Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you
Dance Inside - All American Rejects
ARGHHHHHHHHHH. About 108 more hours till the Four Horsemen, a la exams, are totally eradicated.
And I still have music theory (schit), Geography and Home Economics (*gasp*!) notes to finish. Give me History any time man.
Tired. But I'll soldier on. Jiayou, one and all!
Aja Aja Fighting people!
PS: Uthara was critisizing the wardrobe people for the drama of Full House. She says that they were either braindead or had prolonged PMS. They dressed Rain in the most hideous clothes ever.
1) When his proposal to marry Hye Won got rejected. He was wearing a MAROON (yes, MAROON) sweater over a red business SHIRT. What's their problem?! It looked like a straitjacket than a formal/informal fusion of a costume.
2) When he was talking with Min Hyuk at the hotel. He was wearing this NEON GREEN MEXICAN PONCHO-LIKE shirt that was supposed to reveal his chest. OH NO NO, it makes e think of a tablecloth. An ugly tablecloth. BURN THAT TOP NOW.
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I don't know why I keep falling for the sooooo wrong guys.
I'm not supposed to love you.
I'm not supposed to even like you. I don't know what came over me.
But let me try to tell you, the feeling is mutal.
I don't even WANT to like you, let alone love you.
I mean, I only treat you as a friend, and nothing else. I hope it stays that way. I mean, I have Mr Jeong!
Oh God, save me. It must be the puberty.
i think the whole world's making me go crazy
i think it's turning me upside down
i think i really can't say this
i think it can't really be true
but i'll be hanging on
to that fantasy
of me and YOU.
2:43 오후
// Feels like my chest is bursting.There's nothing I can do
Those thoughts hidden deep within
I broadcast them with passion
I will bear it all on my own
There's nothing which you cannot stride across
Except for the road you want to take (You better be yourself)
There's no other which you need to worry about (You better be yourself)
First of all, believe.
Do what you wanna do
There will definitely be people
who will walk along with you
- Props in My Life; Rain Jeong.
OLE!
I HAVE DONE ANOTHER INEVITABLE THING!
I passed Paper One for math, which is like, WOAH!
Paper 2 was okay. Uthara found it easy. :O
Park Jin Young's "She Was Pretty" and DJ DOC's "Wa Choom Eul" (The one where SHG was trying to sing in the karaoke in the last ep of Full House) was ringing in my head as I was drawing my graph T_T
Went to Xiao Xiao's house today. Sparkle was being retarded. Kissed me. EW. A dog kissing me. Haha.
XX likes
-oops.-
I didn't say anything =X
Being boliao * nothing to do, I did this.
| Naomi -- [noun]: A person who laughs at anything (even this entry) 'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com |
HEY, HOW'D THEY KNOW?
| Fedora -- [adjective]: Benevolent to a fault 'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com |
Well I don't want to express my thoughts in fear of seeing a fist fly towards me.
| Darren -- [adjective]: Pretentiously academian 'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com |
er. right.
| Xiao Hui -- [adjective]: Smells like teen spirit 'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com |
WOAH! YOU GO GAL!
| Uthara -- [noun]: A real life muppet 'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com |
lolness. LOL. LOL!
| Faith -- [noun]: A person who makes a living suing celebrities 'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com |
Yes. She's that sort of person. xD
You know why I don't want to link you?
Because you slandered me.
And I didn't think you were worth linking. =P
목요일, 10월 05, 2006, 8:30 오후
// It's not over yet, baby girl, this moment has finally arrivedCome with me to the top floor, begin this party that that only belongs to the two of us,
enjoy to our heart's content
Do you feel me that I want you?
My thirst for you is flowing through my body
Shorty I'm not letting you go back.
You can't turn back now.
Wanna lose myself in you,
It's on tonight.
- Up in the Club; Rain Jeong.
Our very very nice table at Mos Burger at J8. I'm sitting beside Darren while Fedora was sitting opposite me.
And yes, I support Germany. Got no Korea pencilbox by Converse la, so no choice.
Me: I feel as if I'm with a marriage counsellor.
Fedora: Did you ever see a counsellor eating sushi?
Darren: -.-
Then...
Darren: Naomi, I need to go out. To buy food.
Me:: Never! MWAHAHA. You're stuck in the corner!
Fedora: Don't let him out Naomi! HAHA!
Me: Okay la, I let you out.
*Darren starts to move out*
Me: OK! 5 4 3 2 1 cannot liao!
*Proceeds to sit down on chair before Darren could get out*
Darren: Naomi, pass me my bag.
Me: I don't need no cooties.
That cracked Fedora up man. She was laughing so hard until her face was all red. HEH.
Sylvia came later. (:
My beautiful math book, calculator, Sylvia's handphone and Darren's bigass Billabong pencilcase. And YES, Darren's sitting beside me again. T_T
Fedora and Sylvia were teaching Darren math.
Fedora: I am never gonna be his math teacher.
Got Fedora hooked on Candy Shop! xD
Lol, Chinese paper was okay. Was frantically writing writing writing. LOL.
I was busily flipping through my Chinese dictionary, because I forgot the chinese name for Jurong Birdpark, when this voice boomed behind me,
"Ru Ting, bu yao lang fei shi jian kan niao la, Jurong Bird Park shi fei qin gong yuan la!"
* Don't waste your time seeing birds already, it is called Fei Qin Gong Yuan!
Nikki and Jia Ling snickered. SO embarassing.
Mrs Yap told me, that the PAPER 2 is more difficult than PAPER 1, and only 1 HOUR 30 MINUTES!
LIKE, WTH LA!
Mrs Yap, watch out for your car. MWAHAHAHA.
(Kidding la.)
수요일, 10월 04, 2006, 7:47 오후
My hertiage.Thanks Peijun for the website!
...
and for Fedora..
AND DARREN....
LOLOLOL.
3:09 오후
/ :How come everytime you come around,My London, London bridge, wanna go down like,
London, London, London, wanna go down like,
London, London, London, we goin' down like
(OH SHIT)
dangg, Fergie's playing around in my head now. woah //
Thanks, Darren, Fedora for helping me through this really difficult time, both emotionally and physically. (:
My parents and I really have a strained relationship, as both are withdrawn and they don't know much about current affairs. Really, I don't know how I managed to live through this, for 14 whole years. Well, I guess it's just puberty. Haha.
I have done the inevitable!
I got UTHARA hooked on Full House (: But she doesn't like Rain though. She likes Min-hyuk, the businessman. Haha. She was watching the english subtitles one on Youtube and she was HOOKED. She refused to let me take away the laptop. We were supposed to be STUDYING. Haha.
ting: SHG is so lucky. If I had this opportunity, I'd take it man. =X
uthara: Yea, but her feelings towards Rain is like you towards Daniel Chan.
And she goes on this dream on how I would be if I married Daniel Chan (NO NO NO NO! NEVER OVER MY DEAD BODY). But I informed her I WILL NEVER MARRY HIM. NEVER EVER.
he's such a repulsive dingbat. ):
Maths paper was okay, except for a few questions. I CAN'T BELIEVE I WROTE Y = MX+C ON THE PAPER AND I FORGOT THAT IT WAS THE EQUATION FOR GRADIENT. DAMNATION.
And the science paper was a KILLER. Mdm Radza... you'd better watch out. MUAHAHA.
got this from a comment in my previous church.when I went back last Sunday.
anon: naomi, call yourself Naomi, not ting. it's annoying.
Like, whateverrrrrr. Too bad I like calling myself ting and not Naomi. Make, me, suckahhhhh. MWAHAHAHA.
I LOVE JEONG JI-HOON <3 -randomness
I will tie pigtails, dress like SHG and act cute. Must learn to be a fanfic writer on the internet too. Can already. HAHA.
So kids, study hard and get out of this country before you become baby-producing machines.
I have a paper to do tomorrow. Annyeong people. xD
화요일, 10월 03, 2006, 8:25 오후
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
Please lower your expectations of me, even though I'm an only child
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go
to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
I need your love, and where's the hands that used to protect me when I was younger?
Open your eyes and look outside,
find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Where were you when I needed you most? Where did your love for me go to?
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
I weep as the blade cuts deeper; the pain has finally begun to set free
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
Why can't I share my dreams with you, Dad? Why can't you support me more, Mum?
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh
Why must I be like this, le pathetique?
I bet that the only time you'd weep for me is when I die.
The blade goes even deeper; the pain grows, the pain fades
the blood trickles down my wrist
I grin
In spite of the agony
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
I try to fulfil your expectations of me... please stop rubbing it in
I'm trying to be the perfect daughter
I'm trying to be smart
I'm trying to get good grades
I'm trying to juggle my time
I'm trying to let you be proud of me
I'm trying to be happy
I'm trying to be what you want me to be
I'm trying to be proud of you
I'm trying to respect you
I'm trying to be the best that I can be
I think the only thing I can do to escape from you is to die, or migrate to another place
She's lost inside, lost inside...
sorry, God.
I wonder, how does it feel to be free? to be different from how I am now?
Daddy, can't you see?
Can I have someone who truly loves me?
I don't care who it is, young or old, ugly or handsome, I'm waiting, God.
And I can't wait for the day; I'm truly free.
일요일, 10월 01, 2006, 8:50 오후
Lord, send me!I will sing; I will dance; I will shout out for you Lord.
My praise goes out to you
Today, Pastor How shared his dream with us. Since I don't have his permission to post this out, I won't. (: But it's a very big dream.
He told us a lot of things too. He prophesised that there are going to be dancers, singers, muscians, lawyers, doctors, politicians who will come from heart of God church! I'm so excited, for I am going to sing, dance and teach for God!
I believe that Fedora, Darren, Sylvia, Lynn, Nelson, Guo Quan, Lucie, Nadine, Ting Wei, Leonard, Samantha and the rest of B2 and I will go forth and shine in the community!
We will be and ARE beacons for Jesus! I'm so excited to be the next artiste and producer and teacher to burst forth in the music industry after Planetshakers and Sun Ho!
I'm also excited to be a millionare, all for the glory of God! Aren't you? God has a plan for you today!
And, we all know that the sihon kikan (exam season in Korean) is coming and is just in front of us! God will make the paper easy! I just wanna say to everyone around the world who is taking a very crucial exam, AZA, AZA FIGHTING! jiayou everyone! add oil! go go go! remember, you're not alone!
` ting + rain, signing out! (: