so we'd spread love like violence; ♥
환영
♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}

n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence

나는


naomi jung
서여정, 三浦 なおみ
29 june 1992
ngee ann poly mass communications
Rorsharch ink blot
Pianist
J Tune Entertainment

& ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥


ll.intoxicated.ll@gmail

Heart of God Church ♥ b41

/more about me
wishlist

friendster
cyworld
facebook
wordpress

나의 남편!

누구지?

정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband.

Faith/Spaz - the best friend.

Prisia/Siao - the other best friend.

Cheryl - Cooking mama

Joyce - Korean fanatic.

Brother (wenjun) - who has 10000000 brains

Hyun - Mr Smart-ass Korean.

Chew - Dear Leader.

용어

Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie

Ajusshi (아저씨) : Uncle

Chagiya/Yeobo (자기야/여보): Darling/Honey

Namja Chingu/Namchin (남자친구/남친) : boyfriend

Yeoja Chingu/Yeochin (여친/여자친구) : girlfriend

Hyung (형) : Older brother (for males)

Oppa (오빠) : Older brother, also can be used as "boyfriend" in a steady relationship (for females)

Nuna (누나) : Older sister (for males)

Onni (언니) : Older sister (for females)

Ssulung (썰렁) : "so cheesy/cold/lame" for cold jokes

Selca (셀카) : camwhore/self camera

Wang Ja (왕자) : 6 pack/washboard abs

할말!



친구

♥ Heart Of God Church
♥ B and C Zone!
♥ donghaeng; Lord and Me
♥ Moi-même-Moitié
♥ amelia
♥ andrew lau!
♥ andrina
♥ anqi
♥ bellrarie!
♥ boxue!
♥ candy!
♥ cassandra!
♥ chew!
♥ clara!
♥ dajie
♥ darren!
♥ daryl!
♥ debrah
♥ faith, best friend!
♥ fedora!
♥ gabrielle!
♥ hinwen
♥ ivan!
♥ jasmine
♥ jia en!
♥ jia jia!
♥ jiayang!
♥ jia yun
♥ joanne!
♥ joyce
♥ kenneth!
♥ le raine
♥ ling
♥ liyin
♥ lucinda!
♥ marissa
♥ nadine!
♥ nelson!
♥ pearlyn
♥ peggy
♥ pei fen!
♥ pei jun
♥ reuben
♥ ruoen!
♥ ryan new!
♥ samantha!
♥ samantha whang
♥ sion; mr kimchi!
♥ shermaine!
♥ shihua
♥ shijin
♥ shizhe
♥ shumin
♥ shu xian/joe
♥ sofiana
♥ sophia
♥ sushian!
♥ sylvia!
♥ thea
♥ ting wei!
♥ trisha
♥ wanwen
♥ wei lai
♥ wendy
♥ winsome
♥ yi jing!
♥ yu xuan
♥ zhiyi!

명사

♥ Abingdon Boys School
♥ Gackt
♥ Kenichi Matsuyama @ Horipro
♥ L'arc~En~Ciel
♥ Malice Mizer
♥ Namie Amuro
♥ S.K.I.N

♥ Big Bang
♥ DBSK Offical Site
♥ Epik High
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Entertainment
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Creative
♥ Rain's Offical Site
♥ Se7en
♥ Tablo
♥ Yiruma

♥ Gackt Dears
♥ Gackt Syndrome
♥ Rain Singapore
♥ Rain Union
♥ Sexy Bi

블로그

Blogs I read:

♥ Feet Man Seoul
♥ Joss Sticks
♥ K-popped!
♥ Lakeside Girl
♥ Mr Brown
♥ Mr Miyagi
♥ Mr Wang Says So
♥ PopSeoul!
♥ The Sartorialist
♥ Sibeh Sian
♥ Singaporean Mind
♥ Son of Singapore

주크박스

과거

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감사

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화요일, 11월 28, 2006, 10:39 오후

Annyeong, no, Ohayo Gozaimas! (:

How is everyone so far? How are you guys doing? How is Singapore?

I just got back from Disneyland... quite fun, and I'm going Mount Fuji's hot springs tomorrow with Rachel, Tracy, Jia Yi, Henrietta, Harrison, Shi Hua and Tracy! I made a lot of new friends on the trip! xD

I'll be seeing you soon in Singapore, and I wish I could stay forever! I saw a lot of hot guys and took photos with them!

See you!

Naomi<3




일요일, 11월 26, 2006, 10:38 오후

In the airport now, going off to Ramen and Gackt and Sushi and Anime and Death Note and Kenichi Matsuyama and Tatsuya Fujiwara Land. xD

Adios, amigos. Till we meet again (:




7:38 오후

Leaving for Ramen Land in 5 hours time xD And leaving for the airport in half-an-hour's. MWAHAHA.

Cam-whoring with Cousin Shi Hua and CHIANG AND TRACY. xD For 3 whole solid hours. GREATOOO. <3

So, off to the land of SUSHIII<3




토요일, 11월 25, 2006, 9:55 오후

whatever...

I've been talking to various people that I know these past few days, and I've been getting mixed responses about me.

I'm using the same style as ling! now, and I'm posting the various responses I garnered.

Some people apparently think I'm trying to be popular by mixing with people of higher authority (eg, teachers, alumni)
Some people think I'm showing off by speaking proper English with proper vocabulary.
Some people think I'm trying to be 'in' by liking Korean dramas and Rain.

Some people are being narrow-minded by saying that I am attention-seeking.
Some people think I'm being proud just because I got good grades.
Some people think that I'm irritating when I don't even talk to them nor hang around them.

Some people that I hardly ever talk to diss me behind my back.
Some people just lurrrrve to spread white lies about me.
Some people just don't have the guts to own up and say that they're wrong.

Some people are just trying to act normal when I'm around..(but normally they're facade doesn't work)
Some people just like to repeat the same old things about me behind my back.
Some people just don't want to clarify certain things and they say that it's all my BLOODY FUCKING FAULT.

It's not my fault that I'm hanging around the alumnis, bitch. You can go and hang around them yourself. Why say that I'm seeking for popularity when you YOURSELF don't even want to make friends. I don't go grovelling to alumnis and teachers to ask for some of their aura to fall on me or something, bitch. Get your facts STRAIGHT.

Some people are just so narrow-minded and demented. What could we do about them?




12:19 오전

Darren wants me to blog something about him so here I go.

DARREN IS SHUAI, HAWT, SEXY AND SINGLE.

I wish. HAHAHAH. But however, ladies who are interested, flood my tagboard. ;D

gosh I shouldn't have typed that. =X


x

I'm seriously in a loss on over what to write. Annabel hasn't sent over the pictures for the Youth
Camp and Liyana is still in school. :( Oh wells. Here goes.
I went out with one of my good friends, Shawn, recently. His vocabulary, consisting of mostly expletives, have considerably improved with the tuition his fellow ahbeng friends gave him. However, he speaks in coherent English but with swear words.
As we were strolling in Vivo;
"Ting. Candy Empire so fucking large. Do they sell candy condoms in there?"
"Fuck it. Why is the iPod so damn freaking expensive? Nabeh."
"You know, they should *not typed due to NC-13 rated blog*"
At the foodcourt;
"These things are bloody good man. How'd do they freaking make them?"
"This shit tastes like shit. Let's get the hell out of here."
"Rooftop? Play? Water? Nah, Naomi, we're not freaking babies."
Somehow I wish I had the liberty to cuss. But it's unhealthy. (:
Shawn is Catholic. But I don't know why on earth he behaves like this. =S
x
replies to tags:
Rachel: HAHAH. I'm jaded man. I'M teh authentic Mrs Jeong xD She already likes someone else then still steal other people's husband =X
Faith: I'm JEALOUS. You get to go to Kimchi Land. ):
ling!: HAHAH. It's a free trip though. (:
Nelson: What present?!
You're someone I can't live without.




수요일, 11월 22, 2006, 6:35 오후

Hey people.

Will be off to humanities camp for the 23rd to 25th, and I will be flying to Japan on the 26th.

Lots and lots of photos, I promise. (:

till then, I'll try to blog as much as possible. So flood tagboard. ((:

see you soon,

Naomi




화요일, 11월 21, 2006, 9:06 오전

filler post.

One and a half more hours before I am leaving to meet Darren and Eilen for youth camp ;D

How To Save a Life - The Fray

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
(Repeat x2)

How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
(Repeat x2)

One of the most beautiful songs I have ever heard ;D

Gotta go. Toodles~!




월요일, 11월 20, 2006, 1:49 오전

Love.

I am not a very adept person in the affairs of the heart. I am, not able to actually show my affections in a very direct sort of manner. I have never been - not because I don't really want to get to the point - but however, there is something that grips me about showing my love to someone that I really like.

For example, I give little hints - subtle enough to go unnoticed by him and at the same time, give him a hint. Ah, what a paradox. I blush, yes, at the mere mention of his name, and go crazy when someone talks about him. Well, I guess most girls my age are like that.

Different people have different imaginations. A very dear friend of mine wants her significant other to propose to her on a billboard in Tokyo (I'd die if someone proposes to me via billboard), another friend wants Mr Choi to propose at the finals of World Cup, on the gigantic Panasonic screen with a blimp in the air. Fedora, you know who you are.

Me? I prefer the traditional way, namely, guy chase girl and gives her flowers, chocolates, take a stroll in the park, hand in hand, for a honeymoon, rent a yacht (preferably his own), and go out to the deck, and just enjoying the starry sky together, with pina colada in hand, just chatting about what life is about, our dreams for the future and stuff like that.


Only these exist in fairy tales. Unless something really happens - a la Full House, where Ji-eun's house gets sold and all that, but, then again, it is nothing but a Korean drama.

I really believe in true, pure, innocent love - where two people really love each other. Endless "I Love You"s are exchanged. Hugs are given. Kisses are delivered. Where a person surprises his/her significant other.

I would really like to experience what it is like to love; and be loved in return, of course. There is too much unrequited love going on here in my life, sadly.

Well, I'll just wait for someone who can speak fluent English (no ii lurbb euux), play a musical instrument (preferably the piano), is older than me, thinks the same way as me, and who actually knows what love is.

This post has no specific point; I'm just posting this up for the sake of posting. At 1:52 am in the morning. I just felt like writing something philosophical, unlike all my previous posts about Messrs Jeong and Camui, and about my personal life. I'm rather depressed at this point in time, and it has nothing to do about my love life (does it?).

So yeah. I need to go to bed soon, as I have music lessons tomorrow and I haven't exactly been doing my homework. Till then, toodles.

Naomi(:




일요일, 11월 19, 2006, 11:28 오후

Thanks, Leonard, Fedora, Darren, Chelsea, Faith, Shermaine, Ting Wei, Sylvia, Desiree, Lucie, Zhi Ya, Lynn and Shurn for the card!

Really really touched. (:

I cried when I tried to play River Flows In You today.

thanks Reuben for the song.

I don't know, it was like this tidal wave of emotion came crashing down on me. That's how powerful that song is.

I feel that as I cried and played the piano, that all my past hurts, all the present emo-ness has been removed, and made evanescent, slowly disappearing?

I don't know. I really don't. It's like a song with lyrics, even though it's a piano classical piece.

I wish to have a concert in the Esplanade one day... maybe I could play this?

x

Pastor How talked about Dreams today. (: I found it relatively cool. (:

If you can say that imagination exists, it should run wild, because it is made to!

Our imagination must be 10 steaps ahead of reality!

God can make our imaginations happen!

We can never go forward without dreams, at all!

Big people are BIG because of their BIG dreams. (:

I have dreams, I have a dream that I will spark a revival in Korea.
Ting Wei will help me through it too (:

I'll be a translator, and an actress (if I can), and I'll share the Gospel with my fellow collegues! Isn't that AMAZING?

God can help you through!

Can't wait for Youth Camp to start!
(Hope they don't squirt Colgate on your face at night ;D)




토요일, 11월 18, 2006, 10:25 오전

! bikyo?! this can't be happening! says:
NAOMI, haven't you heard the news?! Rain + Song Hye Gyo!

` ting + rain; crying out love in the center of the world says:
I refuse to believe it.

! bikyo?! this can't be happening! says:
?! Do you feel happy for them? I sure do!

` ting + rain; crying out love in the center of the world says:
Well, your personal message is rather contradicting.

! bikyo?! this can't be happening! says:
Well... whatever, but I like SHK.

` ting + rain; crying out love in the center of the world says:
WELL, I DON'T. END OF STORY.

! bikyo?! this can't be happening! says:
Imagine. If they get married... blah blah blah.. have kids...

` ting + rain; crying out love in the center of the world says:
I DON'T WANT TO IMAGINE IT SO PUT A CORK IN IT!



SHEESH.

x

I DID A POEM(:

The pianist.

the silhouette against the piano
magnified by my spectacles
moves
swiftly

first he gently tinkles with the ivories
then the melody turned into a symphony
the gentle calm picture of a lake
rises to form a tsunami

the piece steeps to a cresendo
then falls to become raindrops
but then again
it rises to flood me

his form comes down again
then pauses, like a cobra poised
and after waiting; for a tense moment
he struck to create a sempre forte

to entwine me within the power of his creation
I feel safe within the embrace
of both his music and his physical form
and everything bad around me fades
(chagya, your passion is contagious)

the safe haven beckons me
I'll meet him backstage.

till then, toodles!




금요일, 11월 17, 2006, 5:47 오후

I'M NOT GOING TO TALK TO MY FATHER FOR AS LONG AS IT TAKES.

Stupid parents and their stupid notions. YOU confiscating my iPod is no worry. I can save and buy another one.

It's just frustrating when I ask you for it, you change the subject. Idiota.

I'm on an all out war.

I can't stand being in the same house as these two people who don't dream. They're realistic homo sapiens.

I'm not going TO TALK TO THEM UNLESS THEY COME TO THEIR STUPID SENSES AND JUST STFU.

Parents suck.




목요일, 11월 16, 2006, 8:25 오후

I don't know what to say.

I don't know what is happening to me.

Do I look like I live a really happy life?

Do you want to take medications daily?
Do you want to go to the hospital every six months to go for ultrasounds, jabs, blood tests and everything?
Do you want to have severe facal conditions that will earn you teases everywhere you go?
Do you want to live with a kidney condition that you will inevitably go for dylasis?
Do you want to live with a hole in the heart that will kill you if you give birth?
Do you want to live with psycho parents who are absloute perfectionists?
Do you want to attract the wrong type of guys who would want to date you? (Note: HAN WEI THE JERK)
Do you want to have heartbreak like I do?
Do you want to face rejection like I have to?

FINE, go ahead. I'll gladly switch with you even if you live in a rubbish dump or something.

x

Many people have been asking me about Han Wei.

I had actually liked him. Before he two timed on me. I had actually liked him.

If you want to know more about him, MSN me, whatever. I don't really care.

x

;it's alright if you don't want to like me
it's okay. kweichana. (:
i don't need an answer anyway
the answer's clear to me.




3:06 오후

sooo. fedora actually blogged here. HAH.

Mr Jeong's HISTORY. He likes someone. So he's HISTORY. MUAHAHA

Out Ji-hoon, in Gackt Camui!



I don't care if he's 30 years old okay. nanynanyypoopoo

According to rainsingapore, soompi and rain's scent and other Bi-ers, Rain announced on Sang Sang Plus that he likes an entertainer, (NO PLEASE TELL ME IT'S NOT SONG HYE GYO) and it's unrequited love.

hah. We should get together sometime man. Similar situation here. Let's go and drink soju, or sake, or wine?

Hah. If HE doesn't respond, I'll go out with Gackt Camuiiiiii! <3

i mean, I know that Rain is human (figuratively), and that he needs to be loved and to love blah blah blah, I'm not stopping him.

But what pissed me off is that he said that he wouldn't, in his life, date an entertainer.

Never mind. If he wants to do something, he can do it. Whatever Rain wants, Rain gets, no?

x

Can you just GET A LIFE and stop bitching about people when you know you jolly well shouldn't?

You're the slimeball of all eternity, the Devil's spawn and the betrayer of all betrayals.

YOU yourself hate people bitching about you, but seriously, it doesn't give you the liberty to do so. Don't you have any consience? Don't tell me you were born without a heart.

gee, that's scary.

Every single blog post you have is either about one of your endless shopping sprees (when you have no money, nonetheless) or about bitching about people in your CCA.

WHATEVER man.

I really hope you come to your senses.

x

NELSON really believes Gackt's my boyfriend ;D

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Nelson, really! Gackt Camui is my new significant other! :P

And he showed me a pic of Selina (from S.H.E) claiming that she's his new GF.

=.=




수요일, 11월 15, 2006, 10:46 오후

Mr Jeong has a sweetheart.

Why is it when I read that, my heart was tearing?

Of all the things to be rotten about.

Whatever man.

Anything But Ordinary - Avril Lavigne

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

(Chorus)
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody ripped my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

(Chorus)

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see that this world is
a beautiful accident, turbulent succulent
opulent permanent,
no wayI wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
oh
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

; he made me cry horribly
nothing hurts much more than a broken heart
that has been ripped, torn and shattered
and he tramples all over it




7:19 오후
hey world

hi there

this is your captain speaking!
no,i mean i'm fedora. lol. naomi's friend.
she's been grounded, so i am here to err,
tell you that she is grounded.
yes ^^

okay world! i'm bringing sexeh back! (:
(is pulled off the stage screaming)




토요일, 11월 11, 2006, 2:49 오후

SEOW RU TING AR

DON'T THINK TOO MUCH LAAAAA.

x

Vanilla - Gackt Camui
kimi wa seijitsu na moralist
kirei na yubi de boku o nazoru
boku wa junsui na terrorist
kimi no omou ga mama ni kakumei ga okiru

koi ni shibarareta specialist
nagai tsume o taterareta boku
ai o tashikametai egoist
kimi no oku made tadoritsukitai

kimi no kao ga toozakaru
ah boku wa boku de nakunaru mae ni

(Chorus)
aishite mo ii kai? yureru yoru ni
arugamama de ii yo motto fukaku
kuruoshii kurai ni nareta kuchibiru ga tokeau hodo ni
boku wa...kimi no...Vanilla

"...nante kidorisugi" sonna cool na kimi wa plastic
atsui menazashi ni wa ecologist sono moeru kuchizuke ga modokashii

yugandeiku kimi no kao ga
ah boku ga boku de iraremasu you ni

*Repeat Chorus

ah ikutsu asa o mukaereba ah yoru wa owaru no darou ka
ah sora ni chiribamerareta ah shiroi hana ni kakomarete yuku

aishite mo ii kai? yureru yoru ni
arugamama de ii yo "I've seen a tail"
kuyashii kurai ni kimi ni hamatteru no ni
A crew sees cring knees,
I wanna need. Not betray!!

aishite mo ii kai? yureru yoru ni
arugamama de ii yo motto kimi o
kuruoshii kurai ni nareta koshi tsuki ga tokeau hodo ni
kimi wa...boku no...bannin da

x

You're an honest moralist
You trace me with your pretty finger
I'm a pure terrorist
Your thoughts are rising like a revolution

A specialist bound by romance
You used your long fingernails on me
An egoist who wants to confirm love
I want to struggle on until I'm inside of you

You keep yourself at a distance
ah Before I lose myself

(Chorus)
Is it okay to love, too? In the shaking night
It's good as it is More Deeper
As those almost maddening lips I've gotten used to melt together
I am...Your...Vanilla

"...you're too affected" You're cool like plastic
With hot looks like an ecologist, those burning kisses are irritating

Your distorting face is
ah Please let me stay myself

Is it okay to love, too? In the shaking night
It's good as it is More Faster
The almost painful wet lips are there are no more words
You and I are not Burning love

ah If we welcome how many mornings ah Will the nights probably stop
ah Scattered in the sky ah White flowers surround us

Is it okay to love, too? In the shaking night
It's good as it is "I've seen a tail"
It's almost embarrassing I've fallen for you
A crew sees cring knees,
I wanna need. Not betray!!

Is it okay to love, too? In the shaking night
It's good as it is More You are
As those almost maddening hips I've gotten used to melt together
You are...My...keeper

x

GACKT CAMUII<3





X

Not in the mood to blog a lot now. Wait till the dust clears, if you know what I mean.




금요일, 11월 10, 2006, 1:27 오후

it's alright.

I still love you; <3

I don't know what you mean.

But I know it's bad.

You didn't say yes, neither did you say no.

Let's wait and see.

I'm here waiting for you, no matter what.

x

RACHEL LOVES ME. <3
I LOVE HER TOO. (:

x

I'm like Lin Xiang Qin? So not.

Although he's like Jiang Zhi Shu, but whatever.

I'll be like Lee Yul. Even Chaekyung doesn't like him, he perseveres.

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what’s wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you’ll be strong




12:23 오전

Don't bitch about people when you don't want them to bitch about you, suckahhhh.



May the fleas that were born out of camel's hair infest your eyeballs.

That's how much I LOATHE, HATE, and DESPISE you, you INSIPID, IMMATURE BRAT.

Lord, revenge is Yours.




목요일, 11월 09, 2006, 5:06 오후



I'M INTO ANOTHER KOREAN SERIES ALREADY AHHH

"Sassy Girl Chun Hyang"

Wait till I get the DVD, then I can lend it to people! Any takers?

I don't like Mong-ryong! I like the ajoshi. HAHAHAH. <3

He's the one in black(((:




1:27 오후

HOLLA(:

Back from golf. Urgh. Aches and bruises all over, and a sickening blister on my right thumb. T_T

Oh how I enjoy studying (: I know, I'm weird.

Yellow Ribbon Appreciation Dinner

Jia Ling and I went to the dinner yesterday at Orchard Hotel. (:



We won the 2nd place in the National Blogging thingy organized by Singtel, and we donated some of our winnings to 4 charities. This is one of them (:

We were... like the youngest there? Everybody was looking at us, and we felt so out of place.



Lobby of Orchard Hotel. Yes, that's just how posh it is. ;D





This is damn funny. They 'sabo-ed' the CEO of the Yellow Ribbon Project to participate in this sorta skit. Hilarious. He was holding those hand swatter that can be bought from Korea's Everland and Lotte World at 5 bucks. (:

Then dinner.

Faux Pas No. 1

Our steward asked us if we wanted anything to drink. On his tray were Orange Juice, Pepsi and something that looked like water. I took the 'water', and the guy said, "Madam, that's not water, it's wine (SPRITE, according to JL)"

O^.^O

Faux Pas No. 2

When we were into our 3rd course, the steward's phone started ringing. Wang Lee Hom's "Forever Love" broke the silence. LOL.

CAMWHORED!

For about 30 minutes, tops.








Yupp, yupp.

Go, and wear a yellow ribbon now! (: Support all ex-offenders and whatnots! They need a new lease of life too! :D

Just leaving with 2 questions;

"Who are you?"
"Where did the world come from?"

I LOVE SOPHIE LIM<3

She's the cutest baby ever.

I'll get some pics of her and post 'em when I get 'em. ;D




1:23 오전

I'M IN LOVE. <3

((((:


x

when do you actually understand?
it's been one year, 3 months that I have actually admired you from afar.
it's too long, too long.
and I've still haven't got an answer




수요일, 11월 08, 2006, 11:57 오전

filler post.

Was addicted onto these 2 songs recently.

Addicted to You - Utada Hikaru

Betsu ni au hitsuyou nante nai
Shinakya ikenai koto takusan arushi
Mainichi hanasu hitsuyou nante nai
Denwa daikasan de meiwaku shiterun da

Kawaranai aijou nante nai
Fuan ga aru kara tsuyoku narushi
Futeri no koto dare ni mo iwanai
Kodomo janain dakara
Doko made mo tsuzuku michi janai
Dattara hoka wo erabeba ii noni

Waraeru hanashi
Kizutsukurarete mo I'm back for more
Kimi ni addicted ka mo
Aenai kara tte
Shinu wake janaishi
Otagai no jijou wakatteru*

Dakedo sore ja kurushikute
Mainichi aitakute
Kono kimochi dou sureba ii no

Ima otona ni naritakute
Ikinari narenakute
Oh baby (oh baby)
Kimi ni addicted ka mo

Moto meau riyuu nante nai
KIREI koto mo hitsuyou sa
Rusuten ni natteru yonaka
MESSEEJI kiki ni ichido katetai

I'm in love with you
I know you want me too
Ienai kara iwanain janai

Nakeru SUTOORII
Utagawareru tabi ni I love you more
Kimi ni addicted ka mo
Mawari no minna mo
Iiwake wa niteru
Riyuu wa hitsuyou datte omotteru

Repeat *

Aenai hi no koishisa mo
Soba ni iru aishisa mo
Onaji kurai KUSE ni narun da
KISU yori dakishimete
Ikinari yamenaide
Oh baby (oh baby)

Repeat *

KISU yori dakishimete
Ikinari yamenaide
Oh baby (oh baby)
I think I'm addicted to you

-

I don't especially need to see you
Besides, there are plenty of things to do
I really don't need to talk to you everyday
My phone bills are piling up
Unchanging love doesn't exist
Besides, you become stronger when you're uneasy
I won't tell anyone about our relationship
I'm not a child

There's no road leading to eternity
And if there was, I wouldn't mind taking another
Laughable talk
And even if I get hurt I'm back for more
I might be addicted to you

Just because I can't see you
Doesn't mean it's the end of the world
We know each other's situation
But that's so frustrating
I want to see you everyday
What can I do about these feelings?
I want to be an adult right now
But I can't so suddenly, oh baby
I might be addicted to you
There's no reason to want each other
We need to keep everything in order

When I turn on the answering machine in the middle of night
I hear your message, and want to call you back
I'm in love with you
I know you want me too
I suppose I don't speak it
because I can't

Weepy story
Everytime I doubt you, I love you more
I might be addicted to you
Everyone has similar excuses
I think they just need a reason

But that's so frustrating
I want to see you everyday
Can I inform you of these feelings?
More than kissing, I want you to hold me
And don't let go so suddenly, oh baby
I might be addicted to you
My longing for you on days we can't meet
And my love for you when I'm by your side

Have both become equally part of my habits
More than kissing, I want you to hold me
And don't let go so suddenly, oh baby
But that's so frustrating
I want to see you everyday
What can I do about these feelings?
I want to be an adult right now

But I can't so suddenly, oh baby
I might be addicted to you
More than kissing, I want you to hold me
And don't let go so suddenly, oh baby
I think I'm addicted to you


Heh, heh, heh. Will post Gackt up in the next post ;D

-scoots off to watch Chun Hyang (:




화요일, 11월 07, 2006, 2:03 오후
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMGGGGG!




월요일, 11월 06, 2006, 7:27 오후

I guess I'm not considered to be your daughter anymore.

"Naomi, you're not going to be 14 years old forever."

"Yes, I know."

"Go and do your studies, don't waste too much time on MSN lah. You know you can't make a living ah, doing MSN you know?"

"I know."

"You know ah, people your age are already catching up like what they're supposed to lor."

(Funny. If he sees the rest of my classmates, he'll cough up blood.)

"Very funny."

"Don't try to talk to me in that ungrateful tone. You know you're not pretty, you don't have the smarts, you don't have the piano talent. What can you do ah. Packer? Road sweeper?"

"Haha. Speak for yourself. You failed your GCE O Level examinations, not once, but THRICE."

"So what. Go concentrate on your studies ah, you go out for so many times already ah."

"Jeez, I've only gone out for 2 times Dad!"

"You call that only ar. ONLY ar. Your test is on the 15 and you still so lazy."

"Come on! I'm trying to study."

"Your iPod still with me you know."

"Actually, if you had given me back my iPod, I wouldn't spend so much time in front of the computer."

"Shut up. Do your work. I'm trying to give you some friendly advice."

"That doesn't sound so friendly."

x

I am not going to trust adults.

Yes, I know that me spilling water on the laptop is wrong. I've readily admitted, and I've even been so stupid to lower doen my pride and I knelt down in front of you. What did you do?

Scratch me till there's blood, and a scar. Screamed curses on me. Slapped me. Punched me. Tore all my Rain posters. Confiscated my iPod.

Retarded parents.

I can't wait till the day I actually MOVE OUT and get my own life, without you interfering with my life.

x

You're such a freak.
Come on la. When he likes someone else, you can't go and put me down.
I have feelings too.
So what if you're smarter than me. You can't even speak coherently.
You just want to suck up to me so you could get his attention, I reckon.
Whatever man.




일요일, 11월 05, 2006, 8:24 오후

My God is big
So strong and so mighty
My God's plan for me
Goes beyond my wildest dreams

My God is good
He's so good to me

He's my God and he is my refuge
He's the rock on which I stand
He's my fortress
God He is my life
Holds the oceans in his hands

- Big!; Planetshakers

ANYONE WHO WANTS THE DEATHNOTE SONGS IM ME.

Miraclously, today, when I was doing praise and worship, my sides didn't hurt when I was jumping!

God has driven Satan away! He does not want Satan to interfere with me praising Him! Amen!

Satan, in YOUR FACE, you can't get ME DOWN!

No matter what you do, you'll be unsucessful!

All the things that you're done to me in the past, won't come back to haunt me again!

x

I think I met my Train Man on the MRT today as I was going home with Ting Wei!

He's cute laaaa. <3

x

Does your name begin with: N

You are emotional and intense.When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all-consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!

Does your name begin with: J

You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good. (you could dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game.You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long- distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.

OMGOMG! It's like Mr Jeong! AHHHH! :D

Does your name begin with: R

You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is not very important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.

MWAHAHAHAHAHHA.

Does your name begin with: F

You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favourite fantasy past time. You can be a very generous lover.

FEDORA? HAHAH

Does your name begin with: D

Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full Steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement's, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp & talented often with sense of humour. When people bother to look deep inside they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your temper .

Darren? LOL.




토요일, 11월 04, 2006, 9:57 오후

you and I; collide.

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

Collide; Howie Day.

x

I guess you know about it already.

well, you may got the news from her, whatever. I tried to tell you.

x

Anyone who wants to take PURE BIO, PURE CHEM + LIT?

Email me (:

x

love hurts. a lot.

this is all I can say.

x

Met Fedora, Sylvia and Darren at Plaza Singapure today. They went for the Saturday service. (:

Meeting them was really uplifting (:

x

i really really like you.
i know you'd probably don't like me
i anticipate your arrival
i wait for you
i'll still be right here waiting.

x

Replies to tags:

ling!: I'd love to. ((: *acts cheenarian* la0ggonggx!

Darren: I bish you back ar. XD

faith: same. I even drew eyeliner around my eyes and smudged it hahaha. For some reason I cannot get black eyes. ): I also want that combi. ))):

Noel: yes, I have them (: MSN me if you want the songs (: my email is listed at my profile part (:




3:19 오후

to someone:
can you just shut up, and just say something encouraging for once? you're just jealous that he rejected you when you confessed to him. I just told you that he was acting weird, and he asked me weird questions and you immediately shot back
"He only treats you as his blah blah."
then you immediately said you wanted to call him he has already rejected you, why are you so jealous?
why do you suddenly act cold to me when I told you that he probably liked me? why do you act so nice to me in the conference MSN convos? just to gain his attention and love?
just because he says "hello, darling" to me when I got on?
why are you so jealous that he says "I love you" to me every night?
why do you want to call him? if he really likes me, you are going to call him to demand that he love you instead right?

I REALLY HATE YOU.




2:10 오후

Just One More Moment.

Don't take too long to say "I love you" to the ones you love
cause time has a habit of slipping away
Out on a clear blue sky, when lighting strikes on a sunny day
just take me in and keep me from the rain

And the words that seem so hard to say
come out when you've gone away
stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
and I need you by my side
for just one more moment
for just one more moment,
with you

One More Moment; Ronin

thanks ling! for making me addicted to this song. haha.

To my good friend; (you know who you are)

I just want to tell you that you're great, and you've been a true friend to me. Seriously. I really love you for who you are and what God has made you to be. Please, please don't change your personality for those hoodlums whom you think of them as friends. You have your own life. They can't take away yours.

Committing suicide isn't a way out. Committing suicide is cowardice. You just want to escape from reality. NEVER EVER DO THAT. I know that your parents have been total control freaks and stuff like that, just bear with it. Soon, before you know it, you'll be turning 21 and you are already a young adult. For now, just endure whatever comes your way. You'll emerge victorious, for I BELIEVE STRONGLY IN YOU, and that's what counts.

Don't slash your hand over trival matters, especially over him. He dumped you. End of story. Don't think by cutting yourself you can actually drive away the pain. I've tried, and it doesn't work. I have cut myself. I have. I admit. It actually makes you feel even more guilty and even more hurt. It's all over. He has another girl. I know you can't forget it. So be it. But you can move on. There are still many fish in the ocean for you, not only that ikan bilis. He's a jerk. He's not even worthy to sit next to you, let alone date you.

You're gorgeous. Don't say you have an acne-riddled face to me. I, myself, have acne. But it's a STAGE, it's not a DEFORMITY. Do you know that Stefanie Sun had terrible skin when she was our age? Now, it's over and she has such pretty skin right? We all have our own destiny.

Even though the world judges us by our outer appearence, that special someone will not. No matter how fat or ugly you are, he'll love you for your persona. That's true love. True love isn't having a pretty woman for a wife. True love isn't about marrying a tycoon. True love is something that lasts, but it is not attained by material reasons. You can't buy love.

Just move on, and I want to tell you, that I will always be there for you (:

I love you <3 Your friend, Naomi. (:

x

to HIM:
I don't know why I feel this way
I'll just wait till your exams are over
and I hope you'll tell me soon.
ilu* (:




9:15 오전

TING LOVES LING! (:

RHYMES. hehehe -lame

Kena Conned - 3

It's by ling!. love her mucho mucho

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME

- I beat all the guys at Xbox. MUAHAHAH.
- I used to be the UNO queen, then someone came along and decided to whack me on the head and crown herself UNO queen instead. ):
- I loveee hot springs. wheeee
- I'm actually scared of roller coasters. Period.
- I'M IN LOVE. hehehe
- I like slow songs. Don't know why ;D
- After watching Spirited Away 3 years ago, I swore to marry anyone that I know who likes Spirited Away ;D


7 THINGS THAT SCARES ME
- Death of someone I actually care about;
- Flying insects /ewwwwwwww.
- Helplessness
- my desktop crashing (GOD NO)
- being lonely and pang-sehed
- Inhumanity
- Fear.

7 FAVOURITE MUSIC AT THE MOMENT
- How To Save A Life; The Fray
- Smile; Lily Allen
- One More Moment; Ronin
- Me [B-garage Remix]; Rain
- Can You Keep A Secret?; Utada Hikaru
- Collide; Howie Day
- If You're Not The One; Daniel Beddingfield

7 PEOPLE I FANCY
- MR JEONG :D
- KENICHI MATSUYAMA, a.k.a. L.
- er... HIM (:
- Faith Sim, my lesbian partner
- Fedora, because she LOVES me.
- RACHEL CHIANGGGGGG.
- Unfortunately, I don't have a lot of concubines like ling!. hurr hurr.

7 THINGS I SAY MOST
- Go and die la you.
- Babuya.
- Wangssangji.
- ei, freak!
- HURR HURR.
- WTH?
- Rain ;D

7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS
- Darren. you nua person.
- Fedora.
- Faith SIM
- Lucieeee
- Uthara
- Ting Wei
- Nelsonnnn. the world doesn't need anymore retards ;D

I'll do a proper post when I'm back from piano class. till then, -toodles!




금요일, 11월 03, 2006, 12:57 오후

I think I am starting to love you.
Why do I feel this way?

Why do you feel so weird all of a sudden?
Why do you suddenly say "I love you?"

I really like you
I don't know why

I guess it's the symptoms of love.
I really like you.

sarangheyo!




목요일, 11월 02, 2006, 3:05 오후

Superstar Rain Sends Message of Love; Gives Warmth to Orphaned Babies
source; rainsg, 1 Nov 06 Sina News,
credit: irbi@biwithrain
chi to eng; rayndrop at rainsg



Rain, who has been racing against time in preparation for his hugely publicised World Concert Tour, received an invitation from the Korea Social Welfare Society to participate in the "Give an Orphan a Warm Home-Charity Poster Promotion". Rain accepted the invitation without hesitation when he received it.

He said, "When I think of how my action may give a homeless child some warmth, I'm willing to contribute and do my part."This time, Rain will take pictures for a poster with a one-month-old baby. During the photoshoot, Rain is required to pose holding the baby. Rain has no experience holding a baby, especially a one-month-old infant.

In the interview, Rain said, "I don't know how to hold a baby comfortably and with security. I was a little panicky initially, but it got better as we progressed along, and the photoshoot went smoothly." He revealed that nearing the end of the photoshoot, the baby peed and left a wet patch on him, eliciting a round of laughter on-site.

Other than Rain, other artistes who are participating in this charity activity are Soo Ye-Jin, Kim Jung-Eun, Kim Hye-Soo, SS501, SG etc local stars.

x

This is the most beautiful picture I've seen of Mr Jeong.
I think the other photo that is going to beat this is going to be a pic of his own child.
Naomi, stop dreaming *slaps self*


I am going to make a greater impact on society, I will try my best to be like him, if not better.

I am going to change the world.

x

i guess i have a glimmer of hope already
since you said she wasn't what i thought
she would be
but you didn't say much
you make me smile.
oh how you make me smile.







2:21 오후

KENA CONNED - 2

THREE NAMES I GO BY
1) Naomi
2)Ru-Ting
3) OI.

THREE SCREEN NAMES I HAD
1) ll.intoxicated.ll
2) raindrop
3) Mrs Jeong Ji-hoon

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS I HATE ABOUT MYSELF
1) Too short. Hell, I'm only 1.65!
2) My big feet ):
3) My flabby thighs. Must dance more.

THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE
1) Partially Korean
2) Singaporean
3) Christian

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1) Reuben Chong, HAH
2) Failure
3) Setbacks

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1) Friends
2) The toilet
3) HIM.

THREE OF MY FAVOURITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTES
1) Rain Jeong :D
2) Se7en :)
3) Utada Hikaru

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS:
1) Memory in Your Hands; Rain
2) Itsumo Nando Demo; Always with me; Spirited Away OST
3) I know; Se7en

THREE BOOKS THAT YOU'RE CURRENTLY READING/GOING TO READ
1) The Seven Habits of Highly effective teenagers; Sean Covey
2) Harry Potter ; Azkaban
3) Eldest; Christopher Paolini

THREE THINGS I WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1) Protection
2) Love
3) Chemistry

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1) The Face (DUH!)
2) Eyes
3) Body, HAHA!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1) Dancing
2) Playing the Piano
3) going to movies

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1) GO OUTT.
2) Begging my father to buy me a Rain concert ticket
3) Study (yes I'm weird.)

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1) Translator/Interpreter
2) Actress (nah...)
3) Back dancer

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1) Korea
2) Japan
3) Anywhere with Hot Springs

THREE BOY FRIENDS YOU LIKE :
ER. HELLO.

THREE GIRL FRIENDS YOU LIKE :
1) FAITH SIM you DODO!
2) Xiao Hui
3) TATA SAUCE!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1) bungee jumping
2) go out with Rain and stay in FH for just ONE DAY
3) Be a millionaire

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
ONLY TWO, HAAAAAAH.
1) Mr Jeong JI-HOON <3
2) L; as known as Kenichi Matsuyama. <3

THREE CRITERIA OF YOUR KIND OF PRETTY:
Only one. A good attitude.

THREE CRITERIA OF YOUR KIND OF SEXY:
Only one too. As quoted by Justin Timberlake, the ability to bring out the best of what you've been given is called sexy.

THREE PEOPLE/CELEB WHO FITS YOUR CRITERIA:
Mr Jeong Ji-hoon, yummy.

:D

Suddenly I'm not nua anymore :D




수요일, 11월 01, 2006, 9:06 오후

There's always something
In the way
There's always something
Getting through

But it's not me
it's You

Sometime's ignorance
Rings true
But hope is not in
What I know
Not in me
It's in You

It's all I know

And I find peace
When I'm confused
I find hope when I'm let down
Not in me
But in You

I hope to lose myself
For good
I hope to find it in the end
Not in me
It's You
It's all I know

- You; Switchfoot

even though I'm not there with you
my heart will still be with you

guiding you through every second
every song
every chapter
every move

i'll be itsumo nando demo
always with you(:

thanks for really inspiring me to work really hard
without you i'd really be failing my math

you yourself must jiayou okay!
don't let us down!

x

sayonara.
nous avons promis d'avoir des enfants ensemble
et appeler nos filles, Rainette et Chihiro
Helas, vous avez deja quelqu'un la-bas
Tant que vous etes heureux
I'm happy.

Wo zhu ni he ta xing fu.




3:51 오후

Singapore or Korea?

Which one should I go to?

Kyung Hee University; or Singapore Management University?

VS

Racking my brains.

x

I found out why Darren likes Full House so much; and he asked that when I buy it, he'll request to stay in it for a night.

Why?

He likes the red REFRIDGERATOR.

Reasons being:

1)nice place to stick notes

2)nice colour

3) nice people open it (HELLO? If I open it I'm nice to is it? xD)

4) and it has a unique way to open it to get ice water. -.-

goodness.

WHY MUST IT BE RAINING SO HEAVILY NOW

(*&^(^)$&%)*&$@%^)$%)*#@$&%*@($&*@$&!*$#&!$#)&%(*^$*&%$^*%#^&$#&$#

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.




11:32 오전

Life's a biach.

This week's like, SUCKY. Everything went downhill.

1) The Learning Lab told all of us that we were going to be split up. All of us will be going to different classes, and we've been together like, 3 years!

2) The 'girlfriend over there' incident. Very very very few people know about this. So far I only told Uthara, Darren and Fedora. That's it.

3) I CAN'T EVEN GO TO RAIN'S CONCERT, AND I ENDED UP GETTING MY iPOD CONFISCATED FROM MY FATHER, GETTING A BRUISED JAW, A LONG DEEP SCRATCH ACROSS MY ARM WHICH IS BLEEDING LIKE MAD, AND A PAINFUL HEART.


I can't even go to Rain's concert when the rest of my friends and probably the rest of Singapore are already buying the tickets like mad, and are screaming like retards upon getting their tickets, and I, will be sitting at home like a sitting duck, knowing that Rain'll be in the Singapore Indoor Stadium, bringing a girl up on stage to be his girlfriend for the night.

And it'll be all over the papers tomorrow, and all of my friends will be squealing and everything that they got rain's merchandise and stuffs, and PROBABLY LAUGH AT ME FOR NOT GOING TO THE CONCERT.

AND I'LL PROBABLY EXPERIENCE HEARTBREAK AND EVERYTHING. AND MY DAD WILL SAY THAT IT IS EXPENSIVE, ETC ETC ETC

EVEN RAINFAN GOT TO GO LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

FUCK EVERYTHING.