This is the 1000th post and it's a whole new breakthrough for my blog (: And this is uber long because 1) I haven't blogged in like forever and 2) I have revelation(s)!

I know I have probably posted this picture before but I'll use this again because I think it's quite apt to what I'm facing right now. Well. Maybe this Adidas poster has already been taken down but it has brought forth its message.

"Give it everything and then get it right back."

Isn't it like our walk with Him? Give Him everything - especially our lives and we get it right back in heaven. Treasures up there are better than what we have on earth. If you're reading this and you're wondering, "What is she talking about?" Well gotta have an un-Thomas attitude man. He saw before he believed. That's not FAITH. And faith is another topic altogether and I don't want to digress. Haha.

"I don't know how I keep going...yeah I do."

That's an attitude I think we should adopt. However we know why we keep going - our destiny in building this awesome house of God, our future to be affluent in the marketplace to influence...everything awe inspiring. I sometimes have this feeling of nua-ness, the kind when you really want to leave church just because. But I just keep on keeping on, and hence the "don't know how I keep going." And yeah I really do.

That said, I'm going to keep on, I'm going to grow, lead, and nuture. Even if I'm just a regular, a team player, a pianist, a model - but I'm gonna be the best regular, the most valuable team player, the best pianist, the best model Yiruma I'm so going to duet with you! Yiruma and Naomi. It sounds so perfect. :D Oh & Jihoon I'm so not going to let you off the hook. I'm gna work all the way with supernatural effort and tell you good news. HEHHEH Imagine Pastor Cho's church with Jihoon.

It'll break through 750 001 man. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

& my mother jokingly said that if Jihoon goes to HOGC it'll be explosive. Sorry mom but I don't think it's Jihoon but I think it's God. I mean, a superstar can go to a church and his fans will follow, but if then fans don't get a revelation or somewhat it'll be of no use.

Well it costs nothing to dream, so I'm going to dream anyway.

Of a dream that's going one way.

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Pastor talked about faith and confidence.
Be BOLD in any circumstances.

Oh, only small people will dare to attack big people, like Joseph and his brothers.
They tried to destroy his dream but look, he managed to be the governor of Egypt and his brothers all bowed down to him. Is that cool or what.

"Who will contend with me? Let us stand together.
Who is my adversary? Let them come near me.
Surely God will help me
Who is he who will condemn me?
Indeed they will grow old like a garment
And the moth will eat them up." - Isaiah 50:8-9

I hope this is subtle enough, yo.