so we'd spread love like violence; ♥
환영
♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}

n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence

나는


naomi jung
서여정, 三浦 なおみ
29 june 1992
ngee ann poly mass communications
Rorsharch ink blot
Pianist
J Tune Entertainment

& ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥


ll.intoxicated.ll@gmail

Heart of God Church ♥ b41

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friendster
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나의 남편!

누구지?

정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband.

Faith/Spaz - the best friend.

Prisia/Siao - the other best friend.

Cheryl - Cooking mama

Joyce - Korean fanatic.

Brother (wenjun) - who has 10000000 brains

Hyun - Mr Smart-ass Korean.

Chew - Dear Leader.

용어

Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie

Ajusshi (아저씨) : Uncle

Chagiya/Yeobo (자기야/여보): Darling/Honey

Namja Chingu/Namchin (남자친구/남친) : boyfriend

Yeoja Chingu/Yeochin (여친/여자친구) : girlfriend

Hyung (형) : Older brother (for males)

Oppa (오빠) : Older brother, also can be used as "boyfriend" in a steady relationship (for females)

Nuna (누나) : Older sister (for males)

Onni (언니) : Older sister (for females)

Ssulung (썰렁) : "so cheesy/cold/lame" for cold jokes

Selca (셀카) : camwhore/self camera

Wang Ja (왕자) : 6 pack/washboard abs

할말!



친구

♥ Heart Of God Church
♥ B and C Zone!
♥ donghaeng; Lord and Me
♥ Moi-même-Moitié
♥ amelia
♥ andrew lau!
♥ andrina
♥ anqi
♥ bellrarie!
♥ boxue!
♥ candy!
♥ cassandra!
♥ chew!
♥ clara!
♥ dajie
♥ darren!
♥ daryl!
♥ debrah
♥ faith, best friend!
♥ fedora!
♥ gabrielle!
♥ hinwen
♥ ivan!
♥ jasmine
♥ jia en!
♥ jia jia!
♥ jiayang!
♥ jia yun
♥ joanne!
♥ joyce
♥ kenneth!
♥ le raine
♥ ling
♥ liyin
♥ lucinda!
♥ marissa
♥ nadine!
♥ nelson!
♥ pearlyn
♥ peggy
♥ pei fen!
♥ pei jun
♥ reuben
♥ ruoen!
♥ ryan new!
♥ samantha!
♥ samantha whang
♥ sion; mr kimchi!
♥ shermaine!
♥ shihua
♥ shijin
♥ shizhe
♥ shumin
♥ shu xian/joe
♥ sofiana
♥ sophia
♥ sushian!
♥ sylvia!
♥ thea
♥ ting wei!
♥ trisha
♥ wanwen
♥ wei lai
♥ wendy
♥ winsome
♥ yi jing!
♥ yu xuan
♥ zhiyi!

명사

♥ Abingdon Boys School
♥ Gackt
♥ Kenichi Matsuyama @ Horipro
♥ L'arc~En~Ciel
♥ Malice Mizer
♥ Namie Amuro
♥ S.K.I.N

♥ Big Bang
♥ DBSK Offical Site
♥ Epik High
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Entertainment
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Creative
♥ Rain's Offical Site
♥ Se7en
♥ Tablo
♥ Yiruma

♥ Gackt Dears
♥ Gackt Syndrome
♥ Rain Singapore
♥ Rain Union
♥ Sexy Bi

블로그

Blogs I read:

♥ Feet Man Seoul
♥ Joss Sticks
♥ K-popped!
♥ Lakeside Girl
♥ Mr Brown
♥ Mr Miyagi
♥ Mr Wang Says So
♥ PopSeoul!
♥ The Sartorialist
♥ Sibeh Sian
♥ Singaporean Mind
♥ Son of Singapore

주크박스

과거

11월 2005 12월 2005 1월 2006 2월 2006 3월 2006 4월 2006 5월 2006 6월 2006 7월 2006 8월 2006 9월 2006 10월 2006 11월 2006 12월 2006 1월 2007 2월 2007 3월 2007 4월 2007 5월 2007 6월 2007 7월 2007 8월 2007 9월 2007 10월 2007 11월 2007 12월 2007 1월 2008 2월 2008 3월 2008 4월 2008 5월 2008 6월 2008 7월 2008 8월 2008 9월 2008 10월 2008 11월 2008 12월 2008

감사

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월요일, 12월 08, 2008, 5:44 오후

` 1162; - herald the dawn

Goodbye, blogspot.
Give me a chance, Jugem.

MOVING ON.

Pls relink, kthx.
I'll be keeping this blog for memory's sake.

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4:47 오후

` 1162; -

Configuring new blog.
Confusing.
Will move soon.

WATCH THIS SPACE.

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일요일, 12월 07, 2008, 2:12 오전

` 1161; - some prefer nettles

"When I asked about it one day, I learned that her real name was Naomi, written with three Chinese characters. The name excited my curiosity. A splendid name, I thought; written in Roman letters, it could be a Western name. I began to pay special attention to her. Strangely enough, once I knew that she had such a sophisticated name, she began to take on an intelligent, Western look."
- Kawai Joji; in the book Naomi by Junichiro Tanizaki

**
When I was younger, I always hated my name. I didn't like it at all. People made fun of it. I thought it was unique for my own good.

But till now, I love my name. I'm thankful my parents didn't name me Talulah or Hatuha.

:D

& many people thought that pic above is a person from a manga or something, or a Japanese video game. YAY I LOOK LIKE SEPHIROTH'S VIRTUAL KIND HOHOHO. not. But nearly there.

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토요일, 12월 06, 2008, 11:31 오후

` 1159; -

They look at your life and decide if they want to be like you.

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금요일, 12월 05, 2008, 2:08 오전

` 1156; -


you were an island & i passed you by

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일요일, 11월 30, 2008, 11:49 오후

` 1150; - knowing that we are loved




"You can cut me into a thousand pieces, but every piece would still love you."

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금요일, 11월 28, 2008, 12:47 오전

` 1148; -



It was the first dawn of a sweet December, where raindrops patter against my glass window, the drops condensing on the sheer transparency, forming little light catchers as the sky heralded the sun. The clouds outside were soaked in pastel hues; baby pink, baby blue - with a dash of dazzling yellow-orange. The myriad of colours all jostling to fill my bedroom.

I sat up in bed. Me, my bedroom, and you.

I crept out, leaving the bed, and looked out of the French windows. Raindrops dotted the glass and distorted the view of the lane outside my house; -



It was devoid of life, drenched in the cold rain, the street lamps flickering, about to die down sooner or later. The trees outside swayed, much like in tune and in time with the wind that was playfully teasing them inside and out. I sighed.

After marveling at it all, I turned back.

The crispness of well laundered sheets, the little dent my head made in the fluffed up plump pillows, Hippo and Cowabunga between us, the promise of warmth radiating from the sweet smelling bedlinen and your 6"2 tall frame.

Silence.

널 만져줄꺼야 널 아껴줄꺼야
너의 뒤에 있을께 너의 곁에서 널
영원히 지켜줄꺼야 난 사랑 받아야하는걸
너와 아침을 맞이하고싶어

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일요일, 11월 09, 2008, 12:48 오전

` 1134; -



(: What's left of us.

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토요일, 11월 08, 2008, 1:48 오후

` 1133; - that you would drift on memory bliss



Somehow you fluttered into my mind last night, as I slept. You, standing at the corner of an alleyway, leaning against a lamp post, leather jacket slung over one shoulder, deep in thought. I moved closer. I could not see your face, but I knew you were examining mine. I noticed that you were tall, taller than I had imagined you to be. You were older than me. I moved closer again. Your eyes bored through mine, searching, looking, longing. I knew who you were at that instant. I gasped, you nodded & smiled, as if you had planned for this chance all along, and the fact that my raison d'etre was in you. You were half right. I smiled back, as if agreeing. But suddenly you took my hand and ran with you, down the alley out of the other side and then down the Seine.

I couldn't imagine that I'd meet you at the City of Lights, because ours haven't even been ignited. We haven't even met. I knew you but you didn't know me. But as we ran past the bridge, I stopped you. You looked at me with a quizzical gaze. Why, you said. Why stop our childish escapades? I have waited so long for this; why stop it now? Why, chagiya, why?

I realized that this is just a temporary euphoria, because this was nothing but a dream, and you were so surreal, so far away, I said. But, familiar stranger, you got me there.

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again

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목요일, 11월 06, 2008, 9:37 오후

` 1130; - Invincible Seo Yeojung

천하무적
서여정

Sometimes I have to remind myself who I really am when obstacles come.

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12:18 오전

` 1129; -
I removed this post because I felt it was too contradictory.

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일요일, 11월 02, 2008, 7:50 오후

` 1128; - i hate being confused



It's hard to understand somehow people think do say feel
But now you got to do what you need to do
Check, no, yes

Naomi Jung, why do you have the weight of the world on your heart?

Ah, screw it.

*
Supposed to study with Ben and Cheryl but cancelled.
Rotted at home the whole day.

But suddenly my junior that I've never seen for 4 years talked to me on MSN & he said I was beautiful (he got girlfriend already hor, tsktsk)

(:

Thank Zhi Bin the IP Hwa Chong student mugger I owe you one.

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금요일, 10월 31, 2008, 5:29 오후

` 1025; - the real sound from my (heart)



"you make me asphyxiate"
was what was supposed to be subtly mentioned but not
forgetting
releasing
liberating
entreating

"it was all but just a dream now"
you mentioned?
listened to the whisper warm wet
much like your little spies creeping crawling
all over this cursed earth

seeking touching loving
but why are you so far away?
stretching out and reaching up
it can't be, oh, but all a mirage vision impression

can't consider it as a story of love
nor hate but all that is
is gone somewhere, do we know?
our secret refuge, sanctuary
they can't find us, my love, yes they can't

enough of the flashlights
but not enough of your (imaginary) love that I feed on

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목요일, 10월 30, 2008, 12:20 오전

` 1124; - and I swear


My husband will never, ever, ever, for the love of God, be like him.

SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP,HUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP,SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP. I NEED TO STUDY.

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화요일, 10월 21, 2008, 10:20 오후

` 1120; - make it or break it



Life has been pretty stressed right now.
The first 2 papers weren't too bad. Really.

I was just reading an interview that Mr Jeong gave and I have to say I will answer those questions in another way. Not saying that what he said was wrong, but since he hasn't known Christ yet, it's understandable.

Frankly speaking, my motivation to keep going on in this school, in the midst of juvenile quarrels, is my growth in God, and the thoughts of my amazing future. For example, someone really disappointed me, and he did something he shouldn't have done. He cut off all contact with me because Someone asked him to (or rather, forced him to). But I think to myself. "I'm going to be a World Star. I'm going to be someone. I will work hard and show them, I will prove it to them I can be someone someday. But first I got to act like I am one."

That really kept me going on. I would like to answer interview questions like that.

I'm not satisfied with just being highest in Literature and Best Debater. I'm going on, going on. I'm going to become the best export to anywhere in the entertainment industry that Singapore has ever produced (just that I'm going to be signed up under a Korean company). I want to be like Mr Jeong, or even better.

Now I'm working towards building my character, learning Korean, and studying. I want to be like that, to show that God actually helps people, He builds the unworthy up to be someone He wants to show the world.

Tolerance, Toil, Work, Pray. Not necessarily in that order.

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화요일, 10월 14, 2008, 1:38 오전

` 1116; - i'm the (super)girl



Deuteronomy 28:13 "The LORD will make you the head and not the tail, and you only will be above, and you will not be underneath, if you listen to the commandments of the LORD your God Deuteronomy 28:13 "The LORD will make you the head and not the tail, and you only will be above, and you will not be underneath, if you listen to the commandments of the LORD your God Deuteronomy 28:13 "The LORD will make you the head and not the tail, and you only will be above, and you will not be underneath, if you listen to the commandments of the LORD your God Deuteronomy 28:13 "The LORD will make you the head and not the tail, and you only will be above, and you will not be underneath, if you listen to the commandments of the LORD your God Deuteronomy 28:13 "The LORD will make you the head and not the tail, and you only will be above, and you will not be underneath, if you listen to the commandments of the LORD your God Deuteronomy 28:13 "The LORD will make you the head and not the tail, and you only will be above, and you will not be underneath, if you listen to the commandments of the LORD your God Deuteronomy 28:13 "The LORD will make you the head and not the tail, and you only will be above, and you will not be underneath, if you listen to the commandments of the LORD your God Deuteronomy 28:13 "The LORD will make you the head and not the tail, and you only will be above, and you will not be underneath, if you listen to the commandments of the LORD your God Deuteronomy 28:13 "The LORD will make you the head and not the tail, and you only will be above, and you will not be underneath, if you listen to the commandments of the LORD your God Deuteronomy 28:13 "The LORD will make you the head and not the tail, and you only will be above, and you will not be underneath, if you listen to the commandments of the LORD your God

This pretty much sums up my life right now.
Mugging hard on every side
Tired but I will press on for everything is for His glory, not mine
To go to Ngee Ann Polytechnic then Stanford University/University of Melbourne
whichever

Mugging

Annyeonghi kaseyo I need to do my biology

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일요일, 10월 12, 2008, 1:04 오전

` 1114; -



Come live in me
all my life take over
come breathe in me
and I will rise on eagle's wings

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수요일, 10월 08, 2008, 10:47 오후

` 1113; - in You, I find my peace



(Key to my heart)

Oh come, You will
The Owner of my spirit, my heart
Imperfections tacked to a blank wall
Yet whitewashed over with Your blood

Day by day I seep in, more, deeper
Rejuvenating, revitalizing, tantalizing, You are

You're the well where my love springs from
Hold me steady, my Lover of souls

eternally,

(for a comma says that it isn't going to end so soon
we still have many more to build this Kingdom)

*

On a sidenote, I am NOT going to name my children April, May, June and Armageddon.

Musette Claire.
Musette Claire.

I like it already.
Welcome to the world, like say, 10 years later, Musette.
I can't wait to see how you look like, how church would have grown (I think it'll be past 10 000), how everything would have changed. For the better.

The future's going to be amazing.

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월요일, 9월 29, 2008, 9:24 오후

` 1101; - it was not a beautiful mistake

"Here's to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes.. the ones who see things differently - they're not fond of rules.. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can't do is ignore them because they change things.. they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do."

-Steve Jobs


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목요일, 9월 25, 2008, 2:02 오후

` 1098; - hello, goodbye



"It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; What is essential is invisible to the eye."
"
on ne voit bien qu'avec le cœur. L'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux."

-
Antoine de Saint Exupéry; The Little Prince

*

Indefinite H I A T U S

Alright, I need to take my O Levels, and then some.

誰よりも遠くへ
夢なら醒めないで
この空の向こうへ
「you can see the another world」

Farther than anyone else
If it's a dream then don't wake up
If you turn towards the sky
"you can see the another world"

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