n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence
naomi jung
서여정, 三浦 なおみ
29 june 1992
ngee ann poly mass communications
Rorsharch ink blot
Pianist
J Tune Entertainment
& ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥
ll.intoxicated.ll@gmail
Heart of God Church ♥ b41
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정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband.
Faith/Spaz - the best friend.
Prisia/Siao - the other best friend.
Cheryl - Cooking mama
Joyce - Korean fanatic.
Brother (wenjun) - who has 10000000 brains
Hyun - Mr Smart-ass Korean.
Chew - Dear Leader.
Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie
Ajusshi (아저씨) : Uncle
Chagiya/Yeobo (자기야/여보): Darling/Honey
Namja Chingu/Namchin (남자친구/남친) : boyfriend
Yeoja Chingu/Yeochin (여친/여자친구) : girlfriend
Hyung (형) : Older brother (for males)
Oppa (오빠) : Older brother, also can be used as "boyfriend" in a steady relationship (for females)
Nuna (누나) : Older sister (for males)
Onni (언니) : Older sister (for females)
Ssulung (썰렁) : "so cheesy/cold/lame" for cold jokes
Selca (셀카) : camwhore/self camera
Wang Ja (왕자) : 6 pack/washboard abs
♥ Heart Of God Church
♥ B and C Zone!
♥ donghaeng; Lord and Me
♥ Moi-même-Moitié
♥ amelia
♥ andrew lau!
♥ andrina
♥ anqi
♥ bellrarie!
♥ boxue!
♥ candy!
♥ cassandra!
♥ chew!
♥ clara!
♥ dajie
♥ darren!
♥ daryl!
♥ debrah
♥ faith, best friend!
♥ fedora!
♥ gabrielle!
♥ hinwen
♥ ivan!
♥ jasmine
♥ jia en!
♥ jia jia!
♥ jiayang!
♥ jia yun
♥ joanne!
♥ joyce
♥ kenneth!
♥ le raine
♥ ling
♥ liyin
♥ lucinda!
♥ marissa
♥ nadine!
♥ nelson!
♥ pearlyn
♥ peggy
♥ pei fen!
♥ pei jun
♥ reuben
♥ ruoen!
♥ ryan new!
♥ samantha!
♥ samantha whang
♥ sion; mr kimchi!
♥ shermaine!
♥ shihua
♥ shijin
♥ shizhe
♥ shumin
♥ shu xian/joe
♥ sofiana
♥ sophia
♥ sushian!
♥ sylvia!
♥ thea
♥ ting wei!
♥ trisha
♥ wanwen
♥ wei lai
♥ wendy
♥ winsome
♥ yi jing!
♥ yu xuan
♥ zhiyi!
♥ Abingdon Boys School
♥ Gackt
♥ Kenichi Matsuyama @ Horipro
♥ L'arc~En~Ciel
♥ Malice Mizer
♥ Namie Amuro
♥ S.K.I.N
♥ Big Bang
♥ DBSK Offical Site
♥ Epik High
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Entertainment
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Creative
♥ Rain's Offical Site
♥ Se7en
♥ Tablo
♥ Yiruma
♥ Gackt Dears
♥ Gackt Syndrome
♥ Rain Singapore
♥ Rain Union
♥ Sexy Bi
Blogs I read:
♥ Feet Man Seoul
♥ Joss Sticks
♥ K-popped!
♥ Lakeside Girl
♥ Mr Brown
♥ Mr Miyagi
♥ Mr Wang Says So
♥ PopSeoul!
♥ The Sartorialist
♥ Sibeh Sian
♥ Singaporean Mind
♥ Son of Singapore
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Layout: vehemency
I'm so, so, so tired of you. You, You, YOU.
You've changed. So much. For the better or the worse, I don't know. But from what I see, it's probably the worse.
I should've known better. Everytime when I open myself up to someone, I get let down. Every. Single. Time. I slap myself for being so vulnerable, especially towards you. I get tired, bruised and battered. I'm probably half-dead by now if you hadn't noticed. No, I don't think you have. You possibly DON'T EVEN CARE.
When I see you, you avoid me like I have AIDS. And you maintain we're still friends, or even better ones. I think all that talking are all falling on deaf ears because you don't seem to be doing anything.
Today's the last straw. I'm tired of seeing you being led around like a lapdog on a leash, tired of the empty promises of being friends, tired of the tears, tired of all the endless questions of "What the hell happened to ____?", tired of you, just you.
Don't give me the crappy nonsense that you've always promised, to give you more "trust and belief,have more faith in me, I'm your close friend." Ask yourself this; HAVE YOU GIVEN/SHOWN ME A REASON TO? HAVE YOU?! Eve if you say that this is for the better, ask yourself again, DO CLOSE FRIENDS IGNORE EACH OTHER DAY AFTER DAY? DO THEY SHUN AWAY FROM EACH OTHER? DO THEY LOOK WITH DISGUST AT EACH OTHER? DO THEY? I THINK NOT.
I've thought you were nice, and we could weather this friendship through thick or thin, rain or shine. Looks like it can't even make it through a drizzle, talk about being together for each other.
I should have known.
I have found out some things about you.
Apparently EVERYTHING I say has something in it for you to criticize. The guy I like. Big deal. My piano. AND, most importantly, my leader and MY CHURCH.
You can criticize me, who gives. But when you criticize my God, my leaders and my church, you're going too far. Way too far.
You're insulting Him who changed my life and made me whole, you are slandering the people who loves me for who I am (not like you, you and your stupid stereotypes), and you are condemning my SECOND HOME.
I can't take it no more, no more bullshit from you and your disgusting mouth.
And apparently, you think (and you spread) that I am in love with my junior. If you were a true friend, you'd be all, "No, she won't do this." But did you?
A big fat freaking NO.
You encouraged the rumour. You laughed at me behind my back. You silently cursed me as the Sec 1s said "Hi" and crowded around me. You ignored me when I said hey to you.
Don't think everyone likes you, you jerk. You are just oblivious to the amount of people who despise you.
Think again.
라벨: anger
Seriously, when someone has a crush on a guy, and she tells you because she trusts you. You have NO RIGHT to tell it to the whole group, and have everyone make fun of her. And furthurmore, she's your JUNIOR, dammit.
Doesn't mean she's a junior, gullible and all gives you every reason to poke fun at her. You all call her fugly. Look at yourselves. Aren't you no better? if you're insulting someone, you're insulting her parents. They created her with the assistance of God, and you're indirectly mocking God as well.
If that's not enough, you still have the audacity to say that she sucked someone's male anatomy. And you placed it on your MSN nick. It's embarassing, not only for her, but for the other guy as well. You all are already 14, 15? You should know better than to do these childish acts. It's incorrigible and disgusting.
People have feelings, unlike you all. The worst thing you can do to a person is to cruch their dreams and their dignity, and that is exactly what you guys are doing to her. Call yourselves leaders. I don't think so.
Can you carry yourselves with some self-respect and take people's feelings into consideration?
Put yourselves in her shoes.
She's confused, and hurt now because you have done to her what you had done to me before.
라벨: anger
Well, this is all I have to say now.
B to the I to the T-C-H.
*rants and tears hair out*
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No, I am not seeing anyone, I didn't bitch, I didn't pull someone's arse, I didn't rip someone's hair out and make it into a bloody mess.
So can you stop your childishness and have this jiiemuiix shit. I didn't even talk to you, didn't even do anything to you to make you despise me so much.
And I have something to say to you.
Don't think that I'm nice to you and you can treat me like something worse than dirt. I have put up with you for very long, and I can't stand your attitude. When I say hello, at least have the decent courtesy that your parents tried to instill in you to reply back, bitch.
I was just telling you nicely not to speak to people in a certain way, and you thought I was scolding you. And, what's more, said that I am "act rich", "proud", "not even dep head still want to scold me lor."
You're either thick skinned or dense in the head, bitch.
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2 more days (:
Woke up. Hair in disarray (again).
Went for Sports Day. I was a Urinal (Ur-anus house member) and I migrated to be a Martian.
Crapping with girlfriend and gang made me feel so, damn, happy.
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My modesty was almost violated in the Bio lab today by MISS ZHENG KEJUN.
I was sleeping soundly on the lab tables, and Kejun had the audacity to mimic scandalous, if not risque, acts on me.
Thank goodness I managed to wake up in time to see her face centimeters away from mine.
And MISS CHERI NUR AINI didn't even try to stop her, but was laughing away at my situation.
URGH.
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Hello, we're all in this thing together, and, we rushed from wherever we were to school to do the damn thing.
And. You arrived /atrociously/ late, and you didn't even apologise. You messed up the measurements, and after measuring for 3 beakers, you gave up and went to make a phone call, leaving the WHOLE BOTTLE OF MURISHIGI AND SKOOG OPEN.
Naturally, Murishigi and Skoog, when caught with water, will absorb water vapour and form starchy stuff that clings on the inside of the bottle. And, you left it open, and you didn't even finish what we told you to do. Instead, you chatted over the phone and then messed up my PRECIOUS ALUMINIUM FOIL.
And when we told you we were meeting again next week for the measuring of pH, you went, "Oh, we have to meet, depends ON MY MOOD."
The world doesn't revolve around your mood alone.
We painstakingly measured and chopped the fruits and stuff out, and if we win the project, you get all the glory. This is UNFAIR.
It's either you do something constructive now, or we'll kick you out of the list.
*tears hair and screams*
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/on a lighter note.../
HYUNJUN'S COMING!
NEXT WEDNESDAY,
11PM, CHANGI AIRPORT TERMINAL (1 or 2)
*hypervendilates and dies*
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the pure blood vamp says:
I cut my hair. All my precious HAIR GONE
the pure blood vamp says:
now I look like those army people
/NAOMISCREAMS! says:
OMG. RLY.
the pure blood vamp says:
no la, better than them. I scared that after you see me
the pure blood vamp says:
you will run away and refuse to see me. you tio shock
/NAOMISCREAMS! says:
as if I will. -_________-
stupid guy xD
라벨: anger, project, ramblings, someone, sports day