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♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence 나는
naomi jung 서여정, 三浦 なおみ 29 june 1992 ngee ann poly mass communications Rorsharch ink blot Pianist J Tune Entertainment & ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥
Heart of God Church ♥ b41
/more about me 나의 남편!
누구지?
정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband. 용어
Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie 할말!
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♥ Abingdon Boys School 블로그
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수요일, 7월 30, 2008, 7:57 오후
` 1058; - in Your arms I'm here to stay![]() We're getting closer everyday, Chasing the dreams that heaven gave, Hallelujah here we come. Everything's beautiful with You. Prayer group was the best. I love every single one of you. Daniel Park was so funny today. He totally made WK lou3 qi4. HOHOHO. Thank you, I love you from the depths of my heart. Every single one of you too. We even invented a hellogoodbye kind of greeting! :D Will try it out on Daniel Park tomorrow. I shall start calling him Daniel. Because there're like 4 Daniels I know but his name is the most mentioned one so... yep. The rest I'll call them Chan, Daniel Li and Daniel Goh. HOHO Prelims here I comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! * On a side note, my friend is married for 2 years and she has a daughter. And she's only like, 22. :O I can't imagine life without, say, going out and reaching out and I'm having a baby in tow. Not saying that having a kid is bad, I mean I want to have some of my own one day but not now right. Especially at 22... :/ 라벨: daily life 수요일, 7월 23, 2008, 8:39 오후
` 1052; - what would i've becomeRevel in all the vivid unglamness man. HOHOHO * Today was a myriad of emotions again, as usual. I don't know, a mixture of this, that and that again. Uh, starting with euphoria, happiness and to the other side of sadness and despair. Well it's only 4 more months, Naomi. Jiayou! Daniel started a prayer group called Gospel Letter and it was good. His sharing, awesome. Simply awesome to the max. But however, they really need to know about praying loud and strong... and in tongues which is God's gift to us... Maybe it's the way their churches are run. I don't know. But it isn't like, polite to laugh when someone is speaking in tongues right?! Well I'll discuss it with Daniel and Wanwen. Daniel is one amazing person I really need to know better. He is amazing. His conviction, his passion, his zeal... you can see it burning in his eyes. Like me, he just caught on the fire a few years ago and when he came to Singapore he saw an urge to preach the gospel... now since Gospel Letter is started I guess we only need a little tweaking here in the admin department or something. But I'll get it sorted out with the help of God. I really need to let decisions control emotions. I need God. To live is Christ, to die is gain. Today I learnt, I fell and I knew. God prunes away all the unhealthy friends you have. It's shown by the way they treat you, the way they stand by you... I know. I mean this time is the time for God to train me to see in the fourth dimension... to picture my future. I pictured it. All coming to pass. :D I need Him, for He knows me from the inside out. Help me God, for You know everything. 라벨: daily life 수요일, 6월 04, 2008, 8:21 오후
` 1012; - most of us are here against our will![]() That is Sushian just being Sushian and me. HAHA she's my best friend! On Tuesday, Sylvia, Liling, Cindy, Desiree, Sushian and I went to some ulu salon at Bishan to cut our hair... and I went for treatment. Was scouring the shops for the cheapest treatment and Sylvia ended up plonking herself down on one of the chairs and refusing to move. So that's how we decided to do our hair there. YES SYLVIA I KNOW PASTOR JOSH KELSEY is HANDSOME (: Well let's be more spiritual shall we... he's ANOINTED. Thanks to her I'm smitten with him already... Well. Went to Bugis because Chew told us that she was there... and then Sushian and I went to Desiree's house to play with the rabbit. Her house is super nice. Next time I must stay at that kind of house! :D Desiree's chauffeur took us to Peace Centre where we chiong-ed for the 147 that was about to move away. Caught it and fellowshipped in the end (: ILY Sushian! Then yesterday, went to eat lunch with Sushian at Hougang Mall and met DERRY! :D in the library. Got him to have lunch with us and he's HAHAHA funny. Seriously! Had a great time talking to him and here's one of this quotes on marriage: "I want the product (as in, the child) but I don't want the factory." WALAMAK how can like that?!?!!? And, he's at loggerheads with Boxue because both of them wants to build and design the future HOGC. Oh well guys Boxue can do the inside you can do the outside. Trained to Harbourfront with Derry (Sushian went out at Kovan). He's one real joker. Great to know you more man, must study together one day with other people too yeah (: * That pretty much summed up my first two days. Wasn't selected for BMT because my results aren't that good... but anyway, I'm going to work hard! Nothing can come to pass without hard work. Yeah God's encouragement does count but in the end your part still needs to be played. I'm onto working harder and harder. Complacency needs to be kicked out. I'm off, gdnight & gdbye 라벨: daily life 금요일, 1월 25, 2008, 9:57 오후
` 941; - You stole my heart![]() Boxue's "Happy Halloween" chili sauce. Lunched at Selegie with Darren, Fedora, Esther, Joel, Boxue and Weekiat. Fedora brought us to LaSalle and her teacher thought that she brought us there to advertise LaSalle :/ Both Joel and Weekiat spazzed on the eggtarts and the fried dough fritters ): I feel a studygroup of acne approaching oh no. Trained to church :D * Ivan shared a really powerful message today, and it really perked me up even though before that I was about to fall asleep. :/ It really spoke deep into my heart because these few weeks my fire has been like flickering, and the things that I've gone through in school is just to mould my character for greater things :D Propel, even Jesus was perfected through obedience. My life, my responsibility. My zone, my responsibility. My school, my responsibility. Mitt skola, min ansvar. With responsibility comes maturity. Now it's all back to basics, loving God like a child, just simply loving Him, all over again. 라벨: daily life, introspection 수요일, 9월 12, 2007, 10:45 오후
` 731; - YAY :DAHAHA I think this was rather belated. I really thank God for letting us win this competition with second... while I was expecting first. It's not that I'm ungrateful or anything, but Crescent came in first and third... and the schools are not allowed to send more than one team. And, one of their teams didn't load a storyboard, and they still got into the second round. Furthurmore, the video was uploaded onto the leader's blog, not the school blog. Smells like rotten fish here... But I'm still going to give God 10% of my winnings. :D We had MMS scenes too :D Caption : "Do I look like a Christmas Tree?" Caption : "Young Again?!" ANDDDDDDDDDDDDD. If you vote for our Behind the Scenes MMS, you'll stand a chance to win a Sony Ericsson k800. :D 3046hs.campusmoblog.com.sg :D and our video is there too. super funny la JOBAIN. XD 라벨: daily life 수요일, 8월 15, 2007, 8:10 오후
` 697; -Went with JOYCE(: to pierce the second earhole :D We both pierced on the same side with the same coloured earring :D ![]() I LOVE HER. *snatch snatch* BEFORE THAT. Called CANDY. Told her what I found out about Nerd/Chinaman. Was abit sad too. I didn't know he could be so high one minute, then so cold. Edit : He waved to me even though I was waving to someone else beside him! Hurhur! I think I'll forgive him for now. Helped out in cafe, singpost. LOVEEEEE. - && don't mess with my emotions, bitch I'll get up & crush you down - I really don't know how to describe the way you made me feel so right, your everything. till I see you again I'll work hard, look for you & say I'll get it out to you one day 라벨: daily life 일요일, 8월 05, 2007, 10:58 오후
` 677; - I'm gonna be A speaker of truth to all mankind I'm gonna stand I'm gonna run Into Your arms Into Your arms again. HISTORY MAKERS. (: What I did/felt/seen:- I just did cafe today. - Saw Chinaman. <3 - Luke helped me clean the ice cream machine. - Saw the new church. - Got my pants soiled trying to help remove glue stain with Lucinda. - Knew what the cafe is going to sell. - Chinaman "serenaded". - God's AWESOMEAWESOME presence - Prayed for Mr Jeong to know Him someday. MY LIFE IS SO BEAUTIFUL IT HURTS. :D / * even when I close my eyes I know that it's you & me here. even when I'm sleeping alone I know that on the other side you're dreaming with me now 라벨: daily life, musings 금요일, 6월 15, 2007, 11:34 오후
` 626; -Great. The verdict's been postponed for a week. At least I've got the hiatus I've been fervently praying for for Ji-hoon to rest. Ji-hoon, fighting. I'm here with you always, jiayou! * I'm really really tired. I woke up really late today (at 12pm!) and I didn't manage to get that much things done. Tomorrow I must wake up at around 7.30 to compensate! I feel guilty. I didn't manage to practise my piano for this Sunday's rehersal, and I didn't learn my daily bit of Rain's Bad Guy dance today. How can liddat? How can I be his backdancer if I don't practice? Great. But anyhowso, I've done my court reflections and a bit of homework, so the burden is lifted quite a bit (: RED RAIN ROCKS! :D 라벨: daily life, Rain 목요일, 5월 17, 2007, 11:27 오후
` 606; - if I don't see you anymoreWill be going Beijing next monday. Not looking forward to it. ): Met Jasper at Dhoby, went to church to study. But we didn't study. Showed him Apple Chong's picture, he laughed like mad. And then he showed me some Gilbert Tay guy, the lecturer who yelled, "What the HELL is this?" xD * OH AND I DIDN'T TELL YOU MY DREAM RIGHT? I was with Rain on the beach, and he was TOPLESS :D I just touched his back, then hugged him from behind, and asked. "JiHoon... do.. you.. like.. GARLIC?" (Okay I SWEAR I didn't know why I asked that!) He replied, " er... No darling...but my whole family does." NO LAUGHING! * And then Jasper and I met up with Fedora, Darren and Lynn (: Told them my garlic dream. And Jasper said something SMART that made the three of them think something. ): Now Jasper knows my mind is not so pure anymore xD One thing about Jasper is: He copies my colour coordination. He wore grey with jeans I wore dark green-grey with jeans. Fedora had something to say about this already. TSK. Shopping for GROCERIES with Lynn is so fun! :D We're going to bake a cake! Love Lynn lots! ;D I'm blogging like a autistic person again. & bye. I'm sleepy. 라벨: daily life, random 목요일, 5월 10, 2007, 11:42 오후
` 600; - and it's coming back all againYou're the air I breathe. I love You more than life I'll run into Your open arms To feel Your embrace once again. Pastor Kong's sermon was superb, splendid, stultifying :D And I was throughly impacted. I will be a conversionist! Thanks to Reuben for walking with me out (: Can't wait for tomorrow. More power, more impact. More solutions to my already troubled life. I think I love Gackt-san more than Rain already. It's disastrous. 3 years of that = total rubbish + humiliation + jealousy + periods of depression + ignorance. sometimes ignorance rings true. 라벨: daily life, random 화요일, 3월 06, 2007, 4:33 오후
` 530; -"When you're in primary school, it doesn't matter if you study or don't, you ace. When you're in secondary school, regardless of whether you study or don't, you fail fucking badly like shit." - Chandhini So true, so true. * School was /bearable/, at the very least. I hate Physics teachers who -somehow- has a fetish with you and your seating partner, and calls both of you up, or, comes up to your side of the lab desk to "inspect" your class work. BLEAGH, PLEASE NOT LET IT BE WHAT I THINK IT IS. Time flies while we're having fun, again. It's like, March, and just a few weeks ago, I hated 3E6 and all it's fine ways. Now I am used to Chun Fai's nagging at me to do math. Got back report cards today. I got a bloody 29 for L1R5. If God doesn't murder me, I will. It's the WORST I ever got in my entire history of schooling. Oh, joy. Other than practicing piano, doing theory, doing chem+bio+history+socialstudies+physics notes and shoving Florida's Natural Fruit Juice Nuggets in Blueberry down my throat, I am perfectly fine. REALLY. And I gotta go for piano + theory now, so seeya later darlings. 라벨: daily life, random, report card 수요일, 2월 28, 2007, 8:15 오후
` 523; -I feel retarded today. I woke up looking like a lion, I got a pimple right smack on my nose, I forgot what I ate last night, and while I was bending back (like what Gackt does), I brushed my teeth with facial foam. WHEE. Headed to school, made Uthara jealous, and made a beetroot bleed during my experiment. I didn't even hear Mr Soh calling out my name when I was walking. It's like, someone bludgeoned your head, made you spin in those teacup rides in the amusement parks and whirled you around. And that, made me fall in love with Hitler even more. Smacked my head on the locker door and got whipped in the face with the tail of the lantern. Smooshed my face into Cheryl's butt when Xiao Hui was pushing the roller table (while I was sitting on it) into Cheryl's arse. Now I know what it really means by kissing someone's arse. And she just farted into my face, literally. What a day to remember. -and that pabo hasn't emailed me yet. You're gonna get it, boy. xD 라벨: daily life, retardedness 화요일, 2월 27, 2007, 9:18 오후
` 521; - just so you knowSo she still likes him. Okay, I'll back off. But it's not my fault if he likes me right? You take him back. Haha. How can I steal a good friend's ex? but I think I'm starting to like him.pfft. * Naomi says: He must be uber rich is it. Hinwen says: Okay. How many kids do you want to have. Naomi says: Er. Hm. Er. 3? Hinwen says: ooh. tell him tt. Hinwen says: u'll have fun every night Naomi says: -_____________- Stupid Hinwen. Talking to her really cracks me up. * I, sadly, have taken up another love interest. And that person is Adolf Hitler. No kidding. I fell in love today during History when Mr Chin was explaining about WW1. I fell asleep and he picked on me (because I was convinently sitting infront of him.) "Naomi, explain why the French wanted revenge." "So, uhh, uhh, they can... uhh, like, get the moolah and kapok them." "Kapok? What's kapok?" "Uhh, like, you know, KAPOK!" so much for my superb linguistic skills. I think Hitler and I have some similarities. When Hitler was young he was a shy, moody and lonely child. He was weak in all subjects except Art. He applied to the Vienna School of Fine Arts but was rejected, and he made his living by selling postcards he had painted. He joined the army and was made a corporal, which was quite a low rank in the German army. He then joined the German Worker's Party and rose to power. He was quite charismatic and managed to win the support of the people. Despite his early failures, he still managed to overcome them and he became the leader of Germany in a very short time. - Oh I wish I was like him, but I'll use my power for something better. Oh, whatever. 라벨: convo, daily life, thoughts 월요일, 2월 26, 2007, 7:37 오후
` 518; -I woke up today by the female part of the Government at 4.30 in the morning. "Naomi, you're late! It's 6.45!" *jabs at alarm clock in hand* "It's only 4.30." *points to alarm clock on bedside* * Prefect's Investiture! I screwed up during the song lar. Stupid Ziyang kept bumping into me. -_- And the Holy High guy was creepy. He kept staring at Ziyang and I, said something to his friend, and guffawed. I LOVE THIS SHOT. <3 Ziyang, Lynn, Xiaohui and I. Ziyang, Me and Bixia. Backstage, just before the song. Me, Melvin (the creepy HIHS guy), Justin, Ziyang. * Was at Hougang Point with Liyana after Prefect's, to buy stuff for the Biology experiment. Got scoffed (and laughed) at when I bought Kinder Surprise. Like it was an offence. Too lazy to walk to school and Liyana paid for the cab fare. Snogged on Cadbury's Marble Dream whilst Mrs Goh and Mr Chan were explaning about the experiment. * I nearly died of a cardiac arrest in Hougang Point. "...hello?" "NAOMI! YOUR BOYFRIEND'S COMING BACK NEXT WEEK!" "...what? What are you talking about?" "HYUN JUN BODOH, HE'S COMING BACK NEXT WEEK!" "Hinwen?" I collasped onto the floor of NTUC (and screamed loudly). Until Liyana pleaded for me to halt. OH MY TIAN. HE'S COMING BACK. NEXT WEEK. OH.MY.TIAN. Lord, save me. * 라벨: daily life, ramblings 목요일, 2월 08, 2007, 7:39 오후
` 494 - when I see you cry, I'll just smileMEP was the sex! (: Except for the part where Issac and his gang got scolded, and Remy was sent out for nothing. Remy was just asking some question (I don't know what), and the biach sent him out. I feigned stomach-ache and talked crap with him outside for a full 15 minutes (God knows why.) * Debates tomorrow. Julia Gabriel. I'm just the spectator, no notes to prepare, no adrenalin surge. Nothing. Just sitting at the spectator stands watching my school debate against Orchid Park (and their ugly uniforms). I feel useless, like a benchie at a football game. PRAAH. Whatever, it's gonna be my time anyway. * I was so lost back then But with a little help from my friends I found a light and a tunnel at the end And you're calling up on the phone So you could have a little whine and a moan Just because you were feeling alone At first, when I see you cry and it makes me smile I was feeling bad for awhile But then I just smile I know I hadn't smiled. And how do you hold on to someone you've never met? 라벨: daily life, debates, random 화요일, 1월 23, 2007, 3:27 오후
It isn't everyday you go into the toilet and have someone chatting you up about Rain and how manly he is, and emitting puffs of smoke like a chimney, with a cigarette dangling in one hand.And, despite all this, she still manages to retain her kawaiiness. But as Lynn said, "See them when they're older." ****************** I can't eat. I can't sleep. I'm sick. 不能吃. 不能睡觉. 我病了. I'm down with colic, and I'm blogging, albeit weakly, from my bed now. Thank God for wireless. I had this severe pain in my stomach and Funny Face (one of the funny guys in the class) asked me if there was a mouse eating my stomach away, and when I said that the feeling was like that, he started announcing to the whole class that I swallowed a mouse. Thanks a lot. I started running to the loo to release and it was the worst pain that I have ever felt in my life (after childbearing, which I haven't experienced that yet). Add that misery up with cigarette smoke and you'll get what I did. Dad picked me up in his car (THANK GOD NOT THE CHILLER TRUCK) and I staggered to the doctor's. Colic. Nice. And excuse me, I'm having the Cramps + colic cramps and I feel like beating some Male Chavunists and suing them for assault on a pregnant woman. RAWR. 라벨: daily life, ramblings |