so we'd spread love like violence; ♥
환영
♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}

n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence

나는


naomi jung
서여정, 三浦 なおみ
29 june 1992
ngee ann poly mass communications
Rorsharch ink blot
Pianist
J Tune Entertainment

& ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥


ll.intoxicated.ll@gmail

Heart of God Church ♥ b41

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나의 남편!

누구지?

정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband.

Faith/Spaz - the best friend.

Prisia/Siao - the other best friend.

Cheryl - Cooking mama

Joyce - Korean fanatic.

Brother (wenjun) - who has 10000000 brains

Hyun - Mr Smart-ass Korean.

Chew - Dear Leader.

용어

Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie

Ajusshi (아저씨) : Uncle

Chagiya/Yeobo (자기야/여보): Darling/Honey

Namja Chingu/Namchin (남자친구/남친) : boyfriend

Yeoja Chingu/Yeochin (여친/여자친구) : girlfriend

Hyung (형) : Older brother (for males)

Oppa (오빠) : Older brother, also can be used as "boyfriend" in a steady relationship (for females)

Nuna (누나) : Older sister (for males)

Onni (언니) : Older sister (for females)

Ssulung (썰렁) : "so cheesy/cold/lame" for cold jokes

Selca (셀카) : camwhore/self camera

Wang Ja (왕자) : 6 pack/washboard abs

할말!



친구

♥ Heart Of God Church
♥ B and C Zone!
♥ donghaeng; Lord and Me
♥ Moi-même-Moitié
♥ amelia
♥ andrew lau!
♥ andrina
♥ anqi
♥ bellrarie!
♥ boxue!
♥ candy!
♥ cassandra!
♥ chew!
♥ clara!
♥ dajie
♥ darren!
♥ daryl!
♥ debrah
♥ faith, best friend!
♥ fedora!
♥ gabrielle!
♥ hinwen
♥ ivan!
♥ jasmine
♥ jia en!
♥ jia jia!
♥ jiayang!
♥ jia yun
♥ joanne!
♥ joyce
♥ kenneth!
♥ le raine
♥ ling
♥ liyin
♥ lucinda!
♥ marissa
♥ nadine!
♥ nelson!
♥ pearlyn
♥ peggy
♥ pei fen!
♥ pei jun
♥ reuben
♥ ruoen!
♥ ryan new!
♥ samantha!
♥ samantha whang
♥ sion; mr kimchi!
♥ shermaine!
♥ shihua
♥ shijin
♥ shizhe
♥ shumin
♥ shu xian/joe
♥ sofiana
♥ sophia
♥ sushian!
♥ sylvia!
♥ thea
♥ ting wei!
♥ trisha
♥ wanwen
♥ wei lai
♥ wendy
♥ winsome
♥ yi jing!
♥ yu xuan
♥ zhiyi!

명사

♥ Abingdon Boys School
♥ Gackt
♥ Kenichi Matsuyama @ Horipro
♥ L'arc~En~Ciel
♥ Malice Mizer
♥ Namie Amuro
♥ S.K.I.N

♥ Big Bang
♥ DBSK Offical Site
♥ Epik High
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Entertainment
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Creative
♥ Rain's Offical Site
♥ Se7en
♥ Tablo
♥ Yiruma

♥ Gackt Dears
♥ Gackt Syndrome
♥ Rain Singapore
♥ Rain Union
♥ Sexy Bi

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Blogs I read:

♥ Feet Man Seoul
♥ Joss Sticks
♥ K-popped!
♥ Lakeside Girl
♥ Mr Brown
♥ Mr Miyagi
♥ Mr Wang Says So
♥ PopSeoul!
♥ The Sartorialist
♥ Sibeh Sian
♥ Singaporean Mind
♥ Son of Singapore

주크박스

과거

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감사

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일요일, 6월 22, 2008, 2:13 오후

` 1025; - you can do anything





這 是 一 個 表 達 夢 想 的 年 代 絕 對 不 放 過 (絕 對 不 放 過)
每 一 個 節 奏 都 呼 應 著 心 跳 才 那 麼 自 由 (才 那 麼 自 由)
世 界 的 目 光 將 跟 著 我 而 左 右 (贏 得 所 有 的 光 榮)
我 要 你 此 刻 為 我 而 感 到 驕 傲
而 你 擁 有 了 我

無 論 anything that you want
我 都 可 以 把 夢 ong ha wu 在 你 心 中 穿 過
無 論 any dream that you have
我 的 夢 正 在 跟 世 界 溝 通

You can do anything
而 你 擁 有 了 我
Anything any dream

讓 我 舞 動 著 身 體 的 節 奏
熱 烈 又 溫 柔 (熱 烈 又 溫 柔)
每 個 動 作 都 像 呼 吸 一 般
那 麼 的 自 由 (那 麼 的 自 由)

世 界 的 舞 台 跟 著 音 樂 變 彩 色 (舞 動 接 下 了 煙 火)
我 也 因 為 你 的 了 解 而 驕 傲 (OH~)
讓 他 夜 夜 看 著 我

無 論 anything that you want
我 都 可 以 把 夢 ong ha wu 在 你 心 中 穿 過
無 論 any dream that you have
我 的 夢 想 正 在 跟 世 界 溝 通

Not because Jihoon's in it but of the content.
Rockxzxzors.
Shows that if you dream you can get it (: But of course with hard work and God (:

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11:41 오전

` 1024; -

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DELEON FOO! :D
Ahya sian don't have his picture now but anyway :D TBC...

Rain Union celebrated Jihoon's birthday yesterday & at the same time with mine! :D
Pics will be up when Jazzy uploads them on Rain Union (:
Met Vivian there and hello (:
HAHAH so funny on the train ride to church and Tampines :E

And you so gotta read The Fourth Dimension by Pastor Cho Yonggi!
It's super, uber, duper powerful.
Finished it in 2 days and I'm re-reading it again.
Saving up for Volume 2!

"Visions and Dreams are the language of the Fourth Dimension, and the Holy Spirit communicates through them."
If you see it, imagine it, and you have a burning desire for it, and you know it's for the glory of God, well, just keep on praying because you're drawing closer to it (:
Be pregnant in the spirit, yo.

And to follow in the likes of Pastor Cho: "I'm pregnant with my L1R5 of 7 for O levels within me! And a merit for my piano exam!"

I remember that last time my facial condition was super jialat (thanks to my hormones), and I was praying and praying, and envisioning myself with clear skin and everything, now thanks to God and a little bit of effort on my part, my skin is back to normal but of course with the blemishes (:

So God really hears our prayers (:

:D

Then I'll move on to the entertainment industry and stuff. Will talk about that another time...I already see everything forming in my head and it's great. J-Tune here I come! (:

Got to get my life right man... it's a season of intense studying with God!
WOOHOO.

And about the previous post, it's about me thinking too much.
But anyway tomorrow's a whole new school term, so I'm just going to give it all I've got.
Revival? Definitely.

I'm off to study now.
gdbye

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토요일, 3월 22, 2008, 12:11 오후

` 975 ; - we're going deep



I was reading through my friend's blogs just now and majority of them were lamenting about love gained and love lost.

Well you may call this a period in your life to gain experience or something of that sort, but love needs no experience. You just... love. Like that. Like in the Kingdom of God, Jesus didn't need any experience to die before dying for us. Similar theory.

What's the point of thinking about that person, pouring your whole life into something that you know you won't marry? Waste of time. You may beg to differ, like saying that just because I'm a cynic or something, that I do not have the aptitude to gain one so I type this out... but hey, you know it.

And if it means spoofing up your visage for the person, if the person only loved you for your physical structure than your character, it's not love.

It is better to put all your love into God - even if you can't see Him, you know He's there.

-

& on a totally random note, I was watching Malice Mizer and Gackt on Youtube and they're HILARIOUS. Not to mention that I finally watched Verte Aile (MM's 30min movie before PV of Bel Air) and Societe de Parente (MM's fanclub event) which Klaha was doing his magic tricks and the rest were acting all funny through the whole thing. HAHAHAH.

& Gackt's expression:


priceless.

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일요일, 8월 26, 2007, 10:14 오후

` 713; - politically correct

BEFORE THE POST,







HAPPY BIRTHDAY PASTOR HOW! (:
you rock!
-

It's those days where you get stuck in the car with your parent(s) and then he/she would start to ask you something, say, how was church, how was school, did you make a new friend etc, and somehow or somewhere, an argument starts to sprout up from a remark or a request or what have you.

For me, mostly because it's a case of 有话就说.

I am not one who likes to hear or say things that appear nice (well, sometimes, maybe I do). I'd prefer to say the simplest things out, without wrapping it in the pretty little package that grownups, or I should say adults, do. For instance, I'd rather my date go, "You've got spinach in your teeth." than saying, "Oh, you've got something..." then giggle, or worse, totally shut up about it, leaving you smiling at the chef and waiter and chauffeur with that offending piece of green in your mouth.

I'm not some high-class, pretentious person that demands everything to be done her way so I can look like someone who can order people about. I'm not saying that everyone owes me a living (while some people think that I owe them one).

What I'm trying to say here is, for the minor things, just say it out, don't need to busy yourself thinking of ways to make it oh-so-nice and pretty when you yourself could get lost in the wrapping.

-

URGH I hate cheekopeks.



Just this morning while I was waiting for Daddy infront of the Citibank at Dhoby, when this man appeared out of nowhere.



Cheekopek: "Er... do you speak chinese?"
Naomi: "Mwoeyo?"
Cheekopek: " Ahhh. You don't?"
Naomi: "Isn't it obvious?"
Cheekopek: "OH... okay... I want to say..."
Naomi: *quizzical look*
Cheekopek: "Your fly is down."

Then he walked away!
I checked and IT WASN'T DOWN AT ALL.
Then the guy was like there, and he was grinning with this lopsided grin!
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

But ANYHOW,
got to the seminar in time.
Met Cassie there (:
WE CAN BE FOUNDERS CROWN AMBASSADORS!



YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.



Imagine next time Jihoon with me on the cover of AMAGRAM :D
I can picture it alr.
Jeong Ji-hoon, Naomi Seow, Founders Crown Ambassadors! :DDDDDDDD
Amway South Korea / Singapore
HAHAHAHAH :D

-

HELPED OUT AT CAFE YESTERDAY!
Cafe is looooooooooove.
Saw CHINAAAAAAAAAAMAN!
:D
Presence of God was so AWESOME FANTABOLOUS. :D
We are all born to love learning.
And STUDY RULE is in place now. hahaha.

I LOVE STUDYRULE :D

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금요일, 7월 20, 2007, 11:27 오후

` 657; -

I've been doing a little thinking now, since everyone's like sleeping.

Friends have come and gone... even now. I don't want to mention names, but we have been friends for quite long actually, and now she has "cut" ties with me because of "peer pressure".

Why do I always mention B4, HOGC people? Because I know that they are the people who will never let me down, nor leave me just for the mere reason that practically the whole world hates my guts and he/she does not want to be decapitated too.

I've saved my best friend, and she's in church. (:

I have a lot of "Hi-Bye" friends in school, but the true friends are found in Him alone.
He comes to me when I'm in the middle of a fall.

True, I missed B4 like crazy when I was in China
-because school people & church people are not the same

The culture is different
the atmosphere is different

One of the world, another of love.

That's why, when I go for World Tours next time, I'll really miss my church friends
but I have my Jesus. (:

I'll continue to glorify Him, even though I sing songs like Lee Hyori's. I want to sing, for the world, for me, and for my God.

Jesus, You're my only desire
& I will worship You alone<3

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화요일, 6월 19, 2007, 11:29 오전

` 629; - words fail me.

Sometimes I wish I could be that writer, the individual who already has her topic in mind, and in her brain, has a large entourage of vocabulary ready to be released.

But, in reality, I am not. I always, note, always, digress from said topic, and end up writing a whole page of rubbish that is not related to anything I was supposed to discuss (refer to digression, above line).

I try to make conversation. Sometimes words just fail me. This is the reason why one second I am so hyped up, crazified and going totally insane, and the next I am withdrawn, defunct and every fibre of my being is screaming emo.

Really.

It's not about maturity - I am mature enough as it concerns me - it's about conjuring the right words at the right time. Sometimes I'm too blunt for my own good (sorry Jasper) and at times when everyone is so hyped and I'm the one pulling the atmosphere down to an abyss somewhere. I'm just not good at thinking up topics - I'm good at relating to topics.

Facts are easier to face than people. But people are more interesting.

I digress. See?

If I'd ever had the fortune to meet someone, and by that I mean that someone that I really love, I guess he'd be doing most of the talking. And the cracking of lame jokes. But anyhowso, I'll still just talk, when I feel like it, or when the topic is appropriate.

I'm not trying to imply that Im an introvert - I am a extrovert at large - but what I am trying to make clear is that sometimes I shut up because I don't know what to say.

It's all about the wordplay sometimes.

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목요일, 5월 17, 2007, 11:51 오전

` 605; - the difference.

I suddenly feel that I behave differently in two conditions - church, and school.

Basically last year I was all school-centered. My life revolved around school. My core was (backstabbing, unloyal, fair-weathered) friends, homework, more homework, and somebody.

Now, I'm caught up in more church things than school life. What does school life have to offer?

School life can't offer trust.
(Instead you get yours broken every single day)
School life can't offer friends
(Sure, but they stab you in the back all the time)
School life can't offer you happiness
(When there's people who can't accept you)

But in church, I feel alive.

When you say,
"There's other friends than church friends."

Yeah, sure, when you're the one who pushes me aside when we go shopping together with your friends, when we go for something together and you didn't even acknowledge me, you talk to me about boyfriends and all that kind of nonsense.

I miss church,
just crapping with Jasper Bestie and Fedora
just saving people,
just SERVING GOD in the littlest ways
(beating Darren and Nelson in POOL :D)

these things hold more purpose than just
school.

CCA. leadership. results. friends.
(is that all what life really is about?)

& could I ever thank You for.

Without You, and hoGc, I'd still be living in my no-life episodes. Like a broken film repeating itself.

SPEAKING OF WHICH, I'M HAVING DINNER WITH JASPER (BESTIE! :D) AND FEDORA AT VIVO. <3 CAN'T WAIT!

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화요일, 5월 15, 2007, 1:45 오후

` 603; - love is all but necessary



Read Sylvia's blog on superficial + true love. Set me thinking.



"True love is when one is able to sacrifice everything for the other, but superficial love is loving the other but only think of themselves."


I guess I have never been really really loving God.
I didn't sacrifice my allowance for Him.
I have only been concentrating on my Crumpler bag.



Teach me how to sacrifice everything for You.

Trust?
Haven't gotten that in such a long time.
Instead, I had my trust broken by others.


I can't trust people anymore as I have been betrayed, misused (especially for MUSIC), and passed by.
I withdrew, and became more observant (hence, one of my ambitions is to be a public prosecutor).
B4 seemed to open me up, but not so yet.



Oh I wish I was like some of my leaders.
They did not gain respect by their position, but by their personality.


What's the use if you're a head prefect, or say, a major?
As Ting Wei says, "You only get your picture and name in the yearbook, which any Tom Dick and Harry will vandalize."
But if you're a leader in the House, your name is forever written in heaven.

Sorry, I digress.



Love? In layman terms?
No time to think about it yet.
God will provide, and He'll give me a better person!

The future is amazing.


*


Is it my imagination or Mr Jeong is getting more suave?









:D I wish I was in Sydney to meet him up close and personal when he was there :D

*
Rain's contract is ending with JYPE.
He'll go,

1) to StarM (NO NO NO PLEASE NO)
2) independent (but according to AgentP, the moniker 'Rain' is owned by JYPE)
3) renew contract with JYPE

Oh please, Ji Hoon, please have enough sense not to go to StarM. No. No. Please NO.

OH, and Rain is getting 2 million for a shampoo CF.
I guess it's either Dove/Pantene, since it's Unilever who is forking out the cash.

If Rain's face is on the bottle, I'm defintely going to buy like. 20 bottles of it.
According to iconnu in soompi,

"Showering with Rain~ would make any girl go crazy."

I agree :D
And here I am grinning like a madwoman as I'm typing this. :DDD

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수요일, 3월 28, 2007, 9:04 오후

` 552; -

and I've fallen from grace
for all I need is to see your face

I just don't like what I see & feel now. Confused whirlpool of emotions going up & down & topsy-turvy. Jumping into conclusions; what if? & what if? I don't know how I'd handle it if I face the truth. Consequently, I don't care how ___ I may be but well, it just comes. Come what may.

This week has been pretty sucky for me, & I think this week must be one of the worst times in my life. I have done more reflecting in these three days than in my lifetime. What if? Why? What happened?

Maybe it's just because I'm paranoid & insecure but hello, aren't we all. Why when people throw a fuss & do things their way, other people relent & give in? But when I just say something wrong, everybody take that and blow it up.

Personal insecurities, I reckon.

I try and try to give in to people, but they just take advantage of it and start to demand something. & when I say no, they start to actually hate me and stuffs.

Maybe I must just learn how to say no.

I have some people I need to depend on in my life. I wish I could just go to Labrador, sit on the beach & talk to someone about how I actually feel and that he/she will understand. But maybe I am feeling more than I could ever say, for now.

I used to talk to someone, & that person could just be there for me and help me through everything I do. We used to talk until late in the night on the phone, & just discuss about anything and everything. And now... we just.

I really treasure that person a lot, & now I'm still reeling from the hurt that came; I just did not see it coming.

The harder you try to come out of a rut, the deeper you'll sink in.

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화요일, 2월 27, 2007, 9:18 오후

` 521; - just so you know

So she still likes him.
Okay, I'll back off. But it's not my fault if he likes me right?
You take him back. Haha.
How can I steal a good friend's ex?

but I think I'm starting to like him.pfft.

*

Naomi says:
He must be uber rich is it.

Hinwen says:
Okay. How many kids do you want to have.

Naomi says:
Er. Hm. Er. 3?

Hinwen says:
ooh. tell him tt.

Hinwen says:
u'll have fun every night

Naomi says:
-_____________-

Stupid Hinwen. Talking to her really cracks me up.

*

I, sadly, have taken up another love interest.
And that person is Adolf Hitler.

No kidding.

I fell in love today during History when Mr Chin was explaining about WW1. I fell asleep and he picked on me (because I was convinently sitting infront of him.)

"Naomi, explain why the French wanted revenge."
"So, uhh, uhh, they can... uhh, like, get the moolah and kapok them."
"Kapok? What's kapok?"
"Uhh, like, you know, KAPOK!"

so much for my superb linguistic skills.

I think Hitler and I have some similarities.

When Hitler was young he was a shy, moody and lonely child. He was weak in all subjects except Art. He applied to the Vienna School of Fine Arts but was rejected, and he made his living by selling postcards he had painted.

He joined the army and was made a corporal, which was quite a low rank in the German army. He then joined the German Worker's Party and rose to power. He was quite charismatic and managed to win the support of the people.

Despite his early failures, he still managed to overcome them and he became the leader of Germany in a very short time.

-

Oh I wish I was like him, but I'll use my power for something better.

Oh, whatever.

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수요일, 1월 24, 2007, 5:00 오후

"Does the rain fall in threads, or drops?" - Song Hye Gyo; in the movie My Girl and I [First Love]

Hmm, this is going to be a filler. I seriously got nothing to write about.

Have you ever wondered about the indifference of people?

Yes, indifference, where the warmest acknowlegment you recieve is by that person pouring hot mee soto down your collar.

Now, you see, we're living in a society where everyone cares for themselves, and when you show them your warmth and kindness, they push you away and think that you're crazy.

Absloutely.

I don't have the mood nor the inspiration to type anything out right now, but I'll leave you with this comment Wisely said that set me thinking.

"Naomi, do you realise that our entire solar system is set, is probably shaped like an atom?"

"Yes, Wisely, and you're suggesting that we are an atom of something else, something bigger than us by a infinite number?"

"Yes, Naomi, you gotcha."

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