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♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence 나는
naomi jung 서여정, 三浦 なおみ 29 june 1992 ngee ann poly mass communications Rorsharch ink blot Pianist J Tune Entertainment & ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥
Heart of God Church ♥ b41
/more about me 나의 남편!
누구지?
정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband. 용어
Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie 할말!
친구
♥ Heart Of God Church 명사
♥ Abingdon Boys School 블로그
Blogs I read: 주크박스
과거
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일요일, 12월 16, 2007, 8:15 오후
` 891; - in my mindPiano recitals today. ![]() Met Yu Jun(: HELLO (: - Sometimes, it's just the people whom you respect that fail you the most. You have known that person for long, since, say, Primary 5. She has been your role model. Great looks, figure, personality, wealth and a handsome husband to boot. He drives her around in a flashy Mercedes-Benz and seemed to fufill their marriage vows; "For richer or for poorer, till death do us part." Until recently, she tells you not to address her as Mrs any longer. She's divorced, she says, without any hint of sadness nor shock in her pristine mask. Call her either aunt, Ms, or teacher. You sit there in shock, her perfect image of herself within you shattered by a bit. Until now, she appears, without any hint of discomfort, holding hands with a stranger, and smiling at you. "Oh proceed in the studio," she animatedly says, looking at Mister Stranger with a look normally reserved for significant others and not noticing the flicker of your eyebrow trying to keep in the shock, and saying with a sweeter tone this time, "try the keys. The instrument isn't that good, so please play it with a bit more force this time." You nod. You end up playing horribly. Those who heard the news or saw anything played horribly too. Some people harbour depression. I harbour the depression of others. - I just love it when it rains. It's like almost in a movie where everything becomes serene and perfect and you gasp with the intense intimacy you suddenly seem to have with God and nature, like with a husband. I can stand at my window and look at the rain fall for hours. The stillness and the fog - covers up all the blemishes and unglamness where sunny days so blatently parade. - Now it's a time for surrender. & I surrender all to You When I'm weak, You're strong You're my feet when I can't move on You're the light in the dark You're the whisper inside my heart; I'm all for You 라벨: introspection, nostalgia 금요일, 2월 16, 2007, 10:01 오후
` 503 - memories.I went back to Nanyang Primary today with Ardella. I really miss that place. Met Shuwen and his RI friends in the bus, smiled to him but he stuck out his tongue at me. -.- The clock tower. It's actually taken with my 3 megapixel handphone camera T.T The school hall (: Called Ashlynna, and she almost died of a heart attack when I said it was me. She immediately rushed down from the Chinese Orchestra room with Lim Rei in pursuit. They screamed, I screamed, we all screamed. Yes, the corridor is THAT BIG. Ashlynna, Me and Lim Rei (: "NAOMI SEOW I MISSED YOU A LOT CAN WE PLAY ROLLING CHESTNUTS ON THE DRUMS NAOMI I REMEMBER YOU I MISS YOU A LOT CAN WE EAT ORANGES" "...okay okay." ![]() My old classroom. It's been converted into a Primary One class T.T When I came out, I heard Lim Rei broadcasting to the whole world that the "Singapore's Brainiest Kid" has arrived in Nanyang. Immediately, Woon Yee, Xin Tian, Wan Qing, and everyone rushed up. "NAOMI YOU'RE HERE!" "NAOMI I MISSED YOU!" "NAOMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! OH MY TIAN!" "...okay get a grip!" Xin Tian, Ardella, Me and Wan Qing (: Wan Qing, Me and Maya (: (Maya's the Education Minister's (Tharman Shamaguratnam)'s daughter. =X) ![]() The Giant Steps, where I used to play catching with my juniors and friends. It was the place where *ahem* confessed to me. Along the sides, they have mosiac tiles we made when we were Primary 5. Where is my tile? HERE (: 南小, 南小 爱我 南小! Naomi loves Nanyang Primary to bits (: 금요일, 12월 29, 2006, 7:58 오후
Hey. Back to my old blog.As Pastor How puts it, I live in a fatherless generation, and I am one of those people who were unlucky to be born in a fatherless family. No, don't get me wrong. I have a father. It's just that he is PRESENT physically, but he is ABSENT spiritually. He doesn't give a damn about me. Yeah, we have family dinners, but these family dinners involve no speaking, just eating. And the only times he'll open his mouth are "Have you done your mathematics?" "Have you done your piano?" He doesn't believe in giving me anything for my birthday and Christmas. Yes, he'll throw parties, but he believes that the parties are my presents. He doesn't go out with me. When my friends mention that they go out with their parents, I'll turn envious and I'll sit in a corner and not say anything. The last time I went out with my dad was to watch I Not Stupid 1, which was 4 years ago. The only time he "talks" to me is when he scolds me and beats me, even though I am an only child. I tried studying, and I got 6 As, 2 Bs and a F9, he beat me almost to death. I slept in a park once though. He threw me outta the house. And he'll ban me for going for countdowns, (even though it involves church), parties and stuff. But I really wish to have a father who is present. I will not treat my children ike how my dad treats me. But I love him still. ----* on a lighter note... In a conversation with Kelly... Naomi Camui~ ♥ december love song; says: I'm mrs camui Naomi Camui~ ♥ december love song; says: all hail me pls dRaCuLax [ OH YEA!! I'm free at last!! XD ] says: yes i';m ur daughter dRaCuLax [ OH YEA!! I'm free at last!! XD ] says: the sexy love child of u and gackt dRaCuLax [ OH YEA!! I'm free at last!! XD ] says: where's sexy dada dRaCuLax [ OH YEA!! I'm free at last!! XD ] says: he promised to give mi a spanking dRaCuLax [ OH YEA!! I'm free at last!! XD ] says: LOL dRaCuLax [ OH YEA!! I'm free at last!! XD ] says: KIDDING KIDDING Naomi Camui~ ♥ december love song; says =.= 라벨: father, nostalgia, rants, retardation |