n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence
naomi jung
서여정, 三浦 なおみ
29 june 1992
ngee ann poly mass communications
Rorsharch ink blot
Pianist
J Tune Entertainment
& ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥
ll.intoxicated.ll@gmail
Heart of God Church ♥ b41
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정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband.
Faith/Spaz - the best friend.
Prisia/Siao - the other best friend.
Cheryl - Cooking mama
Joyce - Korean fanatic.
Brother (wenjun) - who has 10000000 brains
Hyun - Mr Smart-ass Korean.
Chew - Dear Leader.
Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie
Ajusshi (아저씨) : Uncle
Chagiya/Yeobo (자기야/여보): Darling/Honey
Namja Chingu/Namchin (남자친구/남친) : boyfriend
Yeoja Chingu/Yeochin (여친/여자친구) : girlfriend
Hyung (형) : Older brother (for males)
Oppa (오빠) : Older brother, also can be used as "boyfriend" in a steady relationship (for females)
Nuna (누나) : Older sister (for males)
Onni (언니) : Older sister (for females)
Ssulung (썰렁) : "so cheesy/cold/lame" for cold jokes
Selca (셀카) : camwhore/self camera
Wang Ja (왕자) : 6 pack/washboard abs
♥ Heart Of God Church
♥ B and C Zone!
♥ donghaeng; Lord and Me
♥ Moi-même-Moitié
♥ amelia
♥ andrew lau!
♥ andrina
♥ anqi
♥ bellrarie!
♥ boxue!
♥ candy!
♥ cassandra!
♥ chew!
♥ clara!
♥ dajie
♥ darren!
♥ daryl!
♥ debrah
♥ faith, best friend!
♥ fedora!
♥ gabrielle!
♥ hinwen
♥ ivan!
♥ jasmine
♥ jia en!
♥ jia jia!
♥ jiayang!
♥ jia yun
♥ joanne!
♥ joyce
♥ kenneth!
♥ le raine
♥ ling
♥ liyin
♥ lucinda!
♥ marissa
♥ nadine!
♥ nelson!
♥ pearlyn
♥ peggy
♥ pei fen!
♥ pei jun
♥ reuben
♥ ruoen!
♥ ryan new!
♥ samantha!
♥ samantha whang
♥ sion; mr kimchi!
♥ shermaine!
♥ shihua
♥ shijin
♥ shizhe
♥ shumin
♥ shu xian/joe
♥ sofiana
♥ sophia
♥ sushian!
♥ sylvia!
♥ thea
♥ ting wei!
♥ trisha
♥ wanwen
♥ wei lai
♥ wendy
♥ winsome
♥ yi jing!
♥ yu xuan
♥ zhiyi!
♥ Abingdon Boys School
♥ Gackt
♥ Kenichi Matsuyama @ Horipro
♥ L'arc~En~Ciel
♥ Malice Mizer
♥ Namie Amuro
♥ S.K.I.N
♥ Big Bang
♥ DBSK Offical Site
♥ Epik High
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Entertainment
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Creative
♥ Rain's Offical Site
♥ Se7en
♥ Tablo
♥ Yiruma
♥ Gackt Dears
♥ Gackt Syndrome
♥ Rain Singapore
♥ Rain Union
♥ Sexy Bi
Blogs I read:
♥ Feet Man Seoul
♥ Joss Sticks
♥ K-popped!
♥ Lakeside Girl
♥ Mr Brown
♥ Mr Miyagi
♥ Mr Wang Says So
♥ PopSeoul!
♥ The Sartorialist
♥ Sibeh Sian
♥ Singaporean Mind
♥ Son of Singapore
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Layout: vehemency
Would you take me away into somewhere far away
Just appearing
never disappearing
You came to my bedroom one winter night
Stroked my face
Covered me with a blanket
and then you were gone
back into the night
to the glitz and glamour of your work
Suddenly I see your reflection in the mirror
Illuminated by the doorframe
Softly smiling
Now the autumn leaves are blowing back up into the sky
I just want to fall asleep with you in my arms
We believe
in this perpetual love,
라벨: poem
As I was silently waiting for you
in the rain that was pouring ever so slightly
you came out
and there was someone with you
I saw, from my secret place
the way you looked at her
how you wrapped your arm around her
the agony
somehow you seemed to know that I was there
you grabbed her
and you gently but surely...
then turned in my direction
softly smiling
I felt loved by the violent wind
enveloping me, caressing me
I remember your words across the computer screen
and I murmured these words to myself
your familliar form
flickers against the soft glow of the lights
you escorted her away
leaving me in the rain
oh how I wish I had been in her position
Let me dream
just a while more
I want to fall asleep holding you in my arms
like we were when we first met
If only I wake from this dream to realise that she's actually me
라벨: poem
And I hope I can say;
that I can get it out to you one day
*
you just lead people on.
you didn't make anything feel better.
& instead, you made it feel even worse.
just telling you how I feel, is that a crime?
is it a death sentence?
you took it as if it was something
else for you to throw
out and away,into the white darkness
simple, yet so heartwrenching.
may the spark of anything
stir within the deep recesses of your heart
and soon you'll realise (soon enough, charlatan)
but by that time
I will be successful
I will be loved (not by you)
I will be married (not to you)
I will have children (not with you)
I will be accepted (not needed from you)
I will be better what you envisioned yourself to be (and more)
I will be more than what you think I can be.
*
JASPER IS MY BESTBESTBESTIE <3 :D
I am so happy.
Thanks to my beloved B4 <33333
my bleeding mascara
streaming down
like your black ink
out of your ballpoint pen.
the way you're slowly killing me;
your addictive whispers
& they're filled with malice and misery
every word
remembering that just one song
that contained every single thing
- revolves around you
piercing like barbs
& everywhere I turn reminds me of you
- I love the sound of you walking away, oh, walking away.
*
I don't know why I'm feeling so snappy today. It's like, you've given up on everything that you could possibly love.
I'm repeating the same song again and again; hoping that it'll fade away.
Have you ever been in a void of confusion?
Just felt poemish.
or so he says; vogue
your speech hard to decipher
your long fingers
over that delicate instrument
- it nearly smoulders under your touch
the song of delusion and despair.
my shattering heart
remnants of the hurt you radiate
your presence
like the ink on your
s c O r es
of the B and G flat.
(flat, your diabolic deeds
too imaginary to morph)
my confession to you
made you hurt me
even more
slammed me right down
on the bed of thorns
-the sound of your metallic instrument
too mesmerising to bear
your blasphemous promises
of the love that you'll give
are as thin as the stems
of your minor scale
(talk is cheap, my love
you know it so much better.)