so we'd spread love like violence; ♥
환영
♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}

n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence

나는


naomi jung
서여정, 三浦 なおみ
29 june 1992
ngee ann poly mass communications
Rorsharch ink blot
Pianist
J Tune Entertainment

& ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥


ll.intoxicated.ll@gmail

Heart of God Church ♥ b41

/more about me
wishlist

friendster
cyworld
facebook
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나의 남편!

누구지?

정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband.

Faith/Spaz - the best friend.

Prisia/Siao - the other best friend.

Cheryl - Cooking mama

Joyce - Korean fanatic.

Brother (wenjun) - who has 10000000 brains

Hyun - Mr Smart-ass Korean.

Chew - Dear Leader.

용어

Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie

Ajusshi (아저씨) : Uncle

Chagiya/Yeobo (자기야/여보): Darling/Honey

Namja Chingu/Namchin (남자친구/남친) : boyfriend

Yeoja Chingu/Yeochin (여친/여자친구) : girlfriend

Hyung (형) : Older brother (for males)

Oppa (오빠) : Older brother, also can be used as "boyfriend" in a steady relationship (for females)

Nuna (누나) : Older sister (for males)

Onni (언니) : Older sister (for females)

Ssulung (썰렁) : "so cheesy/cold/lame" for cold jokes

Selca (셀카) : camwhore/self camera

Wang Ja (왕자) : 6 pack/washboard abs

할말!



친구

♥ Heart Of God Church
♥ B and C Zone!
♥ donghaeng; Lord and Me
♥ Moi-même-Moitié
♥ amelia
♥ andrew lau!
♥ andrina
♥ anqi
♥ bellrarie!
♥ boxue!
♥ candy!
♥ cassandra!
♥ chew!
♥ clara!
♥ dajie
♥ darren!
♥ daryl!
♥ debrah
♥ faith, best friend!
♥ fedora!
♥ gabrielle!
♥ hinwen
♥ ivan!
♥ jasmine
♥ jia en!
♥ jia jia!
♥ jiayang!
♥ jia yun
♥ joanne!
♥ joyce
♥ kenneth!
♥ le raine
♥ ling
♥ liyin
♥ lucinda!
♥ marissa
♥ nadine!
♥ nelson!
♥ pearlyn
♥ peggy
♥ pei fen!
♥ pei jun
♥ reuben
♥ ruoen!
♥ ryan new!
♥ samantha!
♥ samantha whang
♥ sion; mr kimchi!
♥ shermaine!
♥ shihua
♥ shijin
♥ shizhe
♥ shumin
♥ shu xian/joe
♥ sofiana
♥ sophia
♥ sushian!
♥ sylvia!
♥ thea
♥ ting wei!
♥ trisha
♥ wanwen
♥ wei lai
♥ wendy
♥ winsome
♥ yi jing!
♥ yu xuan
♥ zhiyi!

명사

♥ Abingdon Boys School
♥ Gackt
♥ Kenichi Matsuyama @ Horipro
♥ L'arc~En~Ciel
♥ Malice Mizer
♥ Namie Amuro
♥ S.K.I.N

♥ Big Bang
♥ DBSK Offical Site
♥ Epik High
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Entertainment
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Creative
♥ Rain's Offical Site
♥ Se7en
♥ Tablo
♥ Yiruma

♥ Gackt Dears
♥ Gackt Syndrome
♥ Rain Singapore
♥ Rain Union
♥ Sexy Bi

블로그

Blogs I read:

♥ Feet Man Seoul
♥ Joss Sticks
♥ K-popped!
♥ Lakeside Girl
♥ Mr Brown
♥ Mr Miyagi
♥ Mr Wang Says So
♥ PopSeoul!
♥ The Sartorialist
♥ Sibeh Sian
♥ Singaporean Mind
♥ Son of Singapore

주크박스

과거

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감사

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월요일, 9월 29, 2008, 9:24 오후

` 1101; - it was not a beautiful mistake

"Here's to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes.. the ones who see things differently - they're not fond of rules.. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can't do is ignore them because they change things.. they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do."

-Steve Jobs


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일요일, 9월 28, 2008, 4:17 오후

` 1100; - fill my life to overflow

I have been super irritated by this person lately... so annoying.

Jael and I concluded that she hating Christianity is like, for example,

Naomi: "Rain, I love you but I hate the nose on your face."
Rain: "?!?!?!?!?"

Yeah you get the idea.

So irritating!!!!! ): ):
Never mind, she's an elephant in my brain and I'll pull her out and return her to Noah's Ark!

*

Be in the world but not of the world. Sounds easy but actually it is not. As I grow up and become more integrated into society, I can see the different facets of people. Kinda cool actually because I can know and understand how people think. Bur sometimes I don't understand at all. Not everything in this world is sweet, I realised.

We choose the people to hang out with, and the more we hang out with them, we will naturally get the same flow. For example, if you hang out with people who sniff glue, you may say, "Oh I don't think I will." But slowly you will find yourself getting interested in it and soon you'll start sniffing too. It's scary if someone makes friends with you just because they're interested about what benefit you'll bring them. I really hope I don't get a friend like that. And if I did I'll bring them to God hahahahahah.

Anyway.

Talked to Chew today and I received a confirmation! :D
God told me that i have the gift of evangelism and Chew was all, "Yes I think you have the spiritual gift..." and I was all WOAH!
God's gonna use me in the entertainment world, where people are falling from grace.
He's going to use me to be affluent to influence.
The future is amazing, yo.

And she said that Best Friend Benjaminnnnnn can be given followup in 2 weeks time!!!!!
WOOHOO I SEE YOU IN SOUND MINISTRY ALREADY BEST FRIEND (:
And Hougang Sec is expanding.
I challenged Jia Jia, Jia En and Kengie to have 20 by End of Year. HAHAHAHHHHH.
Yesterday in B40 alone, there were like 11 HOUGANG SEC PEOPLE.
To think that more than a year ago, there were only Esther and I.
Enlarge and Expand!

Exams, exams, exciting.
Academic Excellence, and the 7 points You've promised me, oh God.

*



Ivannnn faster come back from ARMY!
WO MEN HEN XIANG NI. HAHAHA
And this is the only picture I have with you, I know it's super old >.<

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금요일, 9월 26, 2008, 12:45 오전

` 1099; - Jesus it is you

I got a revelation today.

I was just browsing through POPSEOUL! like I always do, and I saw one of the celebrities that I really respected - Lee Hyori - like in this hot tub with a chaebol's (conglomerate, ie. the son of Bill Gates) son. And they aren't even married or anything like that.

Lee Hyori is apparently a Christian.

:/

He then posed a challenge to me: "Are you still going to uphold my image through you even though you're in there? You are my ambassador, and when people know that you're my Daughter and you act like that, what would they think?"

I knew, I have to start building up my prayer life... and do everything God wants me to do to the fullest...

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목요일, 9월 25, 2008, 2:02 오후

` 1098; - hello, goodbye



"It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; What is essential is invisible to the eye."
"on ne voit bien qu'avec le cœur. L'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux."

- Antoine de Saint Exupéry; The Little Prince

*

Indefinite H I A T U S

Alright, I need to take my O Levels, and then some.

誰よりも遠くへ
夢なら醒めないで
この空の向こうへ
「you can see the another world」

Farther than anyone else
If it's a dream then don't wake up
If you turn towards the sky
"you can see the another world"

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1:57 오후

` 1097; - but that's disregard

Hyun called me from Korea and we talked for the longest time in like, say, since that time? He's in like Seoul University studying Dentistry and I'm so happy for him (: Seoul University's like the best in the country (I think, according to Daniel Park) and I'm sure he can become a successful dentist one day.

I was surprised when he sent me like all his prelim papers and stuff from when he was Sec 4, knowing that I am taking my O Levels this year.

Hyun: "Chagiya, those are the stuffs that you need..."
Me: "O.O!"

I miss Hyun a lot, my best best bestest friend (:

The Clique 5 is love.
I'm meeting Cheryl tomorrow for sashimi, Marcus and Samantha for tuition and Ben for dinner.
Sweet, love.

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수요일, 9월 24, 2008, 11:56 오후

` 1096; - oh hello it's you again



Life has been okay so far, with me breaking this hiatus even more than naught. Tuition Clique's been renamed to the Clique 5 (HAHAHA THAT WAS THOUGHT UP BY ME :D) and I love eating dinner with the boys - Marcus and Benjamin, like almost every day because they crack me up so much, so much. Marcus with his stupid "I DON'T LIKE JULIAN" and Benjamin's Toilet Fetish are the love, mmmmmkay boys will be boys.

*

I hate the feeling of being neglected.
Neglection =/= Being Alone.

Sometimes, all you want is someone just calling your name. It makes you happy. I'm not just a mere number, darn it. Even football players, even though they're part of a team, they have their names printed on the back of their jerseys so people can know who they are. When ey score a goal, the whole team is lauded, because they play a part in helping that person to score, be it defending the goal or passing the ball.

They get encouraged by the people and their coach, or not they'll face mental burnout.

I feel stressed out, burnt out, whatever you call it. It's like, when I'm back to schooling, every touch is lost. No lunch dates, smses, nothing. Say, the last time I've talked is like, 2 weeks. Every conversation is words being left unsaid.

It's like the Gao Ning Ping Pong without a coach scandal all over again.

Just in case you've forgotten who I am, hello, I am Naomi Seow. Remember me?

I doubt you do. You only call me if you want me to do something. Team, much? Bullshit.

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수요일, 9월 17, 2008, 11:12 오후

` 1095; - lights of my life









I love Tuition Clique to the max.

Marcus, Benjamin, Samantha, Cheryl, I love youuuuuuuuuuuu all and I know you love me too!

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월요일, 9월 15, 2008, 6:17 오후

` 1094; - bara no konrei

Photos we took at Victoria Concert Hall, Asian Civilisations Museum, & Singapore River after Jingna's exhibition:








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일요일, 9월 14, 2008, 9:44 오후

` 1093; - kismet III



A split second lack of attention.

You've seen him before. In your dreams, in the depths of your soul. But you can't decipher who he really is. Regardless, you knew he was The One, somehow. You'd fantasize about him every single night, day, afternoon, and all that jazz. Tall, well-built, aquiline nose, small yet twinkling eyes, well muscled. Older and wiser, you wished. Your Adonis. Nothing more, no less either.

*

You've seen her before. In your thoughts, she's there. You see her everywhere. On the streets of Myeongdong or even Orchard Road, you crane your neck to catch a little glimpse of her, even though you do not know her at all. But you knew, she was The One, somehow. The imaginary She was relatively tall, the crown of her head barely reaching your shoulders. Young and full of sprite, maybe. Long, hazel hair cascaded past her sculptured shoulders and her internal double-eyelidded eyes nearly induced a drunken stupor of sorts within your soul. Your Venus. Nothing more, no less either.

*

At the corner, where your eyes met, you both had your chance.

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1:27 오전

` 1092; - you called me beautiful



"Sam and Patrick looked at me. And I looked at them. And I think they knew. Not anything specific really. They just knew. And I think that's all you can ever ask from a friend."

- Charlie; The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chobosky

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토요일, 9월 13, 2008, 12:57 오후

` 1091; -

Went to Something Beautiful yesterday and met a friend (:
Yiyun and I share the same passion in Japanese stuffs & I'm looking forward to the EGL shoots next year! YAY.

Had our mega camwhore session at the Singapore River and at Victoria Concert Hall before heading down to Suntec for Ben&Jerry's ice cream.

(:

*

Over the past one week, thank you all for messaging me, calling me, and I am so touched by the number of smses I get. I try to thank all of you personally and on my blog, hopefully you'll read it somehow.

To God - thank You for picking me up every single time I stumble and through this I've stumbled, scraped my knees and disfigured my face but You still loved me.

And for the bf who never fails to call/message me everyday, make me smile, and just being there for me - I owe you so much, so much. I love you, always will. 정말 너무 사랑해 알 수 있는데, 전 이미 당신합니다.

For the other bf of half a decade - I don't want you to go to Australia. Who's going to laugh with me and just connect so easily with me? Only you babe. But thanks for the fun times yesterday night at Clarke Quay.

For the Dear Leader - I love you, thank you for your encouraging messages, and every single thing to ensure that I've grown in God. (: Muchas gracias.

For basically everyone else - It makes me happy that so much people came to support me in this time of need, grief and melancholy. My heart's all yours, forever.

*

&, to you again, I'm reading every sentence, I'm replaying the dialogue a million times in my head, to convince myself that you're real, you're here and you're just with me.
That our conversation was not a dream.

And I can breathe easy again, for when you're there, I catch my breath.

라벨:




수요일, 9월 10, 2008, 3:42 오후

` 1090; -





I love Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab.
I'll marry you, korea-boy, if you get me one of these.
Wait, I don't even know you yet. :/

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3:19 오후

` 1089; - far from our terminus ad quem

I see myself in a penthouse/bungalow (preferably next to a sea or something) , walking around, lounging on the white suede sofa that swallows me up the very instant I sit on it. After that, I get up, walk to the computer table and switch on my Macbook (which would be like ver 4.0 by that time), get a granola bar from the red fridge. It may be 4 months to my next album, and tonight is the night that I will return to news broadcast. I need to get ready for it.

Word after word appear on the screen as I type my next speech/song/sermon/news article, and the microwave pings softly. Song after song wafts out from the speakers and the clacking of the keyboard becomes like a stoic rhythm, one after the other, pausing only when I am thinking of something.

I get up, open the door that leads to the garden outside. The pleasent sea breeze greets me and plays with my hair as I stand there, admiring the view that money could never buy. Because it is God's gift to you and me. I feel someone or something hug me from behind, and when I look up, it's korea-boy. (: I give him a smile as big as this

:D

or even wider. korea-boy smiles back and we, korea-boy and singapore-girl, look out at the sea, thinking in tandem.

Dreams are made of these.

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화요일, 9월 09, 2008, 1:51 오후

` 1088; -

Everything about grandma is at Shu Xian Gor's blog.

I can't say anything much.
I miss you.

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월요일, 9월 08, 2008, 1:21 오후

` 1087; - 당신는 beautiful mind



저 달빛속에 멈춰진 시간
모든 시작은 끝이기도 해
늘 마지막인듯이 기도해
끝없는 어둠속에 달리는 내 마음
모든 시작은 끝이기도 해...

Naomi, hwaiting.
Chem, here I come.

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12:31 오전

` 1086; - but suddenly



This period of time allowed me to reflect and I daresay it has been quite a carthatic experience. Thoughts of the other kind started to creep into my mind. Those little spies. Very Poignant Ones, at that. But they can be subdued. By Jesus, no one else.

I looked at the bright canary yellow hangings surrounding her, with Buddhist inscriptions all around and the slightly pungent smell of incense wafting from the joss sticks hitting my nostrils around the very same time as my thoughts penetrating my mind. I miss her so much, I realised. All the times that I have shared with her will be nothing but pleasant memories in my mind. It seemed like just yesterday she was up and about, coming over to my house to talk to me, while I was doing homework. And being the person I was, I didn't offer her anything to drink. She sat there, observing me as I did my homework before finally saying, "Guai guai du shu." Work hard.

Another incident that was so rooted in my mind was the time when my parents told my relatives that I was in Singapore's Brainiest and everyone immediately switched on and tuned in to that channel. She did so too. Even though she did not understand a word of English (the only one being "si-team", which means STEAM. As in steamed buns), she sat there for the whole one hour, watching me answer, smiling at me every single time I was on air.

One of the reasons why I want to be a celebrity is that I would like her to see me on TV, watching me act alongside Rain and Kwon Sang Woo and Hyun Bin, and smiling as I do my thang on international television. She loves to watch dramas, faithfully following every single series. I want her to see me on one of those and I know she would like me in it. I can feel it.

In times like these, I may seem strong on the outside. But one moment in time, the memories hit me. So strongly that I somehow succumb. The sense of loss is so tangible, to the extent that breathing seems practically impossible and sane becomes a non-existent word in Oxford's Dictionary.

I look at the gentle tendrils of smoke emitting from the joss stick and it wafts through the air, like a slack marionette string. Is it the very essence of the rosewood being spirited away? Are my thoughts able to follow it?

I miss her so much.

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일요일, 9월 07, 2008, 11:02 오후

` 1085; - it's surreal

I guess the perpetual ennui is coming to an end.
Those who know what happened, thank you for all your messages and condolences and sympathies. I acknowledge it and thank you very much, you have all of my love.

Ben - the perpetual best friend since one month and thank you so much; making me laugh uncontrollably during tuition and after tuition, crapping with me at the worst possible time and just calling me pretty (even though I don't know if it's true or not or maybe you're just flattering me) and just being there - even at 330 in the morning, talking about exchanging surnames. No, Naomi Shu and Benjamin Seow just don't cut it. Love, love.

Marcus - another joker in tuition class. Thank you for just being there, your stoic presence and your well-muscled (SEE I NOT CALLING YOU FAT) frame just being steady while I wet your whole pack of tissue yesterday. And for attempting to make me laugh while drinking fruit juice is appreciated. (: Whole lotta love goes to you (:

Samantha, Ivan, Sylvia, Sushian, Chew - thank you for the messages too, my spiritual family (: I can't say much but for always being there, I love all of you unconditionally (:

Cheryl - nothing. Just my love <3

*

Nostalgia prevails.
:/

Rounds of Asshole Taitee and Bridge is killing me.
But I got to spend time with her...
I miss her so much.
Her bak kut teh, burbur chacha, ba zhang...
HAIYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

It's life.

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토요일, 9월 06, 2008, 3:39 오후

` 1084; -







She's gone.

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금요일, 9월 05, 2008, 11:20 오전

` 1083; - something beautiful







ZOMFG I'M GOING O.O
It's a private event too:D
& she's like one of my favourite photographers and !!!!
Thanks Faith!

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목요일, 9월 04, 2008, 12:50 오전

` 1082; - shattering crusades





"And at that moment, I swear we were infinite."

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화요일, 9월 02, 2008, 2:21 오후

` 1081; - you raise me up

I met my inspiration/mentor/guide yesterday.

Marcus wanted to see his friends after tuition and I thought of seeing him at the same time.
Went up to the New York set of classrooms, and found him in his office.
It was a meeting that brought my spirits up, and I won't forget it for the world.
Even though I've left The Learning Lab for about 2 years now, he still remembers me.

He still looks the same, or not busier. Yet he still took time off to talk to me.
I miss him a lot, those two years. Meeting him was fun, if not insightful.

"Have a boyfriend already?" he asked, with a smile.
"Haha, no sir."
"Why not?"
"I don't think I should let matters of the heart get into my studies now."
"Wise choice, Naomi. You've matured since."

He's like my very own Morrie. Morrie in the book Tuesdays with Morrie. Or, in other words, he's my Rich Dad in Robert T Kiyosaki's book Rich Dad Poor Dad.

"What are your plans?"
"I've secured a place in Ngee Ann Poly, Mr Choe."
"Ngee Ann Poly is a very reputable one, go for it since you know what you want. One thing is, work hard at it, keep the scores. Get into a university... you can skip to second year, third year even."
"But Mr Choe... I'm quite disappointed that I couldn't go into RJC and all..."
"Ah, but when it comes to the working world, I find that people who are in neighbourhood schools seem to be quite tenacious."

After around half an hour of talking, he walked me out and to the main building of United Square.

And I remembered, he was there when I cried for my results, there when I was on Singapore's Brainiest, and he was always there, cheering me on. Even though he graduated from Stanford University and he was from the The Principals' Center at the Graduate School of Education, Harvard University, he still nurtures me to who I am now.

"Keep on going on, Naomi, for I believe in you."

I so miss him and his teaching a lot.
Mr Choe, you're the ultimate teacher. See you next year (:

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월요일, 9월 01, 2008, 10:30 오후

` 1080; - there's no need to complicate



Sometimes I wish I have a terrible memory. A memory that remembers all the good and not the bad of people. Like a sieve, a diary with no entries, a big tunnel where a train can pass through with maximum efficiency. An utopia on earth.

But I don't. There's no use pretending. Our minds are kinetic. We remember things by doing them - like riding a bike or learning rhythm. My, our, rather, bodies has a memory of its own; trying to remember how it felt like - a trauma, a pain, a kiss. You see it in the mundane, the habits. Every single day, we do what we can, to extricate the tender, the magical moment like the pivotal feeling just before a kiss (and after that it all spirals downwards, haha. No sexual connotations, please!). We try to keep things in check but a part of our minds wander back to the time when forever was a reality. We try to hush vulnerability to a whisper. But we are not successful.

Almost every night, I fall asleep like this, the nakedness of my mind bare for God to see like a stack of cards over a coffee table.

*

There's no use being a hypocrite, covering up what you're doing. Don't lie to us, we know what's going on. Your intention's so blatantly obvious; you don't need to fabricate your little web of white lies to us because a white lie is still a lie.

I'm supposed to protect you. But on what basis? I can't much longer; you're spiraling downwards, my friend. Stupid excuses like "Oh I have tuition", "Her house is very near mine." Granted, it's near yours, but it doesn't mean that you walk home every SINGLE DAY. She has her legs, she's not handicapped or anything.

I have people who tell me what's going on. I shrug. For your responsibility is not mine, and if you waste precious time to hanker after frivolous things instead of growing in God, it's not my problem. I tell you, I try to talk to you but all you give me is that stupid face of "What the hell is she talking to me." Uh, you're falling into temptation, not me.

Thank you for showing me the real you. Thank you for letting me know that I couldn't lean on you much longer. Thank you for reminding me how even a best friend can turn out to be a hypocrite. Thank you for liberating me, so that I could have more favour with men (figuratively), instead of finding that favour with you.

If you ever wake up from your temporary lalaland, I'm still here, but everything isn't going to be the same. You've lost my trust, you've lost my respect. It's to be gained. You've lost almost the whole group already. We TRY to believe in you but you haven't got anything to prove - that's why you were taken down. You don't practice what you preach, how are we going to entrust the whole group into your hands? We will just be a memory instead of a tradition.

I don't know what to say to you anymore. I see you, you avoid me. GG. Good game, pwnage. It was nice playing the game with you, afterall.

Goodbye, my friend.

*

I feel so refreshed letting everything out. Now, I've gotta bring revival to B Zone (: Ben's coming for sleepover and maybe Marcus will come yay!

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12:58 오전

` 1079; - now I'm trying to get back

I'm really scared.
Today, there was a commotion this morning...
And I woke up. Dad told me to go to Grandma's house because something happened to her.
I rushed over with lion mane worthy hair, crumpled shirt and FBTs.

They said she had breathing difficulties.
And my mom said that it was similar to what my aunt had in March-April. Then she started crying.


Last time she would cook her Burbur Chacha, and her soups...
Made tangyuans and call me over to eat.
She would also pop by my house, and would just sit down and ask where my parents were...

But after 2nd Aunt passed away, her health took a bad turn...
She now is bounded to a wheelchair, her eyes looking at all of us.
She just coughed up her medicine today.


She's at SGH now...
I so want to see her.
And when I miss her, I miss my 2nd Aunt as well.
But at least 2nd Aunt probably accepted Christ before...

Oh, please, don't, take her away.
She hasn't known God yet, show her Your will oh Lord.

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12:24 오전

` 1078; - open up your mind and see like me


I loved yesterday, today, and I will do so for tomorrow.

Today was great. Went to church, and then brought Ben and his Mr Funny shirt for service. Ivan then met Ben and said, "WOAH NAOMI ANOTHER NEW FRIEND" and he gave me this big big grin that made my day. Little wonder Pst Tan gave him the sermon CD!


I'm proud that evangalism has been my gift from God. So far I've discovered this gift from God. Let's see... I really lost count who I brought to church! I remember Ayleen, Kelly, Jason, Weekiat, Joel, Faith, Jia En, Jiong Yang, Bryan, Annabelle, Rebecca, Wanwen, Joyce, Chin Yee, and a few other more which I forgot. Oh no, I realise it's quite little compared to Adri but I need to really go do some lurvin' (: I love people, even if they're big, fat, thin, skinny, lean, mean. :D



I mean, as I walk with Jesus it's simply amazing. I know the purpose and destiny that has been planned for me and I'm going to follow it. I made a pre-made decision that I'm not going to backslide and I'm definitely not going to. (: Especially when I know there's so much, much more.


Service was awesome today. Initially I was like, "Eh why is Pst Tan not talking about the women getting dominion but the MEN?!" But as he spoke, I understood more. Quite true actually. I'm going to do my QT later and ponder over his words.



B ZONE! 4 MORE TO 100! (:
I'm so going to make that difference.

Ben was enthralled by Desiree. He says because she's funny.


And look at his purdy purdy faceeeeeeeeeeee:







Ok I think that is going to corrupt my computer and cause it to hang. I'm traumatised by it already and to think that I'm going to meet him for tuition tomorrow. SCARY.

Need to study for Chem/Phy tomorrow (:
goodnight & goodbye





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