so we'd spread love like violence; ♥
환영
♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}

n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence

나는


naomi jung
서여정, 三浦 なおみ
29 june 1992
ngee ann poly mass communications
Rorsharch ink blot
Pianist
J Tune Entertainment

& ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥


ll.intoxicated.ll@gmail

Heart of God Church ♥ b41

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friendster
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나의 남편!

누구지?

정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband.

Faith/Spaz - the best friend.

Prisia/Siao - the other best friend.

Cheryl - Cooking mama

Joyce - Korean fanatic.

Brother (wenjun) - who has 10000000 brains

Hyun - Mr Smart-ass Korean.

Chew - Dear Leader.

용어

Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie

Ajusshi (아저씨) : Uncle

Chagiya/Yeobo (자기야/여보): Darling/Honey

Namja Chingu/Namchin (남자친구/남친) : boyfriend

Yeoja Chingu/Yeochin (여친/여자친구) : girlfriend

Hyung (형) : Older brother (for males)

Oppa (오빠) : Older brother, also can be used as "boyfriend" in a steady relationship (for females)

Nuna (누나) : Older sister (for males)

Onni (언니) : Older sister (for females)

Ssulung (썰렁) : "so cheesy/cold/lame" for cold jokes

Selca (셀카) : camwhore/self camera

Wang Ja (왕자) : 6 pack/washboard abs

할말!



친구

♥ Heart Of God Church
♥ B and C Zone!
♥ donghaeng; Lord and Me
♥ Moi-même-Moitié
♥ amelia
♥ andrew lau!
♥ andrina
♥ anqi
♥ bellrarie!
♥ boxue!
♥ candy!
♥ cassandra!
♥ chew!
♥ clara!
♥ dajie
♥ darren!
♥ daryl!
♥ debrah
♥ faith, best friend!
♥ fedora!
♥ gabrielle!
♥ hinwen
♥ ivan!
♥ jasmine
♥ jia en!
♥ jia jia!
♥ jiayang!
♥ jia yun
♥ joanne!
♥ joyce
♥ kenneth!
♥ le raine
♥ ling
♥ liyin
♥ lucinda!
♥ marissa
♥ nadine!
♥ nelson!
♥ pearlyn
♥ peggy
♥ pei fen!
♥ pei jun
♥ reuben
♥ ruoen!
♥ ryan new!
♥ samantha!
♥ samantha whang
♥ sion; mr kimchi!
♥ shermaine!
♥ shihua
♥ shijin
♥ shizhe
♥ shumin
♥ shu xian/joe
♥ sofiana
♥ sophia
♥ sushian!
♥ sylvia!
♥ thea
♥ ting wei!
♥ trisha
♥ wanwen
♥ wei lai
♥ wendy
♥ winsome
♥ yi jing!
♥ yu xuan
♥ zhiyi!

명사

♥ Abingdon Boys School
♥ Gackt
♥ Kenichi Matsuyama @ Horipro
♥ L'arc~En~Ciel
♥ Malice Mizer
♥ Namie Amuro
♥ S.K.I.N

♥ Big Bang
♥ DBSK Offical Site
♥ Epik High
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Entertainment
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Creative
♥ Rain's Offical Site
♥ Se7en
♥ Tablo
♥ Yiruma

♥ Gackt Dears
♥ Gackt Syndrome
♥ Rain Singapore
♥ Rain Union
♥ Sexy Bi

블로그

Blogs I read:

♥ Feet Man Seoul
♥ Joss Sticks
♥ K-popped!
♥ Lakeside Girl
♥ Mr Brown
♥ Mr Miyagi
♥ Mr Wang Says So
♥ PopSeoul!
♥ The Sartorialist
♥ Sibeh Sian
♥ Singaporean Mind
♥ Son of Singapore

주크박스

과거

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감사

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일요일, 11월 30, 2008, 11:49 오후

` 1150; - knowing that we are loved




"You can cut me into a thousand pieces, but every piece would still love you."

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12:04 오전

` 1149; - I love japan!

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금요일, 11월 28, 2008, 12:47 오전

` 1148; -



It was the first dawn of a sweet December, where raindrops patter against my glass window, the drops condensing on the sheer transparency, forming little light catchers as the sky heralded the sun. The clouds outside were soaked in pastel hues; baby pink, baby blue - with a dash of dazzling yellow-orange. The myriad of colours all jostling to fill my bedroom.

I sat up in bed. Me, my bedroom, and you.

I crept out, leaving the bed, and looked out of the French windows. Raindrops dotted the glass and distorted the view of the lane outside my house; -



It was devoid of life, drenched in the cold rain, the street lamps flickering, about to die down sooner or later. The trees outside swayed, much like in tune and in time with the wind that was playfully teasing them inside and out. I sighed.

After marveling at it all, I turned back.

The crispness of well laundered sheets, the little dent my head made in the fluffed up plump pillows, Hippo and Cowabunga between us, the promise of warmth radiating from the sweet smelling bedlinen and your 6"2 tall frame.

Silence.

널 만져줄꺼야 널 아껴줄꺼야
너의 뒤에 있을께 너의 곁에서 널
영원히 지켜줄꺼야 난 사랑 받아야하는걸
너와 아침을 맞이하고싶어

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목요일, 11월 27, 2008, 3:03 오전

` 1147; -

I'm falling in love with Mr Frédéric Chopin, Mr Franz Peter Schubert, Mr Franz Liszt, Mr Ludwig van Beethoven, Mr Johann Chrysostom Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart & Mr Franz Joseph Haydn. Oh and not forgetting Mr Nobuo Uematsu, Mr Ryuichi Sakamoto and of course Yiruma!

Okay I'm stepping on many boats now. Including Jeong Jihoon....

:D

I love my piano now, to the max. Spend 4 hours interacting with it today, and I can feel the strings warming up everytime I start an arpeggio. Music is certainly love. (:

I can still remember the name I gave it last time man, super funny. Jacqueline Yamashita Yamaha. HAHAHAHAHHAHA

This is what you get when you're blogging at 3:13am.

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수요일, 11월 26, 2008, 12:19 오후

` 1146; - meme

According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you. And then tag 5 people.

1. I dislike smoke(ers). But I'm more tolerant of them if they're my friends.
2. I have a craving for random foods at random intervals. Lao Po Bing yesterday, Yami Yoghurt today.
3. I like well-built tall older guys with small eyes and cute smiles :) You know who I mean
4. I like him when he wear suits/vests.
5. I dislike it immensely when people talk to me/make a lot of noise when I'm practising the piano.
6. I chew on my fingernails when I'm nervous.
7. My hair colour, brown, is natural. I keep getting caught by the discipline master (Primary & Secondary) all the time for my hair.
8. My right eyelid would twitch when something bad is going to happen.
9. My favourite food is not sashimi, but Kimchi Jjigae (Kimchi Stew).
10. I hate Skippy's Peanut Butter with Grape Jam. The mixture looks like worms.
11. I dislike half boiled eggs and sunny side ups.
12. I am what you get when you put Korea, The Hainan Islands, Hong Kong, Mongolia and Singapore put together.
13. I have a secret crush on someone.
14. I was 2 weeks premature.
15. My record number of hours for sleeping in a day was 15 hours straight.
16. I love durian.

Is everyone more than 5 people?

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화요일, 11월 25, 2008, 8:49 오후

` 1145; - hello, my love





Hello, this is my husband, Jeong Jihoon :D
I really cannot see his eyes. As in, his eyeball.

(:

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월요일, 11월 24, 2008, 11:42 오후

` 1144; - heaven's gate is so near

"O loving Christ, draw me, a weakling, after Yourself; for if You do not draw me I cannot follow You. Give me a brave spirit that I may be ready and alert. If the flesh is weak, may Your grace go before me; for without You I cannot do anything, and especially, for Your sake I cannot go to a cruel death. Grant me a ready spirit, a fearless heart, right faith, a firm hope, and a perfect love, for Your sake I may lay down my life with patience and joy."

- John Huss

As he lay in chains in prison before being burned at the stake
Bohemia (Czechoslovakia)
A. D 1415

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12:57 오전

` 1143; - strangled by the thoughts

I hate keeping things wrapped up in my brain, swirling around and not manifesting itself till Kingdom Come. So I'm going to write everything here.

  • B, I don't feel like talking to you. Stop being such an ass.
  • H, sometimes you make me angry. You treat me like I'm not streetsmart, as if I don't know any single thing at all. I know what I'm doing, and sometimes you should really stop jumping to conclusions, LISTEN to what people have to say/suggest before retorting, kthx.
  • R, 내가 얼마나 당신을 사랑합니다. 당신이 날 다시 사랑해 주실 건가요?
  • W & V, we should really hang out soon (:
  • J, when are we having our K-drama marathon?!?!?! Beethoven Virus is stagnating for you! 빨리 빨리! Before Maestro Kang's charm dies on you!
  • HJ, how are you doing in 한국? Uni life still going strong? 당신이 너무 그리워요. When are you coming back to Singapore for vacation?
  • I am really worried for SOW auditions. Even though I've practiced. But I'm still scared.
  • I don't know what to do. Perpetual ennui is setting in. Maybe I'll devote myself to my music.
  • I find that music is more straightforward than people. Even though you can create your own expression, but you cannot do rubato in a Baroque piece. It's like communism. Unlike people, who are unpredictable. I only feel welcome by my piano, and nothing else. Am I becoming like Kang Mae?
  • My left eye is infected thanks to 3 hour sleeps due to Asia Conference, but learning from my favourite preachers Phil Pringle and A.R Bernard and Kong Hee, it was worth it.
  • I want to star in a korean drama. With Kim Myung Min and Rain. Badly.
  • I love Heart of God Church, and my Pastors TTM.
  • I want to be like Sun. I want to build schools for the kids, donate stuff, blood and everything. I love doing stuff like that. Loving people who need it the most.
Oh, the desire in me, the flame to be what You want me to be, keep it burning
for I'll be running, running, running to the goal that You have in store
like an Olympic sprinter
It's do or die, start to the finish

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토요일, 11월 22, 2008, 1:21 오전

` 1142; -




What You Really Think Of Your Friends



Wen Jun is your soulmate.



You truly love Hyun.



You consider Fedora your true friend.



You know that Chew Theng is always thinking of you.



You'll remember Joyce for the rest of your life.



You secretly think Sylvia is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.



You secretly think that Wanwen is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.



You secretly think that Boxue is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Boxue changes lovers faster than underwear.



You secretly think Darren is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Darren has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

The first sentence is... scary.

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목요일, 11월 20, 2008, 3:11 오후

` 1141; - great expectations

We tend to mould people to what we want them to be, stifling them in the process.

We cut them with harsh words, thinking that it would change the part abut themselves that annoy us. We push them down, to show them that in reality, we are better than them (period). We speak ill of them behind another person - to break their inward self-confidence when they find out; thus showing them that the whole world does not accept losers like them. We gossip, bitch, backstab them to hinder them from getting more friends than us.

It's with these people that I have learned to select the few to say "I love you" to. I used to randomly dish out those 3 words because I guessed that it'll make them happy and loved to feel that they have such a friend - but alas! They don't. They get it, stomp all over it, and spit on it. So what worth is my love to you as a friend? None? Forget it.

That's why now, I don't love all my friends. I know that we must love people and others and everything but my love is so sacred to me that I can't freely give it away. Acceptance? Yes, that I can give. Pity? All the easier.

As they say, Once Bitten, Twice Shy. I got cut down by the world, and now I'm back on my feet again, thanks to Him up there. But when you stab someone, no matter how many apologies you offer - the wound is still going to be there. Forgiveness? Maybe so.

Before you get all judgemental and anal, look in the mirror and weigh all your expections of other people against yourself, and you'll see the loser that you really are inside.

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수요일, 11월 19, 2008, 2:12 오전

` 1140; -

HELLO!

This is for Naomi, who really likes her Kim Myung Min!



Okay not to mention her Chagiya Jeong Ji Hoon



Okay lah sorry unglam picture but I know you like KMM more now, hahahahahahahahha

Love, J!

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일요일, 11월 16, 2008, 12:49 오전

` 1139; - infected by beethoven virus [drama review]



SERIOUSLY EVEN IF YOU'RE NOT A FAN OF CLASSICAL MUSIC, THIS IS A MUST WATCH. (Although being a pianist myself I am very biased towards anything classical but, well!)

And finally, Kim Myung Min returns to the small screen! *applause please* I think Lee Ji-ah wasn't that bad and plus there's eye candy Jang Geun Seuk (from Hwangjini) ! HAHAHAHA YAY V^_^V (N.B: As I'm typing this I'm actually supressing a squeal when I'm thinking of Kang Senior, the conductor. AHAHAHAH I loveeeeeeeeeeeeee older men *squeeeeeeeeee)

Leeching this off Soompi...well a bit of it.



Kang "Ma-ae" Gun Woo / acted by Kim Myung Min

42 y/o, Maestro (means an eminent composer, teacher, or conductor of music)
Elitist, thinks classical music are for the nobility (stuck in the past, much?)
Insensitive, ignorant, righteous attitude, oversized ego, irritating.
Gives off the feel-like-slapping-him-vibe.
"Orchestra Killer", because he yells at musicians and never stays with the same orch for more than 6 months.



Du RuMi / acted by Lee Ji-ah

27 y/o, First Violinist
Positive outlook on life, immature, typical carefree girl.
Never holds a grudge (especially when Kang Mae roasts her with his words)
Was actually Gun Woo (the younger)'s girlfriend, but falls for Kang Mae eventually (Me: YAY!)




Kang Gun Woo / acted by Jang Geun Seuk

24 y/o, amazing talented rising conductor, disciple of Kang Mae, plays the trumpet.
Shares the same name as Kang Mae, the conductor.
Perfect pitch, straightfoward, daring, cool, open.

Okay enough with the introductions and onward with the lovely screencaps by Luv from dramabeans/soompi! (:


WAITWAIT. In this screencap, Kang Mae takes Ru Mi's hand. Is it okay for a guy to take a girl's hand especially when he's explaining to her something which will eventually make her pissed? I don't know. But it's the start of definite fission between these two YAY


AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. But sorry Gun Woo she's not yours MUAHAHAHAH. I'm so mean. But I love Kang Mae (:


Oh he works so hard, Kang Mae. (Stalkerish here but he's soooooooooooo adorable O^.^O)

Oh no Ru Mi being caught by Gun Woo in Kang Mae's clothes (Not going to tell you what happened but it doesn't involve... um... what you thought it meant. WATCH THE DRAMA. Okay suddenly the thought of Ru Mi and Kang Mae getting all risque is destroying my admiration for Kang Mae. Ew.)


HAHAHA I love these two. Definitely flirting. Especially with Ru Mi's accurate dissection of Kang Mae's bark-is-worse-than-bite attitude and the perpetual i'm-so-cute-why-don't-you-like-me faces. Oh Kang Mae! Your ignorance towards love makes me smile. I think I have a thing for men in suits/vests and the like. Suave and handsome. I like.

First time I see Kang Mae laugh. Seriously this girl's too good to be true. Stuffing 7 cookies in your mouth is soooooooooo def. unglam to the max, I tell you. But still it makes the grumpy old man laugh for the very first time. And here, Kang Mae says something very pitiful pertaining to himself so + 646165465198426541 brownie points for Team Kang Mae! *cheers*


Kang Mae: "Don't pull such a long face and cry. You look better
when you smile."

Ru Mi: "O.O"

AHAHAH OMG KYUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D Go Kang Mae GO!

She then runs off... blah blah and he mysteriously appears at her destination!




Ru Mi: "I'm listening to Lizst's Liebenstraum No 3 now, teacher. The original title's nicer. Do you know what it is? It's "if you can love, just love."
And after all the emotion, Kang Mae has his insults at the ready... aim... FIRE! Way to be callous, Maestro.



After practice she sneaks out to meet Kang Mae, and his idea of a date is... to go to a library and read western music. Interestingggggggggggg. But then she suggests to do something 'fun', like going to take a walk in the park, and she pointed out that he wasn't much of a role model in reading because he hadn't even turned the page while she was there. HAHAA OUCH. He ends up following her like a puppy :) The man is so cute! AHAHAHAHAHAH

GRUMPY KANG FTW~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~! :D

& some random stills, if I keep narrating you won't have the need to watch...




Rating: 4.5/5 stars

Come on, I didn't even do a review about Full House man! This being my first review is a bonus in itself. WATCH. IT. NA0.

Ramblings:

- I have no idea why I'm drawn to older men (like, 10 or more years my senior (RAIN!) than those Farenheit or SHINee boybands). Especially if they're wearing a suit/vest with a tie. I just find them... irresistable. Like I want to go hug them or something and have them hug me back (: Everyone's falling for Kang Junior when I'm the only one squealing for Kang Senior. :/

- TEAM KANGMI (ie, Kang Mae and Ru Mi) FTW!!!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

- I don't care if Kang Mae acts like an asshat but he's so squeeeeeeeeeeeee! Fangirlism. ;D

- D'you notice that Ru Mi's name is a derivation of my name? HEHEHE. Oh ssulung! :/

- I realized that I've spoken more about Kang Mae than Gun Woo but I LIKE HIM (: HAHAHA I have a thing for 40 year old tortured & talented men after watching this drama. ARGH.

- They played a lot of classical music that I'm sure you'd like, like Faure's Pavane, Libertango, and CHOPIN!'s Impromptus in A minor (I think), and also due to Kang Mae's genius, at one point he uses 4"33 by John Cage (which the performers do not play any music at all!)

- Kang Mae marry me! AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH. No matter what I still think he's cute! With all the asshat attitudes and such but the way he conducts the orchestra... come on I want to be in the orchestra that he conducts! *squeeeeeeeeeeee*



One more picture of Kang Mae for me (: HAPPY! SO CUTE, I love this man.

- Oh there're having Beethoven Virus 2, Maestros in Europe (: Between Kang Mae and Maestro Jang/Jung? HAHAHA YAY hopefully Kang Mae would go with Ru Mi in this! :DDDDDDDDDD

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This is why I longed to get into Mass Communication and not JC. I want to act. To experience the things that dramas have. Because those could never happen in real life, but only in dramas. (: Farfetched, I know. But it's like so exciting (minus the double takes, NGs...), and the friendships you forge while on set, the chance of expressing yourself... it's all so amazing. After Off Centre I fell in love with acting (: First Singaporean to act in a Korean drama! HAHAHAHAHAH YAY CAN'T WAIT.

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금요일, 11월 14, 2008, 3:18 오전

` 1138; - 너와 나 사이에



지훈 아저씨,

내 자기야, 잘 지냈어?
너무보고 싶었어.
내가 직접 당신을 구상중인, 함께 연기...
내가 알고 언젠가는 일어날 것이다.
난 그것 모두 최고가 될 짓이든 할 것입니다.
그저 당신과 함께하길.

내가 본 적이 증가했고, 나는 당신처럼 상승 싶어요.
내 친구는 나랑 같이 귀하의 애정에 대한 경쟁이다...
하지만 난 싸움을 포기하지 않을 것이다.
내가 그 일을 모두에 내 모든 노력에 놓을테니까.
내 피아노, 내 공부, 내 모델링 경력...
당신처럼되고 싶어요.

비록 내가 절정에 넌더리가있을 수있습니다 될 수 있도록 최선을 노력 할게요.

♥,
네 여동생에서,
여정.

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수요일, 11월 12, 2008, 8:46 오후

` 1137; - facade



I discovered another thing about Christian life when I thought about it today, how even Christians could proclaim that they are Christian but their attitude depicts otherwise.

I know this person for a while now, but now he's gone on to another clique after being too paranoid about something a person in his clique is saying about the both of us. Oh well. He attends church, he seemed to have a rather good walk with God when we talked. Does QT every night. Check. Walk with God strong? Check. I thought he was a rather nice guy but until we stopped talking, his attitude totally changed. He says things that I thought he would never say, as a Christian. I'm appalled.

If I were a new Christian, I'd be confused. Why this person, supposedly godly, turn on his back against another Christian? There's another person in my clique who's also a Christian and he turned against her, too. :/ I guess now the End Times is coming, as Jesus says in Matt 10:21 "Brother will betray brother to death, and a father his child; and children will rise up against parents and cause them to be put to death.

Oh well.

I guess now we just got to keep the faith.

No more running wild
I'm Yours for life
Well You got me here
You got me
I hear Your call tonight
Your heart is mine
Well You got me here
You got me

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1:09 오전

` 1136; -



Was awesome. Avenue Q is a MUST WATCH, especially with Best Friend Faith to laugh with (:
She wanted to get the new urban male shirt that says "THE INTERNET IS FOR PORN" but her father didn't allow, HAHA.

Before Avenue Q, went to watch High School Musical 3 with Prisia (: And Zac Efron is cuteeeeeee. Changed my perceptions about angmohs already.

Finished reading Kamikaze Girls. :/ Baby, the Stars Shine Bright suddenly looked appealing. Considering Victorian Maiden or BTSSB, or maybe Metamorphose temps de fille? But Enfant is no for me since it's not from Japan. I'm considering Angelic Pretty... but Moi-meme-Moitie takes the top.

Argh, planning for a Lolita wardrobe suddenly seems so expensive. Dress, petticoats, everything, arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

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월요일, 11월 10, 2008, 11:42 오후

` 1135; -

I can't help but feel envious of my brother. He has dinner every Saturday with his parents, without fail. I could see him rushing off to meet them after service, after administering his customary pat on my head and a smile and then sometimes I have the pang of jealousy right in my heart. But I shrug it off, and move on with my CG for dinner.

I went home, and asked my parents if we could have dinner together every Saturday or something, outside.

"Mom hey, want to have dinner together every Saturday?"
"No time lah. Busy. Earn money for you, you know? Always spend here, spend there, like that Crumpler bag in your room. Anyhow spend."
"Mom that's Ben's bag because he knew my bag spoilt that's why he lent it to me."
"Ahya, whatever, you always go shopping, cut hair..."
"Mom the last time I cut my hair to this stupid haircut was in July, and I didn't even go shopping at all since June, and I've been wearing the same old things again and again. And reality check, you cut my allowance by half."
"You always no time where got time to eat with you?! You got school, church, and tuition."

I can never understand.

I think that all of us, ultimately, just want to hear "I'm so proud of you." or any form of recognition so that we know that we're acknowledged and accepted by our parents. Our driving force behind everything is the same, to be known and loved by the people who brought us up.

But sometimes for some people, it's an arduous task.

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일요일, 11월 09, 2008, 12:48 오전

` 1134; -



(: What's left of us.

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토요일, 11월 08, 2008, 1:48 오후

` 1133; - that you would drift on memory bliss



Somehow you fluttered into my mind last night, as I slept. You, standing at the corner of an alleyway, leaning against a lamp post, leather jacket slung over one shoulder, deep in thought. I moved closer. I could not see your face, but I knew you were examining mine. I noticed that you were tall, taller than I had imagined you to be. You were older than me. I moved closer again. Your eyes bored through mine, searching, looking, longing. I knew who you were at that instant. I gasped, you nodded & smiled, as if you had planned for this chance all along, and the fact that my raison d'etre was in you. You were half right. I smiled back, as if agreeing. But suddenly you took my hand and ran with you, down the alley out of the other side and then down the Seine.

I couldn't imagine that I'd meet you at the City of Lights, because ours haven't even been ignited. We haven't even met. I knew you but you didn't know me. But as we ran past the bridge, I stopped you. You looked at me with a quizzical gaze. Why, you said. Why stop our childish escapades? I have waited so long for this; why stop it now? Why, chagiya, why?

I realized that this is just a temporary euphoria, because this was nothing but a dream, and you were so surreal, so far away, I said. But, familiar stranger, you got me there.

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again

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금요일, 11월 07, 2008, 1:22 오후

` 1132; -

ARGHHHH POPSEOUL YOU KEEL MAI EYES
it's for me alone to see, why you go post it up?! ):

Argh now the suspense of the magic stick is gone ))))):

* Ew & I was eating soba noodles when reading this... :(

Faith: @w@ it...it's...up... straight... huzzah
Naomi: NO HUZZAH.
Faith: I betcha he's thinking "Oh no a cute fangirl"
Naomi: NO it's "oh no naomi's here." "gotta perform."
Faith: THE SECOND SENTENCE WAS TOO MUCH! ALL SOLDIERS RETURN TO BUNKERS! RETREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAT!
Naomi: sorry Freudian slip
Faith: It lights up and glows for you to see

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목요일, 11월 06, 2008, 9:37 오후

` 1130; - Invincible Seo Yeojung

천하무적 서여정

Sometimes I have to remind myself who I really am when obstacles come.

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7:06 오후

` 1130; - and damn you're free

Sorry, I'm not in Raffles Girls School, the school where you always want me to be. Sorry that I turned down the DSA to Raffles Junior College because I decided that I don't want to roast my brain for 2 years. I'm sorry, that I'm not someone pretty like Julia so you could parade me proudly in front of other people.

You may say sorry to me after you've said these, but sorry doesn't mean a thing when you repeat everything that I mentioned above every time you find something that you hate about me that you just have to say it. Might as well not apologize, I can take it, don't need your insincere sincerities. Too much of it given from the world, period.

Never mind, Holly, I can handle this crap.

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12:18 오전

` 1129; -
I removed this post because I felt it was too contradictory.

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일요일, 11월 02, 2008, 7:50 오후

` 1128; - i hate being confused



It's hard to understand somehow people think do say feel
But now you got to do what you need to do
Check, no, yes

Naomi Jung, why do you have the weight of the world on your heart?

Ah, screw it.

*
Supposed to study with Ben and Cheryl but cancelled.
Rotted at home the whole day.

But suddenly my junior that I've never seen for 4 years talked to me on MSN & he said I was beautiful (he got girlfriend already hor, tsktsk)

(:

Thank Zhi Bin the IP Hwa Chong student mugger I owe you one.

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1:19 오후

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Joyce: "What if Rain marries someone else ah."
Me: "I'd fly to Korea with a parang and gatecrash his wedding marry someone else handsomer/godlier/muscular than him HOHOHO"
Joyce: "Haha. Really difficult to marry him as in real life but not exactly impossible lah!"

*this is from a really long time ago*

Me: "Don't insult Hitler ok, he's so cute, like a teddy bear! ^_^"
Faith: "Hitler has only one ball."
Me: "SO?"
Faith: "Face it. Okay, look. Hitler has one. Rain has two, with a magic stick. Make your choice."
Me: "PUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA"

* before biology O level paper*

*Bryan walks over with file in hand*

Guan Hui: "Eh Mr A1 come le. Bryan, those are Social Studies notes right." (Because Social Studies is on Monday while Bio is on Friday, shows that Bryan doesn't need to read anything because he's a pro at Bio)
Bryan (still oblivious): "Huh? No these are Bio notes. Oh yeah the clitoris in the flower ah, *starts to spew out random bio info that we all don't know*"
Guan Hui: "EH, get lost la, so smart already. I want to study my lanjiao and cheebye." *flips to Sexual Reproduction chapter*

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG SO FUNNY. I nearly dislocated my jaw laughing like mad. I know it's vulgar but it's so freaking funnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Okay I need to "Socialise with my studies" as Joyce calls it, for Faith says that Rain loves smart girls.



Not exactly the glam-est picture but he's so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee O^.^O
Fresh Woman Fresh Woman!

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토요일, 11월 01, 2008, 9:47 오후

` 1126; - when the lights fade to grey



I just reached home and I figured I should blog about this. It's so powerful, so tangible.

On the bus home I kept thinking of Pastor Aries' sermon last week, about Andrew. First, we must be a servant if we want to become great. And what god has started in us He will finish.

I've always thought I'd live an 8 to 5 life in the future, go home, take care of the kids, cook for husband, do work, watch TV, sleep. Mundane, much? But after that my interest in the media grew. I saw what Sun Ho did in China when my oldest cousin brought me to CHC and I told myself I was going to do that in the future. When I was young, my dream was to buy sacks of rice and via helicopter drop them into Africa for them to eat. Naive, but still.

Then God told me, "You're going to do something greater. Media."

He then opened the chance for me to go to Singapore's Brainiest, Champs Challenge, and now, the chance to study Mass Communication at Ngee Ann. I could never thank Him enough.

Church wise, I don't think I can become a leader. Like those CGLs, TLs, or even a PTL. I don't think I have the ability to lead, like Gavin. He just got saved and within 4 months in his church, he's a Care Group leader. I think I'll serve behind the scenes. Like Andrew.

Andrew brought Simon Peter to Jesus and Jesus told Simon Peter that He is going to build churches on Peter. Andrew knew from then on that he's just not Peter. He just isn't. But he was happy to serve by the sidelines.

That just hit me. I knew a long time ago that I don't have the capacity to be a leader or to lead people. The only leading I can do is to lead them to Christ.

That is what I want to do. I want to lead celebrities to Christ, to heal those broken souls to a period of healing that only Jesus can provide. To share my story to the people. To see them grow in God. Yes, I would appear worldy, sing secular songs, do secular photoshoots, but I'll live a godly life. Without fornication and everything that the entertainment industry lavishly provides with.

I can't wait to make a difference in other people's life. It's so exciting.

"Many daughters have done well, but you excel them all." - Proverbs 31:29

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