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♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence 나는
naomi jung 서여정, 三浦 なおみ 29 june 1992 ngee ann poly mass communications Rorsharch ink blot Pianist J Tune Entertainment & ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥
Heart of God Church ♥ b41
/more about me 나의 남편!
누구지?
정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband. 용어
Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie 할말!
친구
♥ Heart Of God Church 명사
♥ Abingdon Boys School 블로그
Blogs I read: 주크박스
과거
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화요일, 8월 19, 2008, 11:58 오후
` 1071; - nocturne![]() Thank You for reminding me of this, oh God. And a list of people I want to mention: Bryan Daniel Park Balloonnnnnnnnn Julie Hye June Christine Wanwen Vivian Vanessa Daniel Chan Jia Xuan Shermin Jael Elijah I love you prayer group (: Thank God for friends like you. Certainly this is a year of favour with God and men (not MEN, per se, it's MAN MEN). Prelims, argh. ![]() 1) STUDY 2) STUDY 3) STUDY 4) STUDY 5) STUDY 6) STUDY 7) STUDY 8) STUDY 9) STUDY 10) STUDY Yeah you get the idea. 라벨: blah 토요일, 7월 12, 2008, 8:43 오후
` 1044; - rock the beatOkay the title sounds like Police and Thief's stupid television jingle. :/ Went to Ngee Ann Poly yesterday with Uthara and YES RYAN NEW I HAVE FOUND THE SOMETHING XTRA IN NGEE ANN HEHEHOHOHOOHOO. Oh and I saw Paul Twohill. Apparently he's a Year Two Mass Comm student. Oh well. Whatever. Oh God please enable me to get good grades (I will put in effort!) to go Ngee Ann please please please. Okay I sound so pathetic but anyhowso I really WANT AND NEED TO GO IN. Bleagh nuff said. TODAY'S LITERATURE FESTIVAL WAS WOOHOO. I mean, we just did our planning and everything like DURING THE BREAK and we freaking WON Bedok Green. I swear, the bamboo shoots were thriving and only Cheryl, Qiuyi and Andrea came to support us (thanks gals!) But the boys didn't. ): WE WON! I guess it was my "this poet [breathe] somethingsomething juxtaposed somethingsomething connection which evokes emotic something" HAHAHAHAH take that. But stupid Cheryl thought I said "erotic" but it was EMOTIC. Tsk, CHERYL. :D Study now. Byeeeeee. 라벨: blah 금요일, 6월 27, 2008, 11:32 오후
` 1029; - love was right on time![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() A very BIG thank you goes to Rain-Union for sponsoring my meal & celebrating my birthday last week (although technically my birthday is tomorrow's tomorrow, which is 29 June). (: ANYWAY. GERMANYYYYYY! :DDDDDD (: I've been feeling jaded pretty easily these few days, perhaps it's due to lack of circumspect? I don't know. Remy's been telling me to practice our duet and when I'm tired he humors me with Pirates of the Caribbean and Somewhere Over The Rainbow on the piano with stupid jerky movements of his head. Thank you FRENCHMAN. Dinner with the boys (i.e, Remy and Lionel), Jolene, Peggy and Chengfen was fun. If not funny minus the dirtiness and crudeness. These are friends for you (: Gail: "I think ***** (name of some Man U football player which I forgot) is hot!" Lionel: "You put him beside Wayne Rooney and a gorilla. Which one is better?! Of course the gorilla!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHZZXZXZXZXZXXZZXXZXZXZ And he spewed up a lot of nonsense about all the France players are not pure French and some racist comments about procreating. :/ And he insulted Remy but Remy being Remy, he was nice and decided that Lionel was just stupid and ignored him. HAHAH FUNNY. I love my MEP friends. Every single one of them. They think my Gackt and Rain obsession is CUTE :3 \O/ yay me. I need (absloutely) to chiong theory. I'm having that tomorrow at like 11.15am and I haven't done ANYTHING. Lord help me. * I think after I've read Fourth Dimension, my life went to a whole new level. Firstly because I've been using faith as my stepping stone and the Holy Spirit as my guide. & thankyou to B4 for the cake and everything, much loved! :D 라벨: blah 월요일, 6월 23, 2008, 7:47 오후
` 1026; - yami no shuuenSchool was okay. I need to buy back my brain. Congratulations to Gakuto-sama for landing into Hollywood's big screen! Yay, now my favourite two artistes are on the big screen (: Rain and Gackt! ![]() WOOHOO I'm so going to watch this (: 목요일, 6월 19, 2008, 10:37 오전
` 1024; - I feel tired, emotionally and spiritually drained. I should not feel this way. I should not feel sian when I'm about to do my QT. I should not yawn while doing QT. I must step out of my comfort zone, and stop being anal over people who actually are anal, to say the least Move on to the next point, stop procrastinating Lean on God more and not my own strength Decisions over emotions And to love people more like how Jesus did. I seriously need to pray more and let faith rise up, have more faith. I'm midway to being dried up inside. Ah, crap it. I feel as if I'm stuck in this and there's a suction force pulling me back into what I tried to get out of. 라벨: blah 수요일, 6월 18, 2008, 11:07 오후
` 1022; -![]() OH HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA :3 CEO in Berlin. :D I wna go there. But anyhow Rain seriously... his hair sucks. Period. But shall forgive him for it because it's for Ninja Assassin so.. :/ anything Wachowski Brothers want, they get. Peektures are for Trisha. The PICTURES, not the man. ![]() What's with that huge thermometer there? :/ You're too hot you don't need it. ![]() "Naomi, when I get to Singapore I swear I'm going to spank you (Me: YAY!) for laughing about my haircut." * Went out with my mother today and it was sweet (: Met Chiwen & Zhilin in Topshop. : D I'm going to watch Narnia tomorrow with Darren and Sushian. But before that I have math tuition with my Super Tutor tomorrow. And on Saturday, lunch at Amara Hotel with the rest of Rain-Union people! (Even though they're older than me) :D Oh and I met SOFIANA :D She's my primary school mate! :D:D At the Rain-Union gathering to collect the Speed Racer tickets. I am soooooooooooooo pfft. WHY OH WHY MUST I HAVE O LEVELS? ): CLOUD MEETING IS ON 24 JULY IN SEOUL AND I CANNOT. GO. (DUHHHHH) But anyway Soolan says she'll help me get a siggie from CEO :3 Yay? Oh whatever I'm off to do math now. Byebye. 목요일, 3월 27, 2008, 10:54 오후
` 980; - dream of alternate realitiesHad a great dinner with Darren, Shermaine, Desiree, Sylvia, Hannah, Cindy, Nelson and Boxue just now at Chompx2 after CG. Had wonderful fellowship and a few cold jokes here and there (: They're my family man, what could I say (: Idk, we were talking about appearences just now and I was moaning about the oil from Darren's oyster thingy (which he very generously shared with me) will cause me to break out, as if the medicine wasn't purging out the stuff in the first place. Well Nelson and Darren told me that it'll tide over...well. Darren said that appearences don't matter, we're in church. And people do not judge people by their appearences in church... true, but I have this issue with myself that only God can settle. * It's antagonising for some people when they have one spot on their face, but for me, I'm hoping for the day which I do not need to put on concealer when I leave the house. It's crushing to see all those people around you with near perfect skin knowing that you want what they have. It's demoralising to see models on magazines displaying flawless complexion when you know they are who you want to be in the future. It makes me mad to see people with good skin smoke. They are crazy. I don't know why I'm crying as I type this. Maybe it's the sorrow that I'm bottling inside for so long. I try to be the Iron Lady, when people see, they'll go, "Even though her face is like that, she's still so strong, so optimistic." I try not to show that the state of my face bothers me. Actually it does. A LOT. A WHOLE CRAPPY LOT. I hate going to school with concealer on. I hate it. I know it clogs up the pores but what can I do? I'll only get more jibes about my face, how red it gets and it looks like some snake's skin. I'll get stares and amused whispers. I've gotten that in Sec 1 & 2, even till now. I hate having to monitor what I have to eat in fear of another breakout. I hate having to stuff myself with horrible tonics and soups. I hate having to endure painful laser treatments on my face one after another. I hate having to go for ultrasound every 4 months for my kidneys when it actually doesn't help me at all. I NEED A TRANSPLANT, HEARD ME?! NOT ULTRASOUNDS. IT DOESN'T DO ANYTHING. AT ALL. I hate having urine tests, blood tests, and all those nonsense. WHATEVER. For God saved my day. Song of Songs 7:1-9 목요일, 11월 08, 2007, 4:36 오후
` 840; -THANKS. THANKS A LOT. (this is not the first time, nor the second time. Looks like you're pretty much both the same.) Full details in /wordpress/, if you ever bother to read it and ask me for the password. It's in a very very raw form so... read it if you dare :\ - On a happier note; Going out with Joyce: Wednesday. ILY. Going out with Yuxuan and Andrina to watch Hero: 22 Nov! Going out with Ling!: Sometime soon, haven't fixed a date. Bring bring bring bring along some people nehxzxzxzxzxzx. 2 people not fun. (: I'm rather excited to go out with Ling though. Probably it's because we are meeting each other for the first time. Well I'm sure we'll get along pretty fine (: I'm happy that I've made more friends. People that come into my life like wilted leaves swept off a tree. Not that bad a thing. 라벨: blah 화요일, 11월 06, 2007, 11:28 오전
` 834; - blahhhhhhhhI think I must be going 비첫는!!!! 아, 구조!!!!!! I dreamt of - and - and Rain. Don't ask. It was scary! SCARY! I actually cried in the dream! Stupid! And when I woke up from the dream I scolded Ji-hoon! ): - Currents: Current Mood: Happy-go-lucky. Current Taste: Lays BBQ Potato Chips. Current Clothes: School PE shirt, Nanyang PE shorts Current Desktop: Heart of God Church Current Toenail Color: Black. *emooooo Current Time: 12.29 PM Current Surroundings: Korean text & workbook, Besta Electronic Dictionary, Reader's Digest, School diary, Church bulletin, laptop, Tupperware Mug, bowl of unfinished greenbean paste, Belt, makeup bag, handphone, desk clock, Biology textbook, comb, used tissue paper, Jane Austen's Pride and Prejudice. Current Annoyances: Scary dream, acne, wrapped up hair. Current Thoughts: When can I see you again? Firsts: First Best Friends: Erm. Tjhia Lie Ting? Prisia Ong? Justus Aw? Fifi Koh? I dunno. First Crush: Eh. Books? Or -? First Movie: Damn Yankees. HAHAHA. First Lie: Don't remember. First Music: Classical. Chopin if I'm not wrong :3 Lasts: Last Cigarette: Never. Last Drink: Water. Last Car Ride: Forgot. Last week? Or does a bus count, then yesterday. Last Crush: Rain Jeong. From South Korea. Still crushing. *swooooooooonnnnnn Last Movie: Pirates of the Caribbean, First Installment Last Phone Call: Shihua, cousin. Last CD played: Casting Crowns. Last song played: Funeral for a Friend, Into Oblivion. Have you ever Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Never. Have you ever broken the law: Jaywalking. Public Nuisance of myself, downloading MP3s. Have you ever been arrested: No. Have you ever skinny-dipped: No. Have you ever been on TV: ... Yes. First being on Japanese Nationwide Television advertising some handphone at 8 years of age. Gosh. Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Eh yes. My dad brought his angmoh friend and he would always ask for kisses. ): 5 things you are wearing: PE shirt, underwear, glasses, Shorts, and? HAIR. 4 things you done today: Ate, played the piano, conditioned hair, ponder. 3 things you can hear right now: Maid's radio, tapping of keyboard keys, the song in my iTunes. 1 thing u do when you're bored: Imagine. 금요일, 9월 14, 2007, 12:29 오전
` 734; -Please, I'm not even in JC and I'm mugging like mad. I need REST. & I can't wait to see your smile again for it makes my heart palpitate Love, me. 라벨: blah 월요일, 9월 10, 2007, 9:01 오후
` 728; -Hello lovelies (: I have been blogging irregularly (or so I think), because my beloved, sweet sacchrine wireless is ZONKO. Yes, my parents have chosen to upgrade the PC, and then the computer guy wrenched out my lovely wireless modem out of its socket and now it can't function with wireless power now ): I'll have to call SingTel alr soon, but I won't be coming on MSN and blogging that much now... & it's just 4 more days. I'm sorry Lord for the things I've made it It's all about You. 라벨: blah 월요일, 9월 03, 2007, 3:43 오후
` 721; - Välkommen.www.nygensg.blogspot.com WALAOOO I also want to go Sweden. - Ahyaaaa. I love my church. I enjoy being with my churchies :D Everytime we walk ard for shopping or something, we have this aura that goes, "HI. I'M FROM HOGC. HELLOOOOOO!" :D I love them <3 - When I get married, I will wear the tux and my husband will wear the dress. We'd fly a medival airplane and then it'll rain. :D I'll open my parachute and jump off the plane, and then my husband will land the plane, spot me and then catch me in his strong, oh-so-sexy arms to the applause of fellow HOGC-ians and the media. And oh, I'd be wearing neon green socks. Our dress and tux will be white. My husband and I will have white roses in our hair. :D Want to be invited to my crazy wedding? Haha I bet no one would want to marry me! Never mind I still have my piano to cry on <3 라벨: blah 10:43 오전
` 720; - speak to me LordI don't know, I feel like I am not that adequate to be a leader or something. I keep doubting God even though I know that He's real. How can one be leader material if he/she does not trust God in the first place? How is he/she going to lead other people to serve God when he/she does not set a good example in the first place? That's precisely my point. I guess I should start to really pray and trust in Him more, be more committed to ministry. I shall love my ministry and not see it as a job, but as a tool to learn how to serve people! Lord, I need You. As I read Sylvia's blog, I start to question myself. Where has all my joy went to? I remember last time, around April, I had this inexplainable joy within I recall vividly I was smiling at everybody I met at the bus stop I asked Fedora why And she said it was God's joy. I want to have that joy back. But now, I will stay strong from persecutions, grit my teeth Pray more Learn how to think like God. What Would Jesus Do? I'll fix my eyes on Jesus and nothing else. For 99% obedience is NO obedience at all. God all I need is You. - I need to study. I need to study. I need to study. I'm not sane and not in the right mind to talk and think straight. I'm dysfunctional. SA2 is coming so freakin' soon OoHhhhmMyyGaAaAaawWDZzxsSX. 목요일, 8월 30, 2007, 10:48 오후
` 717; - MEP was managable. Ate with Alastair & Jolyn. Alastair became a victim of Facewarp XD - OMGGGGG. I'm going to be credited for distributing Fanclub songs. Jinzhi's posting it on Baidu. OMGGGGGGGG. -hypervendilates- Post on Baidu = China fans = china news = Rain knows about it = Rain knows Naomi :DDDD AND! I WANT I WANT! *grabs* 我 我要 我要你 我要你的 我要你的爱 你为什么不回来? - Towning with Joyce tomorrow to watch Hairspray after visiting Grandma in hospital. Lord, please, and help. - take me away with you tell me everything you want me to hear & that's when I know the real you underneath the star-studded glitz and glamour and we breathe love till our dying day it's on tonight. 수요일, 8월 29, 2007, 10:15 오후
` 716; - letter from me to youDear Naomi Please: 1) Read up on Korean 2) Memorise the vocab 3) Practise 4) Learn the grammar THROUGHLY 5) Do your math 6) Stay faithful to your nam pyeon(s) 7) Eat more greens + fruits. Thank you. Signed, the Undersigned, Naomi Jung - I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles In our eyes are mirror images and when We kiss they're perfectly aligned; forget yesterday; we're finally free tonight. 라벨: blah 화요일, 8월 28, 2007, 11:26 오후
` 715; - of days and dumplingsI love JOYCE. (: School was managable and such. No questions asked. - Made Sangpyeon (Korean rice cakes) in Cultural Nite today! :D Before that, went to Parkway with Joyce. Bought Miss Yoo a Teacher's Day gift. JOYCE OWES ME. :D Anyway, made dumplings! :D They said that if you make good and pretty dumplings, you'll get pretty daughters. MY DUMPLING WON THIRD PRIZE! (: Mr Jeong, you'll have a 매우 daughter xD TADAHHHHHHHH. I love korean class. (: Joyce ah Joyce be faithful to KSW can. Don't switch to the principal. :D Ocutie! we both missed you today. - It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Sometimes I wish he was you. 금요일, 8월 24, 2007, 10:00 오후
` 711; - Fedora crashed my school today. (: Then towned with Fedora and Shermaine. ![]() Went to Artfriend. Think ShiHua'll like it there. WENT TO CHURCH FOR CAFE. I love Jieru & Stella & Lucinda. They said my handwriting is NICE(: Memorized all the prices! YAAAAAY. Then CG. - I think God prompted me to really really give for Building Fund. I emptied all my stuff. If God can make it possible for Samantha, He can for me. I've been asking God how can I be a leader. And when today Samantha put up the sermon by Pastor Lia for the Leaders' Meeting, on HOW TO BE A LEADER. Voila. Prayer answered :D - As we were walking, suddenly someone who has nothing to do with me at all were walking in front. Obviously in my heart I was like "omg yuck gross" And I turned to talk to Fedora And that person started to walk fast URGH. Proof that certain people lack maturity. WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND. - ZOMFG! THE ARENA! ZOMFG. i am so screweddddddddddddd. 화요일, 8월 21, 2007, 10:06 오후
` 708; -I LOVE GOD. (: - I know I've been filling my blog with crap, so I'll write something relevant. School atmosphere sucks. With a sense of foreboding I walk into the school compound everyday. It's like a nebula, a void It sucks everything out of you. Even if you had a happy thing last night Or something that made you joyful It leaves you with nothing but despair. Precious unni & Trish, now you know why I could write about Soo-ri so well in the fanfic. HAHA. Now I've got Heart of God Church. Nothing can stop me. ![]() My church is AMAAAAAAZING. - Went to church with Joyce Saw CHINAMAN. :D Was playing foosball And then after that he sat near us when we were studying. CYNTHIA HAPPILY DISTURBED ME, AND THEN CHINAMAN MOVED AWAY. thanks arh. However Chinaman kept glancing at us and Thea was teasing me all the way, with CANDY. -however I think Takuya still looks hot. Elien and Lucinda was at cafe Helped out a bit Made Joyce a Hazelnut Latte! :D Chinaman kept glancing. But being in church is the only good thing happening lately & I've missed his glance. - I can only see you, feel you but I can't love you. It's okay Because I've finally stolen your heart. 일요일, 8월 19, 2007, 10:20 오후
` 706; - WHY, CHINAMAN, WHY?There was nothing after he gave that AP face. Heart pehchak alr. ): As Candy would say, "Aye, Why?" NEVERMIND. TAKUYA KIMURA COMES INTO PLAY. (: 라벨: blah 수요일, 8월 15, 2007, 11:14 오후
` 699; - i am so wonderful (:I searched my name in wikipedia! AHAHA. Naomi is a Japanese, English and Hebrew name. Naomi may refer to: In music - "Naomi", a song by Neutral Milk Hotel from their 1995 album On Avery Island - Naomi (band), a German pop duo - Naomi Awards, ironic and humorous awards - Naomi Shemer In Literature - Naomi (novel), by Japanese author Junichiro Tanizaki - Naomi Klein, Canadian journalist, author and activist - Naomi Mitchison, Scottish novelist and poet - Naomi Novik, American novelist - Naomi Wolf, bestselling American writer In fiction - Naomi Hunter, character in Metal Gear Solid - Naomi Wildman, fictional character in the Star Trek universe who appeared on the television series Star Trek: Voyager - Naomi, a James Bond henchwoman in the film The Spy Who Loved Me - Naomi Misora, a former FBI agent, married to Raye Penbar in the Japanese anime and film Death Note - Naomi Dorrit, a character from the TV series Lost In technology - Naomi Internet Filter, free advanced Internet filtering program - Sega NAOMI, an arcade hardware system that spawned the Dreamcast game console In other fields - Naomi (Bible), Ruth's mother in law in the Old Testament Book of Ruth - Naomi Campbell, well-known British fashion model - Naomi Chazan, Israeli politician - Naomi Uemura, first person to reach the North Pole solo - Naomi Watts, English-born Australian actress and producer :DDDDDD I clicked one. Naomi (novel), and it came out as: Naomi (痴人の愛, Chijin no Ai, A Fool's Love) is a Japanese novel The Modern girl represented by Naomi was an undefined thing, where women were attempting to create something new, with no role models and fewer inhibitions. Such was the power of this novel at the time that "Naomis" followed in its wake, and "Naomi-ism" became the word to describe their new sub-culture. NAOMI-ISM! :DDDDDD yay korean class tmr. CAFE TRAINING = LOVE. 라벨: blah |