so we'd spread love like violence; ♥
환영
♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}

n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence

나는


naomi jung
서여정, 三浦 なおみ
29 june 1992
ngee ann poly mass communications
Rorsharch ink blot
Pianist
J Tune Entertainment

& ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥


ll.intoxicated.ll@gmail

Heart of God Church ♥ b41

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wishlist

friendster
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facebook
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나의 남편!

누구지?

정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband.

Faith/Spaz - the best friend.

Prisia/Siao - the other best friend.

Cheryl - Cooking mama

Joyce - Korean fanatic.

Brother (wenjun) - who has 10000000 brains

Hyun - Mr Smart-ass Korean.

Chew - Dear Leader.

용어

Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie

Ajusshi (아저씨) : Uncle

Chagiya/Yeobo (자기야/여보): Darling/Honey

Namja Chingu/Namchin (남자친구/남친) : boyfriend

Yeoja Chingu/Yeochin (여친/여자친구) : girlfriend

Hyung (형) : Older brother (for males)

Oppa (오빠) : Older brother, also can be used as "boyfriend" in a steady relationship (for females)

Nuna (누나) : Older sister (for males)

Onni (언니) : Older sister (for females)

Ssulung (썰렁) : "so cheesy/cold/lame" for cold jokes

Selca (셀카) : camwhore/self camera

Wang Ja (왕자) : 6 pack/washboard abs

할말!



친구

♥ Heart Of God Church
♥ B and C Zone!
♥ donghaeng; Lord and Me
♥ Moi-même-Moitié
♥ amelia
♥ andrew lau!
♥ andrina
♥ anqi
♥ bellrarie!
♥ boxue!
♥ candy!
♥ cassandra!
♥ chew!
♥ clara!
♥ dajie
♥ darren!
♥ daryl!
♥ debrah
♥ faith, best friend!
♥ fedora!
♥ gabrielle!
♥ hinwen
♥ ivan!
♥ jasmine
♥ jia en!
♥ jia jia!
♥ jiayang!
♥ jia yun
♥ joanne!
♥ joyce
♥ kenneth!
♥ le raine
♥ ling
♥ liyin
♥ lucinda!
♥ marissa
♥ nadine!
♥ nelson!
♥ pearlyn
♥ peggy
♥ pei fen!
♥ pei jun
♥ reuben
♥ ruoen!
♥ ryan new!
♥ samantha!
♥ samantha whang
♥ sion; mr kimchi!
♥ shermaine!
♥ shihua
♥ shijin
♥ shizhe
♥ shumin
♥ shu xian/joe
♥ sofiana
♥ sophia
♥ sushian!
♥ sylvia!
♥ thea
♥ ting wei!
♥ trisha
♥ wanwen
♥ wei lai
♥ wendy
♥ winsome
♥ yi jing!
♥ yu xuan
♥ zhiyi!

명사

♥ Abingdon Boys School
♥ Gackt
♥ Kenichi Matsuyama @ Horipro
♥ L'arc~En~Ciel
♥ Malice Mizer
♥ Namie Amuro
♥ S.K.I.N

♥ Big Bang
♥ DBSK Offical Site
♥ Epik High
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Entertainment
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Creative
♥ Rain's Offical Site
♥ Se7en
♥ Tablo
♥ Yiruma

♥ Gackt Dears
♥ Gackt Syndrome
♥ Rain Singapore
♥ Rain Union
♥ Sexy Bi

블로그

Blogs I read:

♥ Feet Man Seoul
♥ Joss Sticks
♥ K-popped!
♥ Lakeside Girl
♥ Mr Brown
♥ Mr Miyagi
♥ Mr Wang Says So
♥ PopSeoul!
♥ The Sartorialist
♥ Sibeh Sian
♥ Singaporean Mind
♥ Son of Singapore

주크박스

과거

11월 2005 12월 2005 1월 2006 2월 2006 3월 2006 4월 2006 5월 2006 6월 2006 7월 2006 8월 2006 9월 2006 10월 2006 11월 2006 12월 2006 1월 2007 2월 2007 3월 2007 4월 2007 5월 2007 6월 2007 7월 2007 8월 2007 9월 2007 10월 2007 11월 2007 12월 2007 1월 2008 2월 2008 3월 2008 4월 2008 5월 2008 6월 2008 7월 2008 8월 2008 9월 2008 10월 2008 11월 2008 12월 2008

감사

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월요일, 7월 30, 2007, 11:25 오후

` 672; - OMG.

I'm in love with this song.



Epik High's srsly the bestbest korean rap group EVER (:

******

OMG.OMG.

I was contemplating with Bestie No. 3, when I get married, I MAY tattoo his name or whatever significant about him (eg. his korean name/nickname/stagename) on my wrist or whatever.

Bestie thought I was CRAZY. (No surprise)

&, Mr Jeong announced that when he was going to marry, he may also tattoo his wife's name / angel wings on his back. O.o

By chance, much? XD

* but however, (if it EVER happens), I wouldn't want him to spoil his sexy back. ;D Just use pen ink to ink "Nao'ymt" on his wrist is enough :D

I think I'm gonna get as crazy as Trish HAHAH.

******
*puts on Debrah-san's voice*

This is to allllllll my homies out there yo!
(I know it is sinful to blog about Rain but this is special [like all the other posts ;D])

And to the most hottest-cutest-mostest adorable-handsome-hearteating-showstopping-sexy-smoudering-attractive-lovingworthy-foodglomping man ever to walk the face of this earth. (except my JESUS)

*squeals*



Er. HAPPY NAOMI-FINISHES-HER-HARRY-POTTER-BOOK-7-AND-IS-REREADING-IT-AGAIN DAY,

MR JEONG JI HOON ♥

from the fangirl of fangurlzxzxzxz (heh!)

NAOMI :]

PLEASE MARRY ME 8D

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5:03 오후

` 671; - moving out!

"Let us run with perseverence towards Him, the author & perfector of our faith." - Hebrews 12:1

Was too lazy to go post the results of my photo rampage all over church, so I think I shall get up from my lazy arse and post now.

MAN. Yesterday was the last day at Dhoby, and I was like super sad to leave. I was like saved there and such and such and such.
ANYHOW. Bigger and better... SINGPOST!



Fedora & I. I am blurred thanks to Faith's lousy photographing skills. XD



Sylvia & Me (:





Hannah darling & I :D

Chelsea & I (:



future keyboardist. HAHA.

B4 (:


Fedora, Faith, Me and Bimbo Tingwei XD
B Zone got a little crazy in the audi. HAHA. We started rioting against D Zone hahah.



Kinonn ah Kinonn. XD Gives a whole new meaning to "I am cruxified with Christ." LOL.
After that, went to help out Cafe a bit. :D Then really went to keesiao with a lot of people.



Pearlene & me (:



Chekyeow & me. I was eating gummies and was asking if gummies were stuck between my teeth.



Really went keesiao with Kesia XD


Pic with Leonard. I look teh retarded. HAHAH.


Pic with IVAN my leader! :D


Went crazy with my (terms of endearment here) daddy Boxue. XD Notice the resemblance?

Last but not least, MY SPIRITUAL FATHER PASTOR HOW (:


Passion abound;

I am going to miss this place
& I am looking forward to our new home

Moment, Momentum, Movement.
not moment, memories, monument!
watch out, Heart of God Church.
the future is amazing.

라벨: , ,




토요일, 7월 28, 2007, 11:27 오후

` 670 ; - not just another negotiation

Way Back Into Love - Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett



[Haley]
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

[Hugh]
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

[Haley & Hugh]
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

[Haley]
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

[Hugh]
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

[Haley& Hugh]
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

[Haley]
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Hugh & Haley]
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

라벨:




금요일, 7월 27, 2007, 4:04 오후

` 669; -

living life with You I feel alive,

It was raining heavily today. I remembered what Shi Nuan (my leader when I was in FCBC) told the whole tribe.

"Girls, you are not pretty, you're beautiful, like the rain. It may only be a drop at first, but it will come in a shower. Showers engulf. You'll engulf your school like a tsunami, a wave. Believe it."

Everyone's beautiful.



& thank You God for creating me. <3

라벨: , ,




목요일, 7월 26, 2007, 11:02 오후

` 668; -






"Passionate people change the world." - Pst Phil Pringle

Jesus increases, I decrease.

;no longer I, I who died. It's Him who lives in me.

라벨:




수요일, 7월 25, 2007, 9:32 오후

` 667; -

Found & stole from Chewting's blog XD






SAY HELLO TO MY DADDY. HIS NAME IS BOXUE. XD

& you so rock can.

라벨: ,




8:50 오후

` 666; -

Oh behold the unholy number ;D
but God will make it holy anyhows :D





(thanks Eric for the photo :D)

1000.
HOGC, we can do it.
The number is just a barrier.
Once we breakthrough, it's acceleration.

;we won't be shaken.

라벨:




12:05 오전

` 665; -

It's like 12.05 am & I'm still mugging for Physics. Oh well.

I love YOU JESUS. And Mr Jeong as well :D
I shall post pics of my dearest for all to drool on. Enjoy. (:


Jihoon, you make me wanna <3


You just make any alleyway look good (:


MY ROYAL HOTNESS. <3333
Jihoon-ssi, sarang hae! :D

라벨:




화요일, 7월 24, 2007, 10:05 오후

` 664; -

A people daring to believe
We can change tomorrow,
And be the miracle of light,
And we won't give up the fight.

Can't wait to be a leader, leading people into their destiny (:

I'm thankful that I have such GREAT and AWESOME leaders!

SAMANTHA; for encouraging me and being such a model figure for me to grow and flourish!

IVAN; for correcting all my booboos and encouraging me with them!

& my beloved leader

FEDORA EE JING WEN; for being such an encouragement, a sister, a leader, and to actually spend time with me ;D

We shall build this house together!

I heart B4.
I heart HOGC.
I heart my Pastors.
I heart my leaders.
I heart my cellgroup mates.

I LOVE MY LIFE :D

At least I have direction, a vision to aim for.
Have you? No.
Think about your own destiny before you critisize mine.
YOU can't crush my dreams
because I have people who believe in me
Have you?
There's no need for me to feel guilty
because I know my heritage is true
I'm part Korean.
Unlike you.

라벨:




5:26 오후

` 663; -

Quote from Trish;

"i wonder what's wrong with soompi biers recently???
PMSing abt ji hoon daoing the german fans???

i dont get it...why must ji hoon in the first place reply to these screaming ppl???everyone in that thread is saying that bi's in the wrong when he has done nothing.... i mean for rejecting the fan's requests??? WTH

THEY DONT DESERVE TO BE CLOUDS... they are only bikyo fanatics lol... who loved him from full housebeing a fan means trusting and supporting a person but are they doing this by speculating and spreading rumours abt ji hoon... i know some fans are by my side but mostly are influenced by fat gal etc..."

I am also pissed.

GRRRRRRRRRR.

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월요일, 7월 23, 2007, 10:34 오후

` 662; -

My father must be the most irritating, chauvinistic, disillusioned person I've ever met on the face of this earth.

When I was 8, he cut up all my Pokemon cards, saying that they're "Of the Devil" and "Satanic".

BLOODY HELL I HAD A DARK CHARIZARD + DARK RAICHU CARD

-and he cut them all up. (including the plastic covers)

Now, he doesn't allow me to buy Harry Potter

-because "it's not of the Bible." "The Bible doesn't encourage FANTASY."

BLOODY SHIT MAN.
I'M STILL GOING TO BUY THE BOOK NO MATTER WHAT.

라벨:




일요일, 7월 22, 2007, 9:10 오후

` 661; -

I have a prophesy!

(it's not Tingwei. ahahah, finally remembered it was ANGELICA! XD)

Angelica says I'm going to:

1) Marry a (converted) Christian
2) His name is going to start with R
3) He's going to be taller than me
4) He's going to have small eyes.

all these since (almost) all the guys I've liked are with those criteria. XD

I think small eyed guys are hot. But with the exception of Percy.

ANYWAY.

Pastor How's sermon was so POWERFUL!
:D

I'm going to give up anything He wants me to.
Even becoming a celeb.
I don't mind giving it up
Even though it's my life dream.

I was chatting with Tingwei just now
& when I become a celeb, it's going to be hard
I'll have numerous scandals
My family can't even go out in peace.

But I'll be doing what I enjoy doing.
& glorifying Him with it :D

it's no longer I
but it's Him who lives in me.

라벨:




12:22 오후

` 660; -


I LOVE YOU.

-more than life.

라벨:




11:24 오전

` 659; -







was digging up some old photos.
except for the first one la, it's taken yesterday XD
B4 rocks my life.
<3
Happy Birthday my handsome Daddy BOXUE :D
Happy birthday pretty boy JOEL :D

라벨: , ,




토요일, 7월 21, 2007, 10:43 오후

` 658; - my future decided

Unafraid; unashamed
Lord we know who we are
We are Your people
& we WON'T BE SILENT

My church,my life is AMAZING.

Thank You Lord for letting me meet such wonderful people.
<3

As I was praying during PM just now
I saw myself

On Tokyo Dome Stadium, Jamsil Stadium, & even Madison Square Garden
performing
being like Lee Hyori & Son Dam Bi put together.

At the end of it,
I share my testimony
Tell them
that I am actually like them
the rest

And I will sing to God alone;

<3

Unified; hear us cry at the top of our lungs
You are our God
& we'll NOT BE SHAKEN

I have a glorious God <3

라벨:




금요일, 7월 20, 2007, 11:27 오후

` 657; -

I've been doing a little thinking now, since everyone's like sleeping.

Friends have come and gone... even now. I don't want to mention names, but we have been friends for quite long actually, and now she has "cut" ties with me because of "peer pressure".

Why do I always mention B4, HOGC people? Because I know that they are the people who will never let me down, nor leave me just for the mere reason that practically the whole world hates my guts and he/she does not want to be decapitated too.

I've saved my best friend, and she's in church. (:

I have a lot of "Hi-Bye" friends in school, but the true friends are found in Him alone.
He comes to me when I'm in the middle of a fall.

True, I missed B4 like crazy when I was in China
-because school people & church people are not the same

The culture is different
the atmosphere is different

One of the world, another of love.

That's why, when I go for World Tours next time, I'll really miss my church friends
but I have my Jesus. (:

I'll continue to glorify Him, even though I sing songs like Lee Hyori's. I want to sing, for the world, for me, and for my God.

Jesus, You're my only desire
& I will worship You alone<3

라벨:




5:00 오후

` 656; - things I've gotta say.

나는 진짜로 당신을 사랑한다...

비록 당신이 저를 개인으로 모르더라도...
나는 진짜로 당신을 알고 싶다.
비록 당신이 저 보다는 살 10 이더라도

그러나 나는 당신이 저를 사랑할 때 알고 있다...
당신은 결코 가게 한다 저가.

& 그것은 여기에서 정당하다 당신과 저 오늘 밤. <3

라벨:




목요일, 7월 19, 2007, 4:29 오후

` 655; - my life is beautiful

Ever since I stayed home, my taugeh plucking & photoshop skills have improved tremendously (:

Evidence. :DD
I'm SOOO proud of my photoshopping skills lah. I've never done any image in MY LIFE and now I've managed to do some. :D
Mr Jeong in Berlin... Trish uses this as her display pic now...

Mr Jeong in Rain's Coming concert... I quite like this picture...
Maybe I could photoshop more stuffs soon!
*

On Monday, Fedora, Desiree, Lucie, Sylvia, Darren and Kenny came to visit me! :D
Super funny, we decided to play Truth, Dare or Darren XD

I chose Dare, and they dared me to prank call Shermaine!

Naomi: (in Miss Swan voice) "Helloooooo? Is this KFC? I said Aih Whant Ah Cheeseburger. Yesh, without the tartar. I shaid, without teh tartar! Yesh, upsize fries, no, no, LARGE fries! Then don't want the fries and the salt. Yesh. 199 packets of chili sauce... no? Then give me BBQ sauce! And the drink..."
Shermaine: "Naomi it's you right. I can hear Fedora laughing at the back."
Darn!

Then Lucie chose dare, and Darren had to hold my Rain fan infront of his face and Lucie had to propose to it~! XD


Super funny can. Kenny's lousy photo skills

And Darren had to pose as a girl XD



Trying... and failing...




Come on, xiao yi ge! XD
Sylvia was damn funny can. Kept laughing all the way! XD
And presenting......... Kenny the drag queen! XD


Oh no I think he's gonna kill me XD

라벨: , ,




11:55 오전

` 654; - i'm on fire when he speaks.

Switchfoot ; - On Fire



Tell you where you need to go
Tell you when you’ll need to leave
Tell you what you need to know
Tell you who you need to be

But everything inside you knows
Says more than what you’ve heard
So much more than empty conversations
Filled with empty words

Chorus:

And you’re on fire
When he’s near you
You’re on fire
When he speaks
You’re on fire
Burning at these mysteries

Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see
Give me everything you are
Give me one more chance to be... (near you)

Cause everything inside looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I’ll take

And I'm on fire
When I'm near you
I'm on fire
When you speak
I'm on fire
Burning at these mysteries...

I’m standing on the edge of me (x3)
I’m standing on the edge that I've never been before
I'm standing on the edge

And I’m on fire
When you’re near you
I’m on fire
When you speak(yea)
I’m on fire
Burning at these mysteries...

*
It's the perfect love song.
I almost broke down and cried when I heard this
It's what I want to say
But he's at the other end

;if only I could see you again <3

라벨: ,




수요일, 7월 18, 2007, 6:11 오후

` 653; -

나는 그녀가 저에 그들을 소개하지 않을 것이라는 점을 알고 있다...
전체 세계는 왜 저에 대하여 있는가?
나는 전혀 나쁜 사람이 아니다...

받아들여서 나가 누구를 위해인지 그들은 정당한 저를 수 있지 않는가?
왜? 왜?

나는 저 비우호적인가?
나는 저 비열한가?

신은, 저를 돕는다...




2:38 오후

` 652; -



Borat is a funny asshole.

:D

라벨:




일요일, 7월 15, 2007, 9:39 오후

` 650; -

I have been stoning at home for about 4 DAYS.

I WANT TO EAT WITH IVAN TOO. ):
& I know Ivan wants to eat with me too! :D

Thanks to this dengue (begone in Jesus name)
I'm not getting the chance to know my leaders better, to gain insight from them
So I can become a better leader.

I miss CHURCH.
And I missed the sermon that pulled me to Heart Of God.
(without you I'd still be drifting away aimlessly)

ANYWAY.
I'm having a fetish for anything ARMY/PUNK-GOTHIC now!
I'm thinking of going Beach Road to buy combat boots.

:D

it'sjustyouandmehere



*

JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !!
JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !!
JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !!
JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !!
JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !!
JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !!
JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !!
JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !!
JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !!
JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !! JIHOON !!



oh how you make me smile. (:
you have my heart, but jesus has both of us <3

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11:06 오전

` 649; -





Jesus loves me yes I know ;D

Yes my pretties.
I've contracted dengue, much to my horror

But, how many of you know, when we have illnesses like these, we'll emerge from them, coming out stronger than before? (AMEN!)

If I get admitted to hospital, I can go see hot doctors :DD
(okay Ji-hoon, you're always second in my heart. JESUS COMES FIRST! :D)

B4, (& Ji-hoon)
don't miss me.XD

라벨:




토요일, 7월 14, 2007, 9:35 오후

` 648; -

Now I understand:

How Carrie White felt when they poured pig's blood on her in the novel Carrie by Stephen King

How Cat felt in the book Returnable Girl

How Mia Thermopolis felt in The Princess Diaries by Meg Cabot

How Ji-hoon felt when he was MY AGE.

I understand.




8:46 오후

` 647; -

Could somebody, anybody, actually has the SENSE or the INITIATIVE to tell me:

1) What homework we have

&

2) What are the topics for the various subjects for the upcoming exams?

If you haven't NOTICED THAT I HAD (UNWILLINGLY) BEEN ABSENT FROM SCHOOL FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS.

(only Jolyn was the gracious one to collect MEP homework for me.)

What's the world going to. The DOGS?!

라벨:




2:29 오후

` 646; -

Had a chat with Elias on MSN last night.

What he said really made sense.

"Beauty is in the eye of the beholder..."

"True, but sometimes we have to have external beauty also."

He shot a verse back.

"Proverbs 31:3o
Charm is deceitful, and beauty is vain,but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised."

He had me there.

라벨:




9:31 오전

` 645; -

Since the fever's ALMOST gone

I shall try to get up from my lazy arse and actually do some work.




월요일, 7월 09, 2007, 10:49 오후

A letter to you.

Dad,
please stop.

Please stop scolding me
Demoralising me
Beating me up

Now my blood runs down
By the computer cable you threw.

I will never be like you
I'll never judge my children like you judged me.

I'll get married as soon as possible
To someone even better than you.
Who respects me
Loves me
Encourages me

...unlike you.

God, you know you love me.




일요일, 7월 08, 2007, 12:29 오전

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that's my step of faith;

my first step of changing the atmosphere in this school.
to bring in the new culture. bring in a new revival.

we're not doing this just because we crave for attention
we did this because we love people with the love of Jesus.

you may step on them
you may tear them
you may make use of them and stick it all on one locker

it may break my heart
but those will NOT back me down
it'll spur me on even more
to do more of these things.
to live the cultural mandate
to love people.


love God, love others.
revival is coming.