so we'd spread love like violence; ♥
환영
♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}

n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence

나는


naomi jung
서여정, 三浦 なおみ
29 june 1992
ngee ann poly mass communications
Rorsharch ink blot
Pianist
J Tune Entertainment

& ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥


ll.intoxicated.ll@gmail

Heart of God Church ♥ b41

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friendster
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facebook
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나의 남편!

누구지?

정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband.

Faith/Spaz - the best friend.

Prisia/Siao - the other best friend.

Cheryl - Cooking mama

Joyce - Korean fanatic.

Brother (wenjun) - who has 10000000 brains

Hyun - Mr Smart-ass Korean.

Chew - Dear Leader.

용어

Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie

Ajusshi (아저씨) : Uncle

Chagiya/Yeobo (자기야/여보): Darling/Honey

Namja Chingu/Namchin (남자친구/남친) : boyfriend

Yeoja Chingu/Yeochin (여친/여자친구) : girlfriend

Hyung (형) : Older brother (for males)

Oppa (오빠) : Older brother, also can be used as "boyfriend" in a steady relationship (for females)

Nuna (누나) : Older sister (for males)

Onni (언니) : Older sister (for females)

Ssulung (썰렁) : "so cheesy/cold/lame" for cold jokes

Selca (셀카) : camwhore/self camera

Wang Ja (왕자) : 6 pack/washboard abs

할말!



친구

♥ Heart Of God Church
♥ B and C Zone!
♥ donghaeng; Lord and Me
♥ Moi-même-Moitié
♥ amelia
♥ andrew lau!
♥ andrina
♥ anqi
♥ bellrarie!
♥ boxue!
♥ candy!
♥ cassandra!
♥ chew!
♥ clara!
♥ dajie
♥ darren!
♥ daryl!
♥ debrah
♥ faith, best friend!
♥ fedora!
♥ gabrielle!
♥ hinwen
♥ ivan!
♥ jasmine
♥ jia en!
♥ jia jia!
♥ jiayang!
♥ jia yun
♥ joanne!
♥ joyce
♥ kenneth!
♥ le raine
♥ ling
♥ liyin
♥ lucinda!
♥ marissa
♥ nadine!
♥ nelson!
♥ pearlyn
♥ peggy
♥ pei fen!
♥ pei jun
♥ reuben
♥ ruoen!
♥ ryan new!
♥ samantha!
♥ samantha whang
♥ sion; mr kimchi!
♥ shermaine!
♥ shihua
♥ shijin
♥ shizhe
♥ shumin
♥ shu xian/joe
♥ sofiana
♥ sophia
♥ sushian!
♥ sylvia!
♥ thea
♥ ting wei!
♥ trisha
♥ wanwen
♥ wei lai
♥ wendy
♥ winsome
♥ yi jing!
♥ yu xuan
♥ zhiyi!

명사

♥ Abingdon Boys School
♥ Gackt
♥ Kenichi Matsuyama @ Horipro
♥ L'arc~En~Ciel
♥ Malice Mizer
♥ Namie Amuro
♥ S.K.I.N

♥ Big Bang
♥ DBSK Offical Site
♥ Epik High
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Entertainment
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Creative
♥ Rain's Offical Site
♥ Se7en
♥ Tablo
♥ Yiruma

♥ Gackt Dears
♥ Gackt Syndrome
♥ Rain Singapore
♥ Rain Union
♥ Sexy Bi

블로그

Blogs I read:

♥ Feet Man Seoul
♥ Joss Sticks
♥ K-popped!
♥ Lakeside Girl
♥ Mr Brown
♥ Mr Miyagi
♥ Mr Wang Says So
♥ PopSeoul!
♥ The Sartorialist
♥ Sibeh Sian
♥ Singaporean Mind
♥ Son of Singapore

주크박스

과거

11월 2005 12월 2005 1월 2006 2월 2006 3월 2006 4월 2006 5월 2006 6월 2006 7월 2006 8월 2006 9월 2006 10월 2006 11월 2006 12월 2006 1월 2007 2월 2007 3월 2007 4월 2007 5월 2007 6월 2007 7월 2007 8월 2007 9월 2007 10월 2007 11월 2007 12월 2007 1월 2008 2월 2008 3월 2008 4월 2008 5월 2008 6월 2008 7월 2008 8월 2008 9월 2008 10월 2008 11월 2008 12월 2008

감사

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일요일, 9월 30, 2007, 9:26 오후

` 766; -

I really hope Os end early.
THEN I CAN GO MOSCOW & LONDON WITH PASTORS!!! :D

-

Was talking to Sylvia about our lives and we realised
that Fedora, Me and her have the same vision.

We saw that we were standing on the stage telling the world about God, but Sylvia & Fedora was preaching but I was sharing my testimony amongst hoardes of screaming people.

Super Zai.
<3

I love HOGC.

-

STUDYING WITH ALVIN AND HANNAH TOMORROW AT BISHAN PARK SEC.
CRASHING THEIR SCHOOL HAHAHAHAH.

:D

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토요일, 9월 29, 2007, 11:25 오후

` 765; - God of my forever

TODAY WAS AMA-ZING.
Pastor How preached about Spiritual Hunger.
Would you just because of exams break up with your boyfriend?
Or, because he stays in Tuas and you stay in Harbourfront, and you give the excuse that it's too far?

"If you love Jesus, what is PO?"

That statement left an impact on me.
If you're hungry enough, you really do your utmost to really love Him by going all out to learn/serve.

Worldy distractions.
I shall NOT let exams stop me from going to church.
Talking about worldy distractions, just now the power went out
and we continued praying and worshipping.
The presence of God was really strong
It isn't about the music, it is about Jesus

We sang,"God of my forever." I really want all of Him.
Just now we were kneeling down, the presence came so strongly like a rushing wind
I was crying
All the emotions just came out
I was crying non-stop
Even Weekiat & Tingwei were trying to comfort me
I couldn't stop tearing
I felt like this burden was being lifted off my shoulders

God, I'll be Yours forever.
Not just now but for eternity.
When I get married, have children, have a job
It'll be all about You.

I thank God I'm in Heart Of God Church.
Priveleged to be in this growing season
I WILL RISE UP TO BE A LEADER.
I WILL.

-

I PROCLAIM THAT HOUGANG SEC WILL BE THE NEXT NORTHBROOKS! :D

I pray for a REVIVAL.
Like King David
So much opposition, and he became one of the greatest kings of all time.
WOAH.
I really saw a new side to Weekiat & Joel.
They have really become so strong, I am so proud of them (:

AND I MUST MENTION ROY OMG.
HAHAHAHAHH.
Roy looks so scary!
Like a shaolin monk ):
But still handsome and godly anywayyy.

Jason is super funny!
He allowed me to touch his head.
Felt like velvet! AHAHAHHHHH.

Army life is so interesting.

I WILL GO TO MOSCOW TOGETHER WITH PASTORS!
NEXT YEAR!
BY THAT TIME MY Os WILL BE OVER AND DONE WITH MWAHAHAHAHAHHAAAAA.

-

God of my forever
& forever I'm with You
My life is saved with a price
Your sacrifice
Redeemed my soul

God of my forever
& forever I will sing
My greatest honour will always be
to serve my Lord & King

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12:44 오전

` 764; -

Dear God

I want more of You;

and perhaps acne-free-Jun-Jihyun -matte-flawless skin PLEASE.

<3, Naomi

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금요일, 9월 28, 2007, 8:22 오후

` 763; - so what could i do

I would like to thank God for my Music Elective results~

I got 85, surprisingly! The highest in class!
I srsly didn't expect it.
I thought other people would get higher than me (eg. Chengfen + Alastair)
&&.

Thank You God for giving me joy in such a dark period.

-

Thanks to WEEKIAT, I got to church late.
I made him lost in NTUC, and then we packeted food up to church.
He got ripped off by the amount of CHEESE (HAH!) in LJS.

:D

My Bibimbap sucked.
):
She overcooked the egg.
BAHHHHH.

I BEAT HIM IN POOL AGAIN :D
Did BM, I vaccummed the floor and he scrubbed the lift
I accidentally left a fingerprint on the glass panel and Weekiat almost killed me.

Then bussed home, and talked a lot about stuff.
STUFF. :D

-

I'm really tired.
I'm going to scream.

I can't stand your attitude.
If you want to do something, DO IT PROPERLY.

-

And who are YOU to tell him what to do?
He is convicted,
he won't listen to you.

라벨:




수요일, 9월 26, 2007, 11:11 오후

` 762; - 「愛してる...」

廻る、廻る...置き去りにされた時間の中で私は今
les miserables
愛し過ぎた貴方が 壁際の向こうで
そっと微笑ってる

届かないこの想いだけ...叶息にのせて

Turn, turn... Inside of the time that left me behind I am, now,
les misérables
You who I loved too much are on the other side of the wall
Softly smiling

My feelings will never reach you... I'll put them in a sigh

いつまでも抱きしめて　いつまでも抱きしめて...

君だけを抱きしめて...

-

I don't really know why.
It came as suddenly as the tide
All the tears that fall down my face
like snowflakes falling from the sky

I hold you close to my heart
And I'll only say
I love you...

永遠を歩いてゆける
これからもきっと二人で ... 愛してる.

라벨:




10:19 오후

` 761; -

Dear Naomi

Please:

1) Revise your work and no more slacking
2) Don't laugh at Ji-hoon's english anymore and start to do something
3) Revise korean.

Thank you.

Yours Sincerely,
Naomi.

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3:56 오후

` 760; -

Oh. NO. NO.


I think it's my fault now. I have been asking and pleading for Ji-hoon to adopt a more suave image (even if tattoos are against my nature) and I know he can't be Lee Young Jae forever but WHAT IS THIS?!

THE HAIR LOOK AT THE HAIR!





Looks like Ed Hardys eh?
Think it's too much Prison Break.
If he's going to be like that forever and ever amen, I think I'm going to cry.

라벨:




3:37 오후

` 759; -

I see a harvest.
Right in front of me.

No matter how much I faced opposition
I will stand firm
Strong
Like David, how he ran away from Saul
and practically everyone hated him.

I see Hougang Sec being the next Northbrooks.
I can envision Esther, Angelina, Joel, Weekiat and I being the next Charlestons, Samanthas, Jian Mings, Ivans, Leonards, Roys.

How we can make a difference.
Devil, miracles do happen.

라벨:




화요일, 9월 25, 2007, 9:41 오후

` 758; - under his spell

I shall write a love story for Lulu-chan :D

-

It was snowing, in the middle of the afternoon. The air smelt fresh, crisp and delicate.

It wasn't sunny, but it clearly wasn't dark, either. The clouds overhead had allowed some of the sun's rays to permeate through and gave the sky a whitish-grey hue.

I stepped out of the subway station, and continued walking along the relatively deserted path leading to the woods.

The snow crunched under my boots, and everywhere was white through and through. My ears and cheeks steamed up immediately, even through I had just left the station. My hazel coloured hair was being teased by the wind, swinging up and down.

I trudged down the street, and to the path that seperated the woods. No one uses that path much nowadays, as the main road had been constructed.

I use that path as it brought back memories of people, and I could fantasize about my idol, Satoru Okabe, also known as Gackt, for as much as I want, without the usual hustle and bustle of the main road disturbing my fantasy.


I walked ahead. The deserted road seemed like a scene in a typical Korean drama. The bare trees were standing by the side, as if welcoming me into their world.

Suddenly, it began to snow. I have never seen snow falling before, as I was being born and raised in Singapore, a country which boasts a tropical climate. I gazed at the falling flakes in awe, and instinctively opened up my palms to catch them.

I giggled as the snowflake froze a portion of my palm and melted, tickling me as it did so. I felt a burst of joy within me as I flung my bag down, and spun around, arms outstretched, in the snow. I stopped, for I could feel someone watching me.

My eyes were solely fixed upon a figure.

He came, as suddenly as the rushing wind.

He was wearing a black leather jacket which ran all the way down to his knees, and his hair was hazel brown. He was taller than me, for his boots seemed like platforms. His black leather pants glinted slightly, and it seemed to match his hair, but it contrasted.He was wearing a pair of black Ray-Bans which concealed his face and his identity.

I could somehow gather that he was Asian. Chinese? Nope. Korean? Possibly. Japanese? Maybe.

He stood there, the snowflakes coming to a rest on his shoulders like it did mine. Our eyes locked, but I could not see his.

"So, you like snow, do you?" His warm, mellow voice resonated through the cold.

I turned, my back facing him. I was unsure of what to say and do.

"Yes." I replied, shaking.

I figured, the best way was to head home as fast as possible, which was what I had initially planned to do. I kept a steady pace, hoping that he would not follow me.

But alas, somehow, I heard footsteps behind me. Not that of friends, family or acquaintences. Not as a couple, but as total strangers.

He was walking and observing me.

Then he spoke again, his voice as cool as plastic, but as warm as an embrace.

"You like snow."

"Yes, I like it. It brings a moment of joy and happiness to me, as I have never seen snow before." I elaborated, not wanting to sound cold and hostile.

The stranger smiled, and asked, his voice tainted with surprise, "You haven't seen snow?"

"I was brought up in Singapore. It is near the equator so no ounce of snow has ever been seen by us." I shot back. "Not yet anyway."

The stranger chuckled.

"I came here, to Canada, just to see the snowfall." He said. "It is different from Japan."

Oh. So indeed, he was Japanese.

"There's something here that is different from Japanese snow." He concluded, glancing at me.
Japan. My heart skipped a beat.

"You're Japanese?" I asked, sounding amused. "It is my dream to travel to Japan."

He seemed slightly amused too.

"Oh? And why so?"

"I would like to eat freshly prepared sashimi, and experience snow on Mount Fuji . It must be heaven on earth."

"I'm afraid the rapid pace of life there destroys the beauty of snowfall there." He replied.

I shook my head, still grinning. My heart beat faster. It may be the fact that the stranger was Japanese. I was speaking the truth when I had said that I wanted to go to Japan.

"No, the place doesn't matter. Only your view of it matters."

He smiled, and said, "Very well."

"Why do you wish to go so badly?" He prompted. "Just for the snow alone?"

"No... the Japanese culture. Their dramas, manga... and music." I confessed.

"Oh? What kind of music do you like?" He pressed further.

"Well... I like Namie Amuro," I paused, and continued, "And I used to like BoA. But however, my obssession and my all-time favourite is, and will be, Gackt." I finished with a flourish, and turned to look at the stranger.

He seemed surprised, and he started to laugh.

"What?" I asked, accusingly.

"Nothing. I like Gackt too." He smiled once more, as if hiding a secret. "What do you like about him?"

I breathed a sigh of relief. I wasn't caring about him, nor the snow. My brain was furiously working to find out how I could translate my love and admiraton for Gackt in words.

"I like his voice. It is like a burning flame in the middle of a snowstorm. And I love his character. Brimming with determination and peserverence."I said. "He's my role model."

The stranger was silent. He was probably dreaming up his own version of Gackt.

"Anyway..." I continued, trying to break the silence, "I would really love to meet him, which seems impossible, as I am only a 18 year old university student." I concluded. I had felt so comfortable with this stranger. I should've kept my big mouth shut.

"I hope you would meet him someday too." The stranger whispered.

I sighed. "It would be a miracle if I had! It's impossible!" I breathed, and awaited the stranger's answer. I thought he would change the topic.

"Never give up," He said simply. "Nothing is impossible, and impossible is nothing."

"Pardon?"

"You can't just give up without even trying to meet him," he stated, "You will someday meet him, I promise!"

I stopped, as we had reached the front porch of my house. I lingered on his words. I trudged up
the stairs. The stranger was leaving.

"But, he wouldn't come to Canada." I said stubbornly. "He'd probably wouldn't like it here."

"No.. I love it here."

I spun around. What had he said? He had disappeared into thin air, like the rushing wind. My mind was filled with excitement.

I ran down the street, and stopped to catch for breath.

I hadn't realized that familliar voice. That sweet, warm, deep, wild, mellow and always beautiful
voice. I had known him for very long and I thought he was a stranger.

But he wasn't.

He was Gackt.

-

AHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
YAY.
Finally posted my fanfic up! :D

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월요일, 9월 24, 2007, 10:11 오후

` 757; - forgotten girl

She's just your normal girl. Her skin has betrayed her tender age.

She stood there, watching the scene unfurl before her like a scene without sound, noticing but not being noticed, like a piece of furniture, there but not there at the same time. She sees as the guy in front of her whips out his mobile phone and started to message someone she knows but doesn't know with much vigour. Finishing the message with a flourish, he put his sleek phone down, grinned at her and said nothing, his gaze piercing into her own.

"Luke," she started. He nodded.

"Would you...help me?"

He continued nodding. "Your wish is my command, Mari."

"Luke... would you help me love me?"

"Mari..."

He did not continue. His furrowed brow gave it away.

"Toilet."

He stood up, leaving his phone behind.
She took up his phone and started to play with it, looking at component after component until she found his inbox.

She saw the messages both sent to her and her.

To her: "K. I tot is mt @ bus stop?"

To the other her: "Ah ya, u so funny. dun talk lyk tt, or nt she dun lyk u. gd nites, k?"

Immediately she knew.
She slid the phone back just as Luke returned with a "Shall we go?"

She nodded, handed the phone back to him and avoided his gaze.

He could probably never hear her paper heart tearing into a different million pieces she strode in front of him, her head held high to prevent him from noticing the solidary tear leaving a track down her imperfect face.

-

ZOMG what WAS I THINKING!

HAHHHH

라벨:




일요일, 9월 23, 2007, 9:00 오후

` 756; -

We just ended our Daniel Fast today!

Met Weekiat at the bus stop & went to Serangoon station to meet Chelsea & Sylvia.

YAP WEE KIAT MADE US LATE BECAUSE HE WENT TO TOP UP HIS CARD. ):
Sylvia & Chelsea & I were laughing at him man.

Naomi: "I got lame joke! Chelsea, why your father bring my father to Macs?"
Chelsea: "? They know each other?"
Naomi: "No. Because papa la papa."

AHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Broke our Daniel Fast with BURGER KING :D
Stole Weekiat's Crumpler bag strap w/o him knowing until Chelsea Chua saboed me. ):
Walked around Plaza Sing for awhile with Fedora, Darren, Jiawei, Chelsea, Sylvia, Hannah and Weekiat. :D

-sidetrack-

This Daniel Fast has been the best fast in my life man.
MANY MANY revelations from God.
I've lost the fire, but He has reignited it back within me
now it's burning
burning
like an unquenchable worshipper.

Plaza Sing is like totally empty without HOGC people man.
HAHAHHAAAAAAAAAA.

Played fussball & pool with B4 in church.
I AM PROUD TO SAY THAT I, NAOMI SEOW RU TING, BEAT ALVIN YAP WEE KIAT IN FUSSBALL & POOL.

& someone owes me a crumpler bag for my birthday n0rhxzxzxzxzxzxzxxzxzxzxzxz.

-

Pastor Joakim's service was so mindblowing.
It was about finding the Right One.
:D

We must get to know God, develop ourselves and find the main road!
How can we love someone if we do not love God?
We must know who we are first, or not our future partner will endure hell wth a barrage of complaints.
I will share my life with someone who has the same passion as I do; -JESUS.
Together, we can run towards the common goal, together hand in hand.

LOVE IS PATIENT.
I Will Wait!

-

Keesiao-ed during dinner.
Desiree wrote: "I love you babe! You're a beautiful girl!" on the bible that was meant for WG
and then everyone diverted their attention to the Mocca advert; "Look at my matching pipes!"
And we were laughing at Weekiat,
he is super funny and childish!
and he loves VACUMMING THE CARPETED STEPS OF CHURCH.
Then Nelson was teasing Tingwei
and yadayadayada.

AHAHAH Boxue was tortured.

Bus-sed home with Tingwei, Ah Pia (Bing Rong), Gong Hua, Sherlene, Weekiat and Pearlene. :D

Naomi: "Hi. My name is Naomi and I have 3 daughters."
Weekiat: "Hi. My name is Weekiat and I have 12 sons."
Ah Pia: "Hi. My name is Ah Pia and I love biscuits."

zomg super NO LINK.

I LOVE MY CHURCH.:D

라벨:




10:05 오전

` 755; -
I so want to get plastic surgery.
Take Kim Ah Joong (200 pounds beauty) for example.


That was when she was 15!!!!!
AND NOW!

AHHHHHHHHHH I want!

Srsly, if you're pretty, everyone would just fall at your feet!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH.

It's true that inner beauty counts, but helloooooooooo.
OMG I feel so ungodly now.

I want to look like HER!




Jun Ji-hyun (:
AHHH,
I think I'll chicken out when I lie on the operating table >.<

라벨:




토요일, 9월 22, 2007, 11:51 오후

` 754; - JESUS FREAK



What will people think
When they hear that I'm a Jesus freak
What will people do when they find that it's true
I don't really care if they label me a Jesus freak
There ain't no disguising the truth

I have chosen the narrow road.
Pastor Joakim's sermon was the best. :D

L for Lucifer the LOSER.

Say Loserrrrrrrrrrrrrr, with your hands up in the air

Say loserrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

라벨:




11:20 오후

` 753; -


I got this super old pic of B4 before we moved into Paya Lebar:


AND, of Bzone:





I love them so much.
I'll never trade them for anything else in the world.

So Jesus consume me flow through me

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10:22 오전

` 752; - HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

I want to post a birthday shout-out(s) to my 2 of my favourite people in the world! :D

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BELINDA SEE TING WEI!



It's great having a good friend like you!
You have been talking with me and confiding stuff in me like (DREAMS), and other whatnot!
Thank you for listening to my troubles and stuff, and help me along the way too!
& I love doing cafe with you man.

Let's rise up and build this house together!
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY WOMAN!
:D

♥, NAOMI.

Secondly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTIE FAITH SIM JIA RUI :D


Faith is the uber tall one.
HEY BESTIE!
We've been best friends for 3 SOLID YEARS :D
Since I met you in Singapore's Brainiest!
HAHA I miss the days where we disturbed Perry and Anurak xD
BRING THEM TO HOGC. HAHAHAH.
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY.
Grow strong in God!
Carry the fire!

♥, your best friend :D

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금요일, 9월 21, 2007, 8:03 오후

` 751; -

WITH YOUR ARMS AROUND ME
YOUR FACE IS ALL THAT I SEEK
YOU ALONE ARE MY DESIRE
YOU HAVE SET MY HEART ON FIRE
I WILL LIFT MY HEART & SOUL
TO WORSHIP YOU ALONE.

Jesus, my heart belongs to You.

-

I am disgusted at my school's culture
Thank God for church people.

Day 5 of Daniel Fast is over!
But we're growing.
GROWING.

I can feel Darren and I becoming leaders in church
STRONG LEADERS WITH CONVICTION.

라벨:




목요일, 9월 20, 2007, 11:15 오후

` 750; -

I PASSED KOREAN (:
& hopefully music.

Sherman is super nonsense.
He immediately changed his Bluetooth name to Sex Bomb, then to I love Gail.
HAHA poor Gail.

JOYCE & I PASSED KOREAN & WE'RE GOING TO ELEMENTARY 2! :D

And she reignited my love for my one and only GACKT CAMUI ♥

OMG and S.K.I.N debuted on my birthday this year!
2nd best birthday present EVERRR. ♥

-

Daniel fast is really good.
Things are moving.
Moving moving
like a high speed bullet train.
God, take a hold of me.

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수요일, 9월 19, 2007, 9:38 오후

` 749; -

HELLO (:

I am taking a break from studying korean particles and consonants and vowels.

-

AHHHHHH.
RAIN makes me SMILE (:
HAH I'm in a sudden mood of writing to him!
My mom's not going to approve of me writing to him though
I'd probably try to fit myself into the envelope too
and it's the point of no return.
Or a parcel, perhaps.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

So I'll just start writing on my blog hopefully he'll see it ♥

안녕 ~ ^^
사랑한다면!!!!
여정너무너무좋아해요!
싱가포르에 빨리 오는! :D
사랑해요 오빠! ♥

ANYWAY.
back to the books.

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8:06 오후

` 748; -

Hello.
I am very very grumpy. I am as fat as a buffalo now. My fats are bursting out of my clothes. Pre-SA2 is making me eat like a horse. Mooncake at 12am. Vegetable soup + papaya for breakfast. Every half hour after studying I'd binge on apples. Zomg I feel so fat I'm gonna faint.


The horrid reality is sinking in.
I MUST STUDY.
I am srsly contemplating to go Lasalle.
But for music of course, I can't do art for nuts

Korean + MEP test tomorrow.

JESUS IS WITH ME. (:

in awe of the One who gave it all

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7:50 오후

` 747; -

I can feel the CG moving.
The whole church is moving.

Our cg now is progressing to reading books!
I'm becoming a bookstore already.

&, today, the devil tried to tempt me by not giving me any food to eat for lunch.
Cheese and I walked around Hougang Point, trying to find anything Daniel Fast-worthy for me to eat.
And I had to settle with Yong Tau Fu for 3 days in a row.
Cheese tried to tempt me with Macdonalds too. HAHAH
But I won't be tempted, Cheese. :D

I'm happily munching on mooncake and apple. My dad is now eating chips.
Imagine the temptation.
But I'm ignoring it.

"One who is full of the Holy Spirit does not mean he walks in the power of the Spirit. The way into power, especially in prayer, is to fast and pray." Pastor Cho Yonggi


even if you try to turn him against me
he won't,
because he knows what is right and wrong
so stop trying
you're just wasting your effort.

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화요일, 9월 18, 2007, 12:06 오후

` 746; - of dreams

Scary...

I had ANOTHER dream last night.

I dreamt I was with C, and we were walking around Hougang Point. Then suddenly, he took my hand and we were walking around, hand in hand, like lovers but yet like perfect strangers. Then we saw a lot of Hougang Sec people and I yanked my hand away from his. As we went to Hougang Point library (yes HP has a library in my dream), he grabbed my hand once again and put it through his arm (linking arms). And he said he was hungry and then that library has a cafe, and he sat there while I was going around finding books. Then he grabbed me by the waist and whispered what book I was looking for and I woke up.

I can still feel that tangible feeling when we were walking hand in hand, srsly. It was like, I depended on him or smth like that. SCARY.

*

And on Sat, had another scary dream.

I dreamt I was texting B while on my bed, and then B asked,

"want to go out sometime? just you & me <3"

And I texted back,

"I can't... I'm a leader and I have to wait till I'm 21."

Then CM (CM and C are two different persons) burst into my room wearing home clothes and yelled, "Naomi we have a leader's meeting in church now!"

I remembered I was all, "WTheck is he doing in my house?!"

SCARYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

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11:15 오전

` 745; - my name

Daniel Fasting with Chelsea, Hannah, Sylvia and Darren and FEDORA EE JING WEN (:
(better put her name big big or not Rain kangkong on me =X)

2nd day of rabbit food (:

-

Yesterday at my dad's dinner function:

Dad's friend: "So your name is?"

Me: "Naomi."

Dad's friend: "Nami?"

Me: "NA-OH-MI or NAY-O-MI."

Dad's friend: "Nayoume?"

Me: *sighs* "Yes yes."

Dad's friend: "Are you Singaporean?"

Me: ...

-

5 common responses when it comes to my name

1) Ask whether I'm from Singapore. Even if I am named after a random Japanese geisha, it doesn't mean I come from Japan. I speak Singlish.

2) Mis-pronounce it as Nayoume. It's Na-oh-mi for goodness sakes. Don't say, "It's so difficult to pronounce!" Difficult my foot. You're just too lazy to open your mouth.

3) Ask me where is my kimono. It has happened before.

4) Ask me if my mother wants me to be like Naomi Campbell when I grow up. Right. As a mother, she wants me to be an international sex symbol/model.

5) Crack anymore Naomi-in-the-bible/Naomi Campbell/geisha jokes because I've heard them all. Hurr hurr.

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월요일, 9월 17, 2007, 9:31 오후

` 744; -

★ ☆ nao'ymi ♥ † my utmost for His highest; says:
verily verily i say unto you

† Darren † Others says:
merrily merrily i listen

NONSENSE.

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6:52 오후

` 743; - I hate getais.


I know I'm a hardcore Royston Tan fan, but do YOU NEED TO LITERALLY TAKE WORD FOR WORD AND SET UP A GETAI NEAR MY HOUSE?!?!?!

I NEED TO STUDY & THE LAST THING I NEED IS A TECHNO RENDITION OF THE MOON REPRESENTS MY HEART ON FULL BLAST.


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3:05 오후

` 743; - revelations

God is truly amazing.

Yesterday night I had a dream about Sylvia, wearing her black shirt and jeans, and she said to me, "God will use you mightifully and powerfully beyond your imagination."

I messaged her his morning, telling her about my dream and she replied,

"You know what I was about to write that in a card and pass it to you... but I guess God's communication is faster than mine.

WOW.

I'm doing Daniel Fast with Chelsea, Sylvia and Darren.

And as I was reading Pastor Cho's book, this phrase leapt out at me.

"Tell God SPECIFICALLY what you want. Don't say things in general. And after we pray, we must confess that we have actually recieved it. Whatever we ask in faith, God will provide."

Super powerful.

I want "My Utmost for His Highest" by Oswald Chambers and "Through the gates of splendour" by Elisabeth Elliot! :D

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일요일, 9월 16, 2007, 10:59 오후

` 742; - fill me up with You

Boxue is so weird.
I was happily sticking Post-It Notes on everyone with Chelsea and Desiree today, and he became my victim, naturally.


Trying to act super smart

And he modified it.

Take a closer look...




SO WHATEVER CAN.

&! OMG!

LEIYI came for today's service!
Lei Yi's my primary school super close schoolmate whom I have lost contact, and SHE CAME!
I was kee-siaoing away with my cg, and she was like, "Naomi?!"
I didn't know who she was.
And then the next moment we were like hugging each other. HAHAH.

"Naomi, now you became more hyper, more alive. You've never been like this before."
"Yeah, this is what God does in you."

Pastor Glenn Lim's service was awesome.
It's amazing that God singled him out to lead him from a bitter past to a great destiny.

As we were singing "The Stand", I was tearing.
What did we do for Him to die for us?
He can choose not to be our scapegoat
And just strut around
But He chose to eat humble pie and die.
Now I'll give my life to Him.

So what could I say
What could I do
But offer this heart oh God
Completely to You

So I'll stand
with arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all
So I'll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours

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10:27 오전

` 741; - getcha head in the trigo

I NEED A BREAK. I'M RLY BEING MORE PRODUCIVE AT HOME. MUCH MORE. I'M NOT GOING TO THE DOCTOR, TO WASTE MORE TIME AND MONEY FOR AN MC. I CAN'T STAND THE TIMES SLEEPING THROUGH CHINESE JUST TO CATCH UP ON SLEEP. KICK ME OUT OF CLASS NEED BE. IN CONCLUSION, JUST LET ME STAY AT HOME.

& i must pass math,

AAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHH..

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9:33 오전

` 740; -

I'd call you up
On a Saturday night
& we'd both stay up till the morning light
we sang, "here we go again"

And though time goes by
I will always be
In a club with you
In 1973
Singing, "Here we go again"

- James Blunt, 1973

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1:23 오전

` 739; -

Yu Xuan is so funny.
She just throws a pillow at a guy during NPCC at ATC

and.

She's got him lovestoned.

Amazing.

I don't think I need pillows.
I need the love of God to trip him over.
AHAHAHHHHH.

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토요일, 9월 15, 2007, 11:17 오후

` 738; -

I am so loving ministry.
I'm in Fashion (Deco) & Cafe!
I want to join the worship team! AHAHA
HANGING OUT WITH THE LEADERS IS SUPER FUNNY.
I want to be like them!

:D

Pastor Aries was super duper wonderful! :D
What he said really impacted me.
Especially the part where he said, in order for growth, we ourselves must be strong.
Build our own altar!

We need FIREY PASSION.

OH, and I promised I'd blog about WEE KIAT! :D
He is truly the EV king man.
Super awesome!
He's growing and will continue to grow...
From one who has no convictions and faith whatsoever, he has a VISION!
Woah, in 3 months he has REALLY grown a LOT
& I'm so proud of him! *claps*

&& I must mention this!

He even bought a bible for WG, w/o us telling him to do so! *cheers*
Continue to grow! :D Never lose faith!

& during dinner, we made a lot of noise
until the next table was so irritated. HAHA
Sucks to you man.
With God in us we're like that :D

We spoke about our future in church!
Fedora's was to have her own graphics company and serve as staff!
Darren's was to be Head of Post Production
Tingwei's was to be Head of Building Maintenence (HAHA QUEEN OF TOILETS)
& mine?

Pastor Naomi Seow, keyboardist / worship leader AHAHAHAHAHHHH

AMEN!

& I will ask Fedora and Boxue to design my house next time AHAHAHA.



lead me to the cross.

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9:35 오전

` 737; - love jacked









When you stand outside my window
You could hear me breathing in slumber
The barrier seperating us
fragile but soothing
is cruel
cruel
a small reflection of you is embedded in the glass
to reach out and touch you
is a dream
a forbidden dream

we will break the barrier, one day
one day
to fulfill the forbidden request of love;

PS. I ♥ You.





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금요일, 9월 14, 2007, 11:03 오후

` 736; -

you stood at the window
me at the opposite end
our fingers touched but not touching
then you left
and came in

We believe in this perpetual love;




Sitting at the Admin alfresco side at church at night is so ROMANTIC :D

I like.

Was sitting there eating with Joyce & Shermaine
:D
Praising God while eating... woahhhh. Inspiring.


ANDDDD, the guest room is like SUPER COOL. ♥
And the leaders are like SUPER FUNNY AHAHAH.

LX, don't worry for NS okay.
You're like super zai can.
We love you infinty &hearts ♥
Praying for you (:


-

What Samantha shared with us today was really true.

In B4, all we talk about is usually, gossip. Guys. Worldly things.

"Out of abundance of our heart, our mouth speaks."

Really, we need to change. Talk about bigger issues, bigger things in life than ogle at the handsome guy walking around in khaki pants.

B4 will grow, enlarge & expand! ♥

-

Biology test is the ♥
I got 8/10! :D
Thank You God :D

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12:32 오전

` 735; -

www.nygensg.blogspot.com

I'll make sure when I preach with my husband
my daughter will get to go to Sweden too.

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12:29 오전

` 734; -

Please,
I'm not even in JC and I'm mugging like mad.
I need REST.

& I can't wait to see your smile again
for it makes my heart palpitate

Love, me.

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목요일, 9월 13, 2007, 11:53 오후

` 733; - schoolgirl

I stopped at Serangoon for bubble tea after Dad sent me home from Korean.

Under the dim glow of the street lamps, I saw a very young teenage couple, around my age I reckon, holding hands, sitting at the deserted playground slide. The girl was still in school uniform, hands around her waist, bubble tea in one hand and a nose in her hair. In her abode, she probably has a picture of him and her, him looking down at her and she gazing adoringly in his eyes, probably with heart-shaped objects flitting around her head. And the guy would have a thought bubble over his head saying, "Yea right."

That's the thing about first loves, you don't question it, you don't wonder about it at all.

You don't doubt it. You don't think about it. You tell yourself to take it slow.

You just don't carry any baggage with it. Unknowingly you just surrender yourself to that person who has complete control of your heart and soul. You just let it play around, with the mentality of que sera sera till the day he doesn't become your Prince Charming. One might have smiled at the image of puppy love, but I felt revulsion and a twinge of sadness. And when he decides to leave, he will take her whole heart with him, not a chip. He took away her heart, her soul and her chasity intact for the person God intended for her to love. With purity and respect.

It might sound foolish, and as I wonder about the joys of motherhood and how does it feel to be a true woman of life (yes, at 15 I wonder too much) literally, I wonder if it would be a mistake to even have children in the future. I envisioned my sweet little princess in a high chair, looking every inch like me with single eyelids and a aquiline nose, grinning away at me with a sacchrine innocent smile that resembles her father, in her pressed pink frock and waiting for things to be handed to her in a timely manner. But as she grows old to have butterflies in her stomach whenever a guy walks past her, my princess will remember me, yes, but she desires another.

I'll be her mother, the other her email password. Then by that time it'll be too little too late, and the guy would look and search for someone else to whet his next appetite, my sweet princess would be crumple in a corner, weeping softly for the charlatan who so cruelly took her innocence, her heart and her faith.

Maybe I just think too much.

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11:36 오후

` 732; - BANG BANG YAY I DIED

stared into each other's orfices
longing for that deep within
as the gates clang shut
I can't lie
for a beautiful liar


My parents are such killjoys. ):


Today was funny.
Remy's hip-gyrating thrusts. Priceless.

& the piano mep thing sucked balls.
I totally MESSED up my Sonata (I can't play Mozart for NUTS) & my Nocturne was URGH.
But Miss Chew said it was GOOD.

ㅎ.ㅎ

Then trained to Paya Lebar with Gail, Remy & Marcus after MEP.
CHURCH! :D

WALAMAK. Jomain left school the same time as I did, but we MISSED each other.
Anyway, studied like crazy in church.
Thea arrived & we started to do a letter for Roy as he's going army TOMORROW. ):
& I chickened out, as I needed to go for Korean class.

Roy: "I knew you guys were going to give me the card."
Thea: "How you know?"
Roy: "I saw you and Naomi making the card upstairs what."
Thea: "Why you so kpo?"

AHAHAHAHAH, Roy so BHB.
& I wrote a lot of korean words inside, so he can figure it out for himself. WAHAHAHA.
I am so mean, yes I am.

Korean class was okay
except for the fact that someone was giving a science lesson about mosquitoes and how korean men are so chauvinistic.
):

Korean men are hot okay.
Pfft.

zomfg I have bio tomorrow.
& I'll fix my eyes on Jesus and nothing else <3

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수요일, 9월 12, 2007, 10:45 오후

` 731; - YAY :D


AHAHA I think this was rather belated.
I really thank God for letting us win this competition with second... while I was expecting first.
It's not that I'm ungrateful or anything, but Crescent came in first and third... and the schools are not allowed to send more than one team. And, one of their teams didn't load a storyboard, and they still got into the second round. Furthurmore, the video was uploaded onto the leader's blog, not the school blog.
Smells like rotten fish here...

But I'm still going to give God 10% of my winnings. :D
We had MMS scenes too :D

Caption : "Do I look like a Christmas Tree?"



Caption : "Young Again?!"
ANDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
If you vote for our Behind the Scenes MMS, you'll stand a chance to win a Sony Ericsson k800. :D
3046hs.campusmoblog.com.sg
:D and our video is there too.
super funny la JOBAIN. XD

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8:35 오후

` 730; - a wednesday sonata

Maybe I should just go and burn the nib of my pen to see if the ink can still flow. Or, maybe not.

I love my church, my Pastors, my cg, my God, chocolate chip mint ice cream with sprinkles, jazz on rainy days, daisies, piano music, kimchi on cold days, running in the rain, visual kei music like Malice Mizer, writing poetry, letting my imagination run wild to craft perspectives, candlelit dinners by the beach, just you & me.

I wish I could grow gradually, and the pimples on my face would disappear.

I don't understand why my parents are so obsessed with money.

I go crazy when I encounter a cockroach, the object/person of my admirations, homework, exams, and a roller-coaster ride.

People say I'm hilarious. I'll just nod, because the answer is already plainly obvious as it is.

I will always stare at my piano scores, wondering when I would finish the piece.

Somewhere, someone is preparing for the ride of his life, thinking and wondering if he could make a difference and if anyone would still think of him when he's absent. I'm saying, yes, you will, and I miss you so.

Forever is not a truth, but a lie.

I think the current US President is not reading my blog. If he is, YO MAN! How's everything in Iraq?

I get annoyed when someone persists spewing verbal diarrhoea and perpetually putting me down, judging my intentions and my decisions.

My dog is non-existent. If I had a choice, I'd choose one of any breed, as long as he falls in love with me first.

Tomorrow is Thursday & it's my O level piano exam & I am so going to be screwed left right centre because I didn't tie up all the fine lines & my butt is flowering because I sat on the seat for too long.

I want more faith, anger management, self-control, wisdom, a newurbanmale & Crumpler bag, bubble tea with mini pearls & most importantly, YOU.

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4:21 오후

` 729; - of trials and tribulations

In just 3 days, I have experienced CONVICTION and a lot of trials.
It brought me and God to another level in my relationship with Him.

On Sunday after sending Pastors off at Changi, my parents had a "heart to heart" talk with me.

"What are you going to do with your life?"
"Be a famous artiste to evangelise, a newsreader and serve God in HOGC."
"Yeah, sure, you run here run there for what? You fail O level also church won't help you."
"How can you be sure? My future is decided by God."
"God? Look, I'm not saying that you shouldn't trust God fully, but you have to take action as well."
"True, that's why I've been studying."
"I don't see you studying."
"That's because you're too busy working."

Then they changed a different topic.

"Then? You must also take care of your face. Or not you can't find a man that would love you"
"If a guy loves me for how I look it means that he does not love me at all."
"But you must also look presentable."
"That I agree, but I know that God has already chosen a person to be with me."
"Yeah from your church? Impossible. All the guys in your church look for the face first."
"How do you know. Charm is deceitful, and beauty is fleeting, but a woman of the Lord is to be praised. (Proverbs 31:30)"

He then said no more.

And today I was asking my mother about the wireless, and she yelled at me over the phone.
I messaged her, "Why do you scold me?"

And she messaged back : "Who are you to talk to me. I am your mother not your maid you crazy girl. Always go church church church and church and never do anything. You stupid. You have nothing at all. Your church cannot help you. You so clever go church earn money lah. Good for nothing."

I remembered what God said, "I will put you through trials, tests and tribulations to teach you and to test your faith."

I was really impacted by Sylvia! Even though she had persecution, she managed to stand strong... she's my inspiration! :D

I feel sad that my parents do not share with me revelations and stuff, they place God secondary.

For me and my next generation, GOD IS MY ONLY OPTION.

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월요일, 9월 10, 2007, 9:01 오후

` 728; -

Hello lovelies (:
I have been blogging irregularly (or so I think), because my beloved, sweet sacchrine wireless is ZONKO.

Yes, my parents have chosen to upgrade the PC, and then the computer guy wrenched out my lovely wireless modem out of its socket and now it can't function with wireless power now ):

I'll have to call SingTel alr soon, but I won't be coming on MSN and blogging that much now...

& it's just 4 more days.


I'm sorry Lord for the things I've made it
It's all about You.

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일요일, 9월 09, 2007, 10:20 오전

` 727; - You alone

show me how to live
teach me how to pray
so all I think and say please You Lord


I love You, more than life.

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9:04 오전

` 726; - unshakable, unquenchable faith






You are holy
Who was and is and is to come
You are holy
I'm staring in the face
of my Miracle Maker

-

Pastor Lia is AMAZING.
She preached about "Unlawful Hunger."
Will you (still) continue to be hungry for God even if He is denied to you?
I will be.

She talked about Brother Yun, Liu Zhenying, who is the most influential preacher in the underground churches of China. he is super duper cool. Even if the authorities capture him and everything, he still refuses to deny God and kept on fasting and worshipping. He dwelled on the presence of God alone. I read his biography, and even as the guards put an electric baton which was on to full blast in his mouth, God spared his life! He cried out for God to have mercy on him, and the baton malfunctioned. Isn't that AMAZING?

And he became a Christian at 16, with unquenchable faith.
He prayed for months to get a Bible, and God gave him a vision that he will get a Bible.
And the people who delievered the Bible to him had the exact same voice that they had in his vision!

God satisfies the truly hungry.

I will not just come for service just because of the lights, the music, the friends.
I will come for Him.

God is my Miracle Maker.

(Whoever wants to lend the book, PM MEEE!)

-

Yesterday was Pastor How's birthday celebration from us YOUTHS (:

OMG it's like super-duper-uber funny can.
So lame!
They made the whole thing into like a Taiwanese Variety Show, and OMGGGGG.



Wendy was Miss Quek Kimchi. Then she was like lipsyncing to "Maria". And, JACKY came out and danced, omfg. All of us were like laughing so hard until out stomach juices want to come out.

And the BEST was OMG.
ROY came out as Liang POPO. OMG I was like O.O
and Sylvia was like, Roy?
Roy was like super convincing can.

OMG.
Jian Ming was Fei Ma. HAHAHAAAAAA

Helped Jieru with the accounts for Cafe, played with Rinnah for a bit (like 2 minutes?) and omgggggggggggggggggggggggggg.





& Thea ah, I'm going to STRANGLE you. :D

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목요일, 9월 06, 2007, 12:23 오후

` 725; -

& we're riding from Seoul to Sweden on push-bikes;
just you and me
spreading the Word
with renewed faith and unity;


I wish it were true
and you'll be gone soon.

What's going to happen to my <3
and to you?

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수요일, 9월 05, 2007, 8:52 오후

` 724; - growth



Who are You
that You would know my name?
Who are You
that You made the rain?

You are King of all
and how much I tremble
In the awe of Your majesty

-

Went to church :D
As I was walking to the cafe area, E Zone was having their zone games
and then, Lucinda started to scream my name out loud
And Tingwei was like "Omg."
I think you know who was there la.

I tell you, Sylvia and Tingwei are super amazing.
Had many revelations when I was speaking to them...
And Tingwei encouraged me to speak to Samantha
And my fear was broken and I became more cheerful after smsing Samantha.
Gained really good insights into life.
Thanks Hannah for the note! :D

I'm advertising for Generations Cafe!

CAFE'S SELLING MUNCHY DONUTS FOR $1.20!
YOU NEED NOT TRAVEL TO GET 'EM, YOU JUST GET THEM RIGHT HERE AT HOGC!
WHERE GODLY PEOPLE SERVE ANOINTED FOOD!
:DDDDDDD

I declare that my church cafe is MUCH MUCH cooler than Starbucks or Coffee Bean! :D

I love my church.
I love my leaders.
I love my Pastors.
I love my God.

& omg.
Jason and Roy are going for NS! ):
왜?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
나는 아주 미치다!!!!!!!!!!!!
Will pray that they will get 8-5 jobs and God's anointing! :D

I feel that this is a crucial time for my cg...
God is in the midst of pruning
To find the people
who will rise up the most

I WILL RISE AGAINST ALL ODDS.
Never give up, never back down, never lose faith.

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화요일, 9월 04, 2007, 9:15 오전

` 723; - You are my God of all



God I give You every part of me
Take my everything, it's You that I seek
all I want is to be where You are

You simply amaze me breathless.

& THE ONE CROSS I'VE FIXED MY EYES ON; †

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월요일, 9월 03, 2007, 10:02 오후

` 722; -

I found some lame korean jokes that will make Mr Jeong marry me (for he's a really lame person.)

What is Korean Dracula's favorite morning beverage?
Koh-peee! (coffee)
(코피 : nose-blood)

What does the Korean bread say when it hit the wall?
Bbang! 빵~!! (빵 is Korean for bread)

Why is Korean toilet paper so big?
Because it's HUGE-ey! (휴지:hyu ji; korean for toilet paper)

What kind of money does Grandfather like the best?
할머니! (할머니: halmoni, grandmother in Korean)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHHHHHHHHHH!

Okay I am so lame.
Even Trisha says that Him & Me are made for each other.

Naomi: "Chagiya I tell you one lame joke!"
Ji-hoon: "Ne?"
Naomi: "Where do cabbages pray?"
Ji-hoon: *thinks hard* "Mwoya?"
Naomi: "In a sanctuary."
Ji-hoon: "Wae? I don't get it."
Naomi: "Ssang-chu-ary 쌍추애리 (sanctuary). 쌍추 (ssang-chu) is cabbage right?"

I think Ji-hoon'll go ballastics by then :D

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3:43 오후

` 721; - Välkommen.

www.nygensg.blogspot.com

WALAOOO
I also want to go Sweden.

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Ahyaaaa.
I love my church.
I enjoy being with my churchies :D
Everytime we walk ard for shopping or something, we have this aura that goes,
"HI. I'M FROM HOGC. HELLOOOOOO!"
:D

I love them <3

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When I get married, I will wear the tux and my husband will wear the dress. We'd fly a medival airplane and then it'll rain. :D I'll open my parachute and jump off the plane, and then my husband will land the plane, spot me and then catch me in his strong, oh-so-sexy arms to the applause of fellow HOGC-ians and the media. And oh, I'd be wearing neon green socks. Our dress and tux will be white. My husband and I will have white roses in our hair. :D

Want to be invited to my crazy wedding? Haha I bet no one would want to marry me! Never mind I still have my piano to cry on <3

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10:43 오전

` 720; - speak to me Lord

I don't know, I feel like I am not that adequate to be a leader or something.
I keep doubting God even though I know that He's real.

How can one be leader material if he/she does not trust God in the first place?
How is he/she going to lead other people to serve God when he/she does not set a good example in the first place?
That's precisely my point.

I guess I should start to really pray and trust in Him more,
be more committed to ministry.
I shall love my ministry and not see it as a job, but as a tool to learn how to serve people!

Lord, I need You.

As I read Sylvia's blog, I start to question myself.
Where has all my joy went to?
I remember last time, around April, I had this inexplainable joy within
I recall vividly I was smiling at everybody I met at the bus stop
I asked Fedora why
And she said it was God's joy.

I want to have that joy back.

But now,
I will stay strong from persecutions, grit my teeth
Pray more
Learn how to think like God.
What Would Jesus Do?

I'll fix my eyes on Jesus and nothing else.
For 99% obedience is NO obedience at all.

God all I need is You.

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I need to study. I need to study. I need to study. I'm not sane and not in the right mind to talk and think straight. I'm dysfunctional.

SA2 is coming so freakin' soon OoHhhhmMyyGaAaAaawWDZzxsSX.

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일요일, 9월 02, 2007, 8:48 오후

` 719; - he's back, baby.

Finally, my 남편 is back in Korea (:



Okay I quite like his dressing (but except for the cowboy hat.)
And what's with the hair gosh.
I know the Calvin Klein jeans CF is coming out soon...
but please.
No more curly Cyborg hair or the urgh mohawk.
For the masses.
I ♥ the scarf & the shirt, baby.
But I'm cool with any hairstyle you sport ♥
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So funny.
My name was broadcasted in baidu's rain吧's radio thing.
SO FUNNY.
They got all of my biodata WRONG.
I'm not 17
I'm not Rain's fan for 11 years
I didn't study in Korea (except for that time)
I didn't go for Rain's Coming in Sydney
Yeah.
but I loveeeeeee jinzhi. ♥
she spread all Rain's Fanclub songs into CHINA with Meili. &hearts!
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I'm so proud of myself.
I did 6 chocolate frappes in a ROW!
with an Oreo and Vanilla frappes also can. :D
&&&.
Takuya Kimura came up to change a $10 note.
Takuya: "Do you have change?"
Naomi: "Yes... notes, but no coins."
*Tingwei came to stand beside me*
Takuya: "No problem."
*Naomi hands him 2 $5 notes*
Takuya: "Oh no..."
Naomi: *hands over 5 $2 notes*
Takuya: "Can one $5 note..."
Naomi: *jokingly* "你到底要什么?"
HAHA. Bet Tingwei was hypervendilating.

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take me away
before they take me from you. ♥

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토요일, 9월 01, 2007, 11:50 오후

` 718; - DAYTONA :D


I love Chelsea & she loves me too :D



DAYTONA SUNDAY TOTALLY ROCKED (:


OHOHOH.
I PWNED!
and kena pwned.


Not my fault lor.
The No. 6 machine got problem.
Even Weekiat says so.



AND,

Takuya Kimura was walking behind me when I was walking to cafe
and then he smiled at me,
pointed at the Daytona machines
and did a thumbs-up.



Eat your heart out, Tingwei. XD


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SERVICE WAS DOUBLE THE AWESOME.
Godfather Boxue went up to share his testimony.
What he wrote was so POWERFUL.


"My past is redeemed, my present has a purpose, my future is secured."


I saw him in a rather different light then.
I am so proud of him.
Very proud that he's my godfather :D



I love God.
I love B4. (and B2!)
I love Heart of God Church.



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Shermaine asked me a question that set me thinking.
She asked me what was my dream.
I immediately replied that I wanted to be an artiste.
For what purpose, she asked.


I thought hard.



"To let people know that the greatest love of all is just there and it's free."



Weekiat wanted to be a missionary. :DDDDD

Then bus-sed home with Tingwei, Weekiat, Nicholas Tam, Nicholas Chua, Chelsea and Nicholas Chua's friend XD




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Jihoon! I missed you so;

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