so we'd spread love like violence; ♥
환영
♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}

n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence

나는


naomi jung
서여정, 三浦 なおみ
29 june 1992
ngee ann poly mass communications
Rorsharch ink blot
Pianist
J Tune Entertainment

& ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥


ll.intoxicated.ll@gmail

Heart of God Church ♥ b41

/more about me
wishlist

friendster
cyworld
facebook
wordpress

나의 남편!

누구지?

정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband.

Faith/Spaz - the best friend.

Prisia/Siao - the other best friend.

Cheryl - Cooking mama

Joyce - Korean fanatic.

Brother (wenjun) - who has 10000000 brains

Hyun - Mr Smart-ass Korean.

Chew - Dear Leader.

용어

Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie

Ajusshi (아저씨) : Uncle

Chagiya/Yeobo (자기야/여보): Darling/Honey

Namja Chingu/Namchin (남자친구/남친) : boyfriend

Yeoja Chingu/Yeochin (여친/여자친구) : girlfriend

Hyung (형) : Older brother (for males)

Oppa (오빠) : Older brother, also can be used as "boyfriend" in a steady relationship (for females)

Nuna (누나) : Older sister (for males)

Onni (언니) : Older sister (for females)

Ssulung (썰렁) : "so cheesy/cold/lame" for cold jokes

Selca (셀카) : camwhore/self camera

Wang Ja (왕자) : 6 pack/washboard abs

할말!



친구

♥ Heart Of God Church
♥ B and C Zone!
♥ donghaeng; Lord and Me
♥ Moi-même-Moitié
♥ amelia
♥ andrew lau!
♥ andrina
♥ anqi
♥ bellrarie!
♥ boxue!
♥ candy!
♥ cassandra!
♥ chew!
♥ clara!
♥ dajie
♥ darren!
♥ daryl!
♥ debrah
♥ faith, best friend!
♥ fedora!
♥ gabrielle!
♥ hinwen
♥ ivan!
♥ jasmine
♥ jia en!
♥ jia jia!
♥ jiayang!
♥ jia yun
♥ joanne!
♥ joyce
♥ kenneth!
♥ le raine
♥ ling
♥ liyin
♥ lucinda!
♥ marissa
♥ nadine!
♥ nelson!
♥ pearlyn
♥ peggy
♥ pei fen!
♥ pei jun
♥ reuben
♥ ruoen!
♥ ryan new!
♥ samantha!
♥ samantha whang
♥ sion; mr kimchi!
♥ shermaine!
♥ shihua
♥ shijin
♥ shizhe
♥ shumin
♥ shu xian/joe
♥ sofiana
♥ sophia
♥ sushian!
♥ sylvia!
♥ thea
♥ ting wei!
♥ trisha
♥ wanwen
♥ wei lai
♥ wendy
♥ winsome
♥ yi jing!
♥ yu xuan
♥ zhiyi!

명사

♥ Abingdon Boys School
♥ Gackt
♥ Kenichi Matsuyama @ Horipro
♥ L'arc~En~Ciel
♥ Malice Mizer
♥ Namie Amuro
♥ S.K.I.N

♥ Big Bang
♥ DBSK Offical Site
♥ Epik High
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Entertainment
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Creative
♥ Rain's Offical Site
♥ Se7en
♥ Tablo
♥ Yiruma

♥ Gackt Dears
♥ Gackt Syndrome
♥ Rain Singapore
♥ Rain Union
♥ Sexy Bi

블로그

Blogs I read:

♥ Feet Man Seoul
♥ Joss Sticks
♥ K-popped!
♥ Lakeside Girl
♥ Mr Brown
♥ Mr Miyagi
♥ Mr Wang Says So
♥ PopSeoul!
♥ The Sartorialist
♥ Sibeh Sian
♥ Singaporean Mind
♥ Son of Singapore

주크박스

과거

11월 2005 12월 2005 1월 2006 2월 2006 3월 2006 4월 2006 5월 2006 6월 2006 7월 2006 8월 2006 9월 2006 10월 2006 11월 2006 12월 2006 1월 2007 2월 2007 3월 2007 4월 2007 5월 2007 6월 2007 7월 2007 8월 2007 9월 2007 10월 2007 11월 2007 12월 2007 1월 2008 2월 2008 3월 2008 4월 2008 5월 2008 6월 2008 7월 2008 8월 2008 9월 2008 10월 2008 11월 2008 12월 2008

감사

Layout: vehemency
금요일, 6월 29, 2007, 11:13 오후

` 638; -

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :D

I heart YuXuan, Tjiaying, Vanessa, Andrina, Shane, Jasmine, & all the people who wished me a happy birthday :DDDD

I LOVE YUXUAN! SHE GOT PREMIERE TICKETS FOR HARRY POTTER ORDER OF THE PHOENIX!

LOVE!

AND.
HAPPY BELATED TO MR JEONG JI HOON TOO!
:D

*

My top 15 wishes for my life.

1) Marry Jeong Ji-hoon. :D
2) Be Mr Jeong's backdancer
3) Be an entertainer, sing + dance +act + model for God
4) Do a duet with Gackt Camui on the song Vanilla
5) Bungee jumping
6) To accomplish my attempts to do a split
7) Clear all my debts
8) Perform in the Esplanad
9) Get Korean citizenship
10) Complete 5 fanfics
11) Influence the Korean + Japanese + Chinese world with God
12) Share it with HIM
13) Be God's good daughter
14) Live my own life
15) Do what I want with my life

BLEAGH.

*

JIHOON!
AJA AJA FOR RAIN'S COMING IN LOS ANGELES!
YOU'LL MAKE MY BIRTHDAY COMPLETE WHEN YOU DO WELL OKAY!
AJA AJA FIGHTING! YOU CAN DO IT!

CLOUDS AND RAIN ONE BIG FAMILY!

라벨: ,




목요일, 6월 28, 2007, 9:27 오후

` 637; -

"Don't say I'm a liar!" Rain voiced out his protest.

He has officially expressed his position today.

"From now on, I'd like to express a clear standpoint." Regarding the problems come from Hawaii concert, Rain is expected to express his standpoint officially. A spokesman of Rain told Edaily SPN in the telephone interview on June 26 morning, "Regarding the postponement of concert as well as the rumours, Rain is very sad."

"Considering other people, Rain kept silence for some time. But if the rumours are still spreading like now, it's time for us to make a clear stand."

In particular, Rain felt unfair and he was very upset due to the name 'liar' stamped on him because of the concert postponement. He told others about his bad mood. "Initially we thought these (rumours) will vanish when time goes by, thus we kept silent to avoid messing up the situation. However, it seems like the rumours are getting wilder." said the spokesman.

"When we make the official position, we shall announce more insider info at the same time." Rain will attend a meeting with StarM on June 26, 10am (Korea time). His official position will be released through StarM.

Source: NaverChi translation by lovebi_rain@Baidu RAIN bar
Eng translation by jjbug@rain-malaysia
Soompi.com

OMO! Finally! Ji-hoon oppa, you'll pull through!
Will really pray for you on the 30th! Aja Aja in Los Angeles!
Clouds... and I will be with you! :DDD

라벨:




수요일, 6월 27, 2007, 10:46 오후

` 636; -

Whatever, excuses are excuses.
Welcome to the dark side, we have cookies. :D

*

/whine/

Yeah they just seem to ignore my birthday. My birthday's like on Friday hellooooo. And they just go and discuss their own little present for blahblah right infront of my face and I'm all blah.
If I'm not so important to you, I might as well just leave.
You don't pay attention to what I say
What I do.
/whine whine/

Okay I shall stop being emo.

JEONGJIHOON! <3




7:55 오후

` 635; -

screwed.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
AND OPPA.

Oh how I miss you so;

라벨: , ,




월요일, 6월 25, 2007, 3:34 오후

` 634; -

I know I'm being whiny now.

/whine/Some people just like to group together and then oust you out of it. When they want something to be done for them, they find you. When they don't need you, they just push you to one side. Furthurmore, in that group, I thought SHE was my friend yet she went out with them just to bitch about me./whine/


RANT RANT RANT.

but anyhowso.
I love Fedora Ee :D

*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RAIN!
SSAENG IIL CHUKKA HAMINDA! (:

Saranghaminda, oppa!
My birthday is coming! :D

라벨:




목요일, 6월 21, 2007, 9:27 오전

` 633; -

I am so PISSED.

I went to Thomson Yamaha for a piano recital on Sunday, and since I was there early, I inquired if I could use the room first, with the permission of my piano teacher.

As I was decked out in army gear (note, army pants + dog tag+ Red Rain black shirt), the assistant, with the name of Robin or something along those lines, started to go all "No, you can't." "The room is full of EXPENSIVE MATERIAL THAT WE CANT AFFORD TO LOSE." And saying all of those in a rude tone.

Oh my effing crap. I can't possibly tuck a grand piano under my arm and walk out like that.

I politely excused myself, and went out. As I walked out, I heard the guy say to his colleagues "What a nuisance. She's only Grade 3 lah."

My teacher came, and she asked me (in front of the guy, nonetheless), "Naomi, have you done your Grade 8 piece already?"

I smirked at him and went into the room.

Insufferable people. Other countries do not need a courtesy campaign.

라벨:




수요일, 6월 20, 2007, 12:56 오후

` 632; -

I must be going crazy.
I had like, 2 weird dreams in a row.
One relating to Mr Jeong, and the other one which is totally ridiculous.

I dreamt that I was walking out with Mr Jeong (Bi, Rain!) out of KK Hospital (Maternity + Children's Hospital) and the doctor just recently told me that I was pregnant (with whose child, I reckon) Then TINGWEI suddenly appeared out of nowhere and asked me if I wanted sour plums.

Then I woke up.

Then I had the second dream.

I dreamt that Miss Khong (yes Miss Khong) was bringing the whole B4 to Korea to observe some new found eggs. Then all of us were clustered around this humongous egg and then it was vibrating and turning luminious red and it cracked and out came my sheep stuffed toy. Then FAITH appeared in a wedding dress and headed for a shop that sells Crumplers. I followed her and I was inquiring about the Crumplers and I wanted to buy them and Faith started to rummage around in her dress to find money and she paid for my Crumpler. Then I went to my house which was Full House and I saw Mr Jeong and he was wearing his frog suit and he was saying that it was our daughter's birthday party and he became the entertainer of the day and I saw the whole of B4 inside the house with their children (Fedora, you have a son) and then Darren was dressed as a milkmaid humoring the children along with Ji-hoon and then I woke up.


I SERIOUSLY MUST CHECK THE STATE OF MY MENTAL HEALTH.
I MUST BE GOING LOCO.

라벨: ,




화요일, 6월 19, 2007, 9:36 오후

` 631; - epitome of ennui




thanks debrah for inspiration ^^

Nevertheless, it's on my PHYSICS assignment.
And I'm not going to blanko it off (ultimate Rainholic devotion)
And Mr Chong's gonna kill me but
I don't give a damn!
(I shall stop imagining things but one thing keeps coming back. *shudder*)

:D

I don't give a damn
I don't give a damn
Do you really think I care
I don't give a damn

: DD

I must really pay more attention during physics lessons now ):
aja aja!

*

My parents must be the weirdest people on earth.
They take pictures of the stuff that comes out of your BIG intestines, through your rectum and out of your arse for some health crap product crap.

And my dad told me to get the camera to take pictures of someone's shit.

Put me off my dinner.

*



I'M STILL (VERY MUCH) IN LOVE WITH JI-HOON! :DDDDD

Who can sweat, sing, and dance at the same time and finish his whole regime looking oh-so OOHLALA? : DD

My Jeong Ji-hoon. No touching!

*

Putting finishing touches to the fanfic and my (self-learnt!) I'm Coming dance. I wish I could join the RainSingapore dance class... but I have no time. ;_;

AJA AJA!
I shall be the next Kim Hwa Young to dance with Rain :D

라벨: ,




4:21 오후

` 630; - why people don't read books.




Watch what you read ;D

라벨: ,




11:29 오전

` 629; - words fail me.

Sometimes I wish I could be that writer, the individual who already has her topic in mind, and in her brain, has a large entourage of vocabulary ready to be released.

But, in reality, I am not. I always, note, always, digress from said topic, and end up writing a whole page of rubbish that is not related to anything I was supposed to discuss (refer to digression, above line).

I try to make conversation. Sometimes words just fail me. This is the reason why one second I am so hyped up, crazified and going totally insane, and the next I am withdrawn, defunct and every fibre of my being is screaming emo.

Really.

It's not about maturity - I am mature enough as it concerns me - it's about conjuring the right words at the right time. Sometimes I'm too blunt for my own good (sorry Jasper) and at times when everyone is so hyped and I'm the one pulling the atmosphere down to an abyss somewhere. I'm just not good at thinking up topics - I'm good at relating to topics.

Facts are easier to face than people. But people are more interesting.

I digress. See?

If I'd ever had the fortune to meet someone, and by that I mean that someone that I really love, I guess he'd be doing most of the talking. And the cracking of lame jokes. But anyhowso, I'll still just talk, when I feel like it, or when the topic is appropriate.

I'm not trying to imply that Im an introvert - I am a extrovert at large - but what I am trying to make clear is that sometimes I shut up because I don't know what to say.

It's all about the wordplay sometimes.

라벨:




월요일, 6월 18, 2007, 5:28 오후

` 628; - RED RAIN is the IN thing! :D



thanks eric for the pic! (:

Yesterday was the Red Rain concert! :D
It was simply awesome.

Brought Trisha and met her for the first time!
She was like SUPER HIGH can? :D
I forgot to take a pic with her though. ):
This is the second time I am actually meeting someone in real life when I met them online.
First time was DEBRAH darling :D


Anyhowso, I saw Mr L! Hannah's brother!
But he doesn't look like L anymore.
He looks like Kim Rae Won/Ryu Si Won now.






Ryu Si Won, Elias!









ELIAS YOU LOOK JUST LIKE L CAN. you used to.

XD

We went to Marina and went super high. We started singing "Stand By Me" and dancing and Fedora caught all of us on video =.="

I LOVE B4! :D

라벨: ,




토요일, 6월 16, 2007, 10:46 오후

` 627; -

I'M DEADBEAT.
& I'm sure Mr Jeong is too.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

라벨: ,




금요일, 6월 15, 2007, 11:34 오후

` 626; -

Great. The verdict's been postponed for a week.
At least I've got the hiatus I've been fervently praying for for Ji-hoon to rest.

Ji-hoon, fighting.
I'm here with you always, jiayou!

*

I'm really really tired.
I woke up really late today (at 12pm!) and I didn't manage to get that much things done.
Tomorrow I must wake up at around 7.30 to compensate!

I feel guilty.
I didn't manage to practise my piano for this Sunday's rehersal, and I didn't learn my daily bit of Rain's Bad Guy dance today.

How can liddat?
How can I be his backdancer if I don't practice?

Great.
But anyhowso, I've done my court reflections and a bit of homework, so the burden is lifted quite a bit (:

RED RAIN ROCKS! :D

라벨: ,




2:11 오후

` 625; -



What is Rain going to call his company when he's going to set up one?

Rainy Entertainment.

Okay, Ji-hoon, forgive me for laughing. :D

라벨:




목요일, 6월 14, 2007, 4:48 오후

` 623; -

I feel incredibly lazy today (and yesterday!)

I don't know what the heck is wrong with me. Everyone's slaving their ass off and I'm poking my face T_T

라벨:




11:45 오전

` 624; -

Ooookay I guess I was a tad too harsh in my previous post.

Oppa Ji-hoon has apologised.
But, it's published in a FOREIGN newspaper.
What are the odds of US (at soompi, sexybi and baidu) reading that newspaper?
Practically ZERO.

But anyhowso, he has APOLOGISED, so I won't say much.
At least he spoke up, but WHERE THE HECK IS STARM?

*&$^)&amp;^#)*&$%)*^%^&$#%*&^@)*%#ZZZZ.

Whatever, the verdict will be out today
and I'm praying.

HARD.

*

Faith was listing the different possiblities for me to marry Rain (when I graduate from university.)

"Maybe you could be his lawyer! Then you'll find out all the nice nice things about him, then shag him."

".. firstly, dearest, how is he going to hire ME."

"fight a REALLY BIG CASE, and then walk over to him and ask if he wants to hire you. You'll be making an offer he can't refuse."

"Ehhh. Anything else?"

"You can be his secretary! Which will be really easy ^^"

"YEAH if he hires me, I'd have to beat probably a thousand other crazy women who will gaze into his eyes all the time."

"Then don't."

What a friend. =.=

라벨:




수요일, 6월 13, 2007, 8:20 오후

` 622; - please.

I don't know who I should be angry with.


StarM, or you, Mr Jeong Ji-hoon?


I have perfectly good reasons to get mad at both.


StarM for handling his concert (yes, I admit the effects were good, the stage was great and the man himself is sexy as whatever), but from the way they're doing things, we can all see a lot on how 'competent' they are (or so, they claim).


Ji-hoon chagiya, for you, because you're KEEPING QUIET all this while. Can't you (at least) disclose certain information we need to know about why StarM's cancelling your concerts left right centre?


Come on, please, at least say something to the stranded fans in USA and Canada and to the rest of us, the Clouds. We're waiting for the verdict of the Rain Corp (asswipes, the lot of them), and we're fervently hoping and praying for you.


I'm seething at the fans too. Girls, it's not Ji-hoon's fault in any of this messed-up business. This guy is the guy who fell and injured his arm in Hong Kong and he still endured the pain and performed in Singapore to make us happy. This is the guy who devotes his entire life to us.


Why are you making him feel lousier when he already feels lousy?


I can't say much, because I'm (practically) nothing to you, chagiya. Nothing. I'm not Hana, I'm not Mrs Jeong (yet), nor am I JYP.


But I have one thing to say, which is to pull yourself together and use your brain. USE IT. We're all behind you, so do whatever you want to do WISELY and not let iconoclasts handle everything for you. You're the performer, so obviously you have a say in everything that is going on in the World Tour.


Do you, Mr Jeong (and yes I'm referring to StarM too), want your concert poster to look like this?












NO? Well, I don't either.


(I know this is pretty none of my business but Ji-hoon is the first singer that I had actually liked in my entire LIFE. And never before I had liked a person [a man, particulary], for 5 whole years. And I have never been emotionally attached to a person that I have never even corresponded like a tongsaeng, a proper tongsaeng, such and such.

You know I love you, Ji-hoon. So do what's best. Aja.)

라벨: ,




12:14 오전

` 621; -

I LOVE YOU.
(butyoudon'tseemtoknow)

라벨:




화요일, 6월 12, 2007, 1:35 오후

` 620; -

I think I'm pretty stagnant.
My old habits have suddenly sprung to life.

I've always wondered, can't I have this time in my life where I could be good at something, and diss the person that I've always disliked in my life by showcasing my talent?

Yeah, I will come to that one day, one day soon.

I will grow B4.
The thing is, I can't find anyone
anyone willing enough.

I'm getting tired,
tired of doing things I should.

I'll pick myself up
I'll continue.
I'll go into the entertainment industry
change it
revolutionise it.

Get them saved
Get HIM saved.
He'll be a great testimony
They'll see HIS life change
and soon, a flood
a wave
enveloping Asia
A phenomenon no one knew is coming

라벨:




1:22 오후

` 619; -


RAIN'S on the cover of Pollstar! :D









This is just one step closer to strutting your stuff in USA, oppa. FIGHTING! :D

*

Goodness, just saw something on soompi that is embarassing, un-funny and totally bleagh.
Made me wanna hurl.

Can't they just leave the poor guy and just let him go to the toilet in peace?
Gosh, when I'm a celeb I hope they won't stick a camera into the loo or something :X
It's so funny when I see the camshots! xD

The first shot was when Rain went into the toilet, then the next shot was everyone OUTSIDE the toilet turned around (away from him) as he was using the loo. xD

NO, they didn't take a shot of him doing his business but you know ;D

라벨:




월요일, 6월 11, 2007, 11:35 오후

` 618; - a love that transcends fate.



This, I can swear, is the only movie that has ever made me cry.

I practically sobbed my way through the whole thing.

(:

The soundtrack is good too. <3

라벨: ,




일요일, 6월 10, 2007, 10:21 오전

` 617; -

Defendant Jeong Ji Hoon.
Now THAT broke my heart.

*

Got this thing off Ling!'s blog.

1 (10/1, 19/1)

The Life Path 1 suggests that you entered this plane with skills allowing you to become a leader type rather easily. Your nature is charged with individualistic desires, a demand for independence, and the need for personal attainment. Many of our military generals, corporate leaders, and political leaders are men and women having the Life Path 1. When you display positive 1 traits your mind is capable of significant creative inspiration, and it possesses the enthusiasm and drive to accomplish a great deal. You are very good at getting the ball rolling; initiating new projects is your forte. You are at your best when confronted with obstacles and challenges, as you combat these with strength and daring. This is both the physical and inner varieties of strength. With this strength comes utter determination and the capability to lead. As a natural leader you have a flair for taking charge of any situation. You have a tendency to do this, even if, at times, it is not appropriate for you to do so.

(Omg. So true.)

Highly original, you may have talents as an inventor or innovator of some sort. In any work that you choose, your independent attitude can show through. You have very strong personal needs and desires, and you feel it is always necessary to follow your own convictions. You tire of routine and highly detailed tasks rather quickly.

You are ambitious and assertive in promoting yourself. Although you may hide the fact for social reasons, you can be self-centered and demand to have your way in many circumstances. That said, for the most part, you are considered very good company, friendly, good-natured, and a wonderful conversationalist. People like you and are drawn to you. It is a good thing they are, because you are very sensitive to disapproval and you don't handle it very well.

There are several ways that the negative side of the 1 can show up. The 1 always has the potential for greatness as a leader, but they may fail as a follower. Unfortunately, sometimes you have to follow for a while before you are allowed to lead and this can be a difficult time. When the 1 Life Path person is not fully developed and expressing the negative side of this number, the demeanor may appear very dependent rather than independent, particularly in the early years. If you are expressing this negative trait of the number 1, you are likely to be very dissatisfied with your circumstances, and long for self-sufficiency. This might be defined as the weak or dependent side of the negative 1 Life Path. On the strong side of this negative curve, the 1 energy can become too self-serving, selfish and egotistical. Avoid being too bossy and demanding.

ZOMFG. IS THIS Zonko or what.

*

Your number is: 5

The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom.

The expression or destiny for #5:

The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents (!) and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. (!) Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker.

If there is too much of the 5 energy in your makeup, you may express some the negative attitudes of the number. Your restless and impatient attitude (!) may keep you from staying with any project for too long. Sometimes you can be rather erratic and scatter yourself and your energies. You have a hard time keeping regular office hours and maintaining any sort of a routine. You tend to react strongly if you sense that your freedom of speech or action is being impaired or restricted in any way. As clever as you are, you may have a tendency to make the same mistakes over and over again because much of your response is glib reaction rather that thoughtful application. You are in a continuous state of flux brought by constantly changing interests.

*

Your Soul Urge number is: 3

A Soul Urge number of 3 means:

With the Soul Urge number 3 your desire in life is personal expression, and generally enjoying life to its fullest. You want to participate in an active social life and enjoy a large circle of friends. You want to be in the limelight, expressing your artistic or intellectual talents. Word skills may be your thing;speaking, writing, acting, singing. In a positive sense, the 3 energy is friendly, outgoing and always very social.

You have a decidedly upbeat attitude that is rarely discouraged; a good mental and emotional balance.

The 3 Soul Urge gives intuitive insight, thus, very high creative and inspirational tendencies. The truly outstanding trait shown by the 3 Soul Urge is that of self-expression, regardless of the field of endeavor.

On the negative side, you may at times become too easygoing and too optimistic, tending to scatter forces and accomplish very little. Often, the excessive 3 energy produces non-stop talkers (LOL). Everyone has faults, but the 3 soul urge doesn't appreciate having these pointed out.

*

Your Inner Dream number is: 11

An Inner Dream number of 11 means:

You dream of casting the light of illumination; of being the true idealist. You secretly believe there is more to life than we can know or prove, and you would like to be provider of the 'word' from on high.

*
29 June 1992

You were born on a Monday
under the astrological sign Cancer.

Your Life path number is 11.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 6.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.

You share your birthday with:
Antoine de Saint-Exupery (1900)
The guy who wrote My Little Prince! :D

Your birthstone is Alexandrite.
Alexandrite can assist one in centering the self, reinforcing self-esteem, and augmenting ones ability to experience joy.

Your birth tree is:
Apple Tree, the Love

Of slight build, lots of charm, appeal and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher with imagination.

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I think this is pretty accurate for my liking.

http://www.astrology-numerology.com/num-lifepath.html
http://www.paulsadowski.com/NameData.asp

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금요일, 6월 08, 2007, 2:04 오후

` 616; - rain intoxication;




This happened when I went for Oppa's concert in Bangkok (when he was singing "Nan") and this is the image that I couldn't get out of my head until now.

*notice the belt grabbing PART! OMG #&%^&*^~! *screams and dies!*

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12:14 오후

` 615; - sweet fetish

사랑해요 지훈 !

<3

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10:29 오전

` 614; -

I had a really bad bad day yesterday.

I was screamed/yelled/shouted at like some pile of dog doo.
I was given unreasonable demands like (ie, putting my iPod away in a drawer that I could pry open) and even got punched, kicked and knocked around.

Now I am sustaining swollen eyes, a swollen lip which is growing more bloody by the second and is inflating like some monsterous lump, cuts on my neck and bruises on my back.

While he was screaming at me and slapping me, I was thinking, "What Would Jesus Do?" and images of Mr Jeong floated into my mind. I know how it feels like to be hurt physically by someone who forms half of the Parental Government.

Mr Jeong's song "Na (me)" filled my head while the male homo sapiens was beating me and spouting stupid nonsensical things from that thing you called a mouth.

You may say that you are not here with me now
But every time I sleep I can see you here
And I know I can continue on
When you are not close at hand and I can't hold you
When each time I hear those words it makes it harder
When I feel like I want to give up
When I feel like I'm going to collapse
These words let me know that it will all end up alright and I can smile

It's amazing how a simple song with simple words for lyrics can calm me down.
2 more years to escape from all these madness.

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화요일, 6월 05, 2007, 8:30 오후

` 613; - don't let the RAIN stop; I miss you much



Went for Mr Jeong's concert in Bangkok (: It was supercalifrangilisticexpeadilocious (:

HE IS SO DELICIOUS *licks*
Got his dogtag, handphone strap, and shirt! :D



SEXY.


It's very blur la, but you know it's SEXIER.



SEXIEST. ;D
OH. And at that point in time, in that song, Mr Jeong was grabbing his belt buckle in a risque fashion. (Of course I'm not objecting ;D) and he was fumbling with it amongst the screams. Then he raised his finger, and did a 'no, no, naughty' sign.

Ji-hoon oppa, you are such a tease. ;D
And this picture made me melt (:


*squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
AND.
I got thissssssss close to him! :D
He is much much much handsomer in real life! *eeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I'm staying in the same hotel as him, nonetheless ;D
Pathumwan Princess, ahoy! :D
When I got back to my hotel room, I saw Rain in the Bangkok Post, and spotted this:
07-06-02, [Bangkok Post] A Touch of Rain
And if glimpsing Rain wasn’t enough, the Pathumwan Princess is also offering a chance to breathe in Rain or whatever’s left lingering in his hotel room after his departure. A true Rain fiend has already emptied 100,000 baht from her bank account and booked herself into the luxurious suite, which will be left untouched for a night. All proceeds went to the Thai Red Cross.
Source: Bangkok Post, Agent P, rainmalaysia
GROSS.
Imagine all the grit left in the bathtub by him, the germs in the towels (I am not blaming you, almighty Ji-hoon chagiya), and the dents in the pillows.
When I told this to Aunt Chris, she was all, "Oh, that crazy woman wants to smell his pillows and take away the sheets."
Who cares if it's for charity. I'm not going to waste 5000 bucks on this (because I'll know I'd get that chance someday, and for everyday after that :D).
Whatever, I'm grossed out.
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I just wish I could have one more, just one more close encounter with him. I told Trisha about my REALLY close encounter, but that didn't count because I was in a daze when he spoke ;D I'm speechless.
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Trisha and I got back last night (:
And we were crapping and fantasising lah.
I'm Mrs Jeong Ji-hoon, and she's Mrs Lee Minwoo! :D
She was asking me stuff about "What would you do when Rain invites you on a date?", "What would you do.." questions.
OMG. I'm going crazy thinking about it. ;_;
Fantasising makes me HAPPY as I could escape out of the real world and out of it's weirdness.
Think Katie Holmes :D
Trisha can't wait for me to make my debut :D
She wants me to bring backstage passes to whatever that involves Rain and Minwoo :D
"Naomi, when you marry him, INVITE ME FOR DINNER EVERY NIGHT :D"

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금요일, 6월 01, 2007, 1:06 오후

` 612; - meme

I heart memes :D
Especially when I have nothing to post.

This generally works by putting one's WMP/MP3/iTunes/whatever on shuffle, asking questions and trying to infer replies from the songs one gets.

What do you think of me, iTunes?
To Make Her Love Me - Rascal Flatts

Someone's supposed to make me love him? I am supposed to make someone love someone? Go figure.

Will I have a happy life?
Our God Reigns - Delirious?

YES! Because God reigns over my life. So my life is going to be superrr amazing!

what do my friends think of me?
You Love Him A Lot (你很愛他) - F.I.R

So they think that I'll love a guy a lot! Actually I do! RAIN! So they think that I'm a faithful girlfriend/wife in the future! WOAH.

do people secretly lust after me?
Technologic - Daft Punk

?! They lust after me on the internet. Or something related to technology. Maybe they take pictures of me and Photoshop me or something ;D I'm lusted after by daft punks. hurrhurr. sue me. ;_;

How can I make myself happy?
Thriller - Michael Jackson

I am supposed to live a thrilling life! Or I should do something thrilling so I'm satisfied. :D

What should I do with my life?
Free Way - Rain

I should live my life freely, I suppose :D

Why must life be so full of pain?
Secret - The Veronicas

Okay so you won't tell me. ):

Will I ever have children?
Give Me Permission - Se7en

What does that mean? Do I have to seek permission to have children? Do I have to give Se7en permission to have children? (Oppa, be helpful!)

Will I die happy?
Lost in Wonder - Martyn Layzell

I suppose :D

Can you give me some advice?
Feel My Soul - YUI

I'm supposed to be a counsellor? YAY I'm probably going to feel my own soul for advice! :D

What do you think happiness is?
Sayonara - Gackt

Happiness is goodbye. Obviously I'm not a very happy person T.T

Will I ever get married?
I'm Taking You With Me - Relient K

OBVIOUSLY! :DDDDDD But the question is, with WHOM?

What's my favourite fetish?
feel so right - Rain

OH YES. RAIN :D because he makes me feel so right! (:

;all about the wordplay ^____^

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