heal my heart and not my head

so we'd spread love like violence; ♥

환영

♥ rai·son d'ê·tre (rā'zōn dět'rə,) {존재 이유}

n. pl.reason or justification for being or existence

나는

naomi jung
서여정, 三浦なおみ
29 june 1992
ngee ann poly mass communications
Rorsharch ink blot
Pianist
J Tune Entertainment

& ooooh, Rain 비 = ♥

ll.intoxicated.ll@gmail

Heart of God Church ♥ b41

/more about me
wishlist

friendster
cyworld
facebook
wordpress

나의 남편!

누구지?

정지훈/Rain/Jihoon - the husband.

Faith/Spaz - the best friend.

Prisia/Siao - the other best friend.

Cheryl - Cooking mama

Joyce - Korean fanatic.

Brother (wenjun) - who has 10000000 brains

Hyun - Mr Smart-ass Korean.

Chew - Dear Leader.

용어

Ajumma (아줌마) : Auntie

Ajusshi (아저씨) : Uncle

Chagiya/Yeobo (자기야/여보): Darling/Honey

Namja Chingu/Namchin (남자친구/남친) : boyfriend

Yeoja Chingu/Yeochin (여친/여자친구) : girlfriend

Hyung (형) : Older brother (for males)

Oppa (오빠) : Older brother, also can be used as "boyfriend" in a steady relationship (for females)

Nuna (누나) : Older sister (for males)

Onni (언니) : Older sister (for females)

Ssulung (썰렁) : "so cheesy/cold/lame" for cold jokes

Selca (셀카) : camwhore/self camera

Wang Ja (왕자) : 6 pack/washboard abs

할말!

친구

♥ Heart Of God Church
♥ B and C Zone!
♥ donghaeng; Lord and Me
♥ Moi-même-Moitié
♥ amelia
♥ andrew lau!
♥ andrina
♥ anqi
♥ bellrarie!
♥ boxue!
♥ candy!
♥ cassandra!
♥ chew!
♥ clara!
♥ dajie
♥ darren!
♥ daryl!
♥ debrah
♥ faith, best friend!
♥ fedora!
♥ gabrielle!
♥ hinwen
♥ ivan!
♥ jasmine
♥ jia en!
♥ jia jia!
♥ jiayang!
♥ jia yun
♥ joanne!
♥ joyce
♥ kenneth!
♥ le raine
♥ ling
♥ liyin
♥ lucinda!
♥ marissa
♥ nadine!
♥ nelson!
♥ pearlyn
♥ peggy
♥ pei fen!
♥ pei jun
♥ reuben
♥ ruoen!
♥ ryan new!
♥ samantha!
♥ samantha whang
♥ sion; mr kimchi!
♥ shermaine!
♥ shihua
♥ shijin
♥ shizhe
♥ shumin
♥ shu xian/joe
♥ sofiana
♥ sophia
♥ sushian!
♥ sylvia!
♥ thea
♥ ting wei!
♥ trisha
♥ wanwen
♥ wei lai
♥ wendy
♥ winsome
♥ yi jing!
♥ yu xuan
♥ zhiyi!

명사

♥ Abingdon Boys School
♥ Gackt
♥ Kenichi Matsuyama @ Horipro
♥ L'arc~En~Ciel
♥ Malice Mizer
♥ Namie Amuro
♥ S.K.I.N

♥ Big Bang
♥ DBSK Offical Site
♥ Epik High
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Entertainment
♥ Rain's Company - J Tune Creative
♥ Rain's Offical Site
♥ Se7en
♥ Tablo
♥ Yiruma

♥ Gackt Dears
♥ Gackt Syndrome
♥ Rain Singapore
♥ Rain Union
♥ Sexy Bi

블로그

Blogs I read:

♥ Feet Man Seoul
♥ Joss Sticks
♥ K-popped!
♥ Lakeside Girl
♥ Mr Brown
♥ Mr Miyagi
♥ Mr Wang Says So
♥ PopSeoul!
♥ The Sartorialist
♥ Sibeh Sian
♥ Singaporean Mind
♥ Son of Singapore

주크박스

과거

11월 2005 12월 2005 1월 2006 2월 2006 3월 2006 4월 2006 5월 2006 6월 2006 7월 2006 8월 2006 9월 2006 10월 2006 11월 2006 12월 2006 1월 2007 2월 2007 3월 2007 4월 2007 5월 2007 6월 2007 7월 2007 8월 2007 9월 2007 10월 2007 11월 2007 12월 2007 1월 2008 2월 2008 3월 2008 4월 2008 5월 2008 6월 2008 7월 2008 8월 2008 9월 2008 10월 2008 11월 2008 12월 2008

감사

Layout: vehemency

목요일, 8월 30, 2007, 10:48 오후

` 717; -

MEP was managable.

Ate with Alastair & Jolyn.

Alastair became a victim of Facewarp XD

OMGGGGG.

I'm going to be credited for distributing Fanclub songs.

Jinzhi's posting it on Baidu.

OMGGGGGGGG. -hypervendilates-

Post on Baidu = China fans = china news = Rain knows about it = Rain knows Naomi :DDDD

AND!

I WANT I WANT! *grabs*

我

我要

我要你

我要你的

我要你的爱

你为什么不回来?

Towning with Joyce tomorrow to watch Hairspray after visiting Grandma in hospital.

Lord, please, and help.

take me away with you

tell me everything you want me to hear

& that's when I know the real you

underneath the star-studded glitz and glamour

and we breathe love till our dying day

it's on tonight.

라벨: blah, Rain

수요일, 8월 29, 2007, 10:15 오후

` 716; - letter from me to you

Dear Naomi

Please:

1) Read up on Korean
2) Memorise the vocab
3) Practise
4) Learn the grammar THROUGHLY
5) Do your math
6) Stay faithful to your nam pyeon(s)
7) Eat more greens + fruits.

Thank you.

Signed,
the Undersigned,

Naomi Jung

-

I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they're perfectly aligned;

forget yesterday;
we're finally free tonight.

라벨: blah

화요일, 8월 28, 2007, 11:26 오후

` 715; - of days and dumplings

I love JOYCE. (:

School was managable and such. No questions asked.

-

Made Sangpyeon (Korean rice cakes) in Cultural Nite today! :D
Before that, went to Parkway with Joyce.
Bought Miss Yoo a Teacher's Day gift.
JOYCE OWES ME. :D

Anyway, made dumplings! :D
They said that if you make good and pretty dumplings, you'll get pretty daughters.
MY DUMPLING WON THIRD PRIZE! (:
Mr Jeong, you'll have a 매우 daughter xD

TADAHHHHHHHH.

I love korean class. (:

Joyce ah Joyce
be faithful to KSW can.
Don't switch to the principal.
:D

Ocutie! we both missed you today.

-

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Sometimes I wish he was you.

라벨: blah, korean

월요일, 8월 27, 2007, 11:39 오후

` 714; -

Maybe we should just get it started

Maybe you should just forget

About who you are now

Come away with me

We can fly

Like lost lovers into the sunset

I find hope when I'm let down

Not in me

But it's in you.

I LOVE YOU

AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

라벨: love

일요일, 8월 26, 2007, 10:14 오후

` 713; - politically correct

BEFORE THE POST,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PASTOR HOW! (:
you rock!
-

It's those days where you get stuck in the car with your parent(s) and then he/she would start to ask you something, say, how was church, how was school, did you make a new friend etc, and somehow or somewhere, an argument starts to sprout up from a remark or a request or what have you.

For me, mostly because it's a case of 有话就说.

I am not one who likes to hear or say things that appear nice (well, sometimes, maybe I do). I'd prefer to say the simplest things out, without wrapping it in the pretty little package that grownups, or I should say adults, do. For instance, I'd rather my date go, "You've got spinach in your teeth." than saying, "Oh, you've got something..." then giggle, or worse, totally shut up about it, leaving you smiling at the chef and waiter and chauffeur with that offending piece of green in your mouth.

I'm not some high-class, pretentious person that demands everything to be done her way so I can look like someone who can order people about. I'm not saying that everyone owes me a living (while some people think that I owe them one).

What I'm trying to say here is, for the minor things, just say it out, don't need to busy yourself thinking of ways to make it oh-so-nice and pretty when you yourself could get lost in the wrapping.

-

URGH I hate cheekopeks.

Just this morning while I was waiting for Daddy infront of the Citibank at Dhoby, when this man appeared out of nowhere.

Cheekopek: "Er... do you speak chinese?"
Naomi: "Mwoeyo?"
Cheekopek: " Ahhh. You don't?"
Naomi: "Isn't it obvious?"
Cheekopek: "OH... okay... I want to say..."
Naomi: *quizzical look*
Cheekopek: "Your fly is down."

Then he walked away!
I checked and IT WASN'T DOWN AT ALL.
Then the guy was like there, and he was grinning with this lopsided grin!
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

But ANYHOW,
got to the seminar in time.
Met Cassie there (:
WE CAN BE FOUNDERS CROWN AMBASSADORS!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

Imagine next time Jihoon with me on the cover of AMAGRAM :D
I can picture it alr.
Jeong Ji-hoon, Naomi Seow, Founders Crown Ambassadors! :DDDDDDDD
Amway South Korea / Singapore
HAHAHAHAH :D

-

HELPED OUT AT CAFE YESTERDAY!
Cafe is looooooooooove.
Saw CHINAAAAAAAAAAMAN!
:D
Presence of God was so AWESOME FANTABOLOUS. :D
We are all born to love learning.
And STUDY RULE is in place now. hahaha.

I LOVE STUDYRULE :D

라벨: birthday, church, thoughts

토요일, 8월 25, 2007, 10:21 오전

` 712;- with You i'll never fall

I think one of Mr Jeong's songs could be made into a praise song. HAHA.
Well for only the chorus anyway...

With U - Rain

With You I'm not alone
With You, I'm not alone
With You, I'm not afraid no matter what I face
With You, I'll never fall
With You, I'll never fall
As long as You hold my hands, I'll never fall
Don't know why, I knew You'll come back

Haha if only...
YES I WILL (:

-

this moment seems to far to long
especially when you're here with me
you grab my hand
as we run along the streetlamps of Myeongdong
mean it when you say
Hey you took my breath away.

라벨: random

금요일, 8월 24, 2007, 10:00 오후

` 711; -

Fedora crashed my school today. (:

Then towned with Fedora and Shermaine.

Went to Artfriend. Think ShiHua'll like it there.

WENT TO CHURCH FOR CAFE.

I love Jieru & Stella & Lucinda.

They said my handwriting is NICE(:

Memorized all the prices! YAAAAAY.

Then CG.

I think God prompted me to really really give for Building Fund.

I emptied all my stuff.

If God can make it possible for Samantha, He can for me.

I've been asking God how can I be a leader.

And when today Samantha put up the sermon by Pastor Lia for the Leaders' Meeting,

on HOW TO BE A LEADER.

Voila.

Prayer answered :D

As we were walking,

suddenly someone who has nothing to do with me at all

were walking in front.

Obviously in my heart I was like "omg yuck gross"

And I turned to talk to Fedora

And that person started to walk fast

URGH.

Proof that certain people lack maturity.

WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.

ZOMFG!

THE ARENA!

ZOMFG.

i am so screweddddddddddddd.

라벨: blah, church, rant

목요일, 8월 23, 2007, 10:44 오후

` 710; -

I WANTTTTTTTTTTTT! D: *goes crazy*

Since I'm so bleeding free
I should be mugging but whatever.
Even machines need a break.

WISHLIST. :D

1) Crumpler Bag (Mom & Dad!)
2) newurbanmale Bag (Mom & Dad!)
3) David & Goliath Tees 1, 2 , 3, 4
4) Esprit EDC Glam Rock Band line
5) Good grades
6) "I'm not a plastic bag" Bag
7) SKINNY JEANS (:

OOOKAY.
I need to sleep.
bye

라벨: gackt, wishlist

10:36 오후

` 709; -

RAWR blogger ate up my post.

-

/rant/

I toiled so hard for that stupid chapter of the fanfic on SexyBi and then, someone had to come along and write the next chapter until it's like so URGH. It spoilt the whole atmosphere I had created and she made the whole thing seem like a blur. Who says that she hates him and then makes out with him the next? No such thing.

Soo-ri is supposed to IGNORE Ji-hoon AFTER he grabbed her arm as Richard took her away! Elaborate on Richard and who he is, NOT IGNORE HIM.

CLEAR THE MIST.

Your chapter is seriously spoiling the whole story, and I'm sure Ji-hoon will go "Oh my goodness I don't remember me even doing it, let alone think it."

I can't even look at Ji-hoon in the eye now after what you've described. I can't even be bothered to actually COMMENT.

/end rant/

-

I PLAYED BADMINTON WITH CHINAMAN & CHEKYEOW & SINKIA yesterday.
HAHA.
SHALL NOT SAY MUCH.

NAOMI IS HAPPY.
-for now.

-

Fedora's gonna crash school tmr (:
ANDDDDD.
we got into the campusmoblog finals! :DDDD

MOOLAH MOOLAH MOOLAHHHHHHH. :D

라벨: random, rant

화요일, 8월 21, 2007, 10:06 오후

` 708; -

I LOVE GOD.
(:

-

I know I've been filling my blog with crap, so I'll write something relevant.

School atmosphere sucks.
With a sense of foreboding I walk into the school compound everyday.
It's like a nebula, a void
It sucks everything out of you.

Even if you had a happy thing last night
Or something that made you joyful
It leaves you with nothing but despair.

Precious unni & Trish, now you know why I could write about Soo-ri so well in the fanfic. HAHA.

Now I've got Heart of God Church.
Nothing can stop me.

My church is AMAAAAAAZING.

-

Went to church with Joyce
Saw CHINAMAN. :D
Was playing foosball
And then after that he sat near us when we were studying.

CYNTHIA HAPPILY DISTURBED ME, AND THEN CHINAMAN MOVED AWAY.
thanks arh.

However Chinaman kept glancing at us
and Thea was teasing me all the way,
with CANDY.

-however I think Takuya still looks hot.

Elien and Lucinda was at cafe
Helped out a bit
Made Joyce a Hazelnut Latte! :D
Chinaman kept glancing.

But being in church is the only good thing happening lately
& I've missed his glance.

-

I can only see you, feel you but I can't love you.
It's okay
Because I've finally stolen your heart.

라벨: blah, church

월요일, 8월 20, 2007, 10:19 오후

` 707; - it's your tangible smile.

I MISS YOU ALREADY.

School today was bad bad bad
I hate mondays.
Horrible culture drowned out my mood
the happiness that I was actually writing for Ji-hoon

Tomorrow will be a better day.
KOREAN CLASS WITH JOYCE.

-

your confession in moonlight
is tingling
like light in my ears
ivory to the touch

I am not supposed to love you
and the person I love isn't you

we're not supposed to love
but what is this fatal attraction?

라벨: random

일요일, 8월 19, 2007, 10:20 오후

` 706; - WHY, CHINAMAN, WHY?

There was nothing
after he gave that AP face.

Heart pehchak alr. ):
As Candy would say, "Aye, Why?"

NEVERMIND.
TAKUYA KIMURA COMES INTO PLAY. (:

라벨: blah

10:11 오후

` 705; -

ahahahahahahha!~

I am so happy :D

EVERYONE LIKES THE CHAPTER I DID WITH TRISHA ON THE SEXYBI FANFIC!

AHAHAHHAHA

"are you here to save me, or to shatter me by pulling me back into your world?"

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

라벨: Rain

토요일, 8월 18, 2007, 11:32 오후

` 704; - with selfless faith

Watched Royston Tan's 881 today with Fedora & Desiree.

It's quite family-friendly, actually, unlike his previous works (15 & 4.30). Really hilarious and saddening at some parts. Generally a well produced local film, which Royston only took 22 days to produce & another 2 weeks to write.

Elaborate set and costumes, and excellent, if not, great acting by the actors. QI YUWU is cutee (:D!) in this movie, esp. carrying that chicken around and hiding his love for Big Papaya (Yeo Yann Yann).

However some parts were REALLY corny, especially the fight between the Papaya & Durian Sisters (May & Choy). They followed Madonna's style of conical bras (ewwww). Liked the durian spikes they had for bikini tops XD. It shoots lasers (green, no kidding.)

Was actually tearing at the end where Little Papaya died. ): At least the plot had direction, unlike EPIC MOVIE.

-

Service today was OHSOAWESOME.
It's like one of the most... you get what I mean.
& I sat next to this guy I'll call Takuya Kimura
& Tingwei was JEALOUS. HURRHURR

;P

ANYHOWSO.
Pastor Lia preached today!

She talked about what defines us.
First factor: Our Friends.

True, I think I've not been showing any godly character lately, as I've been swearing and such, like "What the hell," "Oh my God" and "F**K." Oh goodness, I think I need to wash my mouth out with Dettol.
Since I've been hanging out with Heart of God people, I really need to change my vocabulary from uncouth to civil.
Or not I'll die in Korea.

Second factor: Our Enemies.

Pick interesting enemies, for your enemies define you. - Bono, lead singer of U2

Pastor Lia shared about Bono, and his life.
You don't see Bono going around making trouble with the tabloids and stuff, because he's doing hings to help shape our world. He has made AIDS his enemy. He has made poverty his enemy. This shows that he is a great man because he fights for a great cause.

However, how about us?

Pastor Lia told us to give up on those enemies that waste our time (sounds familliar, no?) and concentrate on the little things. Why let them bother you and make you go on a detour on your highway of success?

I'll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the one who gave it all
I'll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
all I am is Yours

라벨: church, hogc, reviews

금요일, 8월 17, 2007, 9:08 오후

` 703 ; - quickie

Just a quickie before I go back to work, glorious work:

I love my bestie.
I'm amazed how alike we actually are
From our loves, hates to our father's cars.
We shall go Kyung Hee together! ♥
Friendships like this are the real thing;

& do you have a best friend too?

-

I <3 SHAWN! GOT HIS AUTOGRAPH AND PIC!! says:
maybe she got it in malaysia, looks like it

★ ☆ nao'ymi ♥ RAINholic! † } says:
NEVER MIND.

★ ☆ nao'ymi ♥ RAINholic! † } says:
I shall not get Rain at the foot of my bed

★ ☆ nao'ymi ♥ RAINholic! † } says:
I shall get him In My Bed

★ ☆ nao'ymi ♥ RAINholic! † } says:
HAHAHA GEDDIT?

*

denise says:
You& your husband

denise says:
so loving

denise says:
see la, he also choose RAIN for a meaning lor.

denise says:
Rain AI Naomi ma... = RAIN!

-

Awwww... looks like chagiya/darling/baby/terms of endearment's tired. He's like dozing off after practices and practices... I shall aim to be like him. (: I bet he's a 100000 times more tired than I am. I ♥ him. :D Working his ass off in Berlin now. I wonder how he is.

Please, please, please, chagiya, update about yourself!
& I can see you've gotten FAT (: Continue to eat & be happy!
RAIN smile ^____________^
지훈 ah 지훈 ~
I ♥ you. :D

-

when I cried
you took my fingers away from
the piano
the pen

& you kissed it ever so gently.
where can I find someone like you?

i know
you're tired
exhausted
& I want to be the soulmate
your best friend
that you hoped was there

&& I love you more than I can say;
thank God I found you ♥

라벨: random

7:12 오후

` 702; -

:DDDDD

I'm addicted to yet another drama! :D

WITCH YOO HEE :D

I <3 it because it has 3 of my favourite actors in it! 재희 (Jaehee), 한가인 (Han Ga-In) & OF COURSE, 김정훈 (KIM JEONG HOON! ) :D:D:D

OMGGGGGGGG.

As the director of her father's advertising company, Ma Yoo Hee (Han Ga In) is known as a witch for her ruthless, no nonsense character. After a string of failed attempts to hire a housekeeper, she (literally) runs into Chae Moo Ryong (Jae Hee), ex-medical student turned aspiring chef. As a way to work off his debt for crashing into her car, he agrees to become her housekeeper and personal love affairs coach for one month. Gladly, he gives her a makeover that attracts both her old friend Johnny Kruger (Dennis Oh) and her first love Joon Ha (Kim Jeong Hoon). Despite having a girlfriend, Sung Mi (Jun Hye Bin), Moo Ryong eventually finds himself falling for Yoo Hee.

(Synopsis from dramawiki)

OKAY.
JUST... GO AND WATCH IT NOW. :D

라벨: drama

12:32 오전

` 701; - epitome of childishness.

I simply couldn't imagine how - a woman, estimated at, say, age 28 - could pick and complain and rant about a 14 year old.

True, Trish may be a bit demanding at times, especially when she finds out about the truth. However, I believe that the woman (I'll call her AP) could, be mature enough to PM her and tell her her mistakes instead of broadcasting it out to the world.

Instead, she chose to bitch about Trish and with other soompiers, critisise Trish and such. Sure, it's your personal blog and you could do anything you want, & this is ALSO MY PERSONAL BLOG, so I could say whatever I want even though I know you may stumble across this blog.

It's a question about whether you are MATURE enough or not. Apparently AP isn't, being 28 & still complaining about Trish. And she still dares to call herself a Cloud when she critisises Rain and doubts him.

Do you think Ji-hoon would, ever, like someone like you? Someone being so sarcastic, childish, insensitive to other's feelings, and someone who gossips all the time? Go figure.

Pretty mature, much?

Thanks to her and other "mature" Bi-ers, I am not going to visit Bi/rain's soompi thread anymore, as the mere thought of AP makes my insides want to fall out.

라벨: rant

목요일, 8월 16, 2007, 2:59 오후

` 700; -

Today was a bad bad bad day.

I'm in those fuckyouworld kind of moods.
& I absoutely despise people who think that they're great in everything that they argue with you till the end.

Don't fuck with my time alright, bitch?
My time's precious enough, I don't have enough of it.
Sure, I've been holding what I've wanted to say for a long long time already.
True, you were nice in the beginning,
but slowly I saw that you were selfish, conceited, arrogant, and you humiliate people with your so-called "INTELLIGENCE" and sarcasm.

&& furthurmore, PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH. No use telling me what to do when you yourself have done what you shouldn't.

Probably the only thing that is good today is that I'm meeting Joyce later for Korean & cafe.

-

& the worst thing of your life
is when you forget the ones who love you the most.

& & & I'm hoping to be the one there to be with you.

라벨: rant

수요일, 8월 15, 2007, 11:14 오후

` 699; - i am so wonderful (:

I searched my name in wikipedia! AHAHA.

Naomi is a Japanese, English and Hebrew name. Naomi may refer to:

In music

- "Naomi", a song by Neutral Milk Hotel from their 1995 album On Avery Island
- Naomi (band), a German pop duo
- Naomi Awards, ironic and humorous awards
- Naomi Shemer

In Literature

- Naomi (novel), by Japanese author Junichiro Tanizaki
- Naomi Klein, Canadian journalist, author and activist
- Naomi Mitchison, Scottish novelist and poet
- Naomi Novik, American novelist
- Naomi Wolf, bestselling American writer

In fiction

- Naomi Hunter, character in Metal Gear Solid
- Naomi Wildman, fictional character in the Star Trek universe who appeared on the television series Star Trek: Voyager
- Naomi, a James Bond henchwoman in the film The Spy Who Loved Me
- Naomi Misora, a former FBI agent, married to Raye Penbar in the Japanese anime and film Death Note
- Naomi Dorrit, a character from the TV series Lost

In technology

- Naomi Internet Filter, free advanced Internet filtering program
- Sega NAOMI, an arcade hardware system that spawned the Dreamcast game console

In other fields

- Naomi (Bible), Ruth's mother in law in the Old Testament Book of Ruth
- Naomi Campbell, well-known British fashion model
- Naomi Chazan, Israeli politician
- Naomi Uemura, first person to reach the North Pole solo
- Naomi Watts, English-born Australian actress and producer

:DDDDDD

I clicked one. Naomi (novel), and it came out as:

Naomi (痴人の愛, Chijin no Ai, A Fool's Love) is a Japanese novel

The Modern girl represented by Naomi was an undefined thing, where women were attempting to create something new, with no role models and fewer inhibitions. Such was the power of this novel at the time that "Naomis" followed in its wake, and "Naomi-ism" became the word to describe their new sub-culture.

NAOMI-ISM! :DDDDDD
yay korean class tmr.
CAFE TRAINING = LOVE.

라벨: blah

9:02 오후

` 698;- HERE WE COME.

credit: eric

Miracles run from street to street
Rise up church for a holy meet
We're gonna paint this big ol' town red
We're gonna paint this big ol' town red

WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS ♥

Yes that's my church during the opening ceremony.
When I see this
I can't help
but feel proud.

라벨: hogc

8:10 오후

` 697; -

Went with JOYCE(: to pierce the second earhole :D
We both pierced on the same side with the same coloured earring :D

I LOVE HER. *snatch snatch*

BEFORE THAT.
Called CANDY.

Told her what I found out about Nerd/Chinaman.
Was abit sad too.

I didn't know he could be so high one minute, then so cold.

Edit : He waved to me even though I was waving to someone else beside him! Hurhur! I think I'll forgive him for now.

Helped out in cafe, singpost.
LOVEEEEE.

-

&& don't mess with my emotions, bitch
I'll get up & crush you down

-

I really don't know how to describe
the way you made me feel so right,
your everything.
till I see you again
I'll work hard, look for you & say
I'll get it out to you one day

라벨: daily life

월요일, 8월 13, 2007, 9:08 오후

` 696; -

I want to follow but what does it mean,
To live in this world and keep everything clean.
Nothing I own here is ever my own,
When I live in the mercy and blessing you've shown.

I lay down my rights; see the world through your eyes,
And fight for the hungry who pay for our lives,
I want to have you in all of my world.
So Jesus consume me, flow through me

'COS NOW IS THE TIME, FOR US, TO SHINE.

& no words can describe how much I love You <3

라벨: God

8:39 오후

` 695; -

I'M SO EXCITED! *puts on Rain's American accent*

SEXYBI is doing a fanfic collab & they're going to send it to Ji-hoon!

I'm not writing it, but the funfunfun thing is,
I'M EDITING TRISH'S PART OF THE STORY. HEHHEHHEH!

&& if Ji-hoon meets them, Trish will bring me TOO. :D

& THERE'S KOREAN CLASS TOMORROW. (:
mega yahoo. (:

&& MY LIFE IS AAAAAMAAAAZING. (:

& I want to fall asleep with you in my arms
***

The small falling leaves passing by my shoulders once more returned to the sky;

Just a while more
I want to fall asleep holding you
Even if only in this time changed by gentle memories
I want to fall asleep with you in my arms
Just like we were
That day we first met

라벨: korean, love, Rain

일요일, 8월 12, 2007, 9:35 오후

` 694; - 私は愛する ♥

I LOVE JIHOON.

I do I do
영원히 함께 하겠다는 그 말 I do
너와 있을때마다
조심스럽게 마음속으로

I do I do
wanna spend my life with you 꿈을 꾸며 I do
소중한 그 맹세를 할 때
네곁에 내가 나의 곁엔 네가 있기를

♥♥

라벨: Rain

9:13 오후

` 693; -

Eventful week.
School starts tomorrow.
Not looking forward to it AT ALL.

Sail project, Blog competition& many many other things.

Fedora goes off to school at 10 in the morning. Oh joy.

&.

in the midst of all this chaos
I find solace in You
and his smile
for I know we'd be together one day.

-

As you take my hand
running down
the narrow alleyways of Seoul
merging our souls; the lost lovers
into the sunset
I don't care where you bring me
I'll just hold on tightly to you.

라벨: random

8:11 오후

` 692; -

Blogger is seriously demented.
I changed my blogskin to a very pretty one with Mr Jeong on it,
and posted about our new church

& blogger chose not to publish it on MY side.

ZZZZZZZZZZZ.

라벨: blah

10:22 오전

` 691; -

"I have a vision. I have a vision that our church will be made of glass. Hey, it costs nothing to dream, right?"

I love MY (NEW) CHURCH. :D

IT ROCKED :D
PRAISE & WORSHIP WAS SO WOAH
ESP. WHEN THE SINGERS WERE DOING THE CUTE CUTE DANCE!
someone looked cute too. XD

AND!
THE PRESENCE OF GOD WAS SO AWESOME.

Heal my heart & make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You
You have loved me

Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity.

I LOVE HEART OF GOD CHURCH.
&& I LOVE JESUS :D

라벨: church

12:17 오전

` 690; -

Okay I don't hate CANDY.

CHINAMAN IS STILL MINE, :D

I REALISED.

CHINAMAN,
KOREAMAN,
& TATSUYA,

the 3 guys I like,

1) All have small eyes
2) Birthdate is very near mine,
3) Cancerians,
4) All look almost the same
5) Taller than me.

OMG.

OTTOKE?

라벨: blah

토요일, 8월 11, 2007, 11:28 오후

`689; -

I HATE CANDY.
去抢走我的CHINAMAN. ):

just you wait.

:D

AHHHHHHHHHHH

NAOMI IS A VERY HAPPY GIRL NOW. :D

will post more about the new church tmr
I'm going to die alr.

라벨: blah.

10:39 오전

` 688; -

credit: weixiao@baidu rainbar

♥ ♥ ♥
aim. :D

라벨: Rain

금요일, 8월 10, 2007, 8:22 오후

` 687; -

OH so whatever.
At least I have friends who are not only short term and talk about worldy things like YOU (:

We talk about our future together and more things that will come to pass :D

Kenny & Fedora are at my house now :D

Take a peek at the two laziest people in this whole world. HAAH. Cheesie left earlier.

TADAH.

One whole day of Xbox-ing + Talking crap + watching hitch + ghost in the shell II + more crap + lounging around = heaven (:

I (HEART) HEARTOFGODCHURCH :D

라벨: friends

12:55 오후

` 686; -

Can't wait for grand opening; it's just TOMORROW :D
I have A PRETTY PRETTY PRETTY CHURCH ♥

I know what to wear for it alr!
Before that,Fedora & I & maybe B4 will check out something!:D

AHAHAHH.

Cheesie & Fedora are coming today:D
Can't wait!

I WANT TO DO CAFE WITH MY CANDY ♥
WE GOT THE COMMON INTEREST LURHS. chinaman! ♥

& tingwei just blew my cover.
i'll call him tatsuya now. HAHAH.

라벨: blah

12:02 오후

` 685; - have a little patience

Patience - Take That

Just have a little, patience

I'm still hurting from a love I lost,
I'm feeling your frustration,
But any minute all the pain will stop,
Just hold me close inside your arms tonight,
Don't be too hard on my emotions

(Chorus)
Cause I, need time,
My heart is numb, has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
Just try and have a little patience,

I really wanna start over again,
I know you wanna be my salvation,
The one that I can always depend,

I'll try to be strong, believe me,
I'm trying to move on,
It's complicated but understand me,

Cause I, need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
Just try and have a little patience yeah,

Have a little patience, Yeah

Cause this scar runs so deep,
It's been hard, But I have to believe,
Have a little patience, Have a little patience,

Cause I, I just need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
Just try, and have a little patience,

Have a little patience,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing
Just try and have a little... Patience

라벨: reflections, song

목요일, 8월 09, 2007, 5:31 오후

` 684; - we'll never leave

You are in my heart
I can feel your beat
And you move my mind
From behind the wheel
When I lose control
I can only breathe your name
I can only breathe your name

; 'cause i'm nobody else's but YOURS ♥

라벨: love

4:25 오후

` 683; - take me away

I hate this bad habit of mine.
It's when I don't get enough information, I start to think of various possibilities.

oh, please let this be a joke.

& i've never seen the clock seem so alive before;

라벨: musings

1:23 오후

` 682; -

"A little later, after 30 and before I become 40, I want to be with somebody I love."
"She has to be a good person, cook really well and be aegyo (sweet and girly).”

OMG.

From this moment onwards.

-Naomi shall not chew on her fingernails whenever she reads a book.
-Naomi shall learn how to cook & make kimchi.
-Naomi shall wear skirts more often (help from Tingwei here)
-Learn how to be feminine (more help from Tingwei)
-Not talk so loudly (extra help from Tingwei)
-Lose weight (especially on thighs, tips from Mom)

;D
Shall crap more with JOYCEDARLING :D

라벨: blah

12:11 오후

` 681; - it's You that I need

I suddenly feel so - vulnerable. I hate it. The feeling that you can't control your emotions & everything around you. Reality has finally sunk in.

I think I rly rly need to grow closer to God. I'm failing this test that He has placed before me now horribly. I know, I have to be strong and believe in Him. Somehow reality just drags you & everything down into the drain & you wallow in your own refuse.

Be strong
Build my own altar.

Goodness I feel like such a bitch.

God, I rly need you right here with me ♥

라벨: musings

수요일, 8월 08, 2007, 11:35 오후

` 680; - so what could I say

Trust takes months or even years to build... but it only takes a few words for it to disintegrate into oblivion.

Maybe some things are better left unsaid,
Some things are better left unknown.
Ignorance is bliss, but denial isn't.
I hate to admit, I am disappointed, truly upset,
but hey.

I wish I could be someone who hears the news, and just say, "Oh. Whatever."
However I can't. I get upset.
My heart was aching.
I'm still in denial, I can't believe this has happened

My brain froze.
My heart
What can my heart say?

In my head now, the clock is ticking like a silent countdown, the sounds making everything & anything in my head to grow. If I close my eyes, I hope time would leave like a lost lover into the sunset, & maybe by then I would know how to disappear and just forgive & forget.

Why is it the person closest to us affects us the most?

I guess I just have to stand firm, and just do whatever I can.

Of course,
You have hated them as much as you loved them
Saw all the pictures
Burnt all the letters that they sent
Pick up the phone, dial their number (hello?) & have your lips freeze
No one knows what I'm feeling.
Actually you're the only one who doesn't know

Oh Naomi, 어떻게?
신? 어떻게?
나는 나가 이렇게 하면을 느낄 것이라는 점을 몰랐다...
그녀는 저에게 속였다.
그는 동일한 일을 했다.
나는 그것을 믿을 수 없다.

Naomi Seow Ru Ting, born introvert & trained extrovert, please tell me the condition of your heart today?

라벨: musings

10:05 오전

` 679; - but it won't take away my love

Don't tell me if I ran out of time
Because I have the rest of my life
It's been a long time since you called my name
& I count the days to see each other again

***

I have a friend in korean class.
Her name is Joyce.
She's funny.
She thinks Miss Yoo is pretty too.
She wants to eat bibimbap.
She thinks my korean is good when it actually sucks.
& she SWEARS too. tskkk. :X

***

Miss Yoo told us yesterday that girls don't marry the eldest son in the family because his wife has to cook for all the relatives and all that.

URGH.

Mr Jeong Jihoon;
eldest son. check.
mother passed away. check.

OH NO.

He fits all the criteria.
But I don't CARE 8D
He fits my criteria can alr. ♥

OH!
And my korean name is 소여정. Suh Yeojung.
When I get married to Mr Jeong, my name will be 정여정! Jung Yeojung!
HOW COOL IS THAT?! HEHEHHEH
Miss Yoo also figured out Joyce's korean name.
It's 이혜정. Lee Hyejung.

I like her name better than mine can. At least it sounds PRETTY :D
1 more week to korean classssssssss. ):

라벨: random

화요일, 8월 07, 2007, 9:41 오후

` 678; - black is so not white indeed

I AM SO EXHAUSTED.

Or if Debrah-san would put it, "I am so FUCKING tired."

Swamped with homework, organising something that goes almost horribly wrong because of some AIBUFIBDJIBSKL.
Yeah, all I have to do like now is to smile and say "Saswadee."

MY time is also important.

What's the point of acting happy, saying "Yes", and pretend that nothing has happened, when all the time I feel like I'm taking a guilt-trip?
It's like decieving myself.
I feel so screwed up.

I mean, who the hell cries after Korean class?

To hell with everything.
To hell with the world.
To heaven with JOYCELEEHUIQING for writing that crap note to make me feel better <3

라벨: rant

일요일, 8월 05, 2007, 10:58 오후

` 677; -

I'm gonna be
A speaker of truth to all mankind

I'm gonna stand
I'm gonna run
Into Your arms
Into Your arms again.

HISTORY MAKERS. (:

What I did/felt/seen:

- I just did cafe today.
- Saw Chinaman. <3
- Luke helped me clean the ice cream machine.
- Saw the new church.
- Got my pants soiled trying to help remove glue stain with Lucinda.
- Knew what the cafe is going to sell.
- Chinaman "serenaded".
- God's AWESOMEAWESOME presence
- Prayed for Mr Jeong to know Him someday.

MY LIFE IS SO BEAUTIFUL IT HURTS. :D

/ *

even when I close my eyes
I know that it's you & me here.
even when I'm sleeping alone
I know that on the other side you're dreaming with me now

라벨: daily life, musings

8:08 오후

` 676; -

& I've been loving you all along;

OH I MUST TELL YOU SOMETHING.
HOGC SINGPOST IS THE ♥ .

WAIT TILL THE OPEN HOUSE,

I WON'T GIVE ANY SPOILERS :D

***

FOP! FOP! FESTIVAL OF PRAISE IS THE ULTIMATE LOVE ♥

DELIRIOUS! :D

Tingwei and I were drooling over Martin Smith, the lead singer! :DDD
but he's married. Well.

Sabo-ed Cheesie to be our butler for the day
-now you see him...

Now you don't. XD

Samantha, me and Tingwei. Spot Darren doing something strange.

Samantha, Me, Tingwei & Fedora :D

I was like crying during Delirous?' performance of Our God Reigns & History Maker.

Something just overwhelmed in me...it's strange.

Now is the time.

*Pst How, you looked fetching in that suit! :D And you styled your hair! :D
We loved your offering sermon! :D

Love, HOGC <3

***

Went to Desiree's -temporary- apartment.

It was like paradise on earth.
It's in Newton, and the place is just so -woah-.

(It's $15 000 a month for rental.)

Darren's bedroom. (Not Darren DARREN, Desiree's brother.)

Part of the living room. It's FULLY AIR CONDITIONED.

ANYWAY.

I love B4 :D

라벨: blah, church, fop

금요일, 8월 03, 2007, 10:44 오후

` 675; -

Naomi: UNDER MY UMBRELLA

Naomi: Ella ella ella

Naomi: EH Eh EHHHHHHHHHH.

Wee Kiat:

*note, this is on MSN messenger.

XDDDD

라벨: random

2:40 오후

` 674; -

I will build this business up.
You can count on me.

I really think it's God's blessing that I got such excellent results in the language department and other departments too. (: I am proud of myself & Him! :D

*********

Mr Jeong's doing really well too. He set up his business too!

:D

I love you!

I got a recently taken picture of Mr Jeong.

Haha if I was there I'd do the same thing :P

*********

A lot of good things has happened so far.
My results have improved, not drastically, but significantly.

& I am going to take over the business and improve it!
Starting it up in Korea :D

I shall not jabber so much already!

God bless!

라벨: Rain, random

목요일, 8월 02, 2007, 10:22 오후

` 673; -

OH GOD.

/ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

Sherman,
He does not like me.
He likes YOU :D

because you took my contraceptive pills XD

okay. never mind.

***

KOREAN CLASS WAS THE <3

JOYCE & I like went totally mad. TOTALLY.

Joyce: "I steal Kwon Sang Woo, you marry Bi, & we can go kayaking in Han River together!"

Joyce: "Kwon Sang Woo! Saranghae!"

Naomi: "Er... JUNG JI HOON I LOVE YOU?"

Even the teacher knows I'm like in love with Mr Jeong. XD

***

비록 당신이 저 보다는 더 오래되더라도...
나는 당신을 사랑하게 기꺼이 한다.

당신은 저를 언뜻 보기 위하여 기다릴 것인가?
나는 나가 열심히 일할 것이라는 점을 약속한다.
세계 유명인사이기 위하여
당신 같이.

나는 성공할 것이다.

라벨: korean, random